no time for me, but you have time for others.



















okay, im being emo alr.
but just to let you know, it hurts to know that you dont need me alr.

a boring day.
started the day at the stadium with 4 rounds. wtf. FOUR rounds. and i got chest pain alr. wth lahs. i think i may have to see a doc soooon=/ erms. yeps, aft which, jan and me went ard tpy(:
home-ed and there's nth to do!!

anw, queena christina junhui kianchen yanwai will be leaving for japan tml tgt with some band members..ahhh..BON VOYAGE dearies!! will miss you ppl many many for 12 days(: well, but must GET ME AND SYLVIA PRESENTS=DDD lol.. yada yada yada.

life's been rather boring nowadays. without the laughter of louisure. without the cam-whoring moments with her. without the shopping dates with her. without the gossiping with her. without her, its so damn freaking boring! I MISS LOUISURE DAM LOTS! and i certainly love her more than i love him. so gf, DONT WORRY!i love you more than anyone else =X and well, life's been rather packed with projects and hmwk. and tada! 1 more week and tada! its EXAMS! -.- boohoo lahs. im not prepared for it. so many things to study, so many things to do, yet so lil time to accomplish it. hais. now i understand why ppl say HTM-ers are like soooo damn packed with projects and blahblahblah. lol

i so wanna go shopping! its the GSS lahs, but it came at a wrong time..a time when im busy having projects, having exams. and at the same time, im broke! AHH..and i think im goin to get my formal wear during the GSS. will be much cheaper=DD i want i want i want to go shopping!!

danial, pls study hard. u better not fail ur olevels, okays? GD LUCK TO UR MT paper tml=DD and i miss you many many. hvn been catching up with you ever since i grad. :( one more reminder, u better stop drumming for the time being and focus on ur studies!! you shall pass with flying colours and get ur butt into tp((: lol. j/k ..any poly or jc will do..

hamham and mimi. i wonder hw long more before i can see u two dearies. I MISS YOU TWO(: like hw many times must i repeat myself lahs? LOL..I MISS HAMHAM AND MIMI=D

that dumbdumb's another one. must wait dao hols den can meet her-.- i love my dumbdumb many many.

and i find it rather true when ppl say u'll nv find friends in poly who are like ur sec sch best budds. no matter how many gd friends or close friends i have in tp now, it seems that still my gf, my dumbdumb and my hamham and mimi is still the most impt ppl to me. ESP my gf! since we've known each other for erms..lets see. P4, P5, p6, sec 1, sec 2, sec 3, sec 4 and this yr..so its ard 7 years and still counting!!(: life's empty when u dont have ur close friends ard you, dont you ppl agree? yes yes, i still make new friends but...nobody can replace them(: and its such a wonder why i'll miss mimi and hamham so much! bcos i onli knew them for ard 10 days the oth time, before they quit their jobbie. and within 10 days, gd frens are what we are! LOL..

xiuzhen LOVES everybody((: believe me, she does..
erms, okays. maybe to SOMEE exceptional cases. but overally, she loves everybody and she mean it(((:

WHEE.....

okays, so photos are UP!(:
lynn's birthday was ytd, and we celebrated for her in the PROJECT ROOM 5 IN THE LIBRARY! LOL..so she got her suprise and yeps(: she's 17 now!! hahas. erms, so today's commskills were OMG de sian. so we ended up doing silly stuffs by drawing and blahblahblah..see de photos and u'll understand(: erms, aft sch, met up with BIG HANDS and his "ANYHOW dressed" didnt really turned out to be anyhow dressed ((: but he still looked like a waiter to me..hahas..sickening BIG HANDS. i dont want to be called ms ****tab*** (: LOL..so eeyer..okays, so anw, meeting at amk ended real late and yups, im so damn freaking tired now.

anw, one damn important news!!
CONGRATS TO DARLING SER!! i knew you could do it! top 5 seh((: LOVE YOU MANY MANY=DDDD
and congrats to caleb as he's de new president of DSC.
congrats to kim as she's the new president of TPSU.
congrats to darrell.
congrats to shawn.
congrats to darren.
congrats to others who have gotten in(:

nevertheless, most importantly is, SERENE got in!!!WOOHOO!im so happy for her. was feeling damn nervous for her just now-.- LOL

lynn and me

the BIRTHDAY girl ytd(:

the six of us=D

vera and me

janice and me



val and me(:

lynn did this to my hair-.-

val loves xiuzhen many many=DD

this

plus this

GIVE YOU THIS!! lynn and me= :D

and this

PLUS THIS

GIVE YOU THE LOVE of me and val(:

and this is..yes, BIG HANDS AND ME!!!

tutorial homework are driving me crazy. and projects are worst. a whole pile of things to do-.- had just finished INTht and commskills test. i think i gona flunk my cs. damn it. okay, nvm. so erms..have been coming home late for the past two days cos of band days, so i came home right aft sch today instead of heading bugis with the girls. and anw, elections will be ending tml. last day. people...PLEASE VOTE FOR SERENE for BSC, SHAWN TAN for INTSC, CALEB for DSC, DARRELL for ESC, KIM for TPSU((: PLEASE AND THANK YOU(:

shall contd blogging ltr((:

CCN day((:
we sold our cookies in no time, den me val and jan went ard the sch. well, we wanted to go to haunted house..so we bought tix frm outside LT17. and wtf, it wasnt the one we wanted to go!! there's 3 haunted hse, one by yr 1 students, 1 is ser's class de, 1 is jo's class....we WANTED to go to jo's...but ended up gg to the 1st yr de..sian lahs that one. damn lame. den we met the CP of jo..and he was super kind to gv us a discount for the tix. supposingly was 4 bucks per tix..in de end, he gave us a deal of 3 tickets for 8 bucks..kind person seh(: so yep, i was damn scared becos i knew there was the doll thingy. shucks lahs..so i pulled jo wif me, aft asking permission frm her CP((: when we entered the room, there was de screen wif haunted scenes. den there was this girl dressed in white, hair covering her whole face, and when we approached in her direction, she screamed purposly and make us ALL scream. -.- then i spotted the doll and i was so fcuking damn scared lahs. i was half time shouting for jo. (: so yep, there was this tarrot card thingy. i chose a card and it represents my love life. i will meet a guy of my dreams who is good in most aspects, but he may be alil stingy?? LOL...that was what the person told me. val's one was on financial aspects and jan's one was sth that has gt to do wif follow the heart, and not the mind. so aft the cards, we carried on wif the walk in de classroom. scary!!"cats MEOW", scary masks, ppl grabing our legs, the doll, and the girl who keeps saying "PLAY WITH ME.." lol....damn scared of the doll-.- nearly cried..LOL...so anw, aft the haunted hse, we went to rot, kp woking and woking...aft that, ard 4 plus, met sylvia while val went home n jan meet her friends as well. anw, saw cy and BIG HANDS!!!((: hahas. meeting at amk. then headed down to sengkang to get digicam frm shawn.

thanks to shawn, for lending me ur cam.(:
thanks to terence, wenghao, and some oths who bought the cookies frm us.
thanks to jo's CP, for being so kind.
thanks to migraine, for making my life miserable-.-

damn, there was this network problem for my phone last night till this aftnoon. so i didn receive any msges...den i msged val and the rest whenh i reached sch but they didn reply...i tot they didn. lol. den i sensed sth odd, so i off and on my phone again. and TADA!! 12 msges received. lol.. okay, i have to thank that gong dai kc, for msging me last night, asking me to rest well and go easy on the panadols. hahas..thanks lahs gong dai(: okay, so comm skills were alright. but lynn forgot abt the make up lesson and didn came-.- fnb was sucky, the test. i think i seriously flunk it. LOL. so aft lessons, we headed off to mensa. yada yada. den came hom((:

MIGRAINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

just a blink of eye and BOOM! ive started lessons for more than one month already. class tests will be up next week. exams will be up soon too. but it seems nth is in my brains now, i mean, i hvn really been studying hard enough. o gosh! hais. projects are almost all out. RHT, POM, INTHT, yada yada. im actually looking forward to INTHT's field trip. me val and jan decided on ritz carlton-my favorite and desired place to be at. yk lynn and vera decided on zoo. such a concidence, syl n cr asked me to go zoo also, but well, i prefer ritz carlton((: hahas. hvn decide on the date to go yet. well, i seriously dislike fnb-.- and having the thoughts of having to go into the kitchen next sem totally turns me off for this subject. craps.
anw, ive decided to work alil harder. alil will do. (: whats worse, is my migraine is back. at least, it came back last night but well, im feeling okay now.=D maybe im lacking of sleep, ive been going to bed ard 2 plus everyday. except the past two nights whr i'll just turn in at ard almost 1. hahas..o anw, i dont like econs too. because of the lecturers i guess. they're super boring.-.- lols. RHT was sucky ytd. the lecturer was being far far far far toooo long-winded. fancy 20 mins have passed, but he was still stuck on the first slide of the ppt. me vera lynn jan and val ended up listening to our mp3s.craps.

POM online quiz - next week
INTHT class test- next tues

there's more to come, just that i hvn been taking note of the dates and time.

PEOPLE IN BIZ SCH, PLEASE VOTE FOR SERENE LIM, JULIANA LOKE AND LIYI FOR BSC MAIN COMM.
PEOPLE IN INT, PLEASE VOTE FOR SHAWN TAN FOR INTSC MAIN COMM.
PEOPLE, VOTE FOR KIMBERLY FOR TPSU MAIN COMM.

must vote!!okays, esp for ser.((:

okay, i gtg sch to meet the girls for lunch=DD

pray and hope i can....

me((((:

project partners=D

today is a boring day. tutorial classes were damn freaking boring... during aft lunch, me vera valarie lynn janice and yk went to the library, to dicuss some stuffs.and yes, in de end, we ended up taking photos. (: shall upload them ltr..aft tut, rushed to meet cherny at bus stop((:

ANW, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GRACE(((: yays, i helped her to countdown ytd. hahas.

YAYS. will be meeting dumbo on sunday wif syl n cr. i miss him many many((:

today's tutorial was absolutely interesting, though f&b one was gross, listening to all those lamb cuts and beef cuts-.- LOL... erms, after tutorials, me vera valerie and da shao ye went to de bus stop tgt. met edric the dumb guy..chatted wif him..yada yada yada. met syl too.(: so anw, i rushed to ps, onli to know bestie was late too..LOL so, yep, met daryl too and we went to pasta to dine. yes, same set of meal with lots of cheese((; hahas..i miss bestie many many.. so we 3 sat down at the station and chitchat..then, headed home...LOL.. im damn tired...and im lazy to do my hmwk-.-

bestie, dont worry, i LOVE YOU MANY MANY TOO(((:

photos up!


me and cy(:

me n BIG HANDS((:

serena and me

melynda and me

laikah(((:

yes yes, ive finished my fnb hmwk!! like finally lahs please. hahas((: erms. okay, im actualli not in the mood to blog much.

thurs will be meeting bestie for dinner, will be bring daryl along(:
yesyes, i love bestie many many too(:
i love mimi and hamham many many too(:

classes were quite okay today. lunched at eng sch. OMG. it lives up to its rumours-.- the food is damn OMG lahs. stupid da shao ye, suggested to go dere de...ahh...okay, so aft sch ends, met up wif syl at library and slacked dere till 6pm. met zilra peeps at mushroom. slacked, chitchat..yada yada yada..SERENE. stop WAHS-ing. and i LOVE SERENE MANY MANY((: erms. yups, bus-ed down to century square. met cy!!okay, i miss this guy although he can be damn dumb at times!!hahas. but, he look damn shag today; he didn even shave-.- lol. he look like a drug addict to me( he's NOT one though) ..hahas....okay, so kaiwen the bdae boy was dere too(: so the whole lot bunch of us watched spiderman 3..erms. an OKAY movie lahs. aft movie, we sang birthday song for our dearest KAIWEN.. ((: anw, we all signed on a card for him, and yes, that card is damn nice please. it has damn many photos on the card and gosh, there's the photo of the sleeping beauty too((: okay, so we all slacked outside cs. took some photos before me n sylvia decided to leave. yeps, i was the onli passenger on bus 23 at first, before more ppl joined me in the bus when it was mid-journey. erms. and, i had to take the super long route home when walking because i didn want to wok thru the dark alley myself(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIG HANDS!!(:
I LOVE SERENE MANY MANY=DD

woke up exactly at 9.30 to catch doraemon cartoon(: aftwhich, headed to b.k market to yep, buy some stuffs. came home and slack, anw, i CUT MY HAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!BOOHOO please. its kinda shorter than what i want-.- its ALWAYS like this. when i say 1 inch, the person cut 2 inch, so i said i want cut half inch, de person still cut ard 2 inches...wtf. hais. okay, so it was a male hairdresser today. rough wif his hands, he accidentally pulled my ear studs, thank god it didn came off. hahas. yep, but he's quite a friendly chap though(: hahas. yesyes, i hate fnb tutorial 2. it spells the word SUCKY. its so damn gross lahs please. rabbit in dishes. YUCK. so i did only 2 dishes becos i couldn contd the gross thoughts of pigeon, rabbit and oth animals in the food. lol. yays. i think i can meet up wif bestie on tues((: hahas. and yups, will be out for spiderman 3 tml night, tgt wif zilra peeps. and i bet mummy's goin to kill me soon bcause i wont be eating dinner at home tml, and also on tues. shucks. and i better pray hard i dont have any meetings or whatsoever on wednesday so that i can be home for dinner, otherwise, soon, i'll be slaughter and be part of the gross food dishes. YUCKY. okays, enough of the nonsence.
i love guanyi.
i love louisure.
i love hamham.
i love mimi.
i love my mum.
i love school.
i love laikah.
i love serene.
i love mickey.
i love.....and the list goes on and on and on((:

morning had to drag myself up frm bed lahs. practically NO MOTIVATION to wake up becos today there's no band pract-.- so sian....den like so idiotic lahs. meeting at 9am!!!freaking early. ate breakfast and freezed at macs till 11 plus. headed to deyi for awhile to settle some stuffs, den me queena christina syl went to bugis. sourced for the carnival stuffs. yada yada yada. then, erms, queena and christina lunched at hann's . wasn hungry so i didn eat. shopshopshop. no, window shop((: haha.. went to action city to look for the keychain for ser. but argh, only got orange; no pink..haha..shall go oth plcs oth day to help her buy(: den, went to ah ma hse. slept on the sofa while sitting(: hahas...skipped dinner, came home and had toasted bread..(:

serene serene!!wahs so cute!wahs so cute!....wahs so sweet!wahs so sweet!

anw, i seriously miss gf lahs..i miss her everything..her funny face and her craziness too(: loves my gf lahs. and the saddest thing is her timetable dont match mine at all...LOL...hais. will be hard to like, erms, wana meet her....:(

seriously, im so like..erms...missing many people now?
yesyes, top on my list is girlfriend louisure. been more than one month since i last saw her-.-
next is...bestie...more than one week nv see her liaos lehs. i miss my dumbdumb:(
yep, lydiatanminghui!!she's always so busy..to even chat online..hmph.jc life...hahas....but i seriously miss her...like hw many thousand months nv see her liaos...
of course, there's my HAMHAM AND MIMI!!! i miss both of them like OMG. erms, to be frank, i miss mimi more because its been 5 months since i last saw him lahs.. T.T hais. anw, the both of them are having their exams now...GD LUCK my dearies. andandand, they both said we 3 shall meet up aft their exams((: yays..i miss my bodyguard and his gay partner..((:
erms, yes..i miss him also. but now, on a friend basis. i dont know how im gg to face him in future if i ever run into him or sth..but i seriously miss him lots. i miss the past. days where we study and go out tgt(: i miss those days. if u ask me wheth i love him now, i would still say yes. i love him because he is one of my best friends in life. he is one of dose who really made my days brighter and yarhs. happier(:
and seriously, i miss my peeps in sec sch life. 406. art classes. ahh.. i miss them. thou 406 have been a bad study environment, but i still miss the days whr we got that teacher to fall off the chairs and stuffs. the days we were always scolded. and yes, i miss rushing my artwork. olevel courseworks-the 8 mounting boards and my canvas. i miss the days whr sam will nag at us abt our work..hahas...i miss helping bixia sarrani wif their airbrick.. oyes, i miss them too. kitpin too, my partner for craziness in 406. hahas.
yes, i miss band days too. the days whr im in training, not training ppl. hahas. the days we do formation, we do gimmicks, we blow music, we sing dmb songs tgt. hahas..i miss those wonderful days(: yesyes, i miss them all((:
i miss taiseng too. yesyes, auntie amy and auntie tianxiu and auntie janet, etc etc. miss them all. been long since i met yuqin already. but well, at least, i chat occasionally wif him online(: hahas..
anw, i miss doin maths!esp amaths..remember how i used to do amaths everyday, ending up teachers not allowing me to do? hahas.. yes, last time, i couldn leave without amaths...now, im totally not doin it cos its not needed in my HTM. hahas. yes, i miss the teachers who help me with my work too. oyes, it includes duncan though he's abit pessimistic nowadays. haa...he's still my motivator for amaths while emaths was motivated by jay in sec 3..hahas..

YESYES!!MISSLAIKAH, i miss you too((: hahas...

AHHH..in short, i miss everybody but yes, i miss my bestest(s) the most!! LOVESANDKISSES to all(((:

hellos people!(:
well, ytd's lesson starts at 2. so was supposed to go to meet 05 for lunch at ard 12.30. but becos shengloong keep asking me to go earlier bcos siautian huijuan and him was dere already. so i left home ard 11.30. and wtf. it was raining like there's no tml lahs. raining cats and dogs and mice and giraffe and whatever oth animals. hahas. then well, f&b tut was fun wif mr govin. during self-intro, i say i love band. and guess what he heard. he heard i love men-.- like LOL...oyes, i love men, im not a les(: hahas.. erms, den rht lecture was OKAYS. during the break, went over to chat wif daryl. and OMG. he told me a super gd news((((: my dearest inuka is staying in s'pore!!YAYS(: oyes, im loving it=D thenthenthen, aft lecture, headed to library wif daryl to photocopy some stuffs before leaving the library to meet sylvia. so yups, we went to amk for meeting.yada yada yada. then came home.
today had tut onli. erms. and the joke of the day was. we got mixed up wif another class. okay, so this female teacher was supposed to be taking that class for OB. den that teacher just opened the door and asked US 05 to go in. so we went in, didn tok anything abt the subj we were taking. so she was yakking abt the rules, blahblahblah. then, me n liting discovered on her table, was commskills book, not macro. then soon, a grp of ppl gathered outside our classroom and look at us. den our original lecturer came in and asked the female lecturer abt wheth she's having the correct class and yada yada yada. then, she insisted its correct. so she contd to yak. den we began to suspect more. den the students outside came and us, erms, are u supposed to be teaching K07 blahblahblah...yadayadayada. then...we told her the most impt thing, "erms, excuse me. we are supposed to be having ECONS" ...den tada!the truth is out. the two classes got mixed up for TEN MINUTES!!hahas..okok..so went back to our original lecturer and we all couldn stop laughing..hahaha..den so yups, econs was super duper cold. aftwhich, had rht lab. mr lum was fun(: but too bad he's onli standing in for dunoe which lecturer..-.- den lunch. den had commskills tut. aft that, me shengloong sihui and yongqiang headed to sdc to get my ezlink!!like finally(((: hahahas. den well, headed to library to slack awhile before gg down to outside library to meet daryl to eat chocolate truffles((: yummy lahs.hahas. den me yongqiang and shengloong took bus 23 tgt. wenta b.k mac cos they both were hungry.oyes, i did pinch food frm yongqiang. den yada yada yada. den the both of them walk wif me to the traffic light outside 7eleven. lol. they both wanted to come my hse to DRINK WATER. but cant lahs. mummy will kill me if she see me bringing two guys home to drink water. lol. hahas.

anw, thanks yongqiang and shengloong for woking me to the traffic light.((:

anw, i still want to tell that shawn...i seriously did not see him on thurs(ytd).he claimed i saw him in the library but i seriously didn. lol. okay, im getting blind already.
andandand, ser was blur ytd lahs. she asked me to acc her to wait for her fren ytd. den i waited wif her, but din see her fren. den in de end, she sent me to the lift. when i got home, she told me her tut class was at the other side-.- and her fren was waiting outside the class, no wonder her fren"didn turn up"...hahas.. blur her. anw, ser and me have decided the name WAHS(: hahas. call him wahs(:

wahs so cute. wahs so cute((: --like the zilra cheer right?HAHA.. =DD

im getting crazier each day. and i bet that yongqiang cant stand my "EHH.....i nv see him..." LOL....hahas(((:

today is a boring day which half time, i was dozing off. lessons were orignally at 2. but becos of make-up lessons due to labour day, intHT lecture at 9. nt THAT sleepy lahs. den headed to flavours, had lunch. den headed to library to slack while the rest did their hmwk. rushed for apel. we couldn find the classroom and it was already 1pm!!shucks.. luckily, we managed to find it at ard 1.10. and the tutor was kind to close on eye since it was on the fact that we cant find the class. haha. den erms. macro was one word. SIAN. lol...den commskills too. hahas...im so tired today, for dunoe what reason. den aft tut, met up wif cr and syl. yays. met ser too(: glad she's feeling abit beta wif her throat. haha..take care girl?((: loves=D hahahas..
lesson's starting at 2 tml. but i'll be heading for sch earlier to meet 05 for lunch. hahas.

anw, his name is caocao. at least, thats what liting claims. hahahas.(:

finally i had a very very gd rest(: woke up at 11 today. did my homework. slack at home, then headed to tpy to get the adult ezlink card since ive to wait till friday before i get my tertiary card. lol. yeps, so went to popular to get some files and pens. and wtf. guess who i saw??? yes. yes. its him. i doubt he saw me because when i saw him, he was toking to his dad i think. mix feelings gushed at me. i mean, i dont know wheth i was happy to see him or was i sad to see him? and right aft i saw him, aft i left popular..i became emo-.- didn had the mood to talk again. why is that so? why isit that these few days, i have to be emo? i seriously didn tot of seeing him at tpy. well, it's sucky to be emo. i dont want to, but i just cant help it. hais. anw, printer is out of ink. sucky.

im feeling so super duper sian now. anw, glad that gf has a bf now(: but well, she still loves me although she have one more bf to love now(: