HELLO people(:

well, rather busy lahs. with projects and stuffs again.
anw, ytd was band's annual investiture and farewell. OMGOSH. i just realised that im so OLD alrdy, time really flies lahs. it just seemed that i just graduated frm band like a few days ago, and POP! my younger batch just graduated frm band ytd too!! ahh, 1 year have passed, okay, almost one year... so fast lahs pls. erms, anw, ytd investiture was alright, seeing my juniors get their ranks just remind me of my days in band. and and, there was this musical exchange with hongkong w.O. and omgosh lahs, there was this cute guy frm flute:D:D he really plays his flute super well, and he's super good looking and cute, just that..he's too fair alrdy!! ahh, didn manage to take a photo with him because was SHY to do so, well.. it will really seem WEIRD if i approach him to take a photo becos im an exmember, and if i take photo with him, n not with other people, it would REALLY be weird, and he might think im interested in him or watsoever. haas, BUT, he's really REALLy cute(: and there was this guy from percussion too, rather cute too, but not as cute as the flautist lahs. and there was this clarinetist that the others tot was cute, but he appeared as NORMAL to me. LOL. okays, so aft the exchange, me meifen n syl went to amk hub, wok slacked wok slacked. ended up at macs. time passed super slow pls.BUT with ice cream, the time suddenly ZOOM to 4 plus.(: den farewell was super nicee. HILARIOUS items put up. esp by the saxophonists, percussionists and the tpters. NICEE and touching and super de OMG de can make us laugh like HELL!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA (never ending).

then dinner was alright, well, as usual, we ended up laughing agn bcos of some stupid things we did.LOL....den the rest of the night was alright, aft the talk, you can see some familiar scenes of last year, yes, that is, many many people crying. T.T not me, of course. but those graduates and those members. yes yes, babi danial cried too. oman, please dont cry le(: i hvn been seeing you cry since i grad frm deyi lahs. i miss the days we go to sch tgt, go home or rather, wok to the station tgt. HAHA. pretty memories. but yes yes, we cant help but admit that we've drifted apart alrdy. we seem more like normal friends than good friends alrdy.AHH. i miss those days with babi and jasmine and other people in the canteen before sch starts. i miss the morning calls i had to gv dan just to wake him up from his beauty sleep. and is like MANY MANY calls. and tell u girls, danial is really a good guy, so grab him ((: LOL, j/k lahs. he's a GENTLEMAN, yes, he is NOT a GENTLE MAN, but a gentleman. LOL. he put his muscles to great use at times, like d oth time, he carries my bag when my ankle was sprained. LOL. GOODY GOODY:D i MISS HIM!!

YESYES, of course i miss ilham and alhami too:D
and of course, my DEAREST GIRLFRIEND:D



today was a day spent at tpy doing the fnb project. LOL.
tml POM presentation. FORMAL WEAR. T.T UGLY please.
xiuzhen, OMG, u're damn ugly in that formal wear lahs. and worst, MAKE up is HORRIBLE!

i miss him the babi(:

YADA YADA YADA:D
HELLO(:



stress-ED and still stressing abt my projects. im gg crazy alrdy. projects here projects there.ARGH!

MICKEY, MY LOVE(:



HELLO VAL :D





I LOVE YOU:D

COMMSKILLS
POM
RHT
IHT
FNB
ECONS

ahh..4 more!! endure xiuzhen! endure!!

flag thingy today. simply erms.. dunoe how to say..HAHA.. anw, i have been slping late lately and my eyebags are ALL out! shucks... xiuzhen is SUPER tired now..
and im in no mood to blog alrdy..shall go slp alrdy:D nites ppl, i love y'all many many(:

MY THROAT HURTS PLEASE!!
OMG lahs T.T

ANW, THANKS JIEMEI!!! i owe u one:D:D benchow was really kind to change his duty with me PERMANENTLY cos i'll be hving meeting every friday! T.T a LATE NIGHT friday! LOL.
anw, aft much consideration, i have decided to go changi terminal 3 trial testing...:D

okay, im not really in de mood to blog cos my throat really hurts!!

its just so "wonderful" when it seems that my commskills n RHT project is kind of finished, leaving me with the oth 4 projects..but its kinda like a facade, becos aft my projects, i'll be having my damn exams...not that i dont like exams or sth, its just that..no time to slack, no time to go out!!wtf. poly life is JUST SO stress, just so packed! and im like being packed into a teeny weeny little black box, squeezed inside, without sunlight, without water, without air! its like so suffocating, like as if im gg to die the next minute...but thank god, i still survive till today...at least i still do my tutorials, do the projects, go to band..well, many people will think its stupid of me to waste my sat to go band, but its kinda a motivation for me instead:D its my interest, yes yes, shopping at orchard is also an interest, but to choose between these two, of cos i choose band lahs:D:D yeps, so ppl, dont ever try to tok me out of gg band lahs. but i just wonder why some people who dont have commitments, wouldn do their tutorials, wouldn do their projects, wouldn study hard.. they got an extra saturday than me! haha, nvm, im just crapping ard to say im damn BUSY and STRESSED..LoL..
anw, i hvn bought my formal top lahs. and my shoes....AHH..help me help me! i got no time to go shop..im now like squeezing out alil time to blog lahs..lol
ANW ANW, tp's configuration service is like OMG please!! the person didn tell me i go home must do must changes before i can use the net, in de end, i spent more than one hour trying to connect to the internet lahs!! thanks OTS:D YAYS.

OYAYS:D im happy ytd becos i took a glimpse of AHEM:D WAHS so cute!:D

OYAYA!! ytd's commskills were cancelled cos dear mrs meenachi couldn make it..and and, today's FNB is also cancelled becos mr govin couldn make it as well..LOL...die alrdy, next week sure gt MANY make up lesson... T.T

OKAY OKAYS, gtg do my stuffs alrdy! till then, CIAO!:D

HARRY POTTER and the order of phonex wasnt really what i expected. not that its not nice..i just find it kind of like not satisfying enough? compared to the previous 4 parts lahs....hais. disappointing lahs..

anw, xiuzhen is a HAPPY GIRL today:D bcos we did a good deed lahs(: keong found a wallet at CS's toilet and yays, we managed to return it to the owner:D YAYS(: we're such gd kids...

OYAYS

XIUZHEN IS A HAPPY GIRL TODAY:D

FULL OF LAUGHTER, A DAY.

A DAY WITHOUT SISTER KEONG BECAUSE HE WAS LATE AGAIN, BUT HE CAME TO SCH JUST TO TAKE HIS NOTES. AND THANK GOD HE DID, BECAUSE HE COULD ACC ME TO GO HOME IN BUS 23:D

TODAY REALLY WAS A DAY FULL OF LAUGHTER, AND MAYBE EMBARRESSMENT(NOT ME)...RITE? MY SISTERS??:DDDDDD LOL

hahas, okays, enough of the CAPS alrdy. anw, only keong and val knows the reason behind my happiness lahs. OMG please, 2 times in a day:DDD woohoo!

U SHIA, do u know that??!!!

THANK GOD :D

band was tiring ytd!!!!

okays, anw, had a so-called project camp at vera hse:D and im STILL in her hse now..LOL... erms, im super duper tired please, and i think i slept at 4 plus(:

okays, im blogging becos i gt nth to do....(: de rest are still slping..

13072007 isn really a bad day afterall((:

YAYS:D
OYAYS:D
OYAYSYAYS:D

onli my sisters know why im so HAPPY today(:
wahaha. anw, lessons were alright, had lunch at prata shop today. on de way back to sch, saw MR big hands potato.chatted with him alil and BYE. hahas. den commskills were alright lahs. THEN, me n sylvia went to NYP. OMGOSH lahs, de bus journey was TEDIOUS. hahas. slept throughout though. den the CONCERT(: hmms, okays lahs. i JUST LOVEE PIRATES:D:D:D:D my fav song, still(: ended at ard 9 plus, slacked dere till 10 plus. GOOD JOB RACHEL, MEIFEN and LIPING:D hahas, oyes, liping is there(: since long have i last met her lahs. i miss the days(: hahas. hmm, so yupps. by the time i reached home, i was starving alrdy lahs. LOL, so i just ate a bread plus ham for my so-called dinner. im still starving lahs. hahas.. did tutorials, blahblahblah...ahh, im so tired alrdy.. i shall go to slp instead of keeping up to do my work..otherwise, i'll die TML!!
hahahas,

GOOD NIGHT xiuzhen(: i LOVEE xiuzhen((:, yes, i love myself, have a problem with that? hahas

xiuzhen loves her mummy,
xiuzhen loves her daddy,
xiuzhen loves her ah ma,
xiuzhen loves eryi,
xiuzhen loves zen,
xiuzhen loves guanyi,
xiuzhen loves louisure,
xiuzhen loves hamham,
xiuzhen loves mimi,
xiuzhen loves deyi band,
xiuzhen loves shopping,
xiuzhen loves vera,
xiuzhen loves valarie,
xiuzhen loves lynn,
xiuzhen loves janice,
xiuzhen loves sister keong,
xiuzhen loves mickey,
xiuzhen loves NUTTY,
xiuzhen loves...
xiuzhen...


XIUZHEN, GO TO SLEEP(:

my friend sent me this thingy, and asks me to do it-.- and she says the person i name is the one who matters in my life..LOL...and it goes like this:

name the first person that comes to ur mind for each initial:

Alhami
Benchow
Caleb
Daryl
Eugene
Firdaus
Guanyi
Huishan
Ilham
Janice
Kaiwen
Louisure
Mabel
Nicholas
Ong teck sheng
Pik ha
Qiuling
Rachel
shawn
Tinghao
Uva
Valarie
Wenghao
XIUZHEN:D
Yong keong
Zhiyuan


so not true please, several names came to my mind for each initial..-.-
OKAYS, this is VERY dumb..uber dumb..but hey peeps, do not be offended if ur name is not above, bcos im onli allowed to name ONE person..:D

projects are really driving me crazy please. commskills' dateline is just NEXT WEEK lahs! omgosh.. so many stuffs to do, but at least, i managed to finish RHT alrdy, val shall do the conclusion part of RHT:D and then there's FNB, IHT, POM! oya, and that sickening econs which i hvn even started to do.. OMG, i just need MORE time... jan will be coming over tonight to do the wine list with me:D econs, i guess i'll do it tonight also... erms, so sch have been rather busy lahs, and can u imagine econs's lecture was sooooo tedious and hard that i reali couldn undestand A SINGLE bit??! but well, i managed to digest it aft i got home:D and what keeps me excited for the econs lecture next week is the word MATHEMATICAL, said so by the lecturer. YES ARH! i seriously miss doing maths, the enjoyment of doing maths, the competing with myself against time, the irritating times that i dont know how to do hard qns that even duncan dont knows. SO FUN:D i miss maths many many(: anw, i did my lounge duty ytd lahs, erms, rather boring and fun! boring in de sense that i just have to slack there, and i really mean SLACK!! hahas, fun because i got to know new friends like audrey and angela. and can u believe it!!??! audrey is gf's ex-classmate!! LOL, i asked audrey what sch was she from, den she said kuochan. den i was like, " do u know louisure??" and she was shocked, ha, and when she told me sure was her classmate, i was uber SHOCKED pls. what a small world lahs(: i miss gf many many, hvn been catching up with her forrr soooooooooooooooooooo LOOOOOOONNNGGGG alrdy lahs...hais.. so again, gf asked me to do a personality test, hahas..craps lahs....but the test concluded that gf is the one i love, and im the one she'll remember for life(: and and, we both gt telepathy for the AROMA word. hahahas, COFFEE is AROMA:D but it turns out that THAT thing was what coffee meant. LOLs.

RAINBOWS are my LOVEE:D

AHHH! GEK XIM AH!! FNB results...0.5 marks to an A! WTF! WTH! "SHE ME NIAO??!!"
ahh....omg lahs, i rather i get a 39 than a 39.5 please!!! ahhh..
hais, there goes my DREAM..lol, it REALLY was a dream lahs...i want to get straight As the next time!!! hahas...xiuzhen ah xiuzhen, SLOWLY WAIT!!WAIT LONG LONG!! MUHAHAHA...hais..
anw, bestie and irene and company came over to TP today..slacked at lounge for 1 hour(: hahas..I MISS MY LAIKAH!!! hahas..LAIKAH, must be honoured you know??!! hahas..


anw, took many many many photos today; in class and at LONG JOHN's. HAHAHA...

i dont understand you..why must this happen EVERYTIME! fine! if thats what u want!
S T R A N G E R S !! STRANGERS we shall be. i hate you, i really do! DONT TALK TO ME SINCE YOU DONT KNOW ME, OKAYS?
I HOPE YOU WILL NEVER SEE ME AGAIN, AND EVEN IF WE DO MEET AT ONE PART OF SINGAPORE, WE ARE STRANGERS!

OKAYS, I LOVE WAHS...HAPPY???!

NOT EVEN FRIENDS??

why? WHY?

i dont know what to say..seriously...i read ur msg, i read ur blog.
i dont know what to say, i dont know what to reply..
but i would like to defend myself.. i DID NOT treat you as a subsitute for weather d oth time. i repeat, I DID NOT =X
and now, the fact that i rejected you...actually, it has got NOTHING to do with wahs..
its a matter between you n me..somehow, u dont seem to be the right one, and neither do i seem the right one for you..

its not that i want to ignore you...really...its because i dont know how to reply you....IM SORRY(:

i dont know what to say =X
im really sorry.. if you're reading this, i hope you will know how sorry i am.
i tried to convince myself, but i couldnt...
i dont know why, but i couldn do it...
yes i know, u want to give both of us a chance...i would very much like to also, but i just feel...its somehow not the right time to get into a r/s.
maybe thats what i told myself, because in me, my inner voice keeps reminding me that i alrdy have someone else in my mind, and i cannot deceive you. i thought it was just a crush that i had on him, but im not quite sure now, whether it's a crush that im feeling for him.. perhaps, its really not the time to get into a r/s..i can say nth but sry.
yes, we may not have any fate now. but who knows? it might come by maybe 1 year, 5 years or even 10 years ltr? maybe after this, u will meet the girl of ur dreams? someone much much better than me? someone who can make u happy? sometimes, its not gd just to decide on the first person u see now...sometimes you have to look at the second;the third..before u can start to decide...
i appreciated the song on your blog, i rather like that song(: thanks for everything, the memories and whatever, thanks...maybe weeks or months ltr, things might change and it could be im ready and you're not..haha..because it always seems to happen that way...
LOVE...is not to be forced. LOVE is there when you get super jittery when u sees the person. LOVE is there when you dont mind his/her flaws. LOVE is there when his/her flaws become the reason u're attracted to him/her. LOVE is when ur boyfriend LOVES YOU.
A BOYFRIEND is someone who is tall, caring, loving, loyal, honest, evrything:D:D A BOYFRIEND IS EVERYTHING:D sometimes, i really wonder..

vera told me to go for it, bestie analysed it for me and told me not to try.
i wanted to try, but d oth min, i dont want to try...so contradicting (: LOL




anw, went to scandal's hse today before heading for TP:D
met val for alil while before she went for her AGM.
i want to go shopping tml, who's kind enough to follow me??:D

BACKSTREET BOYS-HOW DO I FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU?

Remember when, we never needed each other
The best of friends like
Sister and Brother
We understood, we'd never be,
Alone

Those days are gone, and I want so much
The night is long and I need your touch
Don't know what to say
I never meant to feel this way
Don't want to be
Alone tonight

[chorus:]
What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

I hear your voice
And I start to tremble
Brings back the child that, I resemble

I cannot pretend, that we can still be friends
Don't want to be,
Alone tonight

[chorus:]
What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

[Bridge:]
Oh I want to say this right
And it has to be tonight
Just need you to know, oh yeah

I don't want to live this life
I don't want to say goodbye
With you I wanna spend
The rest of my life

[chorus:]
What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
Everything's changed, we never knew

How did I fall,
in love ,
with you?

YES ARH:D
tml free day..meeting vera(:

anw, gt back my ECONS mark:D:D:D 97/100 OYAYS OYAYS:D:D:D OYES!
5 papers, if include IHT class test, that would be 6 papers.
i got 4 A, 1B and i unknown that will be known on monday:D ahh, im nervous for fnb's.
yada yada yada, went out wif bestie ytd:D had heart to heart talks and yups, will be seeing her agn on monday(: YAYS.

hvn really been feeling well.
MIGRAINE is taking over my whole head-.-

lessons today. POM lecture suck the most, lots of crap. gt back my POM and commskills marks today :( POM:34/40 commskills:35/50 wtf.


way disappointed alrdy....nvm, xiuzhen, try harder NEXT TIME:D
gtg rest my brain alrdy, shall blog abt some stuffs maybe tml or ya, oth day?:D BYEE lappy, GOODNIGHTS lappy:D:D:D

MIGRAINE is OMG lahs.

this time damn pain please. i think i stuffed ard 6 panadols; some normal, some extra strong ones, into my mouth within erms...less den 12 hours i think...ARGH. wtf.

NEXT TIME NEXT TIME.. thats all u know..but is there ever a time? NO. there's NEVER once. i think im kind of like dumb? each time, i tell myself, nah. dont ever bother to try again until u msges me. but each time, i will ask myself and convince myself that this time..u will have time. BUT WTF?! i deceived myself AGAIN, for the umpteen time alrdy. i dont know what to do with you...

okok. anyway, back to topic..migraine the whole day, banded the whole day, throat pain the whole day-.- lols, gta drink MORE water, xiuzhen!!:D she dont cherish u, but u should cherish urself:D muhahaha. just some console for my throat(: