its just XIUZHEN

Sunday, December 13, 2009

the first day of the work week has passed again. dont know whether its right to say its fast or slow, because its neither. my offday was spent with boyf ytd. we watched feng yun 2 and its NICE. i reckon there'll probably be a part 3 unless the director intends to end the story just like that, with yun falling off the cliff. then we spent the rest of the day, walking the entire stretch of orchard. we had small tiffs here and there, but THAT WAS NOT THE WORST. what was worst was........ (fill in the blanks if you're smart enough) HAHA(:

so anw, we went ard orchard's xmas trees and we tried to snap snap here and there. we wanted to capture ourselves with the entire tree, but that is sooooo impossible, because we didnt have any cameraman, so all we managed, are photos posted below. hahas. and then, my offday just past like POOF! gone. now i have to wait for a few more days before i get my offday, but this time, it wont be spent with bf, but at OTC. wheee, 2 more days to OTC(;

look at the crowd. annoying.

heeren's.

paragon's.

outside taka.

taka's.

ion's.

christmas is such a pretty festive season(:

smile like crazy @ 8:46:00 PM

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Friday, December 11, 2009

another week has passed, and my offday is here againnnn:D
how nice to be able to pass the 10.30 bedtime, and yet still feel so energetic!(:
i dont even feel like sleeping it off cos it seems like time pass extremely fast when we do so!
so, i survived the week pretty well.

and oh, i felt so lonely today. i had so much urge to head out tonight, but apparently, everybody's not free!
boyfriend not free because he has APEC appreciation dinner.
laoda not free because tonight got function.
drug not free because she got event tonight.
scand not free because she got prog meeting.
liling not free because she got event also.
like OMG. even my mum is not free because she got to acc my dad! tsk. what a night.

but in the end, i headed down to amara to collect my pitiful $26 pay that i didnt managed to do so the other day. and when i got there, mr nigel wasnt free, so i had to sit in the back office like ALONE, staring at my phone blankly while everyone else was busy with their stuff. then the awkard moment came when this lady started to rant and complain about the fact that i went after 5pm (we were supposed to collect only between 3pm-5pm), and she went on and on and on. ON and ON and ON. non-stop cannn. so i quickly call laoda, and yayyy. LAODA TO THE RESCUE. right after he came to find me, i settled my pay stuff in like MOMENTS. wheeee. laoda's the best!:D so i spent the next twenty minutes or so, talking to him and nigel, before i came home. and THANKFULLY, my parents didnt come home very late either, otherwise, i'd have died of boredom i swear!

whee tomorrow's SATURDAY. and it spells MEET BOYFRIEND on my organiser(:

smile like crazy @ 11:28:00 PM

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Tuesday, December 08, 2009

we had this housekeeping "party" kind of thing ytd where they cooked their own specialties and bring to work. it was like WOW, because the presentation and taste of the food was superb! there were cheesecakes, shui jiaos, pasta, curry, fried rice, curry puffs, fried beancurd strips( which looked like banmian), etc. yummies to the max!:D its a wonder how well they can cook! tsk, hidden talents. even zc could cook such yummy stuff! lol omg.

oh oh, we had christmas presents too! i got this series of bath and shower gel, together with a towel and a bar of soap. pretty pretty(: now, it feels good and fun to be part of this housekeeping dpt. counting down, we're left with ard 7 weeks if im not wrong. fast right?! like omg, just imagine, we just have to change the TIMES magazine 7 more times, and TADA, our SIP will end le. HAHA.

see see, its already WEDNESDAY. just a 3 more days to my OFFDAY again(:
and then, time will pass even faster, with the upcoming OTC, christmas, my birthday, new year, classroom session, etc. all happening one week after another.
wheeeeee:D

smile like crazy @ 9:02:00 PM

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Monday, December 07, 2009

back at work today.
terrible start of the week. eight checkouts for me, while the rest had only one or two or none.
i even hurt my elbow because i accidentally knocked it against the wall. now my bone hurts like hell. boo hoo hoo.
on a happier note, my offday is on saturday AGAIN(: whee. and im gg to request for next thursday off, just for O-T-C (: i cant wait for otc to come quickkkkkkkkkkkk:D my last otc, im gg to make sure its gg to be a blast. blast of my TP life(;

i cant wait for O - T - C!(:

smile like crazy @ 7:44:00 PM

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Sunday, December 06, 2009

the last few days has been tiring.

we went to his wake on tuesday night.
surprisingly, i managed to hold back my tears though there were moments where it almost rolled down my cheeks. everyone was putting on their strong front infront of him, to at least not cry, so should i. well, whatever it is, i hope you're at somewhere now, where you're happier at(:
went home pretty late that night, and its like i had many checkouts the next day):
sadded to the max. luckily calipork came to help me, otherwise, i wouldnt be able to meet my favourite girls-drug, valarie, vera AND KHORYONGKEONG.

yes, he finally met up with us after like 726382681912872727278907935802 years. tsk. mia for so long, now all we see, is a fat kyk. LOL no lah, he hvnt been going to the gym for ages, so apparently his muscles have soften and yah, fats. kyk, time for you to go to the gym lah! dont bumming ard. we had dinner at wangwang before heading to ben&jerry's. KYK's TREAT. weet weet! and there, we had some girl's talk. YES, tgt with keong, we had girl's talk. well afterall, he is part of us, our so-called SISTER:D

after b&j, we camwhored outside cathay. and there i got the shock of my life when i saw my two girls smoking, with keong. drug, YOU BTR NOT TRY HOR. IF NOT, WO GEN NI JUE JIAO. HAHAHA(:

okay, photo time(:

loves to the max max MAX(:

and yes, my two days off are ending in a few hours time.

how time flies! and how i wish time could have slowed down during these two wonderfulllllllllllllllllllllllll days. tsk. and since i couldnt have asked for an impossible 24hours more, the only thing i can hope for is the next few days to pass fast so that my next offday(i dont know when) to come quick. these two days have been pretty nice with boyf's company. we watched new moon today. hmm it was alright, at LEAST, it was btr than the first twilight movie. i rmb that the first one was like a lullaby to us. LOL. i so want to catch SAW VI but apparently, it is impossible to, because its R21. so i guess i have to watch it online someday.

oh town is getting so vibrant and pretty, with all the christmas decorations and the crowd(though it gets on the nerves that we have to squeeze here and there and endure the heavy traffic). i cant wait for christmas and my birthday and new year to come(: all the festives. SO FUN and nice to look forward to:D im so gg to request for offdays on those days because i dont want to see myself cleaning rooms on such happy occasions. i cant imagine myself with like TEN CHECKOUTS on my birthday or on new year day itself. i think i'll cry if i do end up with so many. oh back to talking about the christmas decorations, boyf and i are so gg to every christmas tree in town to snap snap, right right? :D

i wonder how christmas will be spent this year(:

smile like crazy @ 10:02:00 PM

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Tuesday, December 01, 2009

this is all too sudden.
i couldnt accept the news last night. was too shocked to.
its pretty sad to think that my VIP runner has just left us, just like that.
he was a very nice person to work with, a very funny person to work with. he always make me laugh with his new hairstyles, his vain actions, etc. he would always borrow concealer from me whenever a pimple pops up. and he would irritate me with questions like "you quarrel with treddy ah?" whenever im back at work on saturdays on sundays. and no matter how much i try to convince him that we nvr quarrel, he just wouldnt believe me. i rmb there was once when treddy pop by amara, nic gave the game away and after he realised he shouldnt have done so, he told me to act as if i dont know. he always make us laugh hard with his actions and words.

he was one of the very nice people i got to know in amara.

actually im stuck for words.
all these have not fully digested in my mind.
so for now, all i can say is,
nic, rest in peace.

smile like crazy @ 7:06:00 PM

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Monday, November 30, 2009

watched paranormal activity online with boyf last night.
pretty much boring parts because its all conversations and still conversations. only the night scenes were interesting and fascinating. but still, i expected more than what it was. its been so long since i last watched a HORROR movie that is really horror. my first ever horror movie was..let me think.. wishing stairs!that, to me is pretty scary. maybe because it was my first.

work is getting pretty mundane, with no interesting happenings):
sadded.

smile like crazy @ 7:53:00 PM

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Sunday, November 29, 2009

it has been a ultra tiring week.

worked at amara on friday night, and it caused me to be very much tired the next following day.
and top it up, i had a total of TEN checkouts room out of my fifteen. and what made it worst was i had three DND rooms initially, and half the time, i was worrying that they would remain dnd-.- and then i had gastric pain. so all adding tgt, together with the stress and all, i broke down infront of zc. tsk. worst day at work ever.

last night's party at the house boat at one degree fifteen was pretty cool.
we prolly turned the place into a mini clubbing area.
we played loud music on the upper deck. unfortunately, who else had to be beside us other than a family party? and at these kind of family parties, it is where good boys and girls go to bed at ten oclock sharp. so we were told to bring the volume down. and so we shifted the entire hangout area to the lower deck. what fun(:
oh, but me and naomi hit the sack at ard 2 plus 3 because we were simply too exhausted from work. plus the fact that alcohol and boat cannot work together because it gives us extra dizzy spells. we could just feel ourselves swaying left and right, be it whether we are sitting down or lying on the bed. LOL.

headed home at 6am.
afterwhich, slept.
and had a bad day with bf):
really bad one.

thats why the week was bad.

smile like crazy @ 2:28:00 PM

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Monday, November 23, 2009

drug called me and said...

"you are..........................."
and she paused damn long....
IN.

IN for OTC!
WHEEE. i can finally stop worrying! ive been worrying over it for like sooo long.
OYESS:D

smile like crazy @ 7:03:00 PM

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Sunday, November 22, 2009

its the weekends again! and apparently as im blogging now, im counting down to the minutes before my offday ends, just-like-this.

first thing first, happy belated birthday to IMP loongwenghao.
and damn, there are so many november babies i swearrrrr. my d-r-u-g's birthday is coming soon too, BUT, I ONCE PROMISED HER THAT I WILL FORGET HER BIRTHDAY THIS YEAR. HAHAHA:P

oh back to today, it has really been a long day. i stayed over at cali's last night because we had the run for hope marathorn today. so well, we four went, together with the other swissotel ppl, and hmm, out of four of us, only i ran. pork wanted to run, but she had some stomach stitches (i dont know what exactly you call that). so i ran on my own. saw some familiar TP faces and it makes me miss TP so so so much. we saw mr png and pras, and we went on and on about our SIP life to them. great time discussing the types of guests we face! hahas.

oh, watched two movies ytd and today. ultimate different.
christmas carols, was boring and yah, boring. 1/5 stars, on account of jim carrey.
and the other, yes, 2012. 4.5/5 stars i'd give!:D really a nice movie to catch. interesting yet pretty fearful. it'd be really a disaster and nightmare if these really came true in three years time.

ahh, my body clock states its bedtime now.
goodnights world!:D

smile like crazy @ 10:18:00 PM

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Friday, November 20, 2009

ultimate bad mood today.
idk why. maybe because it is the time of the month?
but usually, this dont affect my mood at all.

maybe adding up the little things, thats why.
plus work stress here and there. and plus missing bf so badly here and there.
maybe, thats why.

i dont wish to quarrel.

smile like crazy @ 8:12:00 PM

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Monday, November 16, 2009

town-ed with my utmost loved partners ytd.
roamed fareast with leongliling, in search for ivanlimdianwen's present.
but apparently, we couldnt make up our minds and so, we ended up calling the main lead to ask him what he wants for his bday. and lol, he told us he wanted the same exact watch that we girls had. so we made our trip down to bugis with ela to get his watch.

the entire day was spent walking walking and more walking. ultimate fatigue.

and today, i didnt feel quite well, prolly because of the cold weather. it irritated my nose, and hence, worsen my chest pain. so i wasnt really in shape to be in my best form. and hence, i missed out those little details that i shouldnt have missed, like water marks on the glasses, etc. and zc gave me the "im so disappointed in you-face" cos he was telling me that usually i dont missed out such details):

sads. hopefully tml no such careless mistakes!

smile like crazy @ 7:19:00 PM

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Saturday, November 14, 2009

tml's sunday.
and it spells OFF DAY on my roster.
:D

not that im dreading work, but i just want to rest well and take a break from cleaning the rooms. whatsmore, this week has been good and bad, for me.
good in the sense of having boyfriend's company, bad in the sense of having chest pain whole day long. my medication is finishing soon but the pain still persist stubbornly. i dont know whyyyyyy.
oh, then apparently, we got duped today. me and peg. cos ytd james told me that from today onwards, we'll only have two check outs daily (THIS IS SUPER GOOD NEWS cos we hate check out rooms!) . but well apparently there were miscommunication, and we ended up having 6 check outs today! and because of DND rooms, tada, additional check out rooms again. tsk. thankfully i managed to finish the rooms fast.

ckm, can you faster decide whr are we having our breakfast at??? LOL.

smile like crazy @ 7:50:00 PM

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Friday, November 13, 2009

today's friday the 13th.
but everything's pretty much okay(:
no bad luck, no bad day!
except that my chest hurt badly today.
):

eh i miss my boyfriend much, though its only ytd since we met.

smile like crazy @ 7:38:00 PM

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Thursday, November 12, 2009

yesterday was our sweet one year, and we had dinner at my favourite wangwang(:
he got kaikai for me(;
eh, we wanted kaikai for weeks already! but each time, we just failed at getting it. so much so, i think lady luck was shining on him ytd! cos he told me he got it at his first attempt at suntec while slacking from his apec duty. LOL.
yesterday was pretty much one of the loveliest day ever though i was pretty upset that i didnt get to drink my bubble tea. boyf didnt allowed me to, because apparently, im not supposed to drink any cold drinks. orders given by the doctor the other day-.- grr.
but thats just a teeny weeny downside compared to the other sweet sweet moments we had!:D

and today, met boyf after work again.
had dinner at nipon mura. yes, ytd was my favourite wangwang, today his favourite sushi! heh.
then headed to marina square. and then we saw this mickey in xmas wear (kaikai also in xmas outfit!). and yes of course, we decided to try our luck. and YAY, we GOT IT miraclously:D wheeee. and yes, we name it ONEONE(:

the youngest baby.

our cutest kaikai.

our flowery gumgum.

our pattern-ful tumtum.

and our most sensible bumbum:D

and together, here they are, from eldest to youngest:

WHEE i like the idea of them flooding my bed! HEH.

smile like crazy @ 8:37:00 PM

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Wednesday, November 11, 2009

smile like crazy @ 11:05:00 PM

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Monday, November 09, 2009

chest pain for two days alr.
today's much worst than ytd.
and i went to see the doctor just now, which means the pain is pretty unbearable because its not ALWAYS that im so willing to see the doctor. lol.
he said the joints of my rib cage are the ones that are hurting me so much, and that the tissue in me in not strong enough to withstand blahblahblah. i dont really understood what he meant though he tried very hard to explain to me. he even tried to drew the rib cage diagram, which apparently proved one thing, doctors cant draw for nuts!!! HAHA.

oh anw, thanks bf for acc me to the docs(:
loves.

ah seriously, its hurting me so much, that everytime i move an inch, it hurts. i laugh, it hurts. i sneeze, it hurts. sometimes i talk, also hurts. i dont talk, also hurts. GOSH. i wonder how am i gg to survive doing the rooms tml! ): damnnnnnnn it.

wish me gdluck tml.
):

smile like crazy @ 10:20:00 PM

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Sunday, November 08, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY ONE AND ONLY GIRLFRIEND(:

yes no doubt, louisure tan ler teng.
miss you girl!

smile like crazy @ 8:58:00 PM

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Friday, November 06, 2009

after a long wait, its FINALLY saturday.
no, its FINALLY my offday.
time for a good decent rest. (though i still have to go for classroom session. tsk. a total waste of time!)
but but gd thing is, im meeting the girls tml for mac breakfast. WHEEE~

and oh oh, two thumbs up! because, boyf is off tml too:D
and next week, we just cant get off on wednesday, but its okay. we can always meet up for dinner or something. heh heh.
and wheee, me and peg got off on next sunday while cali and regina gets theirs on saturday! well first time after so long, that we're all getting our offs on weekends. reason? because of APEC. we'll be sure busy on the weekdays.

oh, we had this judging thingy for the paint the heart of the house competition.
and yes, we managed to survive through it.
results arent out yet though.
hahas, a pity pea wasnt with us when we took photos tgt this morning):

pea, we miss you!

smile like crazy @ 9:41:00 PM

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Wednesday, November 04, 2009

my bones are breaking.
my brain is shutting.

i need my decent rest.

smile like crazy @ 7:33:00 PM

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Tuesday, November 03, 2009

im dead beat.
like s-e-r-i-o-u-s-l-y. seriously.
reason? yes, as mentioned, i went to work at amara on saturday, which was my only offday at smc. exhausted please.
then OS rooms on both sunday and saturday. zc totally made me almost puke with all his irritating ohmygod words. *PUKES*
lol. okay, so its back to doing rooms today. thirteen rooms. pretty alright(; just that i dont like DND rooms, because we always have last minute checkouts because of these.

oh oh, dinner-ed with laoda on sunday night. we had fish head steamboat. the one at balestier. NICE(:

and then, dinner-ed/movie-d with boyf ytd night. jennifer's body. ehh, quite a boring storyline. not really worth watching, in my point of view. but what was best, was the company!(:

i miss treddylim):

and 2 meaningful phrases from my latest addiction:

你答应我的我都记得
但是你却忘了你的承诺

nice old song!(:

smile like crazy @ 7:13:00 PM

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Thursday, October 29, 2009

work has been pretty alright these days.
at least, its still considered manageable(:
if only pea yanting is still with us! seeing her in emc uniform, is so not right! hahas.

anw, stayover-ed at boyf's house last night, and damn, his bed is so hard, so uncomfortable! i could only tossed and turned the whole night, while the boy is happily in his lalaland. hmph! unfair. and it results panda eyes for me today): i must sleep early tonight, and tomorrow night. otherwise, i think i'll cmi on saturday. im working amara (yes i know, AGAIN) at 12pm, till prolly midnight? kind of regret promising to work on saturday because dark eyebags are forming real fast alr);

you shall never try to escape a girl's sixth sense.
promise me, its really the last time.

smile like crazy @ 7:36:00 PM

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Monday, October 26, 2009

yesterday we had a dinner meetup, for pris 21st bday(:
wheee.

look at her swensens caramel mint ice cream cone(:
our creative "birthday cake".
ice cream is the IN thing you know!(((:

LOL. fyi, this guy here has recently loosen two holes on his belt, on the verge on loosing the third! HAHA(; eat more lah, and you can forget about wearing belt:P

whee i miss them many! i miss school days!(:

anw.

the boyfriend therapy works best(:

saturday was a great day!

smile like crazy @ 7:51:00 PM

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Friday, October 23, 2009

updates.
went out with the girlies on wednesday.
had waraku pasta for dinner. wah, damn shiok i swearrrr. (:
we had lots of laughter, lots of fun, lots of gossiping session.
lets have more of such!
too bad pea going to emc alr); we cant have lunch tgt everyday alr.
no more koko krunch craze tgt agn.

:D

yesterday met up with laoda, and it was a damn nice meet up(:
porridge was nice for dinner, heart to heart talks are nice too.
and tsk, i got duped into promising to work on 31st oct AGAIN. thankfully, my initial offday for next week is thursday, but it got amended just earlier today because of regina. soooo, have my saturday off AGAINNN. WHEEEEEE. but -.-, im off at smc but working at amara. ohhhh myyyy tiannnn.

yay, boyfriend tml(:

smile like crazy @ 9:35:00 PM

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Tuesday, October 20, 2009

work has been nice, though its getting alittle tiring.
but its really nice to have the girls everyday(;

and oh, we had the deepavali celebration today in the canteen.
and OH MY GOD. me and jess were made to wear the deepavali outfit tgt with nisha and the rest. and guess what, we were asked to wear HOTPINK outfits. oh my tian. striking to the max can. thankfully i have her to acc me, if not, i'll probably die i swear!

aww she's got only one more week, eh no, afew more days with us):
how can that be?! it seems like she's been with us for VERYYYYYY long. she gels with us so nicely, nobody will believe we barely know each other for three weeks! HAHA.

haha, cornflakes. (inside joke!) tsk.

dinner with the girls tomorrow.
thursday with laoda.
friday friday? who who?(:

smile like crazy @ 7:46:00 PM

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Monday, October 19, 2009

k fine, so i ended up really doing the OS rooms alone, with zc.
VERY tiring, i must say.
ironing the curtains, the bed skirtings, removing stubborn stains on the floor, removing dust from wirings behind the television, etc. and i ended work only at 5.30 because i had to wait for wendy to pass me instructions for the carpet patches. waited a long while, before zc came to my rescue and asked me to go home while he carried on with it. THANKS(: i swear i was dead beat todayyy. I WANT TO DO MY OWN ROOMSSSS.

oh and and. i seem to never fail to injure myself everyday.
no worries, the iron didnt scald me today, neither did it fall on me. its just the kettle instead. yes. it fell right onto my head, before it dropped onto my left shoulder, and then the floor. tsk, what luck!

the msg that boyf sent last night ard 4 plus am, touched my heart deeply and it made me dropped a tear down my face and onto my pillow. it made my heart smiled, and then, sweet dreams followed. what kind of power do his words have?! HAHA(:

smile like crazy @ 7:55:00 PM

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Sunday, October 18, 2009

after two days of nua-ing, im finally back to work(;
but today its just cleaning up the OS rooms, and hell, tomorrow's ironing curtain, for me!
they say because im too fast for my speed, and i need to wait for others to catch up. tsk, what nonsense! and somebody, please tell me im not gg to be stucked facing zc tml! like omg);

i dont want to iron the curtains!
fyi, i have a phobia for such steam iron):

smile like crazy @ 8:34:00 PM

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Saturday, October 17, 2009

yet another stubborn day today.
both of us didnt gave in, and we ended up being upset for the entire afternoon.
though our plan to keep it a happy day failed, nevertheless, at least it didnt stayed the way it was until we parted ways. just as we were about to end the day, we made up, and yes, at least he put a smile on me(:

we both need to be more sensible, right right?:P
lets grow up, together.

smile like crazy @ 9:08:00 PM

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Friday, October 16, 2009

today had been a very bad day.
maybe i should have gone to work at amara afterall.
maybe i should have just stayed at home and rot.

things have gotten pretty bad earlier on today, with boyf.
but all is fine now(:
thankfully i changed my mind about ignoring his calls and msges for the whole night.
count our lucky stars that i changed my mind after ard 20 odd missed calls and several msges(:
i love you still, boyfriend. i couldnt bear to ignore you for the whole night.

lets make tomorrow a better day(:

smile like crazy @ 7:50:00 PM

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there goes my offday.

just
like
that.

smile like crazy @ 7:07:00 PM

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Thursday, October 15, 2009

did rooms again today, and im progressing pretty well and fast(:
kudos, xiuzhen!(:

met up with drug after work, much loved!:D

i feel like pressing the word again.
okay, wordpress.

smile like crazy @ 10:54:00 PM

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Wednesday, October 14, 2009

and oh, im really having many bruises here and there.
and my nails kept chipping off):

guess what?
the iron drop on my head today. i screamt, and bizhi came to help me support the iron.
and just as she was putting back the iron back to place, it fall right onto my three fingers, causing blueblacks again! what luck!

smile like crazy @ 8:59:00 PM

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we finally started our own rooms yesterday!
quite a panicking sight ytd because we only started our own rooms around 10am, and hell, we totally have to rush here and there in order to finish the rooms by 4pm. though we were only given four rooms each, but hey, thats considered alot for us because it was our first time doing rooms without our buddy. and that means, we have to do EVERYTHING from top to toe, left to right, cupboard to drawers, bedroom to bathroom, all by ourselves! it was quite an experience though(: and i found myself drowning in sweat and having a red face after i finish my first room ytd. HAHA. all because i was trying to finish the room as fast as possible, yet not comprising the standard of the room! and then we learnt that every room is being graded. the supervisors will go to the room with a list and grade it. lol. we ended work pretty late ytd because we waited for regina and jessica for a whole one hour! the inspection delays our timeeee. grr.

oh then then. we girls headed to ps for pastamania. a feastful dinner. HAHA. had fun chatting with them(: they are wonderful SIP-mates to hang out with, i swear!:D the only setback was zart and jess didnt came along): we must go out tgt one day yo!(:
and oh, then we headed to little india to get the deepavali banner-.- hmm, shall not comment much on here. but we girls were hitting the rooftop ytd all because of some insensible "kid". tsk.

today's four rooms were pretty much okay(: guess i got used to it alr. i even had time to go help bizhi and yubo in between and after! heh hehh. well, doing our own rooms is definitely is good experience, but im pretty sad that i dont get to tag along with my super helpful buddy alr. thankfully, im allocated on the same level as him, and i get to seek for his help to loan me his vaccuum cleaner, etc. HAHA(: and oh yah, on a side note, the timid side of me hopes that i wont have faulty lights in the rooms ever again/. because they scare me pretty much. i had a faulty lightbulb in the bathroom just now, and it keeps flickering. and well, being kept alone in the room, it is inevitable to feel scared and jittery! whats worst was my keys kept scaring me as they hit against the hand basin. tsk. xiuzhen, you need to be braver! c'mon c'mon!(;

ps. hearing what regina encountered ytd only helps to add fear to me!
eeyikesssssssssssssss.

smile like crazy @ 6:29:00 PM

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Sunday, October 11, 2009

work is as usual(:
just that the hours seem to pass alittle slow today. prolly because many rooms were DND and many were check out rooms. drained my energy!

loads of stuff have been running in my mind these days.
as much as i would like to get them off my mind, i cant.
perhaps ive been thinking way too much, but some things, i just cant figure out the reason behind the little changes i see; i feel. every minute, every second, even in my dreams, i seemed to be trying my best to figure things out, to calm my mind.
well, apparently its not working at all, because i still find myself trapped in a maze-like world of my own. no signboards, no directions to guide me through the way out.
someone, save me from all these thoughts, please.

anw, happy eleven(;

hello, im xingzai(:
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tell me, tell me you love me still.

smile like crazy @ 6:13:00 PM

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Friday, October 09, 2009

finally my offday is coming tomorrow(:
like finally.

anw, today me jess and bizhi ended up washing two OS rooms. and me and jess had fun washing the entire bathroom, including the floor! and on a side note, we six are going for the "run for hope" marathon on the 22nd november. WHEEEEEE~

well honestly, im still pretty upset why....

smile like crazy @ 5:58:00 PM

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Thursday, October 08, 2009

we finally finished the mural painting for the heart of the house(:
kudos people. but well, shall upload the photos another day because im simply too lazy to do so now. still got to go research on deepavali as requested by someone. -.-

and well. maybe you dont know, but i felt so redundant just now. it seems like you need your laptop more than my existence. it prolly never occurred to you how i felt.

and i almost quarrelled with my mum ytd because of someone who is unworth of us doing so. luckily i kept quiet throughout, because i didnt want to spoil our mood because of that someone. c'mon, to me, he's prolly just a burden in my life whom i cant wait to get rid of! so why even bother to take good care of his stuff? RAHH. whatever.

smile like crazy @ 9:01:00 PM

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Wednesday, October 07, 2009

boyfriend is safe and sound, sleeping at home now.
but he's not feeling well in good state, with pain and giddiness and drowsiness. he didnt even had much appetite for dinner. my heart is wrenching now!): i can do nothing but only hear him tell me that he's not feeling very well.

i swear im gg to fly like a supergirl to his house after work tomorrow!
love you boy!((:

smile like crazy @ 9:00:00 PM

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boyfriend is still not yet awake i guess):
hopefully he's feeling fine now. i've been with him mentally though not physically. hehh.
boyf, quick wake up and msg me! im worried for you);

smile like crazy @ 5:29:00 PM

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Tuesday, October 06, 2009

met boyfriend and his mum tonight for dinner.
we walked aimlessly around central and clarke quay, but we couldnt find anything that our stomachs were craving for. after walking for almost 45 mins, we ended up taking a bus down to ps for crystal jade kitchen steamboat buffet. yummy dinner(;

anw.
boyf's gg op tml. and i shall go visit him on thursday instead because i reckon he'll be sleeping like a log tml. HAHA(:
xingzai shall accompany you on my behalf!!:D

smile like crazy @ 7:47:00 PM

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Monday, October 05, 2009

hello world(:
its monday! means i have to wait for five more days to my offday, and its been two days only since my last off day passed. BUT im feeling pretty tired already=X how???

actually the reason behind my tiredness was because i went back to amara on saturday!
ultimate tired please. but all was worth because i got to see familiar faces, and do familiar stuffs(: like serving the bridal table, damn i miss doing so! lol. and of course, the best thing was because i got to meet laoda:D wheee.

and then, ytd had a super short 2 hours meet up with pris xuan didi and kelvin. damn nice to see them too! then after that, had dinner with utmost love. surprised him with the xingzai i bought from toyrus:P

ps. xingzai has irritating eyes that i feel like gouging them out! LOL. kidding. xingzai is spongjay bobay actually. (HAHA!!)

and then today i went to boyfriend's house after work. for this week, im most prolly gg up there as much i as i can, to keep my bf accompanied! he've got MC for like omggggg days. lol. thats why xingzai is there to acc him! and i brought tumtum to his house to visit him too(:

aint tumtum sweeeeeet?

smile like crazy @ 9:48:00 PM

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Friday, October 02, 2009

my heart hurts, every inch of it do.

wordpress-ed again.

smile like crazy @ 7:47:00 PM

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Wednesday, September 30, 2009

i miss this ~~kid~~ boy here.

very much.

smile like crazy @ 8:13:00 PM

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finally my internet is back(:
*runs around*

okay, back to about the frequent updates for the question on "how's SIP?"...
SIP has been tiring the past few days! guess what we did right after the four days of orientation? we did all kinds of job! including going from door to door to change the tv programme pamphlet, cleaning the corridors of the rooms(scrubs dust off between the doors), and cleaning the wooden skirting along the entire corridors. MAN, i could die from all the duck walking! i can feel the muscle aching, esp my thighs! i can barely squat down without OUCHING now):

yubo's on the afternoon shift today, hence, i had a new buddy, hua dong. he looked damnnnnn experience despite having working only three months there! like WOWS!(:

and, i miss captain tee! he's been sailing day and night for the past few days! finally, he's a certified "captain" today. YAY(((:

smile like crazy @ 6:42:00 PM

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Thursday, September 24, 2009

another day of orientation.
the morning session was pretty fun because there were many interaction sessions.
and oh people, please stop commenting on my handwriting!
oh oh, the role play was uber funny.

see, me and bizhi's "baby" in the role play.
LOL.

my team members for today are pretty funny people.
and oh a random note, but shawn can reallly drawww VERY nice cartoon characters!
in fact, all of us have been practising our art skills. (like real, we were doodling happily on all the notes to kill boredom)

i hope orientation ends fast. its really boring!grr.

smile like crazy @ 7:01:00 PM

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Wednesday, September 23, 2009

i hate it when my thoughts run wild when im bored or alone.
they make me think of things that i fear most.
like literally.
but my boyf knocked some sense into me and assured me tight.

i want to hug my three sleepyheads tight and tell them i love them.

smile like crazy @ 10:01:00 PM

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another day of orientation.
pretty much boring except for the savenger hunt.
the morning grooming check took almost 2 hours!-.-
then the savenger hunt, my group came in first though we were the second the finish. because the other group had a wrong answer to the question: the biggest department in the hotel. they answered front office but the correct answer is HOUSEKEEPING(;
heh hehh.

then lunched at EMC.
the afternoon part was a total boredom! the 2-3 hours was a torture, sitting there, listening to a whole chunk of stuff that eventually didnt go into my brain, but made me feel like sleeping. there were times that the entire room was left with less than half the class!

and oh, we were all supposed to learn how to use the fire extinguisher to put out real fire. and oh my tian, i swear i was so super scared till my hands turned cold. HAHA yes i know, im a scaredy cat. im scared of almost everything=X but well, it was still a nice experience(:

ps. i miss smellysmellyboy.

smile like crazy @ 7:02:00 PM

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Tuesday, September 22, 2009

orientation at SMC today.
got to know many other colleagues from the other departments.
pretty nice people(:
the orientation was alil that boring, with the long tour around the hotel.
and the worst part was hearing that guy degrading about amara-.- (bizhi knows i was furious!)
and the "jokes" he said werent that funny after all.
esp exchanging my watch with ivan's. totally NOT funny please.(i bet boyf will feel like bashing him up).

PS. i think my SIP-mates, the 4 girls, are fun people. they make me laugh(:

on a lighter note, met up with my favourite girls after that at town.
its always loved to catch up with them(:

and scand, i'll meet you soon okay? (:
sry i couldnt meet u today=X

smile like crazy @ 10:10:00 PM

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Monday, September 21, 2009

today is an extremely happy day out with boyfriend(:
at least, i appreciate the fact that he accompanied me the whole day despite his bloodshot eyes.
he didnt sleep a wink last night because he had guard duty and he covered his colleague's shifts as well. so he ended shift at 8am, reached home at 9am, and met me at chinatown at 10.30am(;
all these are little things he do that i really appreciate alot! heh.

we wanted to "yum-cha" initially, but it was packed with long queue when we arrived, so we decided to head to PS's crystal jade for our dimsum breakfast instead.
a wonderful spread of dimsums, i like! heh.
then went on to vivo to catch phobia 2.
well, not horror though. but it was nice somehow.
especially the last part, it totally aint any thriller or horror. instead, it was a super comedy part. i swear i laughed like omg:D

lastly, dinnered with his parents at "imperial jade".
its prolly the first ever time i see my boyf ate so little, yet exclaiming he's full. all is because his lack of sleep. hahas.

all in all, thank you my love, for keeping me happy today.
PS. i think that mickey is not fated to be our gumgum, we shall not attempt to adopt him anymore.

smile like crazy @ 9:36:00 PM

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Sunday, September 20, 2009

happy thanks to my utmost druggey who accompanied me the whole afternoon!
she drove my boredom away away away! heh.
we wanted to head down to the dempsey flea, and wanted to take the shuttle bus service from wisma. but we ended up waiting aimlessly for more than 30mins for the bus, together with many bunches of strangers. we then realised that the waiting point was at another place.
arrived at dempsey, it is definitely one of the biggest fleas that ive been to.
bought a ring while drug bought her earrings.

after which, we headed off to fareast because she wanted to do her pedicure.
and then to cine, and then back to wisma.
main point is, we walked ALOT today.

hahas.
once again, thanks druggey(;
love you very very much =X (HAHA)

boyf, lets meet tomorrow, okay?
the stupid army btr not disrupt our date.

smile like crazy @ 8:54:00 PM

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it happened again, yet again.
after much anticipation of today, after all the excitment and all, it all got ruined because of a call.
i was still beaming with smiles initially when i received your call in the morning.
i thought you wanted to tell me you're awake already, all ready for the day out.
yet all i heard was "i got a bad news to tell you".
and then, all my hopes were dashed. all the anticipation equates back to zero.
everything.
then at least you could have sent me a much comforting msg than what you have sent, after hanging up the phone. but you didnt.

im tired of all these last minute disappointment.
tell me when all these would end.

smile like crazy @ 11:28:00 AM

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