its just XIUZHEN

Friday, September 21, 2007

work was OMG today.
damn busy. so busy until i did not notice the time.
and poof! time to go home.
not that i enjoyed my day at work or sth, its just that time really passed fast when u're BUSY.
i still, dont really like work.
fake smiles, everyday. totally fake. totally boredom. totally meaningless.
i dont like this feeling.
grr. seriously.
people are not friendly enough. erms. maybe joanne and jo was okays. maybe lofty was alright too. the rest, i dont really like. boo. till now, i dont like.

anw, jason and his friend was there.
oh, and ms joanna tan, lee chee yeon, ms foo and other deyi teachers. -.- LCY told me duncan would be there soon too, but too bad, i knock off from work alrdy. LOL! hahas.

working tml frm 3pm-clsing(11.30pm). boohoo. 8 hours of total boredom, facing unfriendly people. eeyikes.
nvm, lucky, queena will be there. :D

YAYS.

smile like crazy @ 10:42:00 PM

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Thursday, September 20, 2007

work was alright today.
except that the fact that time passed rather slowly today-.-
ppl there are erms. nt as friendly as i want them to be.
i lovee people who smile, who takes the initiative to help newcomers, get to know newcomers. and not those who dont give a damn about your presence. LOLs.
unfriendly, that is.
jo is really nice though:D
queena wont be working tomorrow, she's not feeling well.
take care, girl. good luck for ur sup tml.

working till same time tml, i hope time would pass faster. really pass faster. actually, alil faster will be fine too.

wrist problems are back. pain.

tired. blog tml. :D

smile like crazy @ 9:05:00 PM

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Wednesday, September 19, 2007

no work today :D
so im like slacking at home now? using my computer, browsing caricatures on the net? lols, anw, i drew one myself, not based on anybody's photo, just on my imagination. well, rather satisfied with it:D
super duper uber bored please.
i rather i did work today-.-
anw, most probably meeting clique at 6.30 ltr at dhoby. not sure wheth i gg, but is most probably bahs. im alil lazy to get my butt out of the house today.
feeling so restless. slept till 1pm just now, simply because mummy forgot to wake me up-.- and maybe because i was too tired, since i couldn get myself to sleep last night. i laid on my bed ard 1 plus 2, and i think i toss and turn till dunoe what time-.-
received an UNWANTED msg dunoe what time last night.
well, i can freely say its an UNWANTED one, whether or not the person will be reading my blog. lols, who cares?
i should say its an UNKNOWN number since we're strangers, aint?
:D
get out of my life, will you?

yes, there's NO doubt about it (:
i want to you to get out of my life.
(:

uber sian PLEASE. i hvn bought bestie's present. like OMG please.
and i want to go shopping. shopping shopping shopping.
i've got to get the present, latest, by sunday i supposed. lols.

ive got so much things that i want to buy! ahh.

-bestie's present
-lydia's present
-cardignan @ the shop beside forever21
-white skinnies @ peninsular
-topshop tops
-TEESHIRTS
-moremoreMORE

i have to save up money money money! ahh.

smile like crazy @ 3:04:00 PM

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Monday, September 17, 2007

started my job today at coffee club.
from 12 to 5 .
as a busser.
actually, thats a NICE name for a person who clears the plates and cutleries. lols.
cant take orders yet T.T
work is OKAYS, not tiring at all.
but the only thing today is my SHOES.
they are too small for my feet. queena too.
so we both walked like little penguins, small steps, slow.
damn it. damn the shoes. damn the cheap shoes.
my bones of my feet felt as though they were to crack if i move my feet too much. my little pinkie toe nail felt as though it already cracked, in my socks. yuck.
damn pain please.
after work, took of my shoes immediately(:

actually, everything is wrong today, i mean, my uniform for work. my top (TOO BIG), my pants (TOO BIG, TOO LOOSE), my shoes(FAR TOO SMALL). damn it.

BLAHBLAHBLAH.

tomorrow working again. :D
band aft that.

wednesday, im off. gf, wana date me? :D:D

thursday:12-6.30
friday:12-6.30
saturday:3-clsing
sunday:12-5

wont be working with queena on thurs and sunday (she off).

next week, i havent decide on my schedule, but, im CONFIRM off on tuesday. and im not sure about wednesday :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CALEB. and. __

:D

i so wanna go buy bestie's present.

smile like crazy @ 8:40:00 PM

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Friday, September 14, 2007

good MORNING people! now its 1.31pm and i think i woke up ard 1pm(:
work ytd was erms. lets begin from the journey to the stupid ulu swiss club. me n val bused on 157 to the place. damn it was hard to spot the caltex kiosk. and the worst thingy was there was NO shuttle bus please. bluff us. we waited since 3pm till 4pm, and we didn see any shuttle bus. so me val weina cabed in, and gosh, de uncle also dunoe, so he went in circles. luckily, he only charged us 2.80 (: aft changing and eating, gathered at the tent. anw , they started paying us at 4pm, and we only got down to work at 6.30 . LOL! so anw, i was allocated to table 57 :D val was 58(: my table was the one of the very first who had guest strolling in and sitting down. and i also realised, mine was the very first table to have SO MANY people squeezing in. each time ppl joined, they have to squeeze and squeeze. the odd thing was, val's table was always empty until the point whr 57 was damn full, den some of the men moved over to 58. :D damn busy at the start, when people kept ordering erdinger and other drinks. erdinger was the popular one. i was amazed at the sight of people able to drink more than 6 mugs aft they had a sumptous meal at the buffet table. lols. and the live band kept playing the same old songs, and saying the same things, but every guests seemed to enjoy it for the whole night, dancing on the chair, on the table, like they've never danced before. as they dance, they drink more. they drink more, i walk more-.- lols. rather fun actually. really, ytd, i sensed the german "feel" . everybody seemed to be not themselves, the aftermath of excess alcoholic beverage. even the locals were blending themselves among the germans. a lively event, i would say. anw, i cant believe that our locals were also so "kai fang". saw some unpleasant sights of touching here and there between the males and females. yikes. *cover eyes*. so me n val worked till ard 12.30, and then, there was a fight. damn scary please.
me n val then sat on the bench, hoping to find ppl to share cab with us, shikai and his friends all stayed ard north. damn north-woodlands and yishun. too far alrdy. so we contd to wait. den saw chonghui and her friends, and luckily chonghui stays in sengkang. so yes, she cabbed with us. the route down from swiss club to the main road was damn eerie, scary, and i dunoe what to say. damn scared that monkeys would suddenly jump down. and the freaking dog scared the hell out of us lahs. grr. cab fare adds up to total of 24.60 only(:

earned 68 bucks ytd. with extra 12 bucks for cabfare. meaning. its 80 bucks. minus 8 (each person 8 since cabfare was 24.60), i earned 72 :D:D:D OYAYS. 'll be working TML again.

'll be meeting queena ltr to buy shoes and collect uniform. lols((:

smile like crazy @ 1:21:00 PM

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Wednesday, September 12, 2007

results are out.
damn it.

Damn disappointing please. xiuzhen, BUCK UP.

pom: B
Commskills:B
FNB:B
RHT:B+
Econs:A
IHT:Z

damn it, damn it, DAMN IT.
T-H-R-E-E, THREE Bs. sians.
gpa: 3.42.
wth. not even a 3.5!

xz, u really got to buck up.

but seriously, im damn way disappointed with RHT. i got an A for coursework y'know!?!! in the end, i ended up with just a freaking B+. damn.

fnb is another sucker. studied so hard for it, but yet, ended up with just a B?!

i cant believe i got a B for pom either. i dropped from A(mid-sem) to B+(coursework) to a f B now?!!!

o damn o damn OH DAMN.

im really not happy with those marks, except for my IHT. econs, why arent u a ZEE?

sian.

xiuzhen, ur marks are a sin.

smile like crazy @ 8:44:00 PM

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im bored please.
ard one more hour before i get my butt off the chair and me out of the house, down to bugis to meet sisters(: damn i miss them many many.
im really bored now. lucky i decided to work during this one month, otherwise, i'll rot lahs. lols.
anw anw, its damn freaky. i dreamt about my results agn last night. o MAN. how i wish i can get it now, so that i wont keep my mind on them, so much that i even chose to dream about them in my sleep. scary please.
i want sweet dreams. long time ever since i had them. i want to dream about....

lols. anw, this upcoming job is mine is rather flexible. so gf, date me soon again please!(: hahas.

i want money. yes, i want it really badly. badly. BADLY.

smile like crazy @ 12:25:00 PM

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Tuesday, September 11, 2007

oyays.
bought my skinnies alrdy.
went for interview just now. like finally(:
yays. got the job.
most probably starting the job with queena on monday.
i want to work longer hours. i need money. badly i would say =X
okays, anw. will be working for oktober fest this thursday (3pm-3am) . damn. and this saturday, may be working this fest too. nvm, for the sake for money, i will work. (:
but the bad thing is, before i start to earn money, i got to spend some necessary money on black shoes for my upcoming job at coffee club. and maybe i have to get myself another skinnies (to alter and wear it for gg out purposes, cos the one i bought today, will be used for work). damn it. and i got to buy presents alrdy. time's running out soon. their birthdays will be here soon alrdy.

anw, i dreamt about getting my results last night. couldn remember the details. only knew that i dreamt of them. and when i woke up this morning, i really thought today was thursday alrdy. damn am i nervous about my results. i want to score well. please. let me do well. i admit i was rather slack during those few days, but well. please. dont dash my hopes.

smile like crazy @ 11:56:00 PM

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boring day.

'll be gg out with bestie agn ltr (:

then meeting queena at town ltr. hopefully, today will be the day for interview alrdy. that is, hopefully that isn any cork-ups (: lols.

my nose, u suck. seriously. u do.

smile like crazy @ 1:08:00 PM

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Sunday, September 09, 2007

i swear im not gg to go back to that salon to cut my hair ever again in my life!
de stupid auntie took more than 40 mins, just to cut my hair. and. she was supposed to trim it, but she went to CUT it by more than 2 inches!!! wtf! now my hair is damn short lahs, wth. and she was supposed to cut it thin, but strands of hair that were supposed to be thin, she din bother to thin it, and parts that were alrdy okay, she keep dealing with it. like wa lau lahs. i miss my long hair now. damn it.

anw, thanks mama and eryi for the meal just now. damn am i full now!

smile like crazy @ 10:44:00 PM

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Thursday, September 06, 2007

boohoo T.T
gf and i not meeting tml.
becos i gt the stupid briefing tml at 11 for the oktober fest thingy.
and she gt to go town tml.
so, de date is cancelled.
sian. i want to go shopping.
nvm, perhaps sunday, i'll find ppl to go shop with me :D

smile like crazy @ 8:35:00 PM

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okays, im super duper uber bored now, with NOTHING to do, NOTHING to watch, NOTHING to eat nor drink. damn it.
should have dated someone out instead of rotting at home. grr.
anw, found a job alrdy. nono, not auntie elsie that one. rejected that because of the TOP PRIORITY that daryl said. if i chose that job, i'll have to work on the "TOP PRIORITY" day. so i guess i rejected the high-pay job because of that. lols.
queena found me a job. 'll be working with her, i think it should be confirmed more or less. at taka's coffee club i supposed. 'll be gg for interview and briefing ltr at 4pm. lols. uber sian, but no choice.MONEY is priority too. :D

anw, i think these few days are mummy's lucky days, as well as mine too. i forgot to mention in my previous post.. that i met LYDIATANMINGHUI d oth day (mon), when i was out with sure. lols. double happiness that day. hahas. and yes, i finally finished "huan huan ai". and finished 20 episodes of zhong ji yi jia. and now, im waiting for the kind soul to faster post up the rest of the episodes. lols. i cant wait! really! :D:D

will be gg shopping with gf on friday again. :D oyays.

i miss my sisters. doubt i'll be meeting them soon, though they're gg out next week. because, i think i have to work. its not gd to take offdays when u've just started work for two days, y'know. ahh T.T sadded.

IMISSVALARIEJANICEYONGKEONGVERALYNN :DDD

quick quick loke guan! i want to go watch "NO RESERVATIONS". seems damn nice lahs(: omg omg.
ahh, im damn bored now. still have 1 hours before i'll get myself out of the house and down to town. T.T but i really have nth to do alrdy. no videos to watch. no one online to chat with. no book to read (OYAH! i can go orchard lib ltr!), no movies to watch (except to wait for bestie to watch no reservations), aft this, no blogging either bcos ive run out of things to blog. boohoos. and ive inserted all the black borders for the photos alrdy. now, i really have nth to do. gross. =X

i want to sleep, but i know for sure, i'll oversleep. damn it!

edits

ahh, im really gg to be bored to death, because queena just called and said that the interview thingy is postponed T.T sian. i guess i'll be gg to take a nap. boohoo.

smile like crazy @ 1:53:00 PM

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Wednesday, September 05, 2007

hello hello:D

okays, so i spent both monday and tuesday with my dearest ler teng:D
monday, we went shopping, watching movie, and of course cam-whoring. yes yes, we watched evan almighty. erms, alright lahs the movie. still, ratouille is the best. oops, not the best. best for this season only. pirates of the carribean 3 will still be the best of all lahs(: erms erms, we ate wanton noodles at heerens, and gf said she'll bring me to bugis' wanton noodles soon:D yays. cam-whoring with gf is still the best. we went really crazy with the camera, snap here and snap there(: wow.
tuesday- met gf at 12 cos she was late . lols. boohoo, no sun. no sun=no tan. damn it. i want to tan my upper arm. its damn ugly with two diff colors on my arms. arghhhh. okays, nvm. no sun, but doesn mean no photos! me n gf took really many many photos. i dare say we took more than 100, but well, we ended up with i think only close to 50 photos, simply because my dear girl, is not satisfied with her hair. she keeps complaining abt her current hair. lols. gf, u complain somemore, and i will cut ur hair to bald. muhahahahas. lols, photos, i will upload them soon i think. i was really tired ytd aft all those energy used for cam-whoring. hahas.
and, i tell you, my nose sucks. really sucks. it made me damn not feeling well these days, esp ytd nite. i swear i couldn breathe through my nose since 7 plus till 1 plus. damn it. well, now, i can breathe, but i bet i cant ltr, AGAIN. grrr.

ohoh! anw, i'll meeting gf again on friday:D for shopping date. hahas.

there is SUN today T.T no rain at all. damn it.

gf, we should have went today instead of ytd!! T.T

i want to get tanned!!!!!!! grrr.

smile like crazy @ 6:50:00 PM

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Tuesday, September 04, 2007

oyays.
meet up with gf ytd and today was really really nice and heart warming.
shall elaborate more tml.
im really not feeling well now. got to go rest alrdy.

smile like crazy @ 10:31:00 PM

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Sunday, September 02, 2007

OYAYS. girlfriends meet up tomorrow. :D and tuesday too.

anw, ive this thought in my mind, and i dunoe how to express it. something like, hmms, actually, some things dont really work out the way it appears to be like? and actually, bestfriends may not be bestfriends after all. well, im not implying about myself or anything to be related to myself. its just that, dont you think so? sometimes, people may appear to be best friends, best buddies to other people, but in fact, they dont trust each other; they are jealous of each other?? and people who appear to hate each other, dont really hate each other after all? it could be just an action to get the other party's attention? well, you'll never know. sometimes, i really wonder. what if one day, i found out that i was being used by someone or being treated as a tool; as something that is only needed or sought after when there is an emergency or sth. what would i do? think. if it was you, what will you do? actually, i dont have the answer to it, because till now, i believe that no one had done this to me yet. but well, i cant possibly put these down and assume that in my whole life, there will never be someone who wont use me. oh no no, im not saying i cannot trust my friends. nope. i must trust my friends, so that they'll be able to trust me as well, isnt it? when things happen,are bestfriends supposed to let their bestfriends know it all at first hand? or maybe after everything has been known to everybody before you got to know it through others? well, if thats the case, would those people still count as bestfriends?

what are bestfriends?

to me, bestfriends is just a simple word with deep meaning.

look, a bestfriend will be a person who will stand by you, whether you are living a great life anot, when you are in trouble, when you are sad, when you are happy, when you are angry.

a bestfriend is someone who will not ask you to stop crying when you are crying. because, they will let you pour ur heart and soul out to them.

a bestfriend is someone who will listen to your troubles quietly, before consoling you and lending you a shoulder after that.

a bestfriend is someone who you will not keep any secrets to.

a bestfriend is someone who will always comes to your mind whenever there is sth, no matter is good or bad.

a bestfriend.....

should be your everything.

smile like crazy @ 10:00:00 PM

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okays, ive finished watching 18 episodes of 终极一家 alrdy. now im waiting for epi 19 and so on to be upload by whoever who has been uploading the videos up. hahas. OYAYS. the show is damn nice please. zhong ji yi ban had been more hilarious, but zhog ji yi jia is more touching, i supposed, in my view of course. and, now im dying to know the rest of the episodes and the happenings. lols.
queena is also catching this series and also the previous zhong ji yi ban, since yi jia is linked from yi ban. :D
and, i love the song in zhong ji yi jia, sang by a chord. hey, i didn know he could sing so well. :D

the song lyrics: (the song on my playlist)

够爱歌词

超时空要爱

作词：阿CHORD

作曲：修.阿CHORD

编曲：修.东城卫乐团

演唱：阿CHORD.东城卫乐团

我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻追寻你

时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影

指头还残留你为我擦的指甲油

没想走你好像说过你和我会不会有以后

世界一直一直变地球不停的转动

在你的时空我从未退缩懦弱

当我靠在你耳朵只想轻轻对你说

我的温柔只想让你都拥有

*我的爱只能够让你一个人独自拥有

我的灵和魂魄不停守候在你心门口

我的伤和眼泪化为乌有为你而流

藏在无边无际的小小宇宙爱你的我

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你听见了吗我为你唱的这首歌

是为了要证明我为了你存在的意义

世界一直一直变地球不停的转动

在你的时空我从未退缩懦弱

当我靠在你耳朵只想轻轻对你说

我的温柔只想让你都拥有

*我的爱只能够让你一个人独自拥有

我的灵和魂魄不停守候在你心门口

我的伤和眼泪化为乌有为你而流

藏在无边无际的小小宇宙爱你的我

爱你的我不能停止脉搏为了爱你奋斗就请你让我说出口

我的爱只能够让你一个人独自拥有

我的灵和魂魄不停守候在你心门口

我的伤和眼泪化为乌有为你而流

藏在无边无际的小小宇宙爱你的我

我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻追寻你

时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影

anw, i stayed over at deyi on friday night cos i didn want to wake up so early the next day(: so, me and queena talked alot(: lols, nice chatting with her lahs. and yes yes, we're both so excited abt the show. (: ytd was a tiring day. hahas, oyah oyah. abt friday. met hamham at deyi for awhile before i joined gy and rest. went to ps to watched hairspray. erms, i would say, it wasn an interesting one. rather boring. i prefer ratatouille. its sooo MUCH MUCH nicer and more interesting. lols.

smile like crazy @ 2:40:00 PM

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