banded.tired.

went to ah ma hse aft sooo long(: but well, kinda regretted gg becos it was simply too boring watching dunoe what stupid vcd.its so boring that both me n yong were dozing off on the sofa.-.-

okay..so ive been watching KO ONE these two weeks. on youtube. and just now, i had the shock of my life!! the video is nowhere to be found anymore.its stated that the video is being removed due to violence.but whr got??!!argh.. so now im trying to decide wheth i should watch 我們結婚吧 . well...i think i'll watch because there's my mike he acting in the drama. i miss his shows(:

meeting les partner tml(:

so i met up wif choo manda and sure...met up wif choo and sure first..chilled at mac and gossiped..den manda came along and we went to heeren to take neoprints..like..its been years since i last took?hahas...den well...we headed to cine yoshinoya and began to cam-whore.hahas..took many photos..shall upload them tml perhaps..
concert pract was erms....tiring? almost out of breath when banana and minqi was not there.by the time they came, i was dying already.hahs. so aft pract, came home and ate maggie for dinner/supper which was almost 11.hahas...
im super duper tired now....*yawn*

wtf. i think i misplaced the whole pack of earrings.i cannot find them anywhere in my room.sharks.my whole asset of earrings.=X

okay..so i was thinking of him again actually..reading my own blog posts of him.viewing his profile anoymously on friendster. then i refreshed my own home page.and tada....he wrote a testi for me.yes.frm him.oyes.frm him.a testi frm him.i couldn believe my eyes.it was the first testi frm him. at such a wrong timing..am i having a nightmare or something? its like one moment i was thinking of him den the next, i see his first testi..like wth??!! ok..so i cried.ok, not cried.but tears shimmered in my eyes. for dunoe what reason. im really really bend on forgeting you.but i seriously cant. images of you keep appearing in my mind. fear of bumping you at the station, in the train, in the bus, always,ALWAYS crossed my mind. so that kinda makes it hard for me to forget you. i still hate you for making me fall in love with you. i hate you for abandoning me just like that. i hate you for not turning back. i hate you for everything.

meet up wif gf and gil today at town...catched STOMP THE YARD today..like finally lahs.and omg.i just love the movie(: well..gf was being too excited and she ALMOST started dancing in the theatre.lol..thats my girl(: erms...so yep..a pinching session for gil today...and he actually tried to pinch me..so ungentleman pls. and to prevent me frm pinching him, he actualli "tied" my wrist tgt wif his stupid big hands!!argh..erms.so we chilled at mac.talked about many pri sch stuffs.hahas..
meeting my gf and the rest tml again(: pri sch friends meet up(((((:

met syl at town today.she was late-.- collected our med.report and went towning.lunched at ljs.then hurried to meet kc and rest at banana's sch.toured ard the sch and cabbed down to YMS.viewed the concert hall.aftwhich, headed down to mos to chill and discuss stuffs.
im really lazy to elaborate in details=X
tiredtiredTIRED.

will be meeting gf and gil tml at town.
then meeting at amk wif queena.

a late night home again tml...

met cai and queena for lunch at jack's place.a VERY FULFILLING meal with grilled chicken, chocolate ice cream.lobster soup.3 kind of drinks (tea, plain water, coke).....like wow.thks for the treat mr cai(: so went to deyi for meeting..den to 424...den me luyi banana syl and queena headed to amk hub to dine and shop.
anw, i saw hamham today.when i was in the car reaching deyi.so he didn see me:(

so i stayed home the whole aftnoon.watched KO ONE. and ok...tang yu zhe acted as the baddie:( but i think i still quite like him. erms.went for g.meeting at 345 just now.came home late and tired =X well...sry tecksheng, but im kinda lazy to do that posting of 6 things and etc.hahas(:

slacked at home today.and also, went to tpy to take my passport photo. like FINALLY lahs.(: came home and i slacked again.
current prog for the week:
monday: G.meeting at 6pm
tuesday:FREE but gota settle poly stuffs
wednesday:collect my medical report
thursday: date with sure
friday: out with queena, then concert pract.

friday:
went for medical check up with syl..planned to go to the SATA chinatown clinic which is actually at outram..but we changed our mind and decided to go to orchard de..so its like super de many ppl lahs..so we started waiting and waiting....went through tests...den finished at 4 plus...so i went to meet kc and the rest for dinner(: band-ed....

sat:
yq's dad drove us to deyi.band-ed. terrible weather. scroching sun tanning my skin like nobody's business-.- so concert pract.den dinner wif queena kc yanwai xuebin christina at the steamboat plc.den came home ard 8 plus 9.am so tired now but...cant slp cos gt lotsa stuff to do:(

zoo-ed wif bestie today....wasn really high until i saw my polar bears(: i so love polar bears pleaseeee.((((((((: took many shots of inuka today.i so love inuka. so me n bestie met a ang-moh stalker today-.- he was wearing a ranger hat, dressed in suit.so he kept asking bestie and me to take pics FOR him and WITH him. he was being far tooooooo "open" like putting his stupid long arms ard our shoulders when taking the pics.wtf. so we had a really hard time trying to shake him off.we even had abit of help of the driver of the tiger tram(: at least, we thought he was helping us.cos. that angmoh was standing beside the tram looking at me n bestie...so i guess the driver knew and pretended to talk to us(: aftwhich, we ran str8 inwards to find my inuka(: i think i LOVEE inuka..omg(:

tell me.hw can i not think? how can i not worry?
till now, i still dont know which poly and course you're gg.
tell me.hw can i not worry?
not to worry about the possibility of seeing you, about the possibility of our reaction, about the possibility of...
i just cant think of any outcome now for i dont foresee it.
i really miss you.
oyes.ive tried to forget about you.seriously.i tried.
i thought i almost succeeded. i was having a happy time in sentosa today.then when i was lying on the beach trying to suntan, i thought of you again-.- and when i came home, i told myself never to think of you agn.
then i saw the initials of ur name on the verification letters.like cwglkka? so i got reminded of you again.and till now, i have been thinking about you ,no matter how much i hated myself for doing that.hw could fate and destiny play us like nobody's business?
we knew each other for 12-13 years? sch-ed tgt in the same childcare, same pri sch..diff sec, but still kept in touch. many things happened but we were still close friends. den because of some little stuffs, we began to quarrel the first quarrel we ever quarrelled. but we still were close friends. then slowly, things changed. we drifted apart.very apart.so much that i cant believe it.so much till i cant remember the feeling of having you by my side.so much that now, im really missing you.i dont ask for more.i just want us get back to what we were in the past. the past where you would just care for me like nobody else would for me. the past where we can go out tgt. the past when we would msg each oth.the past when we were just best friends.

i just miss you loads=X

this morning, i was thinking wheth i should re-dye my hair because i thought the color was not obvious anymore.so i decided to take a look.



so i began to have second thoughts(: i think. i think.i think i can bear with this color for ard one more week?because it still seems quite visible...i love my hair(((((:


and okay.im about to post up this post and.u know, before you can post a post, u have to type in the verification letters?yea.this one. has the three letters CWG.together.three letters tgt; in order.wth.

sentosa-ed with syl today.aim was to suntan.
so the outcome was..it rained. stopped. but no sun.so no suntan-.-
so we changed our aim, that is, take fotos(: cam whored and took many fotos.
when i got home, i realised, i did TANNED abit just now afterall((:

syl came my hse(: lunched on mac. did up shoes.

suntan-ing tml at sentosa wif syl(:
zoo-ing wif bestie on wed.

happy birthday to szeying, my 11-year fren(:

CAMPcampCAMPCAMP. at deyi-.-

meet up with lyd on fri was really niccee(: lunch-ed wif lyd and bestie.then me n lyd went cam whoring at plcs like paragon(: and in the end, because my bag was too heavy for me to bear...we went to subway to chitchat(: music pract was OMG...didn reali sleep during that night...and for the whole of sat...was SUPER tired lahs...and well..i came home feeling sick..had fever and sore throat-.- luckily the fever had subsided to a much lower temperature and im feeling better right now(: neeway, had received the enrolment package already....but have MANY queries lahs...hahas..so i guess i'll be heading down to tp tml(:

met up wif xue at orchard today..aww..its been more than one year since we last met up..yep..so we walked ard cine and spent time at subway wif a refillable cup of F&N orange drink and two cookies(: i had to leave at 4 because..yepp...meeting hamham...too bad mimi cant make it:( so i met hamham and we went to MACs to spent time..i miss him reallyreallyreally much..mimi too..i guess wont be seeing mimi so soon since he's starting sch next week agn..aftwhich..meetingmeetingmeeting...ended late ard 10 plus..at when i was at the bus stop..guess who i saw??YEP..huishan my dear les.(: i walked past her without knowing its her..but i knew it was someone familiar..so i turned my head and looked at the person..TADA!!its huii..((: miss her too..

will be meeting up wif gf soooon i think.bestie too.
meeting lyd tml to go find bestie for lunch.(: woohoo..been long since we 3 gather ard tgt.LOVES the days in sch.

so mr gilbert msged me ytd nite...i was so shocked to receive his msg becos its been ages since we last contacted...so he was my kor-cum-lg..weird-.- hahas..so he was trying to ask me to choose between him and gf...of course i chose gf(: hahas...so yep.actualli the purpose of this post is just to say..im bored...im really bored...still got ard half an hour before i will leave to meet xue(: could be meeting hamham ltr on as well at amk before gg for my meeting..hahas....(:

CRY ON MY SHOULDER(: a super nice song=)

sentosa-ed today(: with brenda suhaimi adi jez syl syahir chernron syarif lydia khairul and "aisyah" LOL...khairul and the oth guy-i duno them(: just got to know ..em today..hahas..erms..so i meet syl at last cabin at b.k..den we went hf tgt..sat at one corner and TADA!!guess who we saw...yea..junhui..lol..he was on his way to work...hahas..so we waited and waited and when everybody was there..we left the plc for sentosa..took the monorail(: wow..super nice...hahas...so we settled down at palawan and we started munching on food...aftwhich, me syl cr and bai went on a "tour"...we wanted to go to tourism academy..so we looked at the map and saw that we must wok past imbiah station to reach dere...so we walked and walked and walked and walked and walked...and there was no signboards of it lahs...so we asked for directions and walked and walked and walked and walked..and TADA..!!we finaLLy found it...so we decided to walk to the inner part...and -.- !!!guess what we saw?? "THIS WAY TO PALAWAN BEACH"...!!!wth..so we walked..and not even 5 mins..we are at palawan..meaning we took a long detour lahs...stupid map...the sch seems to be so far frm palawan lahs..just in fact, it is just beside it!!LOL ...so we went 7eleven to chill wif big gulps and slurpys..and then by the time we went bak to join the rest..it was already 4...so we joined the rest in captain's ball and soccer..whee!!so fun!suntan-ing wasn successful today because the sun wasn very strong..hahas..

BUT.will be gg sentosa next week agn wif syl to cont our suntan session(: YAY=D guess me and syl will be doin many stuffs tgt in future bcos our lives are the same..we've got tp HTM..we've got dmb..we've got meetings..we've got the same job..and we intend to take the same cca..hahas..(:

YAY(: meeting xue tml..

its so confusing , no, contradicting.

i was reading my own posts frm the past..and i discovered i sweared and told myself i wont like wg.-.- well, i did told myself that.but now, the situation has been a turn over.he's the one avoiding, and im the one who likes him.wth.wth.WTH.
i love the sept posts because there was him in my posts..though there were unhappy ones as well.but.still, they're still my memories=/

gf came to my hse this morning to collect her jacket and of course...cam-whoring wif me((: so yep...took many fotos though not satisfying enuf..erms...den she left at ard 12..den bestie and her lil cousin chelsia, came..did her schwork..and she was like pri 2 only?imagine.primary 2's homework have to be done on the web..-.- hahas..so we left my hse ard 2 plus..went dg..meet alson..lunched at pasta...i love the italian sodas and of cos hamandsausagebakedrice((: den ard 10 mins before de movie..yq came and in we went...MUSIC AND LYRICS...erms...a boring start but a very nice ending.middle was okay(: hahas...but i LOVE the song-way back into love by hugh grant and harley bennett..hugh grant was the lead actor....harley bennett wasn the lead actress..she was acting as cora(: so erms..aft the movie..went daiso to get the freesbie for suhaimi...came home and well....scolded MIMI for not dating me out in h=Xis hols...but he said it was HAMHAM who's not free..so dey plan next time when they both free den ask me out((::YAY..hahas..

when i was watching the movie just now..i thought of you again.=X always..its always you that i relate things to.i remember watching JOHNTUCKERMUSTDIE with you.remember hw we snatch the arm rest(((: hais..i just cant help it

WAY BACK INTO LOVE by hugh grant and haley bennett

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past,I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night

I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

im bored..so my fren asked me whats my ideal boyfriend type.
hahas.
well.i hvn think about that qn.
so now i should start thinking.
well...
he should be
-tanned((:
-not too thin not too fat
-not too tall not too short
-older than me by range of "same age to 3 years"-prevents age gap((:
-not easily jealous yet must still be jealous at times
-caring
-send me home when its needed
-suprise me with little stuffs like giving me my ferro
-tolerate my nonsense
-must have endless topics to tok about wif me((:
-loves my family
-most imptly, LOVES ME =/

if i can find another guy who suits the above..other than wg....im sure i'll grab him(:

BYEBYE to that sucky jobbie of mine((((((((:

super happy to get rid of that job...well...its supposed to be thurs till i sack them..but well..the first thing i heard when i got dere was michael said must tie hair..like super BOOs to that rule???so i decided to sack them..hahas...told janet about it and she allowed at last aft much persuasion..hahas..so well....last day at work..little stuffs to do..went to line at ard 4 plus bahs....time passed so quickly and TADA..last 5 mins of work..hahas..(: anw..i had a gr8 time saying BYEBYE to many ppl though i will reallyreallyreally miss them..said BYE to yuqin's mummy, mary my mummy, janet, tianxiu, shoumei, yuping, xiaomei, baobei, xiuzhen(same name as me de auntie) and many more...din get a chance to say bye to jim in person cos i couldn find him...wanted to say bye to jackie, cheong, and the oth aunties but din saw them on my way..hahs..then erms..oyah..i had wanted to say shout BYEs to stella LALA and say"YAY!!i dont have to see you again!!" but but BUT..din saw her either..hais..so sian...so..anw..to all the nice ppl dere, i will miss you all((: really, thanks for the memories=D

so...yepp..im gona tok abt my worklife dere.(:

so one fine day, i went for the interview at amk station..so the man gave me a form and asked me to fill it...and on the very day, the man called me and asked me to go work the next day...so he asked me to find a friend to go with me..so i found syahir who was still looking for a job, to go with me..we reached eunos station at 7.15...den went to taiseng with the man driving us in his van..so ltr, we got to know the man's name-JIM;our agent((: so we stood in a corner before he was free..and yep...we got arranged to bagging department by sally..then..yep..got into the aircon room..got to know three bengs-ah soon, jidan and the tall guy...so the second day, the three of them was transferred to oth departments..and well, got to know yingying, yeepei, mandy, andy, tecksheng..then on 3rd day,got to know my darling lina and misslaikaryuen...so days passed by..and i got to be gd frens wif HAMHAM and MIMI..oya..btw..hamham is mimi's cousin who went to work a few days aft i got to know mimi..hahas...karyuen and andy quitted on i think 23rd dec.so yep..den christmas was spent tgt with a buffet provided by the company...dinner-ed tgt...bid yeepei mandy yingying goodbye...den the next day, it was my mimi and hamham..den life without them was super sian..in jan...got to know junainah, denish..(: nicee ppl too...and darling went mia..lol..guess she's gg to be married soon..hahas..den junainah went missing..-.- oya..tecksheng came back to work at ard feb...denish went missing soon-.- got to know some really nice aunties too...and im gona miss em all...met irritating ppl like xiaoxiaozi but well, i think he's okay at times(: then well...like aft all this happenings and stuffs..im finally quitting...hahas...BYEBYE taiseng..BYEBYE jim..BYEBYE rexy...BYEBYE bagging..BYEBYE the stupid management..BYEBYE the sucky job..BYEBYE everyone who's really nice to me..BYEBYE!!!


wow..super loooonnnggg post today =X

so i read his profile just now..like super saddening agn..=X

YAYS.meeting lydia on friday((:

even when im having migraine, i can still only think about you.
because you offered to get me a panadol.

i dont like words with two or more "E" tgt...esp those E wif W(s) and G(s)...i dont even like the word "whee"...!

i stayed at home the whole day doing stuffs...and the worst thing is..my migraine is back to mess up my day!popped TWO extra strong panadols into my mouth ...i didn feel a single bit better..went out and bought axe oil..well..it didn help much either...then mummy suggested to put ice pack over my head to numb it...miracle..it did help!!but only abit.but at least, it did..(:

gona go rest le..((:

so i wan to shout it out loud that i hate you..im not going to say i "love" you or anything for i know who you are now.my heart is like shattered to thousands of pieces..just because the fact that ive learnt the truth.oyes, i have.i have seen through you with my own eyes.no matter how much i want to say iloveyou, but i cant bring myself to even think about it now.because you dont want me to.so i wont.though you didn ask me to hate you, but i will.simply bcos, i hate you.i know im sprouting crap and stuffs,i dont even know what im typing and wheth it makes sense..but who cares?bestie hates tpy, so do i.all because of you..you made me hate tpy, made me hate bus31, hate the fact im staying in boonkeng..but pls..dont make me hate tp tourism too.i soooo wanna you in oth polys.i hope u dun mean what u said the oth time, that is, you want tp tourism.please.dont.i dont want to see you ever again.im not throwing a tantrum or anything. i mean what i say.i really do.always.i said i would try my best to be your "dog supporter"..well.i tot i cant, but because what i promised, i really did.i did.but you were the one who broke ur word,who broke everything between us.even the slightest connection, is broken.i know i promised not to blog about you anymore, but i realised i cant.because oth then blogging or pouring out my woes to bestie, i cant express out hw i feel because of you...
because of you, i gave up him
because of you, i made my first confession
because of you, i started comparing you with oth guys
because of you, i love studying chemistry
because of you, i cant accept other guys
because of you, i begin to feel that even the perfect guy is not so perfect
because of you, i hate myself
because of you, i hate tpy
because of you, i hate bus 31
because of you, i hate the song "what makes a man"
because of you, i hate boonkeng
because of you, im afraid i will hate my course
because of you, my heart shattered and i tear for you
because of you, im blogging now
because of you...i hate YOU.

so i spent my morning deciding wheth to appeal...went ard asking for opinion....and well..came to the final decision.that is, stick with it(: shall just let fate decide my future..anw, got to know some really good news..that is, jesse is in the same poly, same course as me(: and choo, chai and manda is in the same poly as me as well(: some kind of like pri sch reunion huh?hahas..the only saddest thing is my two very very very closeST is in nyp T.T bestie decided not to appeal oso..ahh..will miss her like crap..but she promised and we came to a agreement that we will not forget each oth aft we found new frens=X and will meet up once a week to catch up on stuffs...:( will definitely miss her like crazy..so yepp.bestie came to my hse in the aftnoon...ate our maggie mee and went to bugis..din really shop thou..den headed off to tpy...before heading to b.k market..bought the shoes and we came my hse agn and did the shoes..thou she was like half time watchin tv?hahas..(: had finished my shoes...will be doin hers tml..hahas...

not working agn tml=X but i dont mind cos i have stuffs to do(:

since the intake is 300, there is a high chance for you to be in the same course as me=/ but i gd thing is, i will not be able to see you when there's 298 oths...=D

so yep((:
got my first choice-TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC, HOSPITALITY AND TOURISM MANAGEMENT.

oyes.i WAS happy..until.i found out that the intake this year was 300..meaning its 5 times more than past years..ahhh..wth..then i suddenly feel sian about this thingy..and began to think wheth i should appeal to aviation...and seriously, i still haven decide about it.i haven make up my mind..well..i love tourism, i mean the course..but i just reallyreallyreally dont like the idea of being in a course wif so many ppl ard...like oth den me, there is 299 oths?ahh..and aviation actually have the same cop ad tp tourism..!!but the intake for it is 75 only..haas...neeway, sp and np's cut offs are like 10?and..hais....i seriously am so vexed now..nvm, shall wait for bestie to gv me opinion tml...

im tired of deciding...:( and one thing for sure now, is, i ve decided to go sleep now because im super tired..mentally and physically=/

tomorrowTOMORROWtomorrowtomorrow.
will be getting my posting tomorrow.=X

so me and dan went tpy and "studied"..he studied his maths, and i somehow did a little work..well, most of the time, i was slacking u see.=X so..yep..actually not working tml de..BUT..just nw, janet called me to ask me go work tml..YAY!so im gg to work tml...am so dead now.heart-dead.or whatever you call it.=/

im going to do this once and for all..meaning, its gona be the last time im blogging about him..im gving up on you today...i wanted not to, but i cant take it anymore.i wanted to pretend that nothing has happened..nothing has made us drift apart.but i couldn keep up the act anymore..i knew it, and so do you..i wanted to test..so i did something which i tot of suddenly..i saw that u replied...and at that moment, i knew i was foolish enough to test for something which will gave me saddening results...but i knew i had to..my heart stopped beating for a moment...and afterwards, my heart seems to be lost..falling for you was the worst time and the most torturing days of my life..you're even worse, so much worse than weather.and well..i hope i'll never have to see you again.and even if i do, i think i will prefer to pretend i dont know you.nevertheless, i would like to thank you for bringing beautiful memories into my life once.thanks =/

I DID UP MY OWN BLOGSKIN(((:
like tada!!!
though its not very nice, but at least, it's presentable, considering its my first attempt...=X

so i band-ed the whole day..and now my arm's muscle is aching because of the concert gimmicks..lol...erms...so aft work, mrt-ed home(: and i slacked..wont be working on tml and on monday...lol..stupid factory...hahas...andandAND..my prog lined up for tml is..yepp(: teach my dearest babi his maths!!

so my mum was showing me a msg just now...
"i want to inform you that mr teo family will be visiting us tml.when they come, i will ask them to visit you too.they're teo bay peo,teo tua chai, teo to to, teo four dee.but still waiting for mr tan gu gu to confirm their appointment."

lol..what a dumb msg..and to think my mum fall for it and tot my aunt msged de wrong person -.-" HAHAHA...

worked today..pasted the "bull" labels all day..super sian...oya..so yuqin went home at half day because he was sick..so he went to see the doc and..omg;..he's got dengue!!but luckily, its a mild one((: and he got thru TWO blood test....and its like so not fair!!because i got THREE last time...ahh....lol...so he will be discharged tml i think...so..GET WELL SOON ^.^ hahas....erms...banding tml(: and erms...

i was thinking about lots of things just now..and i decided to gv u up as well...because its super saddening...i fall in love wif u at the wrong time:( hahas..BUT..one request is..let me finish the week without trying to forget u..hahas..(:

and one VERY happy thing abt today was..i saw my sin-chew guy!!hahas...erms...i think i hvn blogged abt that guy yet...well...shall blog abt him now..hahas..actually..actually..actually, he's a stranger and i dunoe him =X OOps...okay..so i think he works in some factory beside taiseng....occasionally, he takes the same mrt and bus as me in BOTH morning and night..sometimes, only once a day..but sometimes...i dont see him even a single time a day:( and for the past six days i think, i hvn saw him even once...aww....then i began to have the thought that he quitted..hahas..but BOO!!i saw him at the mrt station just now..he saw me too(: but of course we didn tok because we dinoe each oth..hahas.....well..kinda awkard just now because both of us seemed quite shocked to see each oth...so i dunoe this guy and i always refer him as the sin-chew guy because he always wears the teeshirt wif the word"sin-chew"...HA((: well...ppl...dont be mistaken..im not in love wif him..hahas..i just admire him...because he's in his twenties liaos...hahas..and i am sooo looking forward to seeing him again(: he's not that good looking..but he have the look of a brotherly kind guy that looks quite shun yan..hahas...

didn felt like waking up in the morning today because..it was like..raining?and its super comfortable to laze in bed((: but i had no choice, so woke up and pull myself to work...worked till 6pm today...because i had something on..erms...line finished work at 6 too while bagging finishes at 8..hahas....ahh..i hate work now..because i hate the ppl person im working with now..and yep...its that golden hair-ed whateva u call her....i cant stand her any longer and i cant wait to quit so that i dont have to see her face again....and how i wish i can request to change tables so that i wont be the same as her...but the only bad thing is, if ive changed, i wont be sitting on the same table wif xiaomei liaos....ahhh..sucky..even xiaomei cant stand her now...she is super super super kiasu and kiasi can?so typical lahs...like wth???!! i almost wanted to shout at her just now...but i didn..and she should count herself lucky because if i did, i would have really hurled abuse at her and would have cursed her not winning the lottery forever...=X...okay...enough abt her..thinking of her just makes my blood boils...so erms...another infuriating thing but not so irritating thing aft all is...xiaoxiaozi actualli tok to me again today..like ahhh...but erms...he wasn irritating today...so me n tecksheng was packing the urgent fones on the floor...and xxzi was waiting for his goods which xiaomei and the oth two were oing...but he came to help me n ts...den i was trying to shoo him away by telling him he helped the wrong one and shud go do his own goods..but he say nvm...-.- then he was like just one step away frm me..i was sitting cross-legged on the floor..and he was basically squatting right infront of me...like super scary???=XX ahh..lazy to blog more abt it..

so okay..i reached home late at ard 11 plus...and im super tired now!!!!off to sleep i go..nites to all esp bestie and gf..i miss them!!and of course...to the jackass too..