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Thursday, August 31, 2006

i forgot to post something just now..well...as promised to danial..here it goes...dan..OPEN UR EYES BIG BIG N READ!gee...

MUHADMAD DANIAL BIN NASRIL IS A FREAK!A GAY!A BABI!
he is babi n babi and still BABI!


...done!hahas..


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de weather changed my heart...but im gona change it back...

hmms...and so..morning dan was early..damn it..i had wanted to slp de lors.....hais..and so..reached sch and went up to class....well...de stupid soccerball dat cheeyi kicked....landed right on my head!damn it...and so..OUCH!i bet dat kick had killed many of my brain cells...den...yarhs..wenta hall for celebration of teachers' day...den hmms...dere was performances frm huihui andrianna rebecca,anti drug group and drama..well...u noe wat shocked us de most?yea.dat is.de performance frm de anti-drug grp de...u noe why its shocking?BCOS.sam is up dere toO!!he was dancing!omine!i nv seen him so crazy before.n he was dancing sooooo crazily dat me pik ha n szeying was damn shocked to see our dearest sam dancing!hahas...oya..miss lee was up dere too!well..den de drama de damn funny..its all abt imitating mr goh mr lee miss lee sam miss haryati and mrs rauf...dots..damn funny!..and so...congrats to ali who gt de ultimate deyian award....den yarhs....mrs singh nv get inspiring teacher award...hais..was hoping for her to get it lahs...hmms...den den den...yarhs....wok wif jp to mrt station...n...i admit..i was SUAY enuf to see dat guy....yes..dat guy..de one who i wan to see him last in de world...well...OK..so yarhs...came home..den sure came my hse..supposingly to study but in de end..she was on my com de whole time!hahas...

n yarhs..i miss weather LOTSA!
_____*weather*_____


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Wednesday, August 30, 2006

i have been wondering....wat if i never met him in my life?wat if i did not know him...would i have broken up my last relationship....?i was thinking abt it just den..n i discovered i would still end dat cos he wasn de reason!weather wasn de reason...let's get this clear..VERY clear..weather came aft dat ended..so it wasn his fault..and well.. was just wondering why in de hell would i fall for him?he gt no looks...nt VERY VERY gd in studies...not tall not short..not thin not fat..OK..so de conclusion is...he's just like any other guy wif two eyes one nose one mouth two ears two hand two legs...hahas..OKOK....so im just wondering why i love him so much so he's nt handsome at all!!odear!hahas..OKOK..so it's fate and destiny dat i got to know him and got to know what it is like to love him..BUT omY..pls gime a chance to be loved by him=D


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de weather changed my heart...but i gona change it back...

hmms...dan wasn reali late..n omg!he threatened to burn my drawing block!dots..as if he dares..well...n so..maths was all abt self-study and learning shear and stretch...DEN...chem was OK..i did de wksht by myself!gees...den den..chinese..i did my art...DEN ss was erm..as usual?den art was OK....=)..aft art...wenta mit bestie at her class...well....i **W *******!!hahas..well...den de rain was falling hard..and so..me bestie daryl alson sarah went off in de rain!..den at mrt station..sarah went off..den left us four..so we wenta j8 at buy things..den ate at pastamania..had promodomos....wow..yummy!well...serve alson right bcos he put soooo many many chilli lahs..den he almost cried..hahas..well...den oso..saw MINE(illene)...hahas..well...love her many many!den...went home and guess wat?...de rain made me fall aslp while watching holland V...hahas...omg!and so..for de rest of de night..i sat here and slacked!hahas...

i love him i love him..YES..i LOVE HIM!
_____*weather*_____


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Tuesday, August 29, 2006

de weather changed my heart...but im gona change it back...

well..dan was LATE AGN!and so..i wenta up to class..well...de ss prelims..i had hardly time to even stretch myself...n...i din really finish!omg!hmms...was quite easy lahs..shud be can pass...well..den practically..we din hv any lessons today!supposingly gt de...BUT..chinese dun hv...geoe-freddy din come upstairs..and for de 3 lesson of english...mrs singh was kind enuf to let dose whol hvn do coursework to go do..den de rest of us..erm..slacked dere?hahas..den..i came home n slacked!=DD...

well..for de simple reason i love you..that is why...
____*weather*_____


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Monday, August 28, 2006

chp 7-VENICE rise of venice in 9th to 15th century POLITICAL
1.exemplary political system
2.capable and committed leaders
3.fair electoral system
4.practical policies
5.effective system of check on power
6.strong navy
7.involovement of citizen to ensure state peace

ECONOMIC
1.trade monopoly
2.a adventureous spirit
3.provision of trade services
4.diversifying into manufacturing

SOCIAL
1.loyalty to Venice
2.attracting foreign talents


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WAT MAKES GD GOVERNANCE IN S'PORE

principles of gd governance
1.principle of pragmatism
-improving of economy by implementing bold measures
-kp up ties wif china

2.principle of forward-looking
-plan for de future eg..water

3.principle of meritocracy
-rewarding

4.principle of fairness
-no discrimintaion between races

5.principles of transparency
-open and honest wif de public

aim of civil service is to provide gd quality service to de public
den lead to business efficiency
den lead agn to foreign investment

areas of function og de c.d
-law and order
-education
-defence
-communication and IT
-foreign affairs

factors that make s effiicient..
1.practising meriticracy
2.upholding honesty
3.encouraging openess between minister and public

how it can be sustained
-gd leadership
-civil service for de future
-strengthen sense of belonging and rootedness among s'poreans

____end of chp 5_____


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chp 1 n 2

probs of baby boom
1.unemployment
2.shortage of houses
3.inadequate health care services
4.inadequate education services

policy to reduce
1.govt introduce birth control measures
2."stop at two" policy
3."small family" policy

"stop at two" policy
incentives:
paid maternity leave
cheaper delievery charges
tax relief
priority for houses

den POPULATION began to slow down and gt worsen BCOS:
1.de effectiveness of de policy
2.working women..leading to late marriage and late motherhood
2.lesser childcare helpers

DEN...policy for bigger families were implemented..and also...govt oso attract foreign talent COS can
create jobs...
can hv more man power..
inflow of technology and creation of jobs requiring skills and
CONTRIBUTE to s'pore de population...

POPULATION ageing cos
1.health care getting beta,hence..longer lifespan
2.post war baby boom
3.shrinking of population

IMPACTS:
1.strain on working ppl
2.more demand for health care services

PREPARING:
1."many helping hands" approach
2.INDIVIDUAL
-pre-retirement toks
-healthy lifestyle
-proper diet
-strengthen bonds

3.COMMUNITY HELP
4.FAMILY
-ensure house is safe
-understand em
-let em play a part

5.GOVT
-CPF
-TRIBUNALS for maintenance of parents
-public housing scheme
-tax relief

_____________end of chap 1 n 2______________

chp 3

1.solving housing crsis
-build HDB flats
-chase slums and squatters ppl to say in flat
-hv beta facilities and sanitation
2.maximising land use
-build high rise and high density buildings
3.builing of self-contained towns
-each town has own blahblahblah
-one example is tpy
4.encouraging homeownership
-ppl will den hv sense of belonging and pride
5.promoting social cohesion
-cant hv too many race in one block
6.looking ahead
-senior citizen needs

_____end of chp 3____


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hmms..am studying ss BUT i bacame so sian wif de chap dao i cant get anything into my head...but i DECIDED to come post abt wat i feel aft graduating frm dmb..

well...it had been a memorable night dat sat esp de time whr my dearest clarinetist sang a song for us!and dey eventually put us up onto de stage too...well..it has been a face lost at that time BUT i enjoyed it becos for de simple reason..i love time spent wif em..well...de thing i cant ever forget for de rest of my life..is my journey in dmb..de friends i had gained..de experience i had gained..well...my clarinetists hv been my dearest...since 2003 till 2006....dey hv been wonderful ppl to me....i rem in sec 1..i din actualli wanted to join band de..but i hv no choice...n well..naturally..i hated band alot...it was a torture to me...my first time in de band room was ...erm....i hv extreme hatred for dat room?hahas..n i even cross my legs cos i dinoe dat was not allowed!and so..michelle taught us music and we would kp asking her this and that till she felt irritated..den seok left me alone in band cos she wenta mnd..and so...i was alone....and soon..michelle and her batch of grad graduated...had to admit dat i wasn reali reali reali dat sad cos i din realli noe em lahs..erms..and so at de mid of 2003...we began to train for syf 2004..well..it had been a memorable year for me cos one of de highlights is dat clarinetist are de elephant trunk!hahas...n i was holding de confeitti lahs.hmms...had terrible scoldings frm many ppl...and well.on de syf day itself..de (moo-moo and de zhu-zhu )S cried!hahas..well...but syf 2004 has had been de most wonderful day of my life!time spent wif de seniors were one of my best time of my life lahs..hahas..=D....


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de weather changed my heart...but im gona change it back...

today morning din go sch wif dan cos he late...so i wenta sch first to acc jas....dots....thks for de card!!...den proceeded on to hall for english prelims...paper 1 was OK..just dat de format for de letter was abit confused...dots..den paper 2 was...damn it...summary caused me to slp!...aft dat...wenta art room...n joon wei called sam on de fone...den sam asked hw many ppl wana stay today?n....omg..NONE!!!even de sec 5s lahs....so amazing lahs.and so...i followed guan daryl dey all to pizza hut and eat!!n..well...we ate hawaiian pizza!yeas.and so...had a full lunch!..den...loke guan came to my hse to study...well....she began to be distracted and she watched video lahs...omg!!n me...lying on de bed...naturally almost fell aslp..and so...i wenta bathe!coLD!!hahas....den yarhs...hmms......wish me luck for tml de ss!
____*weather*_____


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Sunday, August 27, 2006

now..chp 3 frm bk 3!

sri lanka
reasons
1.citizenship rights
2.university admission
3.jobs in de govt services
4.resettlement of populaion

consequences
1.armed comflicts
2.unemployment
3.foreign intervention
4.loss of investments frm oth countries
5.fall in number of tourists

Northern ireland
reasons
1.divided loyalties
2.housing
3.voting
4.education
5.employment

consequences
1.peaceful protest marches vs violence
-violence=
--protestants mob
--sercurity forces-P and BA

-involvment of IRA

effects
-deaths..intense predudice,decrease in investments..tourism and trade



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now...i shall try blogging info on wat i hv studied so that i can rem it more easily!!
well..im just trying!

ss bk 4 chp 4:

economic strategies for sustaining development in de 21st century
1.moving towards a knowlegde-based economy
2.improving workers' employability
3.promoting manufacturing and services as twin engline of growth
4.building IT infrastructure
5.goin regional and global
6.developing local entrepreneurship and technopreneurship
7.R n D
8.attracting foreign talent

environmental strategies for sustaining development in de 21st century
1.improving infrastructure for waste disposal
2.using improved teachnology
3.preserved nature sites
4.increasing public awareness
5.promoting regional and international co-operations

well...ive done it!i memorised em all!hahas...okok...shall try oth ways for oth chaps if it get off my mind soon!haa...


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farewell fotos:


girls..pose like a model!

pose!

pose!

ms lee and i!

de guys n ms lee!

our MCs for de day

look at joshua wif dat ting on his head

wana yati fifi and farhanah

de tpters


de percussionists

dats ian in de orange shirt



here we go!!!

de "blue devils"



dey are doin dat agn!


babi and his stupid moves

dat is babi agn!LOOK!

my clarinetists!

look at em!

video clips!


hw sweet...

dey are singing for us!

de euphonium section!

shimah and kumar!



de tubaist!


stomp!


dat was my dinner!

de grads!

uncle n me!

sarah uncle n me

yihui n i

da da and xiao de

fiqah n me

elena and me

me n pavithra

chiihian n me

ivy n me

shangyu n me

fren n me

irene n me

qiu n me

anna and me

belinda n me

pa n me

me n lc

me

looking at de camera

me agn

all de gifts

thanks!

qianning gv me de

clar gv de

uncle gv de


band gv grads de

xiangwei de tissues

illene!my dearest!

well...dats all lahs!


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here are some of the fotos taken for investiture:


polishing of shoes

poses while polishing..

LOOK how shiny my shoes became

me n my xiao laogong

josslynn and brenda

de process of me taking rank


she helps me to pin my rank!

i finally finished de individual procedure!

my legs are aching


we the ncos of deyi military band...

off we go!


winnie vicknes shahari

de ncos!

look how smart how we..i bet u cant see me
..cos weijian's head is blocking me!

de graduating ncos


we are so sad we are graduating!


aft de investiture...me qiuling
suhaimi and uncle!


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de weather changed my heart...but im gona change it back...

well...morning slept dao quite late...woke up and started to mug...well..i did slack toO..

hmms...ok...abt ytd:

morning..wenta sch at 945 n did rehearsal of investiture..hmms...so..yarhs...investiture was OK..so..im officially a staff sergent of dmb lahs...and aft dat...wenta qiu's hse...hurriedly did de cards n channged..n chern ron's mum send us to sch agn...well...de whole bunch of grad were very late so we somehow delayed de prog a little..well..hmms...reached de foyer n took pics wif ms lee..ogod..i miss her like hell..she hvn been in sch for so long due to some reasons...hmms....den yea..we proceeded to de hall for de show...well...first to perform was wana fifi farhanah and yati..nice dance!den it was de tpt!den it was hmms..percussionists...den my clarinetists!!well..dey sang a song for us AND we were being pulled up to sing wif em!o dear!okok..so i lost my face..hahas...den de euponium section oso put up a show..den de saxes!!den tubaists!den we..de graduates sang our song..-i'll stand by you and say goodbye and graduation..hhaas..hmms..den it was video by iic.uic n tpt..hahas..den had dinner..hmm..ate little nia..den finish dinner...mrs chee came up to me and yarhs...asked me one qn which de oth 3 had asked me le...BUT i did not gv her de ans..well..i hvta tell her by 1st oct..hmms..den went up to hall agn..well..had de present gving ceremony..den had section interaction...well...i gv out all my cards..receive many oso..n..yarhs..took foto wif everyone in clar except illene..odear!my dearest junior lors..hais...erms...had sectional tok...den yarhs..had a graduate-members session...den yarhs..we presented de gift to em..den....yarhs..we sang de ultimate song-de band song..dat made us cry lahs...hmms...yarhs..den ended de farewell..and when outside de sch..we sang syarif de happy bdae song...den we wwenta home..i took cab..den in cab..den i saw i had one miss call...yiqian called me..so i called him back..oOPs..he had wanted to share a cab wif me de..BUT..too bad i in cab le..sry.haha...den...yarhs..reached home n read all de msges...den...yarhs...lidat lors

well...to all band members:
guys..i will miss u all like hell..can?hmms..do take care and continue to enjoy ur life in bad...for dose gg to 08..i wish u guys all de best..if time allows..i will go back de..hmms..den..yarhs..miss me...

to my clarinetists esp illene!:
heys girls....i will miss u all de..pls take care of my baby 012115,,hahas..hmms....pls listen to ur sLs.hmms...yarhs..work hard..illene...though u are tpter..BUT..u are my dearest dearest sec 1!hahas...im gona miss u like mad n like hell lahs..hahas...do take care...=D

im officially an ex-member of de band le!

ps..shall upload de fotos ltr!
____*weather*____


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Thursday, August 24, 2006

de weather changed my heart...but im gona change it back...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHANE TEOH WEI KEON!!!

well..last night i stayed up till 12 plus so as to wish shane happy bdae..hmms...it all started at 9pm...i smsed him n i said "3 hours to ur bdae"..den at 10..it was 2...den i went online so we chat online..den 1 hour..den it became 59 mins..58 mins..57 mins.56 mins....all de way to 5 mins..4mins...3 mins..2 mins..1 min...HAPPY BDAE!!hahas..den...hmms...yarhs...dun be mistaken..i count dwn for him cos dat time my bdae den he countdown for me...so im returning him de favour lahs...den yarhs...slept at 12 plus..so today morning was tire..well..dan was late but nt as late...den yarhs...wenta sch...den drank my nescafe..hahas..den...pe..well...chia let us study dere!hahas..den..humanities was OK...erms..maths was...hmms..ok lahs..did p n c..den aft recess...chinese i studied chem.phy did past yr paper..ve we went ard writing testi..den..yarhs..aft sch..took de chem test...den..aft dat...bixia acc me go j8 buy someone's present(cant reveal de name now)..hahas...of cos..i oso cant reveal wat i bought..hahas....den erms...came home..n oOPs..i fell down n hurt my knees..had two cuts but aiya..nt very pain..=)
_____*weather*_____


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Wednesday, August 23, 2006

de weather changed my heart...but im gona change it back...

hmms..morning din go sch wif dan cos he late..hmms..maths was OK..learnt p n c...den chem was OK..but..islept during chinese...!den...ss was..erms...den art was OK lahs..de phy test simply "rox" lahs..confirm cannot pass de..hahas..=)..den yarhs...duncan cancelled de remedial..n yarhs..i mit yiqian to take de fotos..BUT..in de end..i hvta acc him wok to market to buy bubble tea lahs..wa lau..his leg long;easy to wok...my leg short hard to wok lors..hahas..=)...felt like a dwarf standing beside him lahs..hahas..hmms..den we wenta dunoe which blk de dwnstairs take foto..wa lau..am so paiseh lahs..whr gt ppl take foto under a blk..somemore wif de tiptoe n bending position and oso de marktime de..wa lau..i completely lost my face lahs..idiot him..hahas,,
_____*weather*_____


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Tuesday, August 22, 2006

de weather changed my heart...but im gona change it back...

hmms...morning met sure to get de bag frm her..den wenta sch..hmms...phy was OK...math oso...mt was sian..geog only awhile..den english did letter writing..erms..assembly was deyi idol...hmms...huihui frm dunoe wat class won..erms..but i still think diana is better!yeahs..diana is de best!hahas..hmms...den hmm...suki frm superstar came n sang..yarhs..aft dat..maths mock was erms...quite hard..den today duncan cancel de nite class so i came home..smsed de yq to ask wheth he wan take de fotos..but he din reply..until 7..den he replied..but im so lazy to go out of de hse so dun wan lahs!hahas..=)

im STRESSED!..btw..happy bdae papa and zhiyuan!=]
______*weather*_____


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Sunday, August 20, 2006

de weather changed my heart...but im gona change it back...

hmms...morning woke up at ard 9 plus..den ate fried carrot cake for breakfast lahs..den...wenta tpy to get some foolscap and pen...den came home and studied..so far..i have done my geog hmwk..studied development..did physics de formulas and si units chart..studied two chaps of chem...yarhs...dats all..hahas..i planned to touch up on my art ltr on=)..hahas..yarhs..such a boring day at home..hais..i wanna slp!am so tire..but i will try not to take a short nap lahs..instead..i will go watch TEE-VEE!haas..yeas...de tv!hahas...i mean..i think i hv studied quite enuf le lahs..shall slack le!hahas..
____*weather*____


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Saturday, August 19, 2006

him him HIM..its always him...
he's gt de name which i look for first when i first log in to msn
he's gt de face which i look for first in de midst of so many people
he's gt de voice which my ears look for first when there's many voices
he's gt de eyes which my instincts tell me he's de one
he's gt de perfect hands which always tell me he's de one
he's gt de pride that im proud of to say
he's gt de kindness which im proud of to say
he's gt de thoughtness which im proud of to say
he's gt de brains which could help me
he's gt de words which could help me
he's gt de heart which could help me
he's gt de only charm that would charm me!

i love him i love him i LOVE him..BUT i know i cant ever hv you by my side.=(


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de weather changed my heart..but im gona change it back...

hmms..morning slept dao 8.30 lidat den got changed and left for sch...did art wif sarrani outside art rm until pik ha came..we went inside de rm.hmms..touched up on my canvas abit n for de rest of de day.i did mounting boards..im almost done lahs..hmms...aft art..wenta ah ma hse....zen is so cute!hahas..=)..watched dvd "the mask" while doin mounting boards...left for home ard 8...reached home...slacked and oso chat wif weixian..and so...i asked him to tag my board..hahas..=)..n hw dare he says my blog lags!!!?its nt lag..its de blog size..hahas...n he says im getting fairer!yeas..
_____*weather*_____


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Friday, August 18, 2006

de weather changed my heart...but im gona change it back...

hmms..can u believe it?ytd i slept at 3 and woke up at 5....meaning i slept for 2 hours nia...so i was damn tired today lahs...hmms..de mrt today frm farrer park to little india..whoa..like tortoise like dat...so de slow...den at little india...de door cant open..den frm little india to dg..oso so de slow..den in de end..i was late by 2 trains lahs..hmm...den hors...yarhs..went str8 up to class wif dan instead of canteen..den..hmms..aces was all abt doin yoga..den maths was ok..den...chem was at lab lahs..den aft recess is 3 lessons of english de..but in de end..is 2..cos de last one we wenta hall to hear abt de blogging stuff...and aft sch..i wenta do art..n ogod..extension till monday!yeas.hahas....=)
_____*weather*_____


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Wednesday, August 16, 2006

de weather changed my heart...but im gona change it back...

hmms...dan was quite late today but i waited for him lahs..hmms...maths was ok..hais...dissapointed dat my emaths mock test gt 62/79...hais...though still a1..BUT..hais..shall work harder for my ideal grade..erms...chem was OK...revised stiochiogometry..hahas...hmms....den chinese was free period for me...den....ss was as usual..and art was yarhs...de same lahs...den did art till 6 den left...hmms...took mrt to tpy den took bus 31 home...whoa...regretted lahs....bcos....de journey so de long and ogod..bus sick..felt like vomiting lahs..hahas...hmms....came home and slacked!
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Tuesday, August 15, 2006

de weather changed my heart...but im gona change it back...

hmms...morning dan was late so i wenta sch alone lahs..hmms....phy was OK....maths we did de remaining de mock test....n erms...ive decided nt to re-take chi le..hahas...erms..mr freddy goh nv come so is free period...hmms...den...english was OK....de last few mins was fun cos mrs singh n jason began to bicker again!hahas...hmms..den assembly was such a waste of time bcos...no superband as de guest..no deyi idol cos no superband...hais..den dere was this woman who tell stories..she says she's a professional...n ppl pay to hear her..hmms.....ok..*censored part is being deleted due to some reasons*..hahas..hmms....so it was like damn sian?..hahas..aft sch..had amaths mock exam..hmms...Q8 and 12..i dunoe..hais...can pass can le lahs.hahas..=)
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Monday, August 14, 2006


heys..this is my class foto!hahas...


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de weather changed my heart...but im gona change it back...

hmms...morning dan was so de late lahs BUT cos i very de kind..i waited for him..kks...de fact dat i wanted to slp was de real reason...hahas....hmms...den ss was as USUAL..den.maths had mock exam..hmms...still can lahs..den.english was fun doin oral practice. den erms...chem was OK..art was OK..phy was erms...still can lahs..den wenta outside hall and den practise oral...damn..was so nervous..hahas....so we went into de hall and sat behind..den jovi had his turn..and when i was so de nervous while preparing myself for de ten mins. erms..ok..de passage is all abt a girl helpin a guy named martin to go on stage though he wasn chosen for de fashion show..yarhs..den de pic oso abt it lahs.den ogod...finally my turn lahs. den.erms...de passage was sucessful lahs.BUT de pic...ogod..i hvn finished den dey cut me off..okok. it was like this.there was a few pointers like de one on de onlooker and de girl who covered her ears....dese two points i was very mentally prepared to explain it all...and so de pic thingy started..i waited till dere's a qn dat i can link it to de pointers..and finally..there is one...and so i said " AND..".....and and and dey cut me off by "OK...let's move on to the conversation topic"....!!!!!!!omg...i hvn even say lahs..hais...so de sian...ok..den conversation was abt stage thingy..so naturally..i said abt band stuff..hahas..such a nice topic to tok abt lahs.hmms..and so...i finished with a smile...n ogod..my legs went jelly when i went up to de holding area..hahas...dear!!hahas..den aft oral...went up to art room and did abit lahs.
u + me = ERROR 2...
i know we can never be together but i just cant stop loving you
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Sunday, August 13, 2006

de weather changed my heart...but im gona change it back...

hmms...u know wat?i woke up at 11 this morning!omg...den i like dressed up and wenta out wif mummy to bugis to pray den wenta orchard de art friend...wanted to buy something but it turned out to be quite expensive lahs..so din buy it..den wenta tpy to settle bank thingy..den came home...studied abit of maths and gosh..i fell aslp!i dunoe y de heck m i so tire todae..n oso..i hv no mood to study at all!serious....no mood at all!hais...so de whole day..i practically wasted my time idling ard and staring into de space...hais..i had planned to do my art today but in de end..i did not...nt a single line or circle was drawn..hahas....i guess i shall consider today as my off day lahs.hahas....a day whr i can slack!hahas..but im still tire..hmms..i guess its due to de many days bfore whr i slept late nights..hahas...okok....im goin to go rest le...am damn slpy now AGAIN!
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de weather change my heart...but im gona change it back...

hmms...morning woke up at 8.30 though im supposed to wake at 8...den went for art...pikha helped me buy big breakfast..hahas..den did my art..din finished BUT sam smsed fatin to say...de dateline will be on friday!woohoo..i LOVEE sam!hahas..(only for today)..hahas..den hmms..supposingly im supposed to go ah ma hse tonight de..but guan called and asked me go see fireworks..den i oblige lahs..den erms..met alson n her at bk station at 6..wenta marina sq to eat....wanted to eat pizza hut de..BUt LONG queue..so wenta ljs..but oso long queu but we cudn care less..so we queued n bought to go...den we wenta de roof to eat..BUt when we were on our way up.de alson anihow dai lu..den we went in a door but we discovered its de wrong one...we wanted to get out.BUT...to our horror..this door can only be opened thru de outside..ogod..so we knocked de door hard enuf for de guy outside to hear so dat he would be kind enuf to help us..oman..we were desperate to get out cos dat plc stinks with smoke..yuck!den luckily de man finally heard us!dots..i think de man was shocked to see us knocking on de door like mad cows..haa..thks aniwae to dat guy..erms..den yarhs..we wenta de stairs to find kangle before we 4 made our way to de roof..den yarhs..we ate in de dark...waited for a few mins den whoa...de sky came alive with dazzling fireworks...well..it started with green ones first..followed by yellow colorful golden bronze..hahas...well....it was damn interesting lahs..hahas...BUT i like de last part de most...damn freaking nice lahs..hmms..de alson ahs..videoed de thing down..but de first half of it doesn hv color cos he put it on night vision mode..DOTS...hw dumb could he be..hahas....hmms..aft de whole thing...we 3 began to make our way to de mrt station..well..den before we wenta dwn to citylink...weijian suddenly appeared and behind him was jas ray nicholas dan dat guy and many more..hahas...dots...so unexpected to see them lahs..den de danial was freaking idiotic!hw can he ticke me agn!!although i did pinched him..hahas..=P..well..oth den em..we oso met ppl like kareen and her grp of frens..rony qianyi n oths....mengchin yuwen steph and their friends...hahas...hmms...dats all for today lahs.


me n bestie

me and alson

alson guan me

bestie and me
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Friday, August 11, 2006

de weather changed my heart...but im gona change it back...

hmms..morning wenta sch myself cos dan was LATE!hms..yarhs..aces was sian...den maths and chem was OK...den english was fine cos we did summary writing...hmms..den aft sch..wenta take results for de olevel chinese..DAMN...i am so happy i gt B3 cos dats my target lahs.!!!hahas...hmms...as for kitpin....jia you for de retake...i hvn decided wheth to retake anot...den erms...guan same as me..hui and sure and weegee oso....well...lydia gt c6 oso lahs...but she's happy cos she passed.hmms..den de ss mock exam was abit crappy...den wenta do art lahs...well..i hvn finished but i went along de internal marking..well....de teacher said very good..hahas...i gt A4 and B4...well...dats nt de normal type of grade we normally see..dat is de score dat sam dey all use...de greater de number, de beta...hahas..=)
i love him him and only him!
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Thursday, August 10, 2006

de weather changed my heart...but im gona change it back...

hmms...morning woke up at ard 10...den erms...i was sensible enuf to do my art for de whole day although i admit dat i did slack quite abit..hahas...well...u cant possibly expect me to sit and face de 8 mounting boards 24 hours...do u?hahas....hmms....well..so far..i hve drawn 3 layouts..meaning u hv one left..den...cos my printer gt prob...so i asked sarrani to help me print..hope she rem to bring tml lahs..hahas..=DD...hmms....my neck is damn pain now lahs..i seriously need a rub!hahas.. btw..jasmine sent me a pic of me n kitpin at de lab...




hees...it's nt always dat me n kitpin is interested in doin experiments u noe..hahas...=)

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Wednesday, August 09, 2006

de weather changed my heart...but im gona change it back...

hmms.morning wenta sch for band.erms..did warm up and watch de preview de video...hmms.den we did 2 rounds of combined.BUT.these two rounds made us all dehydrate lahs..den went for lunch at 1...den came back at 2..den.took our things and we left for de BEAUTIFUL national stadium lahs.hmms.at de stadium...we all waited at de turf club dere lahs as usual..den slacked dere..den dere was a period dat de ppl dere began to check us one by one...seems like tuning but it oso doesn seems so..hmms..ive no idea though.den.erms...at ard 6..we wenta in n did our show....well..i made NO mistakes at all...n i did not regretted anything..hahas..meaning i did my best.no.my VERY BEST for my last show, my last performance, my last time with my bandmates.hais.thinking of it now..im feeling quite sad bcos...in a few days time..im goin to grad frm band le...meaning..i no longer go for practices with them..i no longer can cheer with them..i no longer hv any performance lining up....hais...i will certainly miss everyone in band.serious...i mean EVERYONE in de band.BUT ppl.fret not..if im nt goin to study in jc..i think i probably will come back to help out as an ex-member..hais.no matter wat..i will try to make dmb continue to be part of my life..hahas..
ok..back to today..hmms...yarhs..was dismissed at ard 8.30 lahs..den..wenta eat...initially is wif syarif de..but cos i reckoned dat dey will go home late..so i wentya mac to find bixia...den we ate n left at 9.30..erms..i took cab..well..it was a long journey cos when de cab was oreadi at boonkeng..ogod..gt TRAFFIC JAM lahs..my dear!hahas...den well..de cab basically went and stop went and stop...each distance moved was approx a few centimetres lahs.hais..den well..de uncle den told me it was impossible for him to cut into another lane..so..hmms..i decided to get off de cab and wok home!omg...hw pathetic could dat be lahs.hahas.den reached home and bathe and den watched tv!hahas...
btw..happy national day!
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Tuesday, August 08, 2006

de weather changed my heart...but im gona change it back...

morning wenta sch..erms....de parade was so damn long...den aft de parade..went to de hall whr de quiz was held..well..apollo was de winner..congrats lahs.den erms....de singing session was fun lahs...den erms..aft sch..wenta kfc to eat together wif sarrani bixia huiting szeying...den erms..met uncle dere lahs...den yarhs..supposed to buy for sam..but in de end..fatin helped him to buy..den cos we gt leftover de tissues and chilli..so we decided to take em back for sam..den bcos earlier on..we took some zoo de brochure den it has an ah meng de foto on it..hahas...so cute!......den.did my art and came home n slacked....

btw..happy birthday to weifong!erms...n ya...happy advanced bdae to sylvia!=)
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Monday, August 07, 2006

WELL...i came across some cute pics of mickey and i simply cant resist putting them up onto my blog..dese are just my loves.=)









see..i nv bluff u right...dey are damn cute lahs..hahas...


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de weather changed my heart...but im gona change it back...

morning..so surprised to see dan coming dwn frm de escalator opp of mine..erms...so..he had overslept in de mrt n had to take one mrt back to amk..hahas..hmms..den when reach sch..went str8 up to class cos he gt de "carpe diam" thingy lahs..den hmms...ss was erms...as usual..charles n jh made an apology to her..Maths was OK...english was two periods doin vocab and helpin pin to do her card...den chem was nice doin revision on bonding..art was OK..den..maths was fun again as usual.den phy was erms..OK lahs..aft sch...wenta band room to get de appreciation tea and investiture de form..den oso took de ndp de fun pack..den wenta art lahs....well...tday basically..i slacked dere..hahas...

erms...*** is *** ******** sia....omg.......i love MYSELF n many many more ppl!gees..
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Sunday, August 06, 2006

there is just some things that i want to get it done asap:

1.study hard with full concentration
2.go out with huishan
3.go sure's hse to swim as promised
4.finish art coursework
5.to go to the zoo with bestie
6.weather to know abt it without rejecting me
7.go on a shopping spree and pamper myself(provided i hv lotsa $$)
8.finish farewell gifts
9.decide on farewell's clothes
10.olevel chinese results(wish me luck)


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this is what i call a "one big family"

ndp 2006 is gona be gr8 cos dere is deyi band performing!

i lovee band!


this is my lovely section-clartinetists!

i love ndp'06!


deyi band is my utmost love!


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de weather changed my heart...but im gona change it back...

hmms...morning wake up ard 10 plus..den wenta out to buy breakfast..den came home n began muti-tasking..meaning..i studied ss while watching vcd and chatting wif caiweiming..hahas...dots..erms..of cos...i slacked too...den well..i managed to scan thru de notes for ss once..shall do it another time tml morning!hahas..was net surfing just now when i came across two pics of elvin ng!gosh..he's such a hunk...a real HUNK lahs.erms..did i ever tell u?i did saw him in person last yr at amk wif bestie...me n bestie was wokin when he had to wok in between us!gosh..at dat time..i tot he was handsome..now i feel he's damn freaking handsome lahs can. dat time he still had his purple strand of hair lahs...god..i hope ch 8 will starred him more more and MORE!





god..he's such a hunk..beta beta and much beta den weather lahs.hahas..=P....top on my list!
n oya..ytd was elfreda's bdae...i din reali rem..but ytd i sms her saying i forgot when's her bdae but i noe it's in de month of aug and so i wished her advanced happy bdae..but she replied me telling me ytd was her bdae!so..im lucky or m i lucky?hahas...=P...n today..HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIRDAUS!hahas...i miss de pri sch days though..hahas..but i still definitely miss my sec life becos i met bestie!n of cos...weather and many ppl...like hui through my work life...hehes..

i adore elvin ng BUT i love weather MANY MANY!
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Saturday, August 05, 2006

de weather changed my heart...but im gona change it back...

morning wenta sch to help bixia do her art..den hais..mr lim came along and threatened that today is de dateline..den me n bixia dinoe wat to do cos we planned to go out at 12 le.....den.....hais..den when sam left to go dwnstairs at ard 12 plus..we quickly left wif syarif..we wenta cine..bought tix for "click"..den wenta eat ljs..den...played arcade and went in to watch de movie..well...it was supposed to be a comedy BUT it turned out to be half a comedy and half a sad show...well...me n bixia cried of cos...BUT..surprisingly..syarif cried toO..dots..but it's funny oso lahs. den aft dat..wenta take neoprint..shall upload de ugly neos oth day!hahas..it's sure ugly cos we dinoe hw to use de machine!
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Friday, August 04, 2006

hmms...
wat can i say..
fate has brought him to me.
but we cant be together.
i mean.
he'll never fancy me.
so i dont see any point confessing to him
WEATHER.
it's almost 1 year since i started developing a kind of feeling towards him.
de day ever since i truly noe him.
ive started to develop it for him.
and as time passed.
my love for him has deepened much.
so much that i cant revive the situation now.
i really love him
and i hope he gets to know it one day
without rejecting me
i miss him real hard
i dunoe why.
BUT i just do.
he gt no gd points in fact
BUT to me
he has the kindest look on his face
the most suave face ive ever seen
the kindness in his eyes in in his voice
it just shows it all
i just wana tell him
i love you!


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de weather changed my heart...but im gona change it back...

morning had aces..wok ard amk park..den maths was fun cos learn probability..den chem was OK at lab...den english was oso OK..aft sch...i stayed for ss..well...same comments..den...wenta art to help bixia..hahas...

i miss weather many many...hais....i wana see him soon...
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Thursday, August 03, 2006

de weather changed my heart...but im gona change it back...

erms..morning de pe was so damn sian bcos i was so tire and i din hv any mood to play lahs..den i sat dwn...mr chia allowed..BUT mr wong came and say "no sitting"...hais..den mr goh de lesson was OK..maths was GD cos duncan did came and gv alot of past yr paper to us..den mt was OK..den phy was erm..ok lahs..den VE was GD..cos we get to take class photos!hahas....den omg..we'r supposed to write our own draft for our own testi lahs..so stupid..hahas...
den aft sch..went for investiture rehearsal lahs..OMG...im staff sergent...yeas..din expect it lahs..i expected to be sergent nia lahs..den de queue was so long lors....den hvn our turn but it's oreadi 2.45 le...den me bixia and rachel was in a rush to go art lahs..so dey let us go first..omg...i dunoe hw to halt lahs..so de paiseh..hahas..den erms..yarhs..i finished my final artwork le lehs..hehe..=)... den erms...leonard decides to gv huiting bixia jason n me a ride...den it's like...jason is supposed to be de first to alight...but he wans to go for a spin..so we went on and huiting got off first..den.bixia was next..she wanted to alight at khatib..BUT.leonard din wan to go so far so he let her alight at yck..den left me jason and leonard in de car..den whoa..traffic jam..hais..den we hadta go one big round back to amk to let jason alight..den aft dat..leonard sent me to sengkang mrt station...whoa...by de time i reached hm..it was 8 plus le..hahahas...thanks leonard!!!

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Wednesday, August 02, 2006

de weather changed my heart...but im gona change it back...

erms..2dae danial was quite late but i waited for him cos i wanted to SLEEP! was so damn freaking tired lahs..den he woke me up and we were on our way to sch..den so damn sian...duncan nv come today..haiss...am so damn sad cos like dat is waste 2 periods lehs..den..during this time..i studied ss de venice and den..helped jason to do his folio lahs..so sian..hahas...den chem was OK...mt was sian cos de test so hard..*censored and delelted bcos of some reason*...den..i hvta go for art lesson le mahs..hehes...
sam says im left with 5 % of my final artwork le..yeahs!! im so happyy!!hehes=)

heys..i rather self-study den let u teach me....:)
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Tuesday, August 01, 2006

de weather changed my heart...but im gona change it back...

morning was so de tire lahs..slept all de way frm hm to sch...den phy was OK..den maths was OK too..mt was wasted cos we din get to watch "i not stupid too"..hahas..den geog i slept cos freddy din come up...english was fun!den assembly was abit de sian..den art was siansian SIAN!

i love weather really really much!
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