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Monday, April 30, 2007

ytd's concert was quite okay.thanks to all dose who came down to yms to support. esp my dearest GLs. (: okok, andlaikah(: hahas...so i left hse at 6.45am ytd. reached deyi and did one round. ate lunch and off we go to yms. me n junhui was feeling super duper scared before the bass drum item lahs. luckily, no mistakes. hahas. so ya, first session, edric kim juliana serena dick and jo came. odd right? why dick came? supposed to be dumbo. hahas..i also dunoe why. dumbo was dumb enuf to think he was supposed to go for 6.30 de..-.- so we got a last min ticket for him for 6.30's show. caleb didn came for the concert. bestie and ys also. at least the rest came((:
so i was being emo for the past 2 days. maybe it was started because of bestie. hahas..nvm, its okay already and bestie feels bad..and she dont allow me to pay for her tickets-.- hahas..
today classes was okay lahs...though i was half time yawning away because i was simply too tired. but i did concentrated. lunched wif liting and i got to know 2 new friends today(: yays. oya, met shawn outside cheers to get the money frm him. thanks for collecting it for me((: butbutBUT, this stupid guy told me he was rushing for classes and wanted me to rush to cheers...but when i got there, he wasn in a rush and he was still taking his time-.- stupid guy.....lol...okok..den aft classes, came home with yongqiang and shengloong cos that cr ps me for his waterpolo trial..hahas....im so super tired.hais.


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Sunday, April 29, 2007

photos of today:


laikah and chuaxiu(((:

benchow me shawn sylvia

shawn n me. followed him to do the TWIST sign. -.-

small lil boy and me.


ben and me. he's one guy who cannot stand pain-.-

janice and me(:

laikah kim me.

laikah sylvia me

my HELLO-BYE friend, wenghao.

yada yada yada.


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Saturday, April 28, 2007

went to deyi for concert pract. tml's the concert. yada yada yada.
today is emo day. seriously a day for disappointment.
first was, cy told me he nt gg tml. wasn sooo sad when i heard this. shall say the second one ltr.
then aft band, me n syl went down to marina to meet up wif zilra peeps. yes, had steamboat for dinner.
me n bestie and the telepathy . we called each other at the same time and that was why the lines couldn get thru. -.- den ya, tok abt tml, abt hw im gg to try to find time to come out and meet her during interval. about daryl's chocolate trifful, blahblahblah.
den one hour ltr, she called. and told me....she cant go tml. ya, bestie cant go tml. freaking sad. she had to go work tml. im rather pissed or sad...aiya, i dunoe. im just too sad for words...so much that i couldn bring myself back to the outing mood for the rest of the hours. sry peeps. im not "HIGH" today. yesyes, laikah is impt. sry i said bestie's more impt. sry girl, wasn in the right mood for right words. but i know u're trying to cheer me up.(: i dont know why im feeling so sad but ya, just cant help it. yes, thats the 2nd and the main thing that makes today an emo day.
so aft dinner, headed to the arcades and bowling alleys with them. practically slacked dere. took alil photos in which, i somehow force myself to smile thou some photos were initiate by me-.- hahas. erms. den slacked dao 10oclock. decided to leave becos we have performance tml. cya tml kimberly, wenghao, kahyuen, and shawn. the rest of the peeps today whom ive met, cya soon on next gathering.(:

okay, so im looking forward to tml's concert thou it might not be a splendid one. but we will do our best to make it the best we can. yay. seeing the other GLs tml. (: and well, thanks daryl for cheering me up. i know u're sad that bestie's not gg tml. but anw, thanks for cheering me up(:

anw, i miss chatting online wif dumbo shawn ng. lol ..guess he's busy with his attachment. dumb edric didn went for today's gathering. dumb he. k lahs, im crapping for the sake for crapping already.
im tired. im gg to bed soooon=/


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Friday, April 27, 2007

went to sch at ard 11 plus. met up wif 05 ppl at mushroom. but only for awhile because i had to meet ky(((: yesyes, dearest LAIKAH. lol. okok..so yeps, met sylvia on the way and she joined us since daryl was not accpying her. ya. so decided to go itas food court. erms. ate laksa. not very very spicy though-.- erms. then chernron came along but had to leave because he had classes at 2. so yep, shawn came to meet me to get the tickets. so yea, we four spent the one hour chatting chatting chatting. and okay, shawn is a RAC**T. lol. telling all those jokes and stuffs. then yea, went for commskills at 3 while shawn left for dunoe what, den ky left for her fren, den syl left to meet daryl. then commskills was okay. did the cloning passage. was released earlier. so ya, made my way to library to join syl n daryl. liting joined us as her friends were going off. den the orientation was okay lahs. stupid ice breakers were redundant since we all knew each other already. then, games. then dinner. then finally, im home. like super tired lahs.

tml will be gg to meet my zilra peeps for dinner at marina.((:


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Thursday, April 26, 2007

morning almost freezed to death in the bus on the way to sch. it was such a wet weather and it would have been much better if i could laze in bed until ard a ltr time since i dont have lessons today? but, well still headed to tp to meet cr and daryl to study at the library. so yep, cr was late. so me kahyuen and daryl went up aft booking project room 9. ah, it was occupied. like ytd we book 10, it was occupied so we used 9. today we book 9, ppl use 9, so we have to use 10. -.- LOL then erms. yep, studied and did my f&b homework.im left with typing it and printing it. yes, met sylvia for lunch tgt with the 3 of them. aftwhich, ky and syl left for lectures. we 3 headed back to the library. saw dar ser outside library. and she's sick. erms girl, take care, ya?(: then studied, did my econs and though of how to do POM. yea. then syl joined us again and we left for dinner at mensa. erms. after dinner, met edric at bus stop and we took bus 8 tgt. den we 4 alighted and took 25 to amk. passed by taiseng. ah, i miss taiseng. hmms. then bassdrum..yada yada yada. then finally, im home...((:

im tired.... =X


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lectures but no tutorials.
but many tutorial homework waiting to be done.
econs, f&b, rht..
all these can kill me, esp econs. ive no idea how to do the 2nd qn of the task.damn. so i have no sch tml. but i'll be meeting daryl n cherny at tp library tml.
okay. so monday, spent the 4 hours in between the 2 lectures in sch. tuesday spent the 5 hours at century sq and TM.
today, went to sch at 10 plus though lessons start at 2. library project room 9. anw, earlier on, acc cherny and daryl to the CCA fair. oyes, im not joining any i guess. anw, my dear karyuen is being forced to join the band so poor thing. so heard the band had played pirates in the aftnoon. lol. one of my fav songs. erms. ya. so aft commskills tutorial, met chern and syl den came home. and im so freaking tired. and bored. but i have so many things to do. what a bother.

o anw, met up with bestie ytd at ps. pasta-ed. woked ard.
both had red flesh imp jackets. besties in red. lol. yes, i love her.(:


i miss gf also =X


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Sunday, April 22, 2007

so i woke up with the horror of today. yes, u can never guessed what mummy did to my little miss sunshine teeshirt. she accidentally put her super red tee and my super white tee into the washing machine. and tada. my tee became pinkish while hers was still like originally coloured? ahh. im super sad please. my favourite tee for this month and i have only wore it once which is ytd-.- and now to think my money just flew off like this .ONCE only. argh. so im super sad and she's super sry about it. hais.
then well, watched doraemon again. then slacked till 1 plus. so decided to go out., and at the carpark, i freaked out when i saw a squashed bird on the floor. damn. its covered with blood and it was really flat on the ground, dead. i seriously freaked out and pulled mummy away. and damn, a car must have went over it lahs. its so poor thing thou i think i must be damn unclucky to see it. argh. kk enuf of it, the thought of it would make me puke out my dinner last night. so anw, went to town to get my tertiary ezlink done at the ticket office. headed to cine to shop ard. bought 3 teeshirts. and yes, one of it is the one "this is not a mickey tshirt, would u mind?" lol..ive been looking for this tee like for ages since i saw it at bugis the oth time and din buy and regretted two days ltr when it was gone already? LOL...oyep, im broke. realli broke now. but well, still went to popular to get my stationaries which cost me up at $24.60 !!!im realli broke, u see. so i search "frantically" for a temp. pencil case so that i can store all my pens and pencils in it for tml, at least. or for the week. and yes, i found a $1.90 "pencil case". lol. its supposed to be a glasses box. but well, u know what is multi-purpose? LOL. yes, so i decided to use it as a pencil case. anw, all my pens could fit into it. EXCEPT my favourite stabilo markers!!-.- shucks. but i still bought it anw. shall think of another way to keep my markers lahs. erms, so made my way home. saw a guy at boonkeng station who realli resemble him. im nt too sure wheth its him because i didn dare to look at the person and i merely glance over him for a period of 0.00001 seconds. hais. so came home and im slacking rite now.
anw, i cant wait for sch tml please(((: oyay!! i love studying and i miss dose days in sec sch.

i miss my eye candy=D


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Saturday, April 21, 2007

was super duper tired this morning on the way to deyi. was feeling restless and ya, simply tired. so yep, took my time to wok to deyi because i was damn early today. and omgosh. that nightmare is here today again. stressed. super stress-ed. drills and stuffs. makes me sian because of the sun. anw, my blister is super pain pls. hais. anw, had run-throughs in the hall today. nearly slipped because of the bass drum red cloth-.- thank god i didn fall and made a fool of myself(: erms. so ya, bandbandband. then me n syl rushed down to amk station to meet cr, den we rushed to vivo because we were supposed to meet the rest for dinner. and wth. they were so slow and late such that cr left before they reached. and when we were waiting, me n syl sat on the grass patch and slack and enjoy the breeze. yep, also took a stroll in the water. lalala...i love strolls in the night when the skies are starry(: hahas. so yups, when they FINALLY arrived, we went to buy dinner. decided to eat ljs. pulled cy to acc us go buy. and well, there were few others who ate ljs too. cy was supposed to eat his porridge, but he was lazy to go buy so he settled for ljs as well. lol. then well, headed back to the rooftop dere and dine-d. thanks shawn for his lil piece of chicken meat.though it was cold already, but quite nice lahs. then well, aft dinner, dar ser came to look for me and we two went to take a stroll again. had heart to heart talks with her and yup. cheer up my dear girl. dont feel so sad le. well, i shud be saying that to myself too. but, ya, nvm..just cheer up(: its kinda saddening to see u sad lahs. den yup, aft the stroll, we sat the grass patch also. ((: aftwhich, decided to go back becos i feel bad leaving sylvia alone. ya. den erms. me n ser laid on the floor. looked at the stars. nice((: well, girl, cheer up lahs. well, then yada yada yada. ser went to find her fren, then i joined syl dey all for the cheers and games. lol.. we did the et cheer for terence. using darlie toothpaste(((: lol.. super fun pls. then before we left, we actually did the "go temasek go" and also the hey-banjah. so fun((((: whee...then headed home. in the mrt, we crazy bunch of ppl. did "shink shink shink shink, temalia!" for every stop. hahas..and we played homehome chuckychucky. and that two foc guys were forfeited to do cheeky dance, and omg. the whole cabin ppl were looking at us. hahas. funfunFUN!!!((: then at b.k station. met liyi and we walked home tgt. ((:

anw, i want to tell ser something. IM JEALOUS. very jealous. :( lol, onli ser knows what i mean. hais. jealousy kills.


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Friday, April 20, 2007

so me n syl n cr went to tp early in the morning. went to applied sci sch dere and met up with linda.(: yay! kind her, she treated us to breakfast. yas. it was a cake with alcoholic content. lol. yes. but it was a mild one and it was yummy. (: then went to join my peeps in the audi 2. but vera couldn find her way into the audi. so i went to the pick up point and meet her. met lynn as well. then we 3 went in audi. then we were given our business yellow tee and were asked to change into it. so we started the day off with speeches by our course manager and two oth advisors i think. boring. but some parts were interesting. then we had tea reception. yummy tea snacks(: then we headed to the classroom to meet our care person- mr daniel chia. he's a nice person(: haas..got out timetables and whoa. the gd news is next week. we dont have to attend all the tutorials except for commskills1. but we still have lectures thou. andandand. in btwn our two lectures on monday, we have a 4 hour break. on tues, we have a 5 hour break!!!LOL... will type out the actual timetable ltr. haas..so aft this meeting of care person, was lunch at sports complex. then. had olympia. a very boring slot. was almost dozing off tgt with vera. then ya. cheered cheered cheered. was so sian until me n cr decided to go cheers. then so very de concidentally, that cy msged me. so i told him i gg cheers and he said he will meet me at cheers. so we went to meet him. then we acc cr to the library to get the notes. and chatted awhile at the benches. told cy that i must get a bdae present frm him this yr end. lol. then ya, headed back to sports complex. OYES! olympia was over. so off we went to bedok reservoir. had regetta. dragon boat race and also cheerleading lahs. well. sun was super scroching before the sunset and aftwhich, was so cooling lahs. syl left earlier cos she have oregon pract. me n cr stayed on. then ya. cheered and cheered and cheered. sang the tp songs, and did the cheeky dance without mass dance because NO SPACE! lol. well. regetta was fun. cheering and stuffs(: results were out. most spirited sch goes to DESIGN. OLYMPIA goes to APPLIED SCIENCE. BEST CHEERLEADING ITEM goes to APPLIED SCIENCE. REGETTA CHAMP goes to BUSINESS. andandand..OVERALL CHAMP, that is, BEST SCHOOL goes to BUSINESS!!!!!!!!!like yay!!super yays lahs(: hahas..i love htm. i love business. i love my class. I LOVE TP(: so aft all the stuffs, me n cr went off. didn feel like gg to jam and hop. was super tired lahs. hahas.so ya. ((: came home. saw yibin on the way. hahas

BIZ-BIZ-BIZ-BUSINESS!
H-H-H-TM!!
0-0-0-05!!

EYE-EYE-EYE-CANDEEEE ((:

ANW, i havent mention that first time on my bdae, there'll be sch!plus its the first day of sch reopen.like so sucky pls. boohoo.

timetable:
monday:
9-11: lecture- prin mgt
11-1:tutorial-prin mgt
3-5: lecture- FB fun

tuesday:
9-11: lecture- intHT
11-12: tutorial-APEL
2-4: tutorial-intHT
4-6: lecture-RHT

wednesday:
2-4:lecture-macr econs
4-6: tutorial- commskills

thursday:
2-4:tutorial-FB fun

friday:
9-11:tutorial-macro econs
11-1: lab-RHT
3-5:tutorial-commskills

yada yada yada.


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Thursday, April 19, 2007

erms. so im back frm my week 0 orientation. erms. overall. its ok. i prefer FOW. lol. okay. so im in IH05. totally diff frm the rest. cr's in 02. daryl and peiching in 01. syl in 08. joss and MISSKAHYUEN in 10!!!!like arghs. joss gets to be in same class as that ky. gd for them. hais=/ so erms. yep. the speech was omg lahs. hahas..shall not elaborate. common sense please. lol.. so yep, had class bonding. okay, so got to know some ppl lahs. so far, my class onli got 3 guys. pathetic amount pls. hahas. then yep, i think vera looks realli like liping lahs. hahas..so alike pls. haha. so we had savenger hunt in LT20. den ya. O O O O 5!!!O O O O 5!!hahas...my class kept goin on and on and on until i think the rest of the classes got very irritated with us. hahas..so 05 won the savenger hunt thingy. then next up was MASS DANCE at sports complex. lol. I LOVE MASS DANCE. I LOVE MASS DANCE! hahas. like since fow, ive been looking forward to mass dance? but. but. but. this time, my partners are not very enthu ppl. sian. i prefer my partners in fow. haas. then. songs. then erms. yup. aft dismissal, wenta mushrooms to wait for the GLs of zilra. den we didn stay for dinner bcos syl n me had to go band. so yep, stayed alil while to chat with ser and others. then left. so we took 23 to boonkeng.-.- like wth? im at boonkeng but i cant go home. then wenta mac. cr ate dere. me n syl da pao. then. took bus to amk. woked to 345. then syl was like "who's that person sitting on the table?" then i was like "syarif lors." hahas..den we wokwokwok..den arrived. saw cai. den suddenly, OMG. nightmare. yes. junming. omg. nightmare of the year. he's there and he's the person that syl was asking me about. all along i tot she was asking abt syarif. LOL. den sia lahs. he n cai ate my fries!!!ahhh. hmph=/ yes, im still scared of him. =S dunoe why. lol. pract pract pract. den came home. -.-

oyes. im so happy i saw my ahem(:

H-H-H-TM((:
0-0-0-05!!
eye-eye-eye-CANDEE((:

oh ser, pls stop saying he's cute.lol(:


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Wednesday, April 18, 2007

so yep. meet up wif jo, syl and cr. in town. went to heeren to eat wanton noodles. like yummy((: then we shopped ard heeren but there wasn anything nice to buy. so headed back to fareast. bought a tank top tgt with jo. hers is mandarin orange while mine is sunkist orange. lol. thats what the shop assistant said. because our tank top colours are actualli almost similar, just a lil difference in it. haa. then we shop shop ard. im still pondering whether i shud get myself the notebook frm paper people anot. and which one shud i get? erms.. i still havent decide. then. shopped shopped shopped in fareast. saw a few tees to my liking but the price is also very nice. and the thing is im broke and i cant afford it. so, forgoed it lahs. no shoes and shorts to my liking as well. hais. then we headed to topshop. argh. i still like my black checkered shoes.like wth. then. went to cine. and i saw little miss sunshine tee. couldn hold the temptation and i bought it(: there were a few more nice tees but no money!!argh. then. yep. what can i do in cine when there's cr ard? yep!DDR((: so we danced and danced and jumped and jumped. super fun lahs. like its been long since we actualli play ddr lahs.funfunfun.(: aftwhich, we left town for ps. by walking. yes. actually quite not used to it because im always walking frm ps to town or town to ps when im with my lessie. hahas. so yep. mr shawn ng was supposed to have meet up with us since aftnoon. but he only reached ps at ard 5.30.lol. so while waiting for cheehong, we went to kopitam and ate fruits. and oya, i bought my pink pums. yay((: hahas. and also to puzzleworld to look at the mickey puzzle. wtf. its so expensive. that time at bugis, i saw 50+ and 80+. at ps, it was 60+ and 90+. ahhh..wth. so i didn buy. then. cheehong came along and yep. went to G2000 to look at his clothes. wok alil..and oOps..we had to go home. like we are SUPER sry to shawn because he actualli made his way frm eunos to ps just to meet us. and he met us like onli 40 mins and we had to go? ahh..we're seriously super sry. super sry. SORRY SHAWN. erms. then we headed home. and i msged the GLs to collate their number of those gg to the concert. ah. benchow nic dey all not gg cos they have sth on. hais. nvm. (: then erms. i actualli msged the wrong kaiwen. like OOPS. because i know of two kaiwen. one frm tp, one frm pri sch camp. but but BUT. i went to msg the one frm the pri sch camp. like super paiseh because she was being confused by me lahs. hahas. so yep. lucky i realised it. but erms. it was aft ard 5 msges? hahaas...super ps lahs.

ok..so i was chatting wif dar ser last nite. told abt that guy and she told me abt **. hahas. yep, she told me the name of her eye candy, but nah, im not gg to tell her mine. because. ya. im not gg to say. =X my lips are sealed(:

anw, fun day gg out with jo(: and cheehong, thou its onli a short while lahs.(:


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i miss bestie and gf loads please.=/

loves kisses and huggies(((((:


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Tuesday, April 17, 2007

erms. so i had to force myself to wake up at 8.30 today-.- like super sian lahs please. then i dragged myself to deyi. met xb on bus, waited for syl at bus stop. erms. then we went up to band room and chatted with mrs chee. yada yada yada. talked about the syf thingy and we felt that some bands who are like shit shouldn have gotten the medal they got, and some reali gd bands should have deserved more. hais. so yep, headed down to CCA room when mrs chee had her lessons with the sec twos. hahas.. so we did the badges. boxes and pouches. had lunch in deyi. had sliced fish with bee hoon in soup. yummy like omg? i miss deyi canteen's food lahs pls. hahas. so yep, we finished all the boxes and pouches by ard 4? so me n syl went to shopshop at amk hub. a rather boring place. but i saw teeshirts that i rather like. but didn buy any since i'll be gg shopping with syl cr jo and shawn ng tml. at town. yays. i wanna buy more tank tops, more shorts. and i may also buy my pink pums at ps if i cant find another pair that i like more at town tml.
had wanted to date bestie out tml night for dinner. but she's not free. argh. meaning wont be seeing her this whole week le bcos im nt free on the rest of the nights. i miss bestie =X i miss gf too.
yada yada yada. bored to death i will. rot to death too.


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Monday, April 16, 2007

sylvia came over my hse today. lunched on kfc. been long since i last ate kfc. (: so yep, slacked at my hse. chatted with changyong and he recommended "1 litre of tears". so we watched it. erms. so far we are at episode 5 le. a alright show. nt as nice as my "devil beside you"...hahahas.((: erms. so yea. i posted up the post that will definitely make shawn angry. hahas..erms. so bored. boredboredBORED. hais. yep. tml gg deyi to do the boxes. another boring day. but wednesday will be shopping day with syl n jo. then thurs and friday will be having htm orientation. then saturdat band first, then dinner wif GLs at night. hais. they all having sentosa outing this sat lahs. too bad me n syl cant make it. hais hais HAIS. and i really cant wait to meet up with the GLs. hais. andandand.. nobody have syarif(my shanwee)'s number. not even his email lahs. hais. miss my "shanwee" (:


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so the purpose of this post is just to QI mr shawn tan dunoe what dunoe what.
before photoshopping..he look like this.

and aft photoshopping, he looks like this!!!


pls noticed the changes on HIS face.((:


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Sunday, April 15, 2007

so i woke up at 0930 today and watched my doraemon. well, its not exactly like i love doraemon or something, its just, i just love to watch doraemon's cartoon. hahas. so i slacked at home until ard 2 plus. went out with mummy to ps, bought 2 pairs of jeans again.now i got more jeans than shorts. -.- so i didn buy my tank top frm ip zone becos im broke already. hais. so came home and contd to slack. chatted with darrell and he sent me the gl's contact list. so i see that caleb and liyi is staying very near me. caleb's staying at jln bahagia, and? yes!thats my old house estate..omg. i miss jln bahagia. :( and he's staying just 2 blks or can be considered as one blk away frm me!! and now, liyi's staying 2 blks away frm me at my current hse. hahas. den yep, chatted with liyi and we decided we can go sch tgt in future .(: and oya, got to know that jo passed the roses to kim, but the sad thing was, i think kim forgot to pass the roses to oth gls. becos frm what i know, ser darrell cy didn get the rose, so i assumed none of the GLs got it. ahhh..sadded. nvm, its the thoughs that counts, ya? hahas. erms...so the gls hvn confirm with me yet wheth they're gg for the concert. shawn tan says he will confirm tml. shawn see says if raymond or his 2 oth buddies gg, den he go. ser can confirm onli on wednesday. nic can onli confirm by wednesday. okok, the rest can onli confirm by wednesday. ohh.i do hope dey can go((: anw, laikaryuen may be goin also. (: loves her lotsa pls.

erms. bestie and gf's starting sch tml. shucks. i'll be damn bored without them. argh.


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Saturday, April 14, 2007

band-ed today. okay. im super duper tanned again. wth. so yep, persuaded gLs to go appasiono. currently, got 6 is confirm while the rest is nt sure wheth they can go out becos sunday is family day. hais. i want them to go(((: hahas. anw, the person i want to go, is not going. hais. sian.
ok..im rather tired to blog any futhur. byes people.

happy birthday kitpin(:

anw, heard frm caleb that zilra was 2nd plc this morning. but unfortunately, zilra got last again in the end of the camp. bad luck. hais. ser and jo is feeling very sad now. cheer up my darlings. pls dont cry(: xz loves you.


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went out wif bestie today in the afternoon. shopped for something for my darlings joelle and serene. anw, had lunch at ljs. din reali have the appetite to eat, so i onli ate ard half of what was infront of me. hahas. so me n bestie left ps for b.k again. went to market to look for the shoes but to no avail. then headed to the bus stop and sat dere while waiting for syl and chern ron. and so we met ryan there. chit chat before he left for amk. syl and cr came. bestie went home. headed to my beloved TP. but we reached there alil too early and we couldn go into the sports complex because we couldn camoflauge in since we were wearing our freshman tee. so we went to mensa, and they had their dinner. den we slacked outside the sports complex before serena and darling joelle came to look for us. den soon, dinner time for the freshies of camp. GLs came to surround and tok to us. mr caleb forgot my name and he got to know it again when he saw my shoes. lol. then yup, i gave the cards i did to the GLs. and omg, dear joelle cried. ahh.she was touched and she teared. serene was too tired to even talk. the rest of the GLs were also touched when they knew we did roses for them and brought food for them. hahas..we love you guys man!! hahas. oyes, i kena tricked again today. by ppl like rikino and shawn tan. he's so evil lahs pls. i gave shawn his card, then he bluffed me say my cards dropped on the floor and when i looked down, he showed me his fingers. argh. dumb lahs. he's evil. and speaking of him, i forgot to take pics wif him as i told him i would because the one we took that day was not nice. i onli remembered aft i left tp. aha..so anw, the performance was quite alright. mass dance with nicholas was fun actually. tp song and "go temasek go" was fun too. because we 3 didn have space to stand, we actualli stand out of the line and stood infront of the GLs. haha. so yep, something concidentally happened and only i know about it. (((: lalaa. so aft the mass dance and stuffs, was jam and hop. me cr syl didn stay long because we had to come home since me n syl have band tml; oops, i mean "today"......hahas..so sad to leave lahs. joelle was sad too. bid many ppl gdbye(: i will seriously miss them lahs.hahas...i will miss all my GLs esp my darlings, edric, changyong, fangyong, shawn ng and shawn tan, serena, kaiwen, caleb, nicholas and many many many more. ((: loves and kisses and huggies ppl!!!

xiuzhen loves joelle.(thats one of the reasons that made jo cried). loves.


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Thursday, April 12, 2007

met syl at amk. supposed to meet queena xuebin kc also. but they were late. so anw,when i got dere, i saw syl brenda and bai. so we chit chatted. den when queena came along, we went to s11 before xuebin comes. so the both of them had their meal while me n syl decided not to eat. kc came. we left amk for SCH.yes, singapore conference hall. because today is the big day for dsb. we went to give our support.(: so we reached dere and we stood with the band. i went to gave my utmost support to my dearest andrea lim pei xuan. took a photo with her, but im lazy to post it up today. tomorrow perhaps. hahas. yes, when the time came, we went in the hall. well. the previous band before deyi did quite okay.deyi did well(: so aft deyi, we stayed till the interval before me kc xuebin junhui and syl went to eat becos we were realli starving. aft eating, we went to amk. shopped ard. got the big news----deyi symphonic band-BRONZE(((: yes, its a gd one becos its the FIRST time dsb is participating in an indoor com. 3 cheers for dsb. =D
so yep, me n syl went to buy sth for edric as a pressie frm the threesomes.(: hahas..and we did some handmade stuffs for the rest. yes, we love them to the core. will be heading for tp tml. but before that, i'll be meeting bestie. ah shucks, i miss her to bits please........

and omgomgOMG((:


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photos up((((((: i lovee the photos please.=D


this is SHAWN TAN and me((:

shawn see and me.

shawn ng and me.

this is my "shan wee" and me. and im his big fan(:

okayokay, his real name is syarif.

syl shawn me cr.

terence me cliffton (they're the FA)

terence and me. darlie toothpaste(:

ye sheng and me.

my darling serene and me.


kimberly and me.


nicholas and me.


raymond, with his mouth close.


raymond, with his teeths shown((: he's my mass dance partner today


serena and me.


the bowen girl linda and me(:


okay.seriously. sry, but i forgot her name.


jackson and me. okay, he got the exact same voice as weijian.


kaiwei and me.


and this is kaiwen and me(:


the bowen guy, fok bing and me.

this is my mimi's look alike. even the way they take photos(their poses) are the same.



his name is rikino i think (forgot how to spell)


gideon and me

amanda and me.

ben chow and me.


changyong and me((:


danny chu's look alike- darrell and me.


darren and me.


diana and me.


stupid edric and me.((:



fang yung and me.

GLs.


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okay. so im back frm FOW day 3!!! yeah!!!im super tired. but im super loving TP! i love ZILRA! I LOVE the GLs. ((:
so we 3 reached there ard 8.50 today. learnt the new cheer that edric and the rest came up with. and we started the day by playing the carnival games. okay, so basically, all the carnival games involve water. so we visited the koi pond first. me n jackson paired up. zilri won ophan.(: then we went to the amphi-threate. we transported 23 waterbombs frm downstairs to upstairs using trash bags to catch the waterbomb. not an easy task but we did it. den next was the station at sdc. i volunteered to be the blindfolded one, so all the way, i was shooting water frm the bottle at everyone. but i got my revenge, when shep debrief us, he just bomb a waterbomb at me. directly at me-.- like im super wet. even worse than the rest. so we proceeded on to the swimming pool. ahh..thats the place whr EVERYONE becomes wet. even gls, even terence, even the station masters. hahas..so the game goes in a way that everyone have to stand in one straight line(boy girl boy girl), so edric was infront of me and my "shan wee" was behind me. damn is syarif tall lahs. hahas..and the thing is we have to transport water in a cup to fill up a 1.5 bottle. and we have to transport the cup using our mouths!!so it was super hard to pass to syarif cos he was very tall, and meanwhile we were playing the game, angel, the station mistress splash us with one whole bucket of water. so we were alllllll wet. then when the game ended, we all hug each oth in a compressed circle with terence in the middle, then surrounded by gls and freshies...den....we all got a downpour of water again. like argh. hahas.. but it was super duper fun pls. then we proceed on to the fountain. BUT.we didn get to play because time was running out and there were another team waiting for their turn. but john, the station master was kind to gv us the oracle points aft we did the cheeky dance for him. lol . so we went back to the hall, whole body wet. hahas. had our lunch. and during lunchtime, they gave out camp tee. and we changed into it(: aft lunch, we had HUNT-gry. we were supposed to do stupid and lame tasks to get the points. one of which was we had to kiss the door of the sports complex for 30 seconds. we had to dance pillar dance with serena as the pillar. well. it was stated that we must dance ard colored pillars. but serena label herself as "colored pillars"..so we danced ard her instead of gg to real pillars to dance. and one task was everyone had to bite one bite frm a sandwich. A sandwich. so we came up with this idea. mr dick named himself as "everyone". so "everyone" took a bite frm the sandwich. well, apparently, it worked and we got the points frm shep and the rest of the programmers. there were still other other tasks like instead of physically rolling down the ramp, we rolled our bottles and stuffs like that(: averagely, it was fun. so aft the hunt-gry. we did some cheers, then we played the finalcrash. okay. we were all pissed off at this game. whats a game when u are not able to overhead throw and stuffs like this? and what make it worst was, the fucking girl, actualli verbal abuse us in a way or so; insulted us. she actualli said zilra wont live long in the game. and wth was that lahs? she's the mc. she shud be encouraging ppl, and not insulting ppl u see. we were all pissed with her.okay, so..another infuriating thing was that. zilra alliance-ed with ophix. and our agreement was to attacked scythia first. but when we were defending ourselves frm kaistor, ppl frm ophix actually came to attack us, meaning they betrayed us and caught us offguard because we trusted them. like wtf? so we were totally pissed off with them. tom was also very pissed off with ophix. so kaistor was out eventually. and the alliance was off since ophix betrayed us. so eventually our waterbombs finished and our lollipop was tore by a girl frm ophix. so she damaged our loliipop by literally tearing it lahs. she owe us all a lollipop i tell u(: so we supported scythia aft we were out. very unfortunately, scythia's lollipop was shot through. before ophix's was shot through too. but it was obvious to everyone that ophix's ppl shifted their lollipop when the bombs came. it was a penalty. but the main com did not address that and they made ophix the winner. like sucky pls. so were all feeling down. :( so we went back to the sports complex and we watched the short video clip. best freshies were announced. my "shan wee"-syarif won for zilra!!!like yay!!!syarif won((: i was so hoping he will win the malay girl(: he did..hahas..so erms. aft all the stuffs. we did a heart to heart talk with the GLs. before we sat in a circle and passed our cards ard.unfortunately, there wasn enuf time for everyone to write their msges. hahas..aft we were dismissed..ahh..that was the time to take photos. so i went ard taking photos with some of my GLs. and omgOMGomg. haha. onli syl n cr will know why im so happy(((: yay! will post the fotos in a separate post(: took cab wif syl cr and edric . thanks for the ride edric((;

ahhh..I LOVE TP!

ota, we did mass dance agn today. i danced with raymond(:

its okay. its alright. zilra zilra FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT((((:


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Tuesday, April 10, 2007

ok..so im back frm FOW day 2 !!yeah! okay..im getting to love the student union more and more already(: i love my GLs. esp GLs frm zilri!! hahas..yes, i love zilri to bits too..so me syl and cr met for breakfast at macs in the morning. then we were late at tp. we reached several minutes ltr aft it started. then we learnt the tp song and "go temasek go" ...omg.. i love the songs, esp the tp song. seriously, i love it! oya, most imptly, we learnt the tp mass dance. so all GLs were supposed to find a person of the opp sex and frm diff empire, to teach and pair with the person. so me syl n cr stood at one corner, before a guy named kelvin, frm scythia, came n grab my hand and pulled me away frm cr and syl. T.T he was rather tall; and his hand is super big pls, make my hand feel so small. argh. so he taught me the dance and yes, we danced the dance. super fun, esp the part whr we interlock arms and turnturnTURN. funfunfun. pls, i love tp mass dance. ((: hahas. erms. so we had a very early lunch at 11 plus. like duh? we ate breakfast today and they gv us an early lunch. unlike ytd, we didn have breakfast and we had a late lunch-.- so yep, i blamed mr edric for asking us to eat breakfast today. hahas.. then, aft lunch, we had station games outside tp. 4 stations.. the memory card game, the pictionary, the bottle game and the ball game. yesyesyes. i love the games because i play it with my fellow zilri-ians. hahas. then oya, i so love the zilri GLs because they actualli treated us drinks 3 times when we were playing the games. see how lovely my GLs are? hahas. then aft games, we went back to the hall and sat in a circle. did cheers (as always), and ya, still cheer. den the rest of zilra came back and joined us and we discussed the performance item. ok. one word. lame. ya, the skit they planned out was lame. super. feel so paiseh lahs. anw, dinner was early too. ard 5 plus. i didn eat because i was simply not hungry. so the performance started. zilra was the first to perform. ok. not very successful though mr dick did a really good job with his mouth. hahas. yep, so the rest of the groups did farely well lahs. GLs did the combined cheers for us. cheers cheers and more cheers. then, yes!!tp mass dance. this time, i danced with cr((: funfunFUN. then tp song and "go tp go". den debrief by terence cliffton and kimberly. den aft the debrief, went to find edric again and met joelle on the way too. say bye to them and we left.

so yep, there are 3 shawn(s) in our zilra GLs. one in which empire. lol. and there is changyong, kimberly, baby, joelle, fokbing, raymond, serena, samuel, serene, caleb, amanda, and many many more. many many more. MANY MANY more. hahas. yes, im goin to take photos with all my GLs tml. so fast lahs, tml last day liaos. :( haishaisHAIS.

i love temasek poly. i love tp. i love tp song. i love tp mass dance. i love tpsu. i love FOW. i love zilri.

photos photos photos ((((:

anw, to those that do not love tp/ zilri/ zilra...YOU SHIA!!!!hahas.. yes. YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU SHIA!!yes, thats our zilra 300 response. and we love that response. we love the akon cheer also.esp shawn the GL; erms, the one with the cap. hahas.


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Monday, April 09, 2007

morning woke up at 7.15 (: then went to station to meet syl...cr was supposed to meet us dere too but he ended up at the wrong stop. so we went to the bus stop outside my hse to meet him. arrived at tp. went to the hall. stood like idiots at first because we switched frm camp to workshop, thats why our names were not in any of the groups. so we stood dere for quite awhile before we realised there was a table with the word "walk in" ..hahas..so we registered our names and sat in one corner before a GL came to gv us our grp. so we were in zilra(empire), and we're in zilri(sub-empire). we started off the day by playing ice breakers. there was blow wind blow. thats when we got to know some of our GLs. they were really kind and nice. there was changyong, edrick and many others. so we were closer to edrick because he claimed we 3 were his favourite freshies. lol..anw, there was heider who claims his name as baby, ...what can i say about him??erms..he reallyreallyreally look and behave like my dearest mimi lahs. seriously, alot....almost like mimi(: hahas..okok...so ice breakers in sub empires were over, and there was ice breaker session for the whole lot of freshies.well..that was rather bored. hahas..next up was the decoration of the flag. boring. i just dont like that white teeshirt girl. so auntie lahs, her dressing.-.- erms..then was cheer time. we learnt pretty nice cheers. and our most favourite and common one was the cutecute cheer. lol...then it was finally lunch. we were all starving and yet the portion was quite small..like argh? hahas...so by lunchtime, almost all the zilra's GL got to know syl me and cr because we were quite enthu and because we are always seen tgt as a threesome. lol.. and edrick also taught us his game, home home chucky chucky...lol....aft lunch, we headed for station games.. ahh..funfunFUN. first station we went to do the pegman thingy....rather nice game, but it was kinda restricted as the area was very small. o anw, the original plan for the station games was actualli somewhr in tampines central. but due to the wet weather...we had to stay in tp. so 2nd station was the spoon thingy. me n syl paired up. we had a very smooth walk with the spoon in our mouth and the pingpong ball on the spoon, but we didn manage to throw the ball in the egg tray. :( hais. and station 3 was the spider web thingy, me n syl led the whole zilri thru the web. funfunFUN. then it was the last station. the ball and the hula one. i was stationed at the hula hoop. and stupid edrick doubt that i could actualli hula. but well, at the end of the game, he came to say sorry that he doubt me. lol. he's very kiddy and at times, gay. but he's really niceniceNICE. a very funny guy. hahas. erms. so anw, the results were out and zilra got second place today. but we still have 2 days to be number 1! hahas.yadayada. erms. so debrief by the main com, den the FA. den byebye. hahas.

anw, kimberly is our HGL. and cliffton and terence is our FA. and ya, many of our GLs are in HTM also. edrick, also htm. couldn believe he's in HTM. he got a 16 for r4 but he got in. lucky him, his interview was gd. hahas...
cant wait for tml actually..im looking forward to the tp mass dance.(: and anw, i think i'll join SU for my cca. seems soooo fun lahs pls.

andand, i LOVE zilri.note, its the RI.not RA. i dont realli like zilra to bits because there was some ppl i dont really like. but in zilri, i find everybody quite nice and cooperative. and i love the HI cheer, the BYE cheer. and the cutecute cheer. its super popular in our zilri.

i just love zilri((((: yes, i love tp too.


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Sunday, April 08, 2007

so i stopped rotting aft my mum came home. was deciding between vivo or tpy. in the end, we went tpy. din really buy anything though. just walkedwalkedwalked. then decided to go shengshiong to buy some groceries. and unable to resist the temptation, i bought some chocolates(: yes, vanhouten chocolates. plus coleslaw sauce for my apples. and yes, apollo snack for tml's bus journey. im afraid i would vomit up during the journey. i easily get bus-sick u see. erms.
so yes, i msg him again today. asking his r4 and r5. he got a 13 and a 16. i guess it's his english that made him got a 13. well, at least he improved frm his previous prelims and mid yr exams. gd for him((: well, its kinda lucky for me.since i did put np accounts as one my choices. but i din get in. otherwise, i'll have to see him again. ahh. okay, im contradicting my words again. i want to see him and i dont want to see him. lol . what is this? so confusing lahs. okay, so lets just divide him into two person. i want to see the one i knew frm more than 10 years ago. i dont want to see the one who has changed aft olevels. yes. thats it.
lalala..yadayadayada..madamadamada. im bored again.


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so im bored again.
yada yada yada.
anw, photos up.


melynda and me(:

gf and me.


lalalala.super sian lahs pls. erms.
mummy's not home yet frm her sewing class.
so im rotting at home.
erms.....
so yes. i did up his foto which i took frm somewhr.
ahh, i will not post up the photo of course(:
but well, i just love his foto.
enough abt him for now, im lazy to talk about him.
rotting.zzzzz.
anw, im gg for the workshop tml.
cant wait to get to know more friends.
but sadly, tml's not the real orientation, so we wont be knowing our class and stuffs. have to wait till the actual one which is on the 19th and 20th.mada mada.
ehhs. hope i'll be in the same class with anyone i know. like this, i wont be so lonely lahs(: and well, afew more days to dsb syf. all the way my juniors in military band.
im broke.no $$ T.T savesaveSAVE.


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Saturday, April 07, 2007

i was super duper tired this morning, halftime, my eyes were almost closed and my mind wandered off. so i met yq at the station and we took the train to serangoon. so as i said, i was not in the clear state of mind. so did yq lahs. our train arrived at serangoon. which was where we were supposed to alight. but being blur, i didn know it was serangoon already. i thought it was still potong pasir. yq, he was worse. he knew it was serangoon station. but he forgot we were supposed to alight there. so when the doors were closing, he suddenly nudged me and said " hey, i tot we were supposed to alight????" lol...ok..so we were too tired. ahhh.. so we alighted at kovan. crossed the platform and waited for the train. it stated 7 mins. so we waited and waited. but the 7 mins never seemed to arrived. and aftwhich, when the train came, we discovered we waited for ard 15-20 mins!!lol... so we got into the train, and we heard an announcement frm the PA system. well, the train will be stopping at serangoon and ppl are supposed to get out of the train at serangoon and take the free shuttle bus service to b.k ...-.- so luckily, we had our stop at serangoon. and the train service was terminated temporarily. up we go the escalator, we saw bus 22. so we RAN and chased the bus because we were gg to be late. luckily, we caught the bus(: ok, so we took almost 40 mins to travel frm b.k to serangoon-.- like wtf.
band pract was ok. sun was scroching. that lil boy is really very cute. even when im threatening him to let him carry the ball, he even smiles. -.- and he even receive the heavy 5 kg ball with open arms and a smiley and innocent face. dots. cutee.
concert pract. me lu banana went dwn to cca rm to polish the boxes while the rest pract their song. aft which, we cut the tix. then pract time. then finally, came home.
damn. i was super hungry. skipped lunch(: so when i got home, i was super super super hungry. =D


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Friday, April 06, 2007

okay. so i had a super duper boring day. went up to siyi's plc today in the morning. ate my brunch. well, it was supposed to be mee-pok; not mee-kia. but the dumb uncle gave me the wrong order. argh. so finished it and headed down to void deck to teach jas maths. she had a hard time understanding probability. same as i did last time. lol. so aft ard 4 hours, went back upstairs. ahh.. thats when the boredom starts to take over me. TVtvTV. but i dont understand the show. dinner was ok. din managed to watch cinderella story. bcause halftime, ppl were blocking my view, standing there as if they were invisible.like argh? so me n melynda got rather irritated with them. then because its melissa's 21st birthday, they actually organised some 'games"...like it was plain dumb?? i wanted to watch my TEEVEE but wth. so accomodate alil. aft the gamey thingy ended, was time to sing the song and cut the cake. aft all these stuffs, they were still blocking the tv.-.- argh. i couldn wait to get home and have peace to myself. hais. shudn have agreed to go today. i rather rot at home than rot at oth ppl's hse.lol.
okay, so the infuriating thing came. i found my bag being squashed by someone. and whatsworst is, the chocolate inside my bag smashed. and it smeared my bag. like wtf. my new bag. plus it dirtied my umbrella, my comb, my pencil case. sux.

and its actually HIS fault that im being so sian these days. it was all becos of him, thats why i feel awkard with them. i feel more at ease when im with my friends. i dont really know how to get along well with my cousins anymore. i dont seem to have much to talk to them other than melynda. like wth.


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Thursday, April 05, 2007

had curry and noodles for dinner at home just now. an early dinner. at ard..say, 5pm?? then headed to amk.. met queen and the rest at coffeeshop. watched them eat and off we went for gimmicks pract. okay..another tiring session. gimmicks pract is always so tiring. it really eats up our energy. so mr junhui still makes me laugh in the midst of the gimmicks.hmph=/ so it was "drumming session". we had no drums with us. well. common sense. who would have a drum with him/her when he/she is under a HDB void deck? ok, im being nonsensical. erms. lets see.so we didn have any drum sticks with us either. so we had to use our hands. yes. bare hands. palms i mean. to slam and hit and whatever on the stone table. of course our palms hurts. its like red palms? all the blood clotting dere. -.- so we finished the whole thing at ard 9 plus? nope, it didn really end because we sat there and discussed stuffs. at finally at 10 plus, we ended the whole thing. yes. whole thing. so me xb syl yq headed to the bus stop. whil crossing the road, some idiotic driver horn at us. but the thing was we weren't blocking his way or in any other way. he was taking his own sweet time, occupying the whole empty road, unabling us to cross, for fear he may speed up or someting, so we let him pass first. mind him. he horned at us. for no reason. so we curse and swear at him. phew.enough abt that sickening driver. so lucky us, we didn have to wait for 853. it came, we hopped on and we came home.(:

tiring day.

anw, gf has probs with her msn. jean accpted some kind of virus and now, she has gotten gf into trouble too. hmms. its like gf will kp on kena dc. den when nv dc, the virus will be like sending out " hey wanna check my new photo album?", and there will be a file awaiting to be accpted. it seemed so normal please. lucky me. i din fall for it. because this morning, gf told me her com got virus. she hvn told me what was the virus abt. then the next moment, the file appeared. being not so stupid, i did not accpt the file, instd, i asked gf abt it. ahh..this was when she told me abt it. haha..and well. til now, she hvn get rid of the virus. i asked joshua to help. he did. but it didn quite worked out. i hate people who actually create viruses. its so plain dumb. putting ppl into trouble and hassle. imbecile ppl they are, to do this kind of stuffs.hmph=/

oyarhs, ive decided to switch frm camp to workshop. simply because i so wanna go support dsb at their indoor syf.(:

anw, will be meeting jas under siyi's block tml to teach her maths. yada yada yada. maths maths maths. (:


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vivo-ed with gf just now. intention was to shop. but we suddenly had the urge to watch mr bean on the spot. so we rushed to withdraw cash at the machine and rushed to buy the tix. so it was a very funny movie. 4/5 stars i would give it. gf was laughing out her soul in the theatres. (: and, i was more interested in max baldry than mr bean. ok..max was acting as stepan, the little boy(: so me n gf didn bring our jackets along, therefore, we will almost freezing inside the theatre.brrrrr. aft movie, was cam whoring time. i just love my gf to bits(((:


mr bean was nice to look at.
but.
he's even nicer to look at.
cute and handsome he is, max baldry.




smile like crazy @ 4:52:00 PM

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Wednesday, April 04, 2007

im bored.
really bored.
but im not tired yet.thats why im not sleeping at this time.
argh.BOREDOM spells the word.
its been long since ive been on the phone with anyone.
but, well, tonight, i cant think of anybody free to talk with me
so yadayada, here i am-blogging(:

anw, its kinda contradicting to myself whenever i say i like him or when i say i hate him.even gf says so. erms. im not sure wheth him being in np acc is a gd or a bad thing to me.i seriously dont know. one moment i think it's really gd news. the other, i find it bad. life's confusing. yes. thats what he told me. i totally agree with him.it's definitely confusing. but he should add life's also contradicting. i miss him. again. just now i was in bus 125. and the freaking bus passed by his house again. i miss him. i really do :( i love him. hais. ok.enough about him for now.

actually, im kinda worried for me n ? bestie. erms.how do i put it? okay, im afraid we'll kind of like drift apart ? because of the fact that we'll be in two diff polys. and she's not involved in band like i am. guess she'll be working. meaning, our lives and schedules will be totally different u see. i forsee that we'll find new friends who may become our new best friend. will she forget me by then? hopefully not. because i'll bet with my life that i will never forget her. but sch's nt yet started, but i feel the two of us are almost not as close as before.she dont tells me everything anymore. she tells that bitch more than she tells me. i hate that bitch.seriously. argh.

erms.okay. im just crapping ard just to pass time. anw. i miss taiseng(: kind of. the days when i will force myself to go work. now, i miss those days. i miss janet. i miss amy. i miss tianxiu. i miss jackie.i miss mary. i miss ah may. i miss everybody please.and i mean everybody. maybe even that sickening stella . i miss those days. though sitting like a statue and checking imeis is a very sickening job, but i do miss them. i miss my punchcard.(: i miss gg to line and paste the imei labels. i miss folding the boxes. i miss everything. argh. well, actually, taiseng brought some pretty nice memories to me.like say, i got to know hamham and mimi dere? i got to know lina and junainah?and of course, the rest like karyuen and tecksheng and etcETCetc.

days are getting really bored. not the fact that ive nthin to do in the day. i have. i meant its the nighttime thats really bored. ive gotten used to slping at 1 plus 2, and waking at 9 plus 10. i gota change my habit before poly starts(: u see, im so bored, so bored that i can crap such a long post now. argh. -.- lets see, what else i can post about?

oyarh!i realised my maths standard dropped alot.because of the fact that its been 5 months since i touched maths. i gota think very long before i can ans a maths qn u see, and thats super saddening. thankfully, i decided not to retake my olevels maths. otherwise, i think i'll die at this rate and standard im at. i know its too late to apologise now, but im super sry to myself for not studying alil harder that time.if i had been a lil more hardworking, i may have gotten better results than a 10 for r4.-.- ahh..enough abt the saddening results. it hurts.

okay, so im really sorry to yuqin. because i admit, i have been avoiding him since i quitted that jobbie of mine. simply because, i want him to give up. well, i hope he had. but , im still super sorry for not replying ur msges and not contacting you at all(:

yada yada. okay. so god knows where that sickening gilbert khow tin bing is. he didn reply my msg ytd night when i was super bored. so i didn msged him today when im bored. guess he's using prepaid card and its empty right now.idiotic jie. and i have to amend something on gf's blog. a post which i saw just now. she wrote " update on yesterday.went to watch STOMP with zhen and gilbert.he likes her.they are so sweet sometimes." ahh..thats a very wrong sentence. a very wrong one. ive yet to scold her for this. gilbert khow DOES NOT likes me. and we 're not sweet!!! im gona scold her for this tml when i see her. speaking of gilbert, he really has a ducky voice. unchanged since sec two when i got to know him. and he's ungentleman (at least, thats what i think), because he pinches girls back when they pinch him. so ungentleman please.

okay, im getting rather tired frm typing already. shall rot till i sleep(: anw, will be gg vivo wif gf tml, before i come home at 4 plus, then leaving for amk at 6 plus.

rot to death for now(:


smile like crazy @ 11:46:00 PM

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i was lying through my teeths when i said i stopped loving you-.-


smile like crazy @ 10:42:00 PM

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so i finished watching KO ONE this morning.what a boring ending again.i mean, it does not seem like a satisfying ending u see. well, and the reason for that is because there will actually be a second series of KO ONE. well, but i kinda like feilunhai more aft ive watched this show. well, i still like jiro the most among the 4 of them. then i supposed its aaron, followed by the other two. i guess i'll be watching other drama soon, but god knows when because i'll be having a rather busy week next week. having orientation camps and stuffs. its gona be such a headache, for the fact that my tp camp actually lies on syf day for deyi symphonic band.what a bother. it also lies on 14/4, sat. meaning i may be missing out band pract. sigh. okay, so ive sent an email to ask wheth its possible to change to workshop.but they hvn reply me-.-

hahas. so i went to meet gf at dg today.supposingly, i mean, at dg. then this silly girl actually forgot her ez-link card.sounds familiar eh?yes. because bestie forgot hers that day too. absent minded ppl.hais.back to the topic, so we decided to meet at c.hall...she arrived ard 35 mins ltr den the time she was supposed to meet me.we went bugis. not to shop, but to alter her jeans.meanwhile, we went to have our lunch at macs. what a fulfilling meal. then collected her jeans and scram-ed to town. didn feel like shopping in bugis today(: so we went heeren. on our way to heeren, we passed by orchard building.and so unluckily, we were being stopped by a little plump guy who was actually quite nice.but the not so nice thing is he wanted us to do a survey for him..we almost obliged but in the end, we bluff him that we were late in meeting our friends and we had to go without helping him to do the survey.o anw, he's frm california fitness(: ha so yep,managed to escape and we went to heeren to buy my red jacket((: like finally PLEASE. i so love my jacket lahs. ok..so we headed to fareast, met sure's friend. and we shopped ard fareast. walked aimlessly in fareast, more than a thousand rounds i bet before we headed off to mrt station. mrt-ed home(:


smile like crazy @ 8:47:00 PM

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Tuesday, April 03, 2007

Ex-Members' Fund-Raising Concert-APPASSIONO IN ACTION: 29th April. Time: 1530-1700/1830-2000. Venue: YMS (Young Musician Society) Price: $10/tix


smile like crazy @ 10:05:00 PM

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meet up with jasmine and taught her maths at macs.then saw kc jh and queen. then received a sms frm kc, asking me to join them for meeting. -.- so aft teaching jas, joined them for meeting then to sembawang bk store then to popular before heading home for dinner.


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Monday, April 02, 2007

out wif bestie today...town-ed. lunched at pasta.ham and sausage baked rice with extra cheese with an italian strawberry soda.a treat frm bestie((: my favourite meal(: erms. then went to wheelock to get her dad's phone repaired. then shopped at fareast. searched for a suitable shorts for her to wear to camp.then shopped for my purple sleeveless top and a sling bag frm trendy zone. shopped shopped shopped. then. went to wisma to take a look at flesh imp jackets.none to my liking. so went to heeren's. saw a red jacket with a pretty nice design at the back. i may consider buying that((: and bestie says she want the one at wisma.=D hahas.aftwhich, mrt-ed home. lent bestie my grey shoulder bag that gf bought for me bcos she wants to bring it for her camp.


smile like crazy @ 8:03:00 PM

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Sunday, April 01, 2007

well...anw..i bucked up the courage and msged him today in the aftnoon.i asked him where did he get posted to.he replied.thank god. he's not in tp.he's in np accountings. actually, im kinda happy yet alil sad about his posting. being in np accountings will mean i can no longer see him. meaning i can never talk to him anymore.but one relieved thing is, i dont have to face him in poly. i dont have to get through the awkard moments.=X but well, i really miss him. it would be really nice if i can get to see him one more time without him seeing me.really. i do wan to see him one last time; see his smile,his everything.

i swear i will find a better guy than mr cwg.i will.i will.I WILL .


smile like crazy @ 9:41:00 PM

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meet up wif huii at ps.found her a jobbie at coldwear.then headed down to town. circled and circled and circled in town. then chilled at macs.then came home(:

recent photos up((((:



my dearest gf and me (X


choo and me.

manda, my 1st fren in p1(: , and me.

neoprints((:

when boredom take over us.

i love my lessie partner(: oyes, i do.


smile like crazy @ 7:36:00 PM

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