de weather changed my heart...but im gona change it back...

hmm..2dae is last dae of sch le!!!haha...finaali...yupz..den 2dae get de new booklist..den me highlighted dose dat i nida buy..den i suddenli tot of askin ppl 2 gime their old books..so...in de end..social studies book and chem(i lost mine)---weifong will be givin me..den english and emaths--queena...yupz...haha..lidat..i can sv mre $$ in my bank..haha...
den 2dae during assembly...at first ok de...nthin happen..den aft dat..de stupid policemen said one word...one word dat is very very sensitive to me and so..i cried..haha..in de hall lor..cried..omg..heng onli jane,charles,lydia n gy saw..haha...yupz...den aft dat..went band...den just nw..during band...we "played" a game..n i dunoe y..i became de "Survivor"...ahaha....kkz..den soo de paisei sia..haha..
hmm....holidae will be quite busy...haha..but im gona watch emily rose and harry potter during de holidays..haha..den oso gt dnd..i hv decided to go le..haha...=).....haiz..im gona miss my shuai-ge lots lots!!!!haiz..

His hair...suited him..
His ears...looked big..
He looked thin..yet fit...
He looked fair yet dark..
He looked ugly yet handsome...
His words were treasures..
treasures dat were dear to me..
The way he expressed..
the way he tok...
The movements he moved..
de little inches he moved...

i had noticed it..
i looked at him..
as our conversation sway wif de time..
i wanted to capture his image...
in my heart..
in my mind..
in my soul...
i realised...
i miss him grtly...
dearly...

de time passed..

it's over..all over..
luckily..i hold de images in my heart
i watch him stand..
slowly..
as he turned his back..he moved towards de door..
his hands stayed glued to us..but was pulled away by time....
i watch him leave..
wif deep pain in my heart...
He stayed at de door....
reluctantly..
he left..
tears flow down my cheek..
as i tot of him....

deep in my heart..i miss him..
datx wat i wanted to sae..
i miss him...
datx all...

de weather changed my heart...but im gona change it back...

hmm..guess wat?!my class position is 4!!!haha..first time..yupz..den tml last dae of sch le..yipee..den aft dat..can start training all day long le..hehe...hmm...den 2dae in sch..slack..play uno...haha..
aft sch..me faster chong dao tpy de HDB hub meet mummy...helped her fill in de application form...den went eat lunch at food-court...rush hm in taxi..mum take tings..den we rush in cab 2 *_________* le...almost late sia..but aft register..den we still wait a very very long tm b4 wokin 2 dere..den yupz...erm..saw who i wanted 2 see..hehe...he said i grew taller..of coz i did!!haha...bleh...den i told him my results..he said me hw cum i din get 1st in class...bleh...haha...tok alot lah..wif him...haha..realli alot...alot...all sorts of tings....haha....he is soooooo 'handsome'...ahaha...hmm...
"""de hair..cut dao sooo suit him...he sooo fit sia...omg...haha..certainly beta den de last tm i saw him..haha..i lurvee him.....haha..""....

de weather changed my heart...but im gona change it back...

oOPs...kitpin found out who is weather le..haha...nvm..she wun sae out de..hehe..hmm...
2dae..my shuai-ge(jay loh)..had his last lesson with us...den he gave each and everyone of us a blank cd cover...wif his msg 2 us written on it..omg..im sooo sad..haiz..im gona miss my shuai-ge sia...sobz....he has been a grt teacher 2 me...my maths had improved tremendously....den just nw..we all took foto wif him...im gona kp it as 2 memoral..hehe....
den 2dae...aft sch...go j8..eat ljs...haha..den wokwok...cum hm..n i realised..i hvn bought louisure her present!!!haha...oh no!!no $$!!!haha..nvm..still gt abt 2 weeks..=)....tml getting report book le..haha...wonder hw many did i fail for de overall results..haha...

de weather changed my heart...but im gona change it back...

haha...2dae went sentosa!!!haha...Sunburn...haiz...bcum red n black...haha..very tanned nw...sian...but it's worth it!!coz 2dae was very fun..me..gy,jp n irene go 2gether..we go palawan first..den take a few pic..den we go siloso...but de sun very strong..so i n irene stayed under de shade most of de tm..hehe...den we went back 2 palawan..
we met daryl dey all...aft dat..we went 2 7-eleven 2 eat lunch..aft dat..went back 2 meet daryl dey all..but dey were oreadi goin hm le..so, nvm lor..den..me n jp go play first..gy n irene sit at de bench..haha..me n jp made sandballs...solid de..haha..den throw into de sea..haha..we sit in de water..play...enjoy de feeling..den gy n irene join us in makin sandballs..haha..fun..
den we use stick rite words..rite our names...den we take fotos of it wif our shadows...haha..we rite alot of tings lah..den i.....i rite "weather"..erm...3 times...haha..den de last tm..coz i feel i rote it dao quite nice...so i take pic of it wif my shadow inside..haha..de foto must wait dao dao shi gy put in com first..haha..den she will send me..haha..=)....aft dat...bathe le den cum hm...saw joanne on bus..almost cudn recognised her..but quite a distance away within de bus..so..din tok 2 her...haiz...
den last nite..me tok 2 weifong on fone again...tok dao abt 2 lidat...tok alot....crap here..crap dere..haha....

de weather changed my heart...but im gona change it back...

hmm...2dae gt werk..8-3...at counter..haha..den 2dae de meeting..zairul gt cum..ha..i make fun of zai--sae he very fat..haha..hmm...i realli miss him alot coz very long nv see him..let alone, werk wif him...haiz..but..he's quiting soon lo..same as me..haha..me still gt 4 mre werkin daes--30/oct..1/nov,3/nov and lastly..7 nov...haha...
2dae quite ok..nt so sian..den i sae johnny as a walking banana coz he changed uniform n is yellow de...haha...hmm..den just nw...at abt 2++..almost 3...pf came n bought a drink..aft dat..abt 3+..i knock off frm werk n went 2 meet mummy...we went 2 c furniture...n we saw a very nice de sofa at courts..haha..so..we pre-order it...yupz..den we went around lookin at cupboards..haha...
aft dat...came home..check info on HDB hub...den eat dinner..den i realised dat 2dae gt de charity de show..ya..haha...den nw watchin lo...very sian...nobody online..includin weather...haiz...

de weather changed my heart...but im gona change it back...

hmm...2dae gt band...haha...yupz..haha....hmm....den aft band..i go ah ma hse...eat...slack here slack dere...den cum hm le...do report...haha...den...tryin 2 confirm abt mondae de outing wif gy, jp irene....haha...still nt confirm yet lo..den tml..werk again!!!!!8-3..haha..hpe tml can go kitchen again..hehe....counter like very sian lor..haha...=)...

de weather changed my heart...but im gona change it back...

I DUN WAN TO MOVE HOUSE!!!!!wa lau..y cant u respect my decision too...u just care abt ur own....!!!i dun wan....haiz..sian leh...y bother 2 ask me when u 2 oreadi make de decision!!i hpe u all wun find a suitable flat..lidat..den no nid 2 mv le..ahahahahahaha!!!!
hmm...THKS DUNCAN!!!!guess wat??he bought me chocolate..sumore is my fav..ferrero roche!!!haha...one box wif 30 inside...plus 1 bar of merci de chocolate!!!!haha..thks..thkss..thks!!haha....he sae is 2 reward me de maths n hardwerk..haha....but i hvn eat..i oreadi gv out 2 ppl 10 of de chocolate..haha...hmm...
btw...duncan help me check my overall de english..i pass!!!hhaa...grt!!haha...
hmm..2dae gt band..gt drills...sian..den is like 2dae is my test de dae..erm...shafie sae commands r ok..np..but controlin of de squad is nt realli dere yet..haiz...i did my best..haha..rest well!!my fellow band members!!!haha..

de weather changed my heart...but im gona change it back...

haiz...i hpe wun move hse..i mean..i dun wan 2 move...i dun wan...but my mum is like.."persuadin" me..aft dat..den decide..but i DUN WAN!!!hw many times must i sae..i dun wan..i dun wan..haiz...sian leh...can everybody stop givin me stress??plz...my ******** n my ******* n ppl around me...plz..stop givin me stress..im oreadi stressed enuf le..i dun even noe wheth i can b promoted up 2 sec 4 or not l0r..plz...plz...dun torture me le..will u??i just dun wan 2 move..no particular reasons...dun ask me y..but i dun wan....can u stop naggin??stp askin me??!!!..haiz....i miss kor....miss him lots lots...i wana hug him...i wana confide in him...haiz..kor..i miss u...
rem this..stressed is desserts spelled backwards...

de weather changed my heart...but im gona change it back...

hmm..2dae get art de marks..haha..i did not fail..instead..i get A2!!!me gt 71..hehehe...one of de very few tms dat i can get so high..haha...hmm...den 2dae whole dae in class slack..haha..sian lor..quite tire lor..haha...den during chi..me n mr peng argue abt during exam period..haha..he sae i slept during amaths exam fer 1 hour..but i DID NOT!!!!he ah..anyhw sae me de..bleh...wu lai wo..haha...den aft sch..go wif gy..jiaping..pris 2 j8...dey eat..but i nv eat..haha..dun feel like.haha...summore..me no $$ le..haha...
hmm..mondae dey goin sentosa..me still deciding 2 go anot leh..abit sian leh..sumore dat _____ goin..idiot..haha...

de weather changed my heart...but im gona change it back...

hmm...2dae get back results le..haiz...english fail...45/100...haiz..den emaths i passed!!!haha..sumore..i get 67/100 lor..whoa..i damn damn happie sia..but mr loh sae i could hv gotten beta if i gt no careless mistakes..haiz..haha..den i gt 54/100 for chi..50/100 for combind science..64.5 for combind humanities..haha...hmm..amaths-57/80...yupz..haha..nt bad this tm de results..haha...at least i pass all except english..haha..
den 2dae gt inter-hse games..haha..me,lyd n pris sit dere n watch nia lah..haha..den pengfei,jinghao dey all helped cougar..haha..pf pro sia..his leg pain but he still can jump n defend so well..haha...cheers to pf!!!haha..hmm..den recess..aft dat is de stupid course again..haiz...play dat stupid board game..haiz..sian..i rather sleep sia..
den aft sch..me wait fer gy n went 2 j8...coz she waNa eat mac n buy present fer maybelline..haha..at first i was intending 2 eat..in de end..i nv eat..haha..dun feel like...den i wenta buy huishan de present..early buy first..if nt..dao shi no $$ sia..haha...shh..nw cant sae wat i buy..in case she cum read my blog..hahaha...den i cum hm..leg very pain..my bone..haiz..den nw oso gt abit of headache..haiz...

de weather changed my heart...but im gona change it back...

hmm...2dae morning..me..gy n lyd go eat pizzahut...haha..den bcoz de set dat we wanna call is too much 2 eat..so we tried callin ppl cum..in de end..pengfei cum join us..haha..we waited fer him 2 cum den we start...wa lau him ah..take soo long 2 cum until de pizza nt hot le..idiot him..haha..den when waitin..me,gy n lyd zi lian wif my fone..haha..we kp takin fotos...den when eating...we all play around by help each oth put cheese n de chilli..den lyd n guan kp puttin alot on each oth de pizza...den dey kp blowin de cheese untilde whole table soooo dirty..haha..den gy chuang huo again..she wanted 2 put de cheese alot fer pf..den when she shake de bottle..de whole cap dropped out n all de cheese..ALL..was on de pizza...haha...den we quickly put back some into de bottle...haha..de rest..we all spread it ard...haha..damn funny sia...gy ah..haiyo..she realli wu yao ke jiu..haha...
aft eatin..me,gy n pengfei went 2 hougang mall n wokwok..haha...wok dao 430..den go in mrt station sit dwn n tok..den gy zi lian..haha..aft dat..in de train...i saw ade..but she slpin..so din call her..haha..den gy hyper...but heng she alight at potong pasir..if nt..i will go crazy..haha..den..when wana alight train..ade oso mah..so i called her n sae hi..den she ask me wheth i iziit break wif him le..n i said yupz..haha...den we separate le..haha..den i went 2 ah ma hse..haha..very sian,so i wenta library 2 borrow some books on art n astronomy..haha..my fav..den...just nw..my aunties were deciding on de x'mas present..this yr..i again kenamy san yi...wa lau..haha..nvm lah..quite gd oso..haha..
den just nw dey sae my ah ma bdae on 1st jan..haha..at first gt ppl suggest 31 dec..den in my heart..i was like..HUH???DUN WAN LEH...CHOOSE OTH DAES LEH..PLZZ..PLZZ..haha..heng ah..in de end..dey dunoe is decide on 30dec or 1st jan..haha...yeah..=)...den me 2dae still abit leg pain..haiz..tml still gt werk leh..ha...8-5...

de weather changed my heart...but im gona change it back...

hmm...2dae morning..me on msn tok 2 carmen..aft den dat i rem dat she n amanda is frm same scg..haha..i seriously 4gt abt dat lo..haha..hmm..i miss her n amanda lots lots!!!!haiz...den toktoktok..den me aft dat..1130 leave hse..meet louisure at tpy..den we go amk wait fer pengfei n lydia..den..we went 2 cineleisure...den pf de fren join us..den we wenta heeren n wokwok..haha..den abt 2 +..gy n nic cum join us..aft dat..we go watch movie..--skeleton key--erm...me find it nt horror at all...but sure..lydia n guan all scare like hell..haha..
first tm me nt scare sia..haha..haha..den 2dae at orchard...saw alot of deyians..haha..nt onli dat..we all kp meetin ppl we noe..haha..like yesheng..marcus..tiffany..cheryl's sista..zuaswina..jing hao..jason...francis...etc..haha..relli is alot sia...haha...all deyians hun dere???haha...j/k..
erm..den 2dae me de leg very pain..haha...lao mao bing fa zhuo..haiz...until nw still quite pain sia..haiz...apply ointment le leh...haha...haiz...
2dae is quite fun lah..haha...at least i enjoyed myself...haha...=)..stress-free le nw..haha...oya...just nw at mac..den gt 1 guy de hp lost...den he look fer it..cant find...den coz aft him..is we sit de table le..den he sae if dun mind..let him check our bags..den me n lydia immediately open our bags let him c..coz we innocent mah..nt scare..haha..den pengfei very bu shuang..he ask de guy wat he mean...izzit meaning dat is we steal de..den de guy sae no..but we all let him check..haha..den pf look like he wana beat dat guy up sia...he was fuming away..haha...even aft dat guy go le..haha..den me faster cool him dwn..very scare he resort 2 violence sia..haha..den..me cum hm..chat wif pf..me ask me changed himself..dun everything oso link dao violence...haha...datx very bad de lor..haha...kkz..hpe he changed fer de beta??haha

de weather changed my heart...but im gona change it back...

yeah!!!exams r over...!!!hehe...nw is de tm 2 enjoy le...yeah..haha..erm...2dae de physics...coz i tire...so me faster do den ZZZ...haha..den art..hmm...quite bad...but i managed 2 finish on time lo..haha..nearly cant finish...haha..hmm..den aft dat..me went j8 wif juan n jasmine plus deir 2 frenz...haha..wenta eat ljs AGAIN!!!haiz..me gta control le...me is oreadi addicted 2 it le...haha...everytm eat..but wun sian leh..haha...den met pf n jh at j8...haha...erm...den me cum hm...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHERLY N TESS!!!!haha....deir birthdae 2dae..haha..hmm...hpe u 2 had a grt dae 2dae..haha...erm...tml me goin out!!!yeah...finaili can go out le...haha...goin out wif gy..lydia...yh...pf..haha..goin watch movie lo...either skeleton key or dark water..haha...hmm...tml..sat..n mondae no nid go sch leh!!!haha.....yipee..haha...me sundae gt werk le..haha...aft 3 weeks off..this sun finalli werkin le..haha...seems dat gt alot of new things 2 learn leh..like de cuppachino de machine...new sets of meal...haha..haiz...den hor..hmm...next wed get back results le..haha...wish me luck..haha...

de weather changed my heart...but im gona change it back...

hmm....tml is de last paper le..hehe..den aft dat..can enjoy le...haha...yeah..haha...den hor...2dae de amaths...haiz..i lost 5 marks le...haiz...cant get A1 le lah..haiz...sian...sobz...me is noe hw 2 do de...but when i was abt 2 rite de steps...dat peng sae stp ritin...wa lau!!!!haiz..sian...
den...2dae de chem quite easy...easier den wat i tot..haha...den...guess wat....me found contact wif amanda again...haha...i lost contact wif her fer...3 years???haha..i miss her...haha..hmm..we tok alot on msn...abt pri sch frenz...n...we sae dat this holiday...we gona go out 2gether...ha...den we r gona call oth pri sch frens oso...like lichoo???haha...i miss em lots....haha...

de weather changed my heart...but i gona changed it back...

haha...2dae very early cum hm le...coz 930 ended emaths paper 2..haha..den me 2dae nv wait for gy..coz me lazy...n oso..me wan cum hm study amaths n chem..haha..tml chem le..but me hvn even studied a single chap..haha..die le lor..haha..im prepared le..ahah...
den..2dae de paper quite easy lah..but me scared me gt lotsa careless de mistakes..haha..coz everytm gt alot de...this tm shud b no li wai...hehe...kk..gta study fer ml de exam le..haha...btw...left 2 daes de exams nia!!!yipee!!!


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de weather changed my heart..but im gona change it back...

hmm..de 1 yr n 6 mths de relationshp ended 2dae...haha...im surprised i cried when i was oreadi prepared 4 it..i din wanted 2 sae de..but..he pulled de trigger..den..i tot...very carefully..i called 2 ask fer opinion...den decided...yupzz..i was de one...me...cant believed it...i dinoe i had de courage...but i had..i din wait until his o's finish...2dae...2dae was de day...haha...im freed..officially freed...im happie...m i??..i dunoe...but i noe datz de onli way out...itx nt bcoz of anybody...but 4 de gd of me n him...wat i have 2 sae is sry...realli sry...i noe i made u sad...but im left without a choice...im sry...wat hv i gt 2 sae...nthin...but sry...hpe u understand...

hmms...2dae..i did nthin but slack...actualli no...haha...me morning do art...den study abit of emaths..den nthin le...haha...tml is de battle of emaths le..sian..im scared..reli...dunoe leh..coz emaths is my weakest subjects..haha..haiz..wish me luck...haha..hmms...end here...bb..

de weather changed my heart...but im gona change it back...
hmm...2dae de whole dae very sian....morning went ah hse...den 9 lidta...go wif mummy 2 werk...den me study geog n do art for de whole dae...den..me bought 2 bags...hehe....very de nice..haha..
hmm...den go ah ma hse..den slackslackslack..but gt do art..cum hm...very sian...so use com...chat wif pf...haha...hmm...

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2dae stay dao very de late..coz study geog...haha...hmm...erm...just nw...7 oct...me found out something..dat shocked me...realli shocked me...omg man...i was like...wat???!!!me??!!huh???....haha...

de weather changed my heart..n im trying 2 change it back...
haha..erm...2dae was chinese de paper...me very fast do finished...dunoe y...erm..den just nw supposed 2 go eat with gy de...but aft dat...she sae her mum gt cook...so..i went hm lor...den study geog...studystudystudy..haha..
hmm..me planning 2nite pia geog...haha...i dun tink will slp so early 2nite...haha..
hmm...tml doin art de whole dae...mayb plus emaths oso...haha...or mayb chem...haha..i dunoe...c first lo...haha...hmm...
exams make me stress...haha...btw...jia you worZZ...to all 306 de ppl...haha..

hmm...de last foto on my blog is nw de foto dat i took with peng fei when we in de art rm dat mondae..haha...de stupid duncan sae i is pf de laopo...idiot duncan..he go die lah...haiz...hmm...den nw i tink zy dey all oso anyhw sae le...haiz...
hmm...HAPPY BDAE XIANGWEI!!!!haha...hmmhpe u had a grt dae..haha..
2dae is ss paper...nv do finish 1d leh...no tm..haiz...hmm...tml chi paper..nt realli scare..haha..gd luck 2 everybody esp 306 de ppl!!!do ur best!!!

yeah!!!my blog finalli gt song again....hahaz....hmm...den...2dae gt emaths test....confirm fail de...haha...haiz...den this thurs gt exam...start le...with ss first...den blahblahblah...haha....scared lor...haha....hmm...den sch nowadays abit de sian lah...haha...dunoe y...mayb coz...*******....haha....never seen him for days le...haha...wonder hw is *******....haha....
art left with layout nia....hehe...this tm round reali gt put in effort...heez...hmm....just nw me took pic with pengfei...shall put it on my blog aft he sent me...haha....