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31stdecember1990



Temasek polytechnic(:

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Friday, June 29, 2007

YES ARH!!!!

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anw, got back my RHT results..like FINALLY. tot i'll fail seriously, but it turned out otherwise! i got 47/50 ((: same with VERA:D and the amazing thing is, we lost our 3 marks at the 2 same MCQ question!! meaning we got the same questions wrong! LOL..yups. so lessons lessons lessons. den celeb serene( 05 de) 's bdae. and yada yada yada. went for TPSU subcomm camp..and?? TADA! me n vera in SAME GRP!! YES ARH:D:D yays. so qiao:D hannah also same grp as us:D it was fun although i only spent like ard 3 hours there? couldn stay cos tml gt band..-.- anw, RIGEL ROCKS(:

YOU OHM BA BA:D:D

EVERYONE ELSE IS JUST A LITTLE WOODEN MAN:D


MUHAHA.. so i left vera:( hahas..anw, wont be gg sentosa this sunday with zilra. kinda lazy to go:D hahas...

VERA MOST PROBABLY coming my hse on sunday :D YAYS.


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Wednesday, June 27, 2007

DILEMA-.-

should i or should i not?
a chance or no chance?
HIM or him?
GEE or wahs?
AHHH..
i seriously dont know. if i chose gee, i would have to forget wahs of course. if i chose wahs, i have to contd to keep silent and nonchalant about it.
would it be a pity to gv him up? both HIMs.
*sigh*
on and off. its been a long time.
god damn gracious. i want to cont loving wahs, but at the same time, i want to try to love d oth... wtwtwth....

feel like tossing a coin to help me decide. but thinking now, it seems quite impossible for me n wahs. lol.. AHHHHHHHHHH... HELP ME PLEASE(:


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Tuesday, June 26, 2007


DURING LECTURE(:


credits to janice(((: LOVESS


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Monday, June 25, 2007

u said u did not msged the wrong person.
BY RIGHT, i should be happy.
but instead, i was filled with disappointment.
perhaps because i know the truth; that u shudn be wasting ur time on me since....
u never did knew...u were the one who actually made me cried the most..
u never did knew, u're the one i treasured the most..
u never did knew..


apart facing the same sky, breathing the same air, ive no other links with you alrdy.
from the first day i know you..no, i cant even remember when was the first day i got to know you becos i cant possibly remember what happened when i was ard 2 yrs old... okays, when i got to know u AGAIN in primary one...i alrdy think okays, u're a nicee friend. in pri 3, when i returned to before and after sch care, my mind is filled with memories of u n me. of course, with other people in it as well. we would take the sch bus tgt, eat tgt, take naps tgt, drink water tgt, etc etc... since the day i know you, i knew, i thought u were the NICEST guy i will ever know:D yes, im correct with that statement.. i fell for you...u fell for me. but we fell for each other at different timings..we never ended up tgt. i dont know why..my heart aches..ALOT... it seemed sour... i knew i told myself NEVER to think of you again..i fulfilled my promise, until....days ago...whatever isit now, im SORRY. SORRY:D


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Sunday, June 24, 2007

let's take it that u NEVER did ask anything

if it's the correct one, then im UTTERLY disappointed in you
if its the wrong one, then i'll be happy for you

tell me please.
tell me its a wrong one so that i know what i think of you is always correct.


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Saturday, June 23, 2007

BACK frm NCO camp:D:D

i survived, though i became SUPER TANNED. lols. 2 days, almost every hour when the sun is out, im under the sun...anw, i survived through the camp, although i didn really punish many people, but well, nightmare didn scold; he only SAY me=X and he keep on threatening me! forcing me to do debrief, etc. NIGHTMARE seh! erms, okays, so HUNT-gry with THRIVE was fun although they were the last team. they ALMOST smash my face with flour! but of course, i threatened to deduct their marks if they did anything to me or pangseh me..HAHAHA. good lil kids:D aft lights on, bathe and TADA!! MIDNIGHT DRILLS! lasted ard 1 hour and OMG, BEDTIME STORY by cai. had a hard time trying to keep awake. LOL. slept at ard 4 plus 5, woke up at 6.30 ...OMGOSH, i wanted to doze off anytime i had the chance. LOLs...aft breakcamp, str8 came home and...SLACK!!((:

omg, i got the SHOCK of my life..seriously, its the shock of my life. he asked me out for a movie, but well, i rejected the invitation(: then, when it was ard midnight, he msged me and told me he still likes me. but wtf?! the reaction i had was WTF. was he trying to pull a fast one on me? i shall summarise why we are NOT FATED.
when i first liked him, he liked me too.
when i first gave up on him, he told me he liked me.
when i had my first stead, he still likes me.
when i broke off my my ex, he still likes me.
when i treated him as a GOOD friend, he still likes me.
when i started to like him, he gave up on me.
now i gave up on him, he tells me he still likes me.

WTF??! its SERIOUSLY omg lahs.
of course, i rejected him last night again.
d oth time, i told myself, no matter what happens, i will NOT like him anymore, even if he does like me. but then, i told myself there's nth to worry bcos i know he wont like me alrdy. and wth. it became true! and well, i THOUGHT i will be very happy to hear the words frm his mouth. but, it didn seemed quite true though. when i read his msg, i was kind of like, shocked, angry, hurt, and lost for words. i didn know what to do, what to say. thank god, when he sent that msg, i just had my bath and was having a free time of ard 15 mins... i stoned. yes, i stoned. my heart ached for myself, for him. i was reminded of the past, everything that has happened between me n him, regardless of whether we forgave each other before alrdy. those incidents are still vivid in my mind. i wanted to cry, but i couldn. he said sry for the past. but i was thinking, the both of us..we missed MANY chances of being tgt. is that DESTINED? if we were meant to be tgt, we wouldn have come to this status alrdy. HELP me please=X i forced myself to say SORRY, because that was the ONLY word i can manage out of my mind ...


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Thursday, June 21, 2007

CAMP's tml AGAIN-.-

i hardly rest well during these two weeks of so-called holidays. chalet camp chalet camp. in between got projects to do, band pract to go,blahblahblah..im TIRED. guess im left with only sunday to REST, and i mean REST:D

okays, i gtg slp alrdy. need to preserve and RECHARGE my energy level for tml. SO LONG ppl! BYEBYEE:D miss me(:

but well, i'll be back on sat. so dont have to miss me also:D


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why does it seemed that...she dont really care about me anymore?
i was quite happy THAT day.
the day i came back frm chalet, and she booked me in dunoe hw many months' advance on my birthday. dunoe why she did that either. its like..there's still erms..6 months to my birthday. well, i was kinda happy though, that she took the initiative to contact me. but why, does this feeling of happiness fade off so fast?
recalling how were the days with her..those were the days of my life. highlighted in my mind, with probably some pink or green highlighter... and those vivid memories in the past, now seem to be fading off as time goes by. i dont think i'll be able to tok as much to her as i can in de past. i dont think we will have any common topic to tok about in time to come. i realised, actually, my life is gettin used to life without her, unintentionally....its because she no longer plays a major part in this small lil life story of mine. i hardly ever quarrel with her before. the only time i refused to talk to her was the other time at ps. yes, i think that was the only time. well..yes, i may not need her to be here now..but somehow, i wish she was here to make my life alil better...

it feels kind of like saddening when nobody truly understands how you feel. in de past, she understood, or at least, i thought she understood..but now, im very sure she dont understand me anymore...neither do they understand how i feel. i dont want to be someone i cant be. to be that someone who is super demanding, super agressive, super fierce. im NOT what they want. i thought nobody understood. but well, i felt alil comforted when i knew mr ascendant undestood that i CANNOT be that someone thety wanted.(((: thank god, :D:D

life's getting ALIL more stressful and alil more boring at the same time. i hvn been meeeting up with my good friends-bestie, gf, hamham and mimi, babi danial..speaking of danial, yes, we alo drifted apart alrdy. its understandable because he's a yr younger than me, meaning he's still in deyi while i alrdy grad frm deyi.. i rem the days we would go to sch tgt and go home tgt. i mean go to the amk station tgt.kinda ridiculous now, to think back. fancy waiting for a person for ard half an hour sometimes, just to go to the station tgt-.- dumb lahs..but well, i miss this muscular babi who is now currently facing problems with his studies. i dont want him to retain. he better study hard. i would like to help him, but im kinda packed with my own stuffs and schedules. much less , have time to help him with his studies, esp maths.. ive tried to help him look for jay, so that jay can help him with his work when he needs ppl to help((: please STUDY VERY HARD for ur olevels. please DONT retain((:

because life is missing som highlighted colours, i need new colors in my life...


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Wednesday, June 20, 2007

okays, i found a saviour((:
but i doubt what he said will do MUCH help to saving me from all the immense pressure. HAHAHA, but at least, i know someone understands how i feel:D thanks.and i mean THANKS.

THANK YOU.thank you.thank YOU.

:D

anw, gf's back in sg ytd:D and cherny back in sg today..hahas..(:

I MISS MY GF, and i mean it=X


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im NOT born with that ability.
im NOT you.
im NOT them.
can you stop forcing me to be someone whom im not ?
im not given THAT character, not with that voice, can u just accept it?
immense pressure,you've given me..im faced with it now.
i've tried, to be the someone im not....but i didn succeed.. im just me.
do you know forcing a person to do something he/she dont like can drive him/her to do ANYTHING? yes, ANYTHING.
i wonder how im going to survive. with that kind of pressure....
how to be someone else within overnight??!
tell me..tell me...

u are what you are, do u like it when someone or a group of ppl trys to change you to someone whom you dont like being...AHH... help me please.


NIGHTMARE's BACK. yes, BACK :( wtf. oman......


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Monday, June 18, 2007





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im BACK frm chalet(: oyes, zilra's chalet.

ytd meet vera and syl at serangoon station den headed to pasir ris. was hungry at that time, so we decided to eat burger((: damn freaking nice PLEASE, i LOVEE it. lols. den erms, reached the chalet, but not many ppl yet, so me linda syl johan vera decided to go downtown. arcade((: den me n syl went to take neoprints(: for $3 only. hahas..den the dumb caleb, called me on the fone and tricked me that he was on his way. but the next min, i see him right infront of me..lols. idiot lahs he. okays, so i went to look for eryi dey all at downtown chalet. mine was at coasta sands thou. hahas. BBQ was okays. everything was quite alright(: but i didn slp at all! lol..so anws, during midnight, darrell, me , syl, vera, old linda, small linda, hariyani went downtown agn and took neoprints again((: lols.. slacked at macs and darrell gave us a treat. YAYS, thanks darrell((((: erms, polar bear back at chalet, was alright only..kind of draggy though. hahas.. so aft polar, everybody played their own games agn. luffy and sunny drank almost 3/4 of the vodka, and guess what? luffy CANNOT stop laughing. sunny became damn drunk. hahas. at least, luffy managed to catch hold of himself aft he had a bath, and he was alright alrdy. but sunny? no, he went right flat on the ground at the room upstairs. the room was damn squeezy please, so many ppl on the bed, caleb on the floor;beside the door, sunny on the floor at the other side of the bed. damn squeezy. den darrell and caleb decided to join some of them downstairs to slp. the rest stayed upstairs. and aft i went down, because of the noise, sunny got irritated and started shooting rubberbands at ppl, chasing them all downstairs. HAHAHA.. okays, so yups, had a HARD TIME trying to wake caleb, he has lessons at 9 today, but when it was 8.15, he still didn want to wake..lol..so we both cabbed home, and it was 9.15 alrdy. lols, he's late alrdy! lols, thanks caleb for the ride(: erms.reached home, bathe and SLEEP((((: frm 10am to ard 4pm..LOL. god damn tiring. hahas..


anw, serene couldn make it to the chalet:( cos her daddy dont allow. nvm, next time ((:


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Saturday, June 16, 2007

im back frm camp(:

and im damn tired, yes i am.
ytd whole day busy. yada yada yada. drills and sit tests. blahblahblah. badges and stuffs. ended up sleeping at 4 plus-.- ahhhh...slept in staff lounge((: YAYS. but only for 2 hours. had to wake up at 6 plus. got ready for breakfast. and god damn de OMG! the food was damn awful lahs. its cooked by uncle tiong's stall but not uncle tiong:( i miss uncle tiong's cooking((: hahas. so i couldn force myself to finish it.LOL as usual, i dont force myself to eat stuffs i dont like:DD hahas drills, yada yada...drill test, was NOT supposed to be one of the testers, but ended up being one-.- yada yada..BREAK CAMP(:
and wth, i have to bring home my beloved olevel art piece T.T and its god damn big lahs. had a hard time bringing it home..lol

slacked on the sofa and i fell aslp until mummy came home(:

tell u sth, im gg to be away for chalet tml AGAIN T.T seems like im not home everyday lahs..


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Thursday, June 14, 2007

i dont know what to say=X


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town-ed with jan today:D

anw, woke up late again=X like OOPS?!(:
hahas, so we both walked from wisma to taka to heeren to fareast, den back to paragon. i mean paragon's bus stop(: LOL.. long walk lahs..anw, we met vera at fareast. and god damn, we forgot to ask her out=XX sry vera. SORRY(: loves and kisses many many(: anw, i LOVEE the tube at fareast. god damn NICEE pls. im going to save up to pay the debts for the chalets first before i go SHOPPING(: hahas.

will be at camp tml(:

gf will be in hongkong tml...take care my girl.

serene, take care many many too(: LOVES:D


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Wednesday, June 13, 2007

monday:
woke up LATE! was supposed to wake up at 9, but ended up waking at erms. 10.40? so i rushed to serangoon. ahh, im not the latest. hahas. okays, so we went to vera's hse to do project and of course, aft that, we SLACKED(: LOLs. den ard 3 plus, headed to the chalet at east coast. and the chalet was god damn far away frm macs. so we decided to rent a bike each. erms, not for val n yq. cos they wont be staying over. so we had a hard time trying to ride them. lols. and well, during the bbq, i mean, before the bbq, me vera val jan ya went to the beach to take fotos((: shall upload them if im free=D bbq was quite erms...not organised....many stuffs not bought. okays, so anw, there were two lil kids frm next door who kept clinging to us. belesto, and belicia...(im not sure of the spelling).(: hahas. there were damn rude to us at first. but aft that, they were okays(: hahas..night bowling was ruined cos the alley was closed alrdy. night cycling didn really work out either, cos we were all so tired, since we rode the bicycle lots of time when riding the lil kids..hahas..so we talked abt some STORIES, before yq left at ard 3, and before we sleep((: hahas. so damn scary lahs pls.
tuesday: woke up and return the bike(: had macs breakfast. slack...den headed to amk. oOPs. im late. hahas, nvm..(: was at amk till 10 plus before heading home. and its god damn tiring.


okays.i'll be gg to lynn's hse ltr(((:


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Sunday, June 10, 2007

yesterday spent my day with queena and the rest(: had wanted to watch movie at the cathay. but tickets for pirates of the caribbean were sold out, and we reckoned the ones at PS would be sold out as well. so we decided to make an advanced booking for the ones at cineleisure. so yep, booked 7 tickets and off we went to cineleisure to have our dinner. damn the foodcourt's stuff are all so expensive. slacked at the arcade upstairs before the movie. okays, i know people are going to say im crazy. because ive watched the show before.but well, all i can say is THE MOVIE IS DAMN FREAKING NICE PLEASE((: hahas...HOIST THE COLORS, i love the song(: johnny depp(jack sparrow) and orlando bloom(will), i think you're damn cute and u have the charisma:D lol...aft the movie, luyi and yq left.we went heeren. walked alil. den christina and queena left. then the stubborn okc dont want to take mrt frm somerset. so we walked frm heeren to ps. and on the way, i saw vera((: lols. such a concidence:D yays. erms.. then yeps, in de mrt, took photo with yanwai because we two concidentally wore the same colour-turqoise:DD lols. den the stupid ong gong dai.....dunoe how to pose for a pic..keep on making funny faces..ahh..he suck...lol...ONG GONG DAI. must help me to find the two songs. HOIST THE COLORS and NO PROMISES(:

today went to ritz carlton with val jan and sinyee. did our field trip(: yays. ritz carlton is still my desired place to be at. it was my perception, it is my perception and it will still be my perception in years to come((: and yeps, even the tollys are so nicee:DD then there's like so many receptions lahs. and mr redzuan..u're soooo nice (: okays, everybody at ritz carlton is nice:D yays. and the cookies at the counter are so god damn nice to eat lahs. lols. and the swimming pool and the other nice views are all soooooooo NICEE:D:D:D OMG-ness lahs. so anw, we 4 took some pics whilst in the lift. will upload them soooon. erms, then. yupps. I LOVE RITZ CARLTON MANY MANY(: loves and kisses=D aft that, headed to marina sq for awhile before eryi came to fetch me:D


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Saturday, June 09, 2007

oOps.
sry hamham and mimi. sry i ps:(
next time, i promise, i wont ps you two(:

PIRATES for the second time ltr=DD


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Friday, June 08, 2007

hahas..okays,so i just reached home(:

erms, aft leaving tp, wenta chinatown to meet DUMBO(: yeah...i find it weird to see him in formal wear because im rather used to seeing him in teeshirt and bermudas..hahas..erms, so we walked a super long way to one of the hawker centres and had our lunch. anyways, i find super weird when dumbo starts to speak chinese..he has a english accent with his chinese words. LOL. still prefer him to speak english(: so aft lunch, dumbo went back to work and me syl cr went to cityhall to wait for bai. den went to tengah merah to meet weijian. and off we go to the airport. erms, slacked at the chairs while waiting for them to arrive. and cy came to said hello to us(: hahas..slack slack slack..

den YAYS(: THEY ARE BACK=D QUEENA YANWAI CHRISTINA JUNHUI KIANCHEN :D:D:D so we went to macs and had a chat.. lol..thanks junhui for gving me the keychain u won frm the amusement park..its super uber cutee(: LOL.. den chatchatchat..laugh laugh laugh..den yeps, queena junhui left with zhiliang. and me kc yw and syl cabb-ed home(:


hahas...such a happy day i have(: and u know what's more happening?? yes! TOMORROW((: tml will be meeting mimi and hamham..unless sth crops up..hahas((: WHEEEE..

i still miss girlfriend, i have so much to tell her lahs. LOUISURE!!!!I MISS YOU MANY MANY=/

serene said:FOLLOW YOUR HEART.
but well serene, i still dont know. but MAYBE i'll try not to contact her for now. and meanwhile, if i have any probs and need a listening ear, i'll find you(: hahas


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term tests are all over(:
well, although i got a bad feeling abt the results, but ahh...nvm..
now is HOLS which are not like hols-.-
erms.there's damn many projects to do lahs..freaking..
and during the hols, i got two chalets-one is 05, one is zilra
i got two camps-sec ones and nco-.-
wth.hahas......anw, i think i'll be gg over to ritz for field trip this sunday.most probably will go.becos the dateline for it is like erm june 29? AHH...
anw, they'll be coming back frm japan and yep, will be gg to fetch them((: loves many many=D


THANK YOU serene. but well, i hvn made up my mind..=X HELP me girl!

*will blog more when im home tonight(:


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Thursday, June 07, 2007

FRUIT-CITRUS
ORANGE
-naval
-tangerines
-mandarines
-valencias

GRAPEFRUIT
-pink/ruby grapefruit

LIME
-regular/persian/tihatian
-kaffir lime
-calamansi lime

OTHERS
-pomelo
-kumguat
-bergamot
-lemon
-yuzu

FRUITS-STONEFRUIT
-apricots
-dates
-nectarines
-cherries(tart red, golden rainer, black cherries)
-plums(greengages, mirabelles, satsumas, black plums, umeboshi plums)
-prunes(honey and sugar prune)
-peach(donut, white, yellow peaches)

VEGETABLES
CABBAGE
-broccoli
-brussel sprouts
-bok choy
cauliflower

SUMMER SQUASHES
-cucumber

WINTER SQUASHES
-pumpkins

EGGPLANT
-aubergines and brinjals

SALAD GREENS
-watercress
-radicchio

LETTUCE
-iceberg
-butter or bataria
-romaine

COOKING GREENS
-kale
-spinach leaves

MUSHROOMS
western-buttons, portobello, oyster mushrooms, truffles
eastern-shitake, nameko, enoki, eringi

PEPPERS
-sweet peppers(green, yellow, red, purple)
-chillies(birdseye)

PODS AND SEEDS
-green beans

POTATOES
-sweet potatoes, yam

ROOT AND TUBERS
-carrot, turnip

TOMATOES
-beefsteak, truss

CEREALS
-oat
-rice
-wheat
-mint
-millet
-maize
-buckwheat
-quinoa
-rye
-sorghum
-barley


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CHEESE
facts:
-made from milk by separating the main components found in milk which are curds and whey.
-this separation is caused naturally by lactic acid present in milk or by addition os starters such as rennet.
-cheese is the curdled solids found in milk.
some cheese have other additives to preserve them or change their character.
making cheese:
PASTEYRIZATION
-a process used to kill unwanted bacteria present in the fresh milk.
NATURAL SOURING
-or by adding rennet.
USING A FINE CLOTH
-the mass is lifted.whey is used for pig food.
MOULDING
-the curd is portioned into vats and pressed with the excess whey being extracted out
SALTING
-cheese in salt bath
AGEING
-stored to ripe for better flavour.

CATERGORIES
CURD CHEESE
-ricotta
-cottage cheese

CREAM CHEESE
-mascarphone
-boursin(france)

SOFT CHEESE
-brie
-feta

SEMI-HARD CHEESE
-edam

HARD CHEESE
-cheddar
-parmesan

BLUE CHEESE


selection criteria:
-skin should not show spots of mildew
-when sliced, it should no give off an over-strong smell or indication of ammonia.
-hard/semi/blue-veined should not be dry when cut
-it should not appear runny when cut.


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types of cream
extra light cream- 12% fat content
light cream-18% fat content
reduced cream-25% fat content
whipping cream-35-42% fat content
double cream or rich cream-48% fat content
creme chantilly- lightly sweetened, whipped cream that is flavoured by vanilla
creme fraiche-light fresh cultured cream
clotted cream is made from milk which has been scalded, skimmed and cooled quickly.
sour cream is cream inoculated with a lactic acid culture.


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coffee terms
AMERICANO(long black)- expresso and hot water in equal parts.
CAPPUCCINO-one third expresso, one third steamed milk and one third micro foam.
DOPIO(double expresso)-two shots of expresso(60ml) in one cup.
EXPRESSO-one single shot(30ml) of strong, dark roasted black coffee.
FLAT WHITE-one third of expresso, two third of steamed milk.
LATTE-one third expresso, two third of steamed milk with a thin layer of foam.
MOCHA-normally, a latte blended with chocolate.
MOCCHIATO-an expresso with a small amount of foam spooned on it.
RISTRETTO-with less water, yielding a stronger taste (10-20ml)

tea terms
ASSAM TEA-high quality, full bodied tea from assam province in North eastern india.
CEYLON TEA-delicate and fragrant tea grown at altitudes over 4000 feet.
DARJEELING TEA-best and most delicate of all indian teas. grown on the foothills of the himalayas.
EARL GREY TEA-medium bodied tea. flavoured with bergamot
ENGLISH BREAKFAST TEA-medium to full bodied tea.
LAPSANG SOUCHENG-medium bodied, smoked tea from Fujian province in china.


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im super sinful today. i hvn really been getting information of FNB into my dumb brain. -.- have been listening to songs since MORNING! ahh...i just love some of the lyrics of the songs i listened to just now.
no promises-"through time and time, no promises".. aint this sentence damn true? people always come up with promises, but well, as time goes by, these promises are nothing by crap. CRAP. im not angry with anybody, im just tired. tired why people always make empty promises... please, if you know you cant fulfill ur promises, dont make that promise. or the one waiting for the promise to be fulfilled, will be waiting aimlessly.
and. promises.....u say it tight, u say it right. tight as in, its some words that dont easily come out of ur mouth. it shud be from the heart, and not the mouth. and when you say it tight, u better make it right. okays, im not like streaming off my anger or anything. aft ytd night, i felt much much better.
and, i realised the scar he left on his name....is still there. it still hurts to think back of the past,of that incident. a bridge..a bridge....a bridge... the words keep on sounding in my mind. you're not a bridge. and neither am i...i hope. i hope i wasn the bridge who u used for ur studies because you wasnt my bridge. okays, anw, i still wish to meet you..to see you.. i want to call you a jackass again...

i made good my promise, but u didnt.


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thanks serene....i feel much better after telling you...(: thanks for being the one whom i can tok to...well, u cheer up too, yea? dont brood over it..LOVES(:


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Wednesday, June 06, 2007

guess what? im left with one last term test on friday...YAYS! but well, i guess im goin to flunk my rht test today-.-
DOUBLE YAYS! went to nyp today to crash the sch..and? YES!!! i finally get to meet my? YES!!!!!!!!!!!!my dearest GIRLFRIEND:D yays. i loveeee her many many(: im sooo happy today.
okays, so met yuwen irene shipei and winnie also. IRENE, take care ah(:
and..yes bestie..lol..this dumbdumb girl.....
she: "so are u gg to stay till 5oclock?"
me:"ya.."
she:"okays, ltr i finish then i call you.."

so me n daryl decided to slack at the macs canteen...frm 2.30...we slack slack slack.....tok tok tok....den 5 plus, decided to give her a call..but missed call..den she call back...
she:" eh..u at where?"
me:" u finish le ah?"
she:" huh? u still in NYP?"
me:"ya..where are you?"
she:"huh......i at home.."
me:"WHAT??"
she:"i didn know you all wait for me..."
me:"huh? tot i told you me n daryl waiting for you??"
she:" ahhhh...i forgot...sry sry sry.."
me:" alamak.....whoa..u win liaos lors"
she:"sry sry..."

then me and daryl dont know wheth to be angry with her or laugh at her....-.- and we ended laughing till daryl had a tummyache, and my eyes had tears...LOLs .....wth lahs...

was msging big hands and he said .."whoa..what a bestie lahs..lol..."
HAHAHAHA....
funny daoooooooooo.........
i cant stop laughing at this dumbdumb bestie of mine...
but well, lets take the scenenario of daryl not there with me, well, i'll be soooo not happy, and i guess i'll be angry daooooo.
another scenenario: im with daryl...but the person is not bestie, and is somebody else..i guess i'll be super fuming away lahs....LOL...

lols. now im telling my mummy abt it, and she's laughing away too...what a dumb bestie i have. (: LOLS..and u know why i wait for her? i wait for her so that we can go home tgt...and i end up gg home alone...LOLs..

anw, im still super happy to see my girlfriend!!

oya, bixia's back at singapore for a short visit...(: miss her many many...but well, she's gg back tml..lol..


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Tuesday, June 05, 2007

im seriously broke..she's broke too. but i dont have any more excess cash to lend her alrdy.im not even getting any pocket money these few days. and i wonder how im gg to survive. suddenly have the urge not to go for any chalets. because im seriously BROKE. supposed to meet janice and val for lunch tml. but i guess im opting out. guess i have to survive on instant noodles again.....when can i ever get out of days where she dont have financial problems.....tell me..tell me..tell me..

i feel like getting a job. but i can only work on sundays...ahhh..save me.

well, actually i feel like breaking down. for dont know what reason.




i need to talk to someone. last time i had her. now, i need to tok to someone ABOUT her, and many other stuffs that i myself dont know whats wrong. why is life such a pain?? actually, i dont know what im typing..seriously, my mind is in a blank now and i cant even focus on my bloody RHT. damn am i gg to flunk this test. shucks.

girlfriend..i miss you and i got tons of things to tell u...


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wait for you, by elliott yamin

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

[Bridge]

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

[Verse 2]

It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.

[Bridge]

Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

[Bridge]

So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you wanted to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing i do

[Chorus]

Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting.


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chapter 3

a research design is simply the framework, blueprint used as a guide in collecting and analyzing data.

EXPLORATORY RESEARCH

the major emphasis of exploratory research is on the discovery of new ideas and thoughts. exploratory research is conducted when little or no data exist regarding the phenomena being investigated. generally, exploratory research is not published. however, findings from exploratory research can be used to develop more extensive research projects. exploratory research can be drawn on secondary resources, expert opinions and observations. as exploratory research is not based on random sampling and representation of the population, a qualitative method of date collection is suitable. exploratory research is used to gain current and relevant background information when little is known about the problem. at this stage, certain terms and concepts are defined to help identify or clarify the research problem.
methods:
-secondary data analysis
-experience surveys
-case studies
-focus groups
-projective techniques

DESCRIPTIVE RESEARCH
the descriptive research is concerned with measuring amd estimating the frequencies with which things occur.descriptive research is appropriate when the research objectives include:portraying the chracteristics of tourism phenomena and determining the frequency of occurrence, determining the degree to which tourism variables are associated, making predictions regarding the occurrence of marketing phenomena.
types:
-cross-sectional design
-longitudinal design

CAUSAL RESEARCH
sometimes the research objectives requires the researcher to determine the causal relationship. causal relationship may have to be discovered only through special studies called "experiments". experiments allow us to determine the effects of an independent variable on a dependable variable. experimental design are necessary for us to ensure that the effect we observe in our dependable variable are due, in fact, to the independant variable and not the extraneous variable. extraneous variable are those which has an effect on dependable variable but yet are not independent variables.


CHAPTER FOUR


data can be catergorised into PRIMARY AND SECONDARY.

PRIMAARY DATA

main objective: gather up-to-date and relevant info for the project.
can use qualitative and quantitative techniques.


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okays.
i know im sinful.because i hvn been studying the moment i came home-.- because i have no mood to. lols. im feeling so draggy...so bored. have been listening to songs..and i quite like some of them. well, i like one particular sentence frm the lyrics of BIG GIRLS DONT CRY. "we'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds"....nice sentence(: well...i hvn really been into liking someone these days. ive erms, kinda lost faith ever since the incident of "him"...yada yada...dont wish to tok abt it or even think about it...but somehow, i find that sentence...to describe what we were in the past. we were childhood friends, almost lovers and we share everything we have. but well, its not mine eventually. (: i want to meet a guy who's thousand times better than him(: and i believe i can find one in the next few years to come. lols.
anw, im kinda erms. dunoe how to express.. where's the agreement? the agreement of once a week? i dont think there's even once a month. im losing hope in this friendship. dont you think we are like super apart frm each other alrdy..i dare to bet...if i shall stop contacting you, you wouldn take the initiative to contact me. whats a friendship when im the one who keeps it going when the other dont even bother? why do i still call u my ****** when we seem so drifted? you had the time for others, but not for me. i cant even read your mind anymore. we'll be strangers soon if this continues. i dont know what to do and i dont want to think.

anw girlfriend, I MISS YOU MANY MANY AND I LOVE YOU MANY MANY(((:
i love my gf the most. i miss cam-whoring with her.
i miss gossiping with her.
i miss shopping with her.
i miss her craziness.
i miss her!!
LOVES my gf the most.

anw, i think wont be able to meet gf soon. becos im rather packed next week and the following week, she'll be in hongkong..like BOOHOO T.T i miss her manymany(:


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CALEB IS DUMB.


johan and me.


SUNNY


darrell and me


cy and me


fongyung and me


jiamin and me(:


jiemei and me(:




BIG HANDS and me(:


raymond and me


qingying and me(:

caleb dont know how to smile, that explains why there was soooo many diff expression from him but i remain the same face. LOL.


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Monday, June 04, 2007

ORGANISING PROCESS
1. consider the organisational objectives
2. determine the types of work activities
3. departmentalisation
4. design hierachy of responsibilities
5. set up mechanism for coordination

KEY ORGANISING concepts
a)chain of command
-is an unbroken line of authority that links all person in an organisation and shows who report to whom.
-underlying principles: unity of command
:scalar principle
b)line and staff authority
-line authority:directly responsible for achieving of organisational goals
-staff authority: gives advices to other managers, etc.
c)span of control
-a narrow span of control is more effective when work is complex, when jobs are closely interlocked, and when organisation is operating in an unstable environment.
-a wide span of control is more effective when employees are performing similar jobs, established standards increase predictability and effective control, employees are highly skilled experienced and moltivated.

centralisation is the degree to which the authority and power is retained by high level managers in an organisation rather than being delegated.
decentralisation is the condition tht exist when a significant amount of authority is delegated to lower levels in the organisation.

formalisation is the written documentation used to direct and control employees.

LECTURE SIX

work specialisation is the degree to which jobs are broken down into specialized tasks.

JOB DESIGN FOR THE INDIVIDUAL

a)job simplification
this is the process of designing jobs so that job holders only have a number of narrow tasks to perform. tasks are designed to be simple, repetitve and standardised..
advantages: increases efficiency
: workers are interchangeable as they require little trainning, skills and judgement
disadvantages: reduce job satisfaction due to narrow, boring tasks

b)job rotation
the practice of periodically shifting workers through a set of jobs in a planned sequence. increases the different tasks without increasing the complexity of any one job.
advantages: reduce bordom
: facilitates cross-training
: allow for employee development
disadvantages: increase training costs
:decrease productivity

c)job enlargement
allocation of wider variety of similar tasks to a job in order to make it more challenging.

d)job enrichment
expanding a person's responsibilities.

five job characteristics:
skill variety
task identity
task significance
feedbacks
autonomy

job design for work groups
a) intergrated work teams
b)autonomous work teams

WORK SCHEDULES
a)flexitime
b)compressed workweek
-less than 5 days per week
c)job sharing
-8-1, 1-5= share the full time hours
d)telecommuting

DELEGATION
steps.
1. determine what to delegate
2. identify best person qualified.
3. delegate the work
4. control of the work

benefits of delegation
:reduce managerial workload
:achieve the maximum use of special skills
:train and groom delegates
:keeps things gg when u're absent
:test subordinates's capabilities
:new ideas
:give de subordinates a feeling of importance and participation
:develop own managerial skills

barriers
:ego
:feeling that subordinates cannot make it
:reluctance of subordinates
:not sure which task to delegate
:organisational politics
:fear of losing control


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lecture one
management: attainment of organisational goals in an effective and efficient manner through planning, organising, leading and controlling of organisational resources.

PLANNING is to select goals and ways to attain them.
ORGANISING is to assign responsibilities to tasks.
LEADING is using influence to moltivate.
CONTROLLING is to monitor the activities.

effectiveness is the degree to which the org achieves a stated goal. concern with the ends.
efficiency is the use of minimal resources to produce a desired volume of output.(concern with how things are done)

MANAGEMENT SKILLS:
conceptual skills-the cognitive ability to see the org as a whole and not individual parts.top maNagement requires this skill the most.
human skills- the ability to work with and through other people and to work efficiently as a grp member. moltivate people. this skill is needed by all three levels of management.
technical skills- understanding and proficiency in the performance of specific tasks. this skill is needed by the first-line management.

lecture two

EXTERNAL environment:
general:
a)international dimension
-economic conditions of other country
b)technological dimension
-advancement in technology.
c)legal-political dimension
-govt legislation, regulations, policies, changes to the political environment
d)economic dimension
-overall economic health of the country
e)sociocultural
-demographic characteristics, norms, customs of the population
task:
a)customers
b)competitors
c)labour market
d)suppliers

INTERNAL environment:
corporate culture:
a)stories
b)slogans
c)symbols
d)ceremonies
e)heros

LECTURE THREE

-planning is the most fundamental step.
-a mission explains the purpose for existence. it explains the company's philosophy, the characteristics, it does not usually change from year to year.

LEVELS of goals:
strategic goals
-set by top management
-broad targets on org
tactical goals
-set by middle management
-more specific than strategic goals
-more for departments
operational goals
-set by lower management
-narrower in scope

BENEFITS of goals
:legitimacy
:source of moltivation and commitment
:guide to action
:standard of performance

a good goal should be SMART.

BENEFITS of planning
: helps the manager to be future-oriented
: helps to coordinate decisions
: helps to coordinate sense of direction towards the objectives

PLANNING process
1. state the goals
2. list the alternative ways to achieve the goals
3. develop the assumptions for each alternative.
4. choose the best alternative.
5.develop plan for the chosen alternative
6, ACTION!

TYPES of planning
:strategic planning
-for 5 years
:tactical planning
-for 1-3 years
:operational planning
-for less than 1 year

LECTURE FOUR

LEVELS of strategic planning
:corporate level
-guides organisations with more than one line of business
-ways to manage
-allocation of resources
:business level
-directs operations of a single business

HOW TO DO strategic planning
1. develop missions and goals
2. diagnose threats and opportunities
-bargaining power of supplier
-bargaining power of customer
-rivalry of existing firms
-threats from new entrants
-threats frm subsitute products or services
3. assess strengths and weakness
4. generate alternative strategies
=growth strategies
-market penetration strategy
-market development strategy
-product development strategy
=porter's competitive strategies of model
-differentiation strategy
-cost leadership strategy
-focus strategy
5. develop strategic plans
6. develop tactical plans
7. control and assess the results
8. repeat the planning process

EFFECTIVE PLANNING
-plans are the means, not the ends.

-extinction by instinct
:too concerned with solving immediate problems
:fail to plan long term

-paralysis by analysis
:get bogged down on process
:neglect the really important decisions

common barriers to effective planning:
-inability to plan
-improper planning process
-improper information

ways to ensure effective planning:
-get as much info as possible
-get info frm multiple sources
-inclusion of right people.

LECTURE FIVE
ORGANISING
:deployment of organisational resources to achieve strategic goals.
:strategy defines what to do, organising defines how to do it.

ORGANISATION STRUCTURE
:framework in which the organisation defines how tasks are divided, resources are deployed and departments are coordinated.
:organisational chart, a visual representation of the organisation structure shows
-the major positions and departments in the org
-the chain of command
-the official channels for communication
-the number of subordinates each manager has
-the way work is performed
-the type of work being performed

DEPARTMENTALISATION
-functional approach
:grouped by common skills, work activities, expertise and resources use.
:advantages=in depth skills development and specialisation
=good coordination within functions
=career progression within functional departments
:disadvantages=poor coordination and communication
=decisions are concentrated at the top management
=limited development of general management training for employees
-divisional approach
:they are grouped into separate self contained divisions based on a common product or geographical region.
:advantages=good coordination across functions
=good customer focus
=development of general management skills
:disadvantages=duplication of resources across division
=competition for corporate resources
=difficulty in top management control
-matrix approach
:employees faces two chain of command-functional and divisional
:advantages=more efficient use of resources
=development of general and specialist management skills
=expertise available to all divisions
:disadvantages=frustrations and confusion will arise from dual chain of command
=power dominance bt one side of the matrix
=more meetings/ discussions
-team approach
:work groups
:advantages=breaks down barriers across departments
=less responses time-quicker decision
=better morale
:disadvantages=time and resources spent on meetings
=too much decentralisation
-network approach
:international
:advantages=global competitiveness
=workforce flexibility
=reduced administrative overhead
:disadvantages=no hands-on control
=can lose organisational part
=employee loyalty weakened


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Friday, June 01, 2007

lappy's spoilt since erms..tuesday?
terribly miserable..
sent it for servicing..will be getting it back only next week i guess. sucks lahs.
so yeps, im like..using the pathetic computer in tp's library. just finished the band report due tml. and wtf. i cant save the file on this desktop, meaning i cant attach it...and so...i have to wait till sylvia to end lessons at 6 and she can lend me her thumbdrive..and the worst thing of all is, i end class at 1 today because there's no commskills today...and..ya! 5 long hours in de library..i think im gg to die of boredom..now is like..onli 3.30 lahs? -.- argh...okays..so back to de topic that i wanted to blog abt...yes, ytd...had mini zilra outing ytd. it's mini because many ppl couldn make it due to exams coming up soon next week. so watched pirates of the carribean ytd.. damn it.orlando bloom is super handsome lahs!! lol...and me n sylvia was almost halfway huming the tune of de song during de movie..(: i lovee the song..and also, there's one song, sang at the beginning of the song by de little boy, i LOVEE that song but i dont know the title of it-.- sucky. okays, so after the movie...slacked at ps..before gg to marina bay for steamboat..so i ate a lil and i was full alrdy..lol...so yeps,,ended up taking photos..yada yada yada..den me sunny liyi caleb came home tgt, thanks caleb for woking us home(:


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