im back from venos outing.
woo. i love venos.(:

met up with yuan long and zen at cityhall station(:
ah, that yuanlong bought the wrong size cake! i told him SMALL cake, and he bought a BIG cake! like grr. so the cake was supposed to be my present to cy, but in the end, it became everyone's present to cy. so, i had to go buy another present for him at the very very last minute. lols.
yuanlong, its all your fault.
lols.
so we decided to surprise him at starbucks. but tada, he wasnt there with the rest.
so we spend a great deal of time at the entrance, waiting for the birthday boy.
and finally he reached.
and yays, we surprised him(:
but eh, they too, surprised me:D:D LOVES.
the cake was seriously creamy lahs. eeyikes. thanks venos(:
dinner-ed by take-aways. with janice. shared food and drinks.
formed circles, and talked about "stories".
yada yada yada.
from AHEM to dogs to cats to dunoe what story. -.-
everybody else left ard 10 plus.
but cos im gg home with my fellow boonkeng-er, nic. i had to wait for him to slack at macs for awhile.
and becos i super miss home, i kept urging him to go home((:
lols.
bus-ed home with nic and rachel. ((:
and nic walked me home cos its like uber late.


its such a nice day today with venos.
oh i so love venos(:


happy birthday changyong (29th december)
and.
happy birthday chern ron (30th december).

YAYS. its gg to be 31st tml(:

cant wait.

got woken up by mummy at ard 6 plus in the morning?
and she told me.
internet connection was cut off because she forgot to pay her bills? ah, like wth.
today is CDS selection lehs! how could this be happening?

ehhs, decided to ask tecksheng to help. thankfully, he agreed to help. THANKS tecksheng(: u're the BEST of the BEST. :D

supposed to meet gf at 11. and of course, my dear girl overslept and only reached at 11.50. like grr. as a punishment, she had to treat me to lunch. and we had the craving for pastamania. so we happily headed there, but to our disappointment, pastamania was GONE. replaced by nycafe. like wt shit.
so we decided, hey, lets go coffeeclub @ raffles city. OKAYS, had high expectations of the food, and was intending to eat slipper lobster linguini. but wth, menu had changed, my slipper lobster linguini, garlic prawn pasta and many others were GONE. replaced with some mushroom baked rice and carbonara and alfredo. like GRR. trusting the description of the baked mushroom rice, i decided to order that while gf ordered cabonara. and we waited for almost 30 mins before the food arrive?! and it was like..considered damn freaking long, bcos there wasn a lunch crowd or sth lahs! service was SLOW. omg. and if i had waited for 30 mins for a great meal, i wouldn mind. BUT. OMG pleaseee. the food i ordered was awful lahs pls. damn regretful that i ordered that baked rice. it didn even seemed "baked" to me. pastamania's is still the best lahs. ice mocha wasnt up to standard as well. damn fluid, didnt seemed blended! what crap. im way regretful. yuck. i dont like the new menu's dish although i like the menu itself. it looks like a storybook(: hahas.

okays, so, as usual, its a nice day out with my dearest gf((: lovely. beautiful. happy.

bought presents for weng and shawn. lols. like FINALLY i bought weng's. haha. i saw a damn freaking freaking freaking niceee top at freshbox which i tot it was super super super suitable for weng. BUT, becos i need to buy THREE presents, i was way too budgeted. thats why, i didn settle for that top as weng's present. lols. nvm, its the thoughts that counts, right, weng?

hahas. i cant wait for tml. veno's gathering. and lil surprise(;

and i cant wait for 30th. i cant wait to meet lydia and guanyi. i want a reunion photo with the two of them((:

i cant wait for 31st. i cant wait, i cant wait!

woohoo.

ton-ed at lynn's house ytd night. wooo. her brothers, are so twiny, and so cute lahs. i want a brother like them. (:

didn slp until 6 plus in the morning. den initial plan was to go eat dim sum in the morning ard 10 plus. plus keong couldn wake up. so we left lynn's house only at 12 plus. so we went chinatown yum cha, hoping that there would be buffets. but nope, there isnt. so after roaming the streets for like 45 mins, we still couldn find any nice place to eat. so clique suggested gg down to bugis for sakae. but, i decided not to go cos i was super super tired. so...sry clique.

home-d and i decided to take a nap(:

its like 5 days away.

and its 4 days away before i get to meet my beloved lydia tan ming hui:D

3 days away from venos outing.

and its 2 days away from meeting my dearest, loveliest, cutest, girlfriend in the whole wide world, my louisure tan ler teng((:

im crapping. cos im bored.

MERRY CHRISTMAS everybody!

esp to ppl like girlfriend, guanyi, valarie, keong, lynn, vera, janice, mimi, hamham, danial, queena, all dmb alumni committee, all zilra ppl, all venos ppl, huishan, etc etc etc. the list goes on and on and on.....

ok. i woke up at 11 today in the morning. or rather, i was FORCED to wake up at 11 by mummy. den headed for lunch at chinatown with stanley, mama and eryi before gg dayi's hse at pasir ris. nice house(:

spent my day watching teevee programs on HBO, playing rubik's cube, watching liling trying to play the cube, and receiving christmas and advanced bday presents.

this year, i got 2 perfumes. one addidas, and the other, is mickey perfume. (: i super love the bottle lahs pls. OMG..
hahas, and the rest of the presents, im lazy to elaborate further. thanks everybody, for the gifts. thanks((:

thanks for the wishes and smses as well, ppl!
merry xmas!

hey ppl.
im back from my 6354729o44974582637 days of camp:D
actually, its a somewhat 8 day 7 nights camp.
OTC on 17 and 18 and 19 morning. den b.camp frm 19 to today.
okay, lets start from OTC.

this year's theme is movies, so the camp is called TEPOLYWOOD.
and im in VENOS.
venos = romance.
woohoo, im filled with love when im in venos, with my new found friends(:

im in the same grp as laikah, changyong, janice,amos and some others.
got to know many many new friends like apple, rachel, dexter, caleb, yuenlong, etc etc etc.

1st day, we had some games in sch becos it was raining, therefore, games @ opp sch was cancelled T.T flag making and cheer creating, FUN. (:

2nd day was uber fun lahs.
we started off with mass dance (I LIKE), tp song(s).
danced with changyong. FUN.
eugene (another empire), was being flung out during the spinning. omy.

after mass dance, after lunch, was games stations.
venos TWO. (:
yays.
damn original and fun lahs, the games.
i gt a new found laogong-rachel and janice is my new found scandal.
apple, she's damn cute lahs pls.
((:
so yada yada yada.

nightwalk. erms. i thought it would be super scary. i was group TEN, the last group. tgt with joyce, apple, dexter and yuenlong. stupid cy. he was supposed to be with me in grp 10 also. until farid left, and they decided to transfer cy to another group.grr. i was damn freaking scared lahs. cos i didn really knew yuenlong and dexter. so it would be weird if i were to grab their hands while freaking out. LOLS. den well, no choice. so we waited ard 3 hours before our turn came. and well, we actually went to the most BORING room with just a laptop and nothing else. like grr. but well, i was halftime scaring myself when yuenlong walked around in the room cos i tot ht was someone else. LOLS. and erms. the time whr i actually freak out was when outside the room. when we were woking back . there's this fallen angel who was crawling on the floor, trying to grab my leg coming from the left, so yuen long and others were trying to block me from him. and TADA. out comes another from my right. and yes, i screamed cos that fallen angel refused to let go of my leg. so i ended up stepping on his hand. OOPS. sry, i didn mean to. and anw, i ltr found out that one of the fallen angels is CALEB. grr. dumb caleb. caleb, u suck for making me scream. LOLS. so yes yes, when i was screaming, i grab yuenlong's hand with my nails. like OUCH. sry.

2 nights and i slept only total of 6 hours .

rushed home on 19th morning , and den to deyi.

6 days in the sun, in the rain. in the muddy field, with my shoes stained with mud.
gross.
tiring.
and it was a damn freaking tanning session for me, which makes my tone damn freaking ugly.
i now look like an indian lahs. what shit . i've to use i think dunoe how long to get back to a lighter shade, and tada, within 6 days. all my efforts are gone. im super tanned like an indian now. grrrrr.

ppl, dont laugh at me when u see me.

xmas eve today. (:

im back from KL :D safe and sound. YAYS.

okays, the journey to KL was uber sian cos the bus didn have games or anything, just the Teevee with the movie which i forgot the name alrdy. but it has a character named jaguar paw. and well, shikin was half time mentioning the name-jaguar paw, for the rest of the day. ok, so when we reached KL, we wanted to check into the hotel first, so we headed on. but, we went to the wrong replica inn (bukit bintang), when we're supposed to go to petaling strt's. so we divided ourselves into groups of 4 and cabbed there. and wa lau. there the cab fare is damn freaking cheap. PLUS, they dont use meter fare. they have variable prices, depending on how much the taxi driver wants to charge. so me, weifong, yanwai and shikin got into one cab where we only need to pay 8 rm. :D and well, we reached there, but we lost our way while walking. we couldn find the inn and couldn meet up with the rest. and it was then when we discovered, all 4 of us, did not have auto roam-.- lols. so while we were looking for the inn, one guy came up to us and asked whether we needed help. so he tried to help us by leading us halfway. and halftime, me and yanwai was thinking, whether that guy is a crook. luckily, he wasnt:D:D so after roaming the WHOLE petaling street, in ALL the directions, we found the replica inn in the LAST direction that we could ever walked. -.- and finally, we meet the rest. (:

shopping at petaling strt was damn fun. but the only thing was, their rubbish dumps are the floor-.- seriously dirty streets. shopping at there was like WOW. u can bargain for anything for almost any price. and well, we discovered, u dont really have to bargain after all. becos after u picked up an item, asked the price, put the item back and intending to walk away, the stall owner would stop you and offer u a much much much lower price. imagine, weifong's sunglasses from 60RM to 10RM, without him bargaining AT ALL. my jacket from 49RM to 35RM, etc . hahahas. nice:D

oh anw, i bought a jacket, a watch and a belt at petaling strt. NICE like omg. (:

we went to watch the world band competition at the stadium, and wow, some bands were really really good , and the junior band was DAMN freaking cute with that lil cymbal guy. HAH. it ended at ard 11 plus? before we headed back to macs to slack.

hotel room was erms. the toilet is SUCKY like hell. but the pillow is heavenly like hell:D hahas.

went to times square today. although its a non-bargain place since its a shopping mall, queena still managed to bargain alil:D hahas. and well, the things are quite cheap also. wanted to buy some stuffs, but didn buy it in the end. cos wanted to save some money. hahas.

im so sorry, that i didn get anything for gf and gy:( sry.

clique, i got u some lil stuffs. (:

bus journey back was NICEE like hell. double decker. games, videos, woohoo:D

uno-ed at the almost-end of journey. FUN.

hahs. okok, gtg rest, OTC tml. YAYS.

worked today again.

im really sick of the working environment and the ppl there alrdy.

its like. grrr.
d oth day, when wanling told me how the other two staff left cos they were kena "bullied", i was like, hmms, i so far hvn kena. maybe because jo was still there that day? i dont know.
but today, i really felt the SIAN-ness and the dunoe-how-to-describe-de-feeling. grr.

its like. the new staffs from dunoe where transfer here or whatever, throw EVERYTHING to me to do. how can they stand there, and TALK, when they are supposed to be clearing the tables, taking orders or whatever??? wth lahs. i was SUPPOSED to be only taking orders for lower, like the ROMANDO had said-.- normally, regardless of wheth u're upper or lower, u would still take orders for both de lors. den is like, today im lower, but i help the other guy to take orders for upper. and that manager comes along and say, focus on lower ONLY. but HELLO, if i dont help him, who will? and wa lau eh, i help other ppl, why that manager just cant help me?! ya, everytime help me TAKE and write order, then PASS to me to ask me help him key and set. like wtf! cant u just set urself and key in urself!!!? grr.

then is like, sometimes, when there is a table to clear, they just wont help to clear. wth lahs. and when they help, they will let ME carry the heavy tray and they just take a f cloth to wipe the table. HELLO, u few are guys. guys are supposed to be the ones to CARRY the tray lahs. wth, not gentleman lahs. PLUS, if im the busser, of course i will dont mind carrying the tray lahs. BUT, me n u, are BOTH ORDER tAKERS, why must i clear the table FOR YOU? esp when its UPPER? like WTH!!! i just cant stand it lahs. so much till i went to contact ishak to ask him to help me.

but but, he cant really transfer me over to his outlet cos of that area manager!! like wtf. he dont allows ishak to transfer anymore NAC staff over. grrr.
ishak is like. very understandable about my situation cos almost every "old" staff is feeling the same way. but he can just helplessly empathize with us though. hais. but thankfully, he says he will see how he can help:D:D thanks. meanwhile, i guess i will just try to RENNNN.

mummy ask me to quit the job.

but whats gg to happen to my lappy?

term tests are finally finished. the not-like-hols-de-hols are here alrdy-.-
and with a start of the "hols", im working tomorrow from opening to dunoe what time. grr.

OB today, was alright. a B would be possible i suppose. and ytd's econs was well. easy:D i expect at least an A if not a Z. ((:

went out with clique aft OB paper today:D

yada yada yada. im lazy to elaborate. lols. but well, the next time i see clique, would be on 26th nov. must meet to do projectsT.T

crap.
meaning, i wont be home on 26 as well. grrrr.
my mum have been nagging at me cos of my busy schedule this hols. lols.

i think i decided not to extend my work hours tml afterall, considering that i want to do some stuffs before i go to KL trip and camps. lols.

will the ferrero roches come again?

sometimes, im just so tired of almost everything.
its like, i alrdy have a difficult course to study, and my commitment to dmb. and yet, i still bother myself to work. and now that its two days away from hols. i dread the hols to come. ive got no time to slack at all. because i would be at camps, at work, doing projects and tada. sch would reopen again. polylife is really getting on fast. in no time to come, i'll be in year 2 alrdy. o dear o dear.
i just want to have a day whereby i can stay home the whole day. i want to slack at home like i never did before.

i dont feel like working on my free days. but i do need the money. my family do need the money. so,ive got no choice. days and months have passed, and ive only gotten myself a tired face, with not much new clothes and accessories. seriously, ive not been spending much on myself, to pamper myself with nice clothes and shoes and bags. i spent 50 bucks today, but on my neccessities for camps. argh.

im really tired of having to save money everyday, having to skip lunch now and then in order to save some money. and i hate transport fees. everytime i saved money, the money will ended up going into my ezlink for transport fees. so irritating lahs.

and im alil tired of liking - . its a blessing to have known him. but, sometimes, i just feel tired. i dont understand why i like him either. he's not gd looking, he's not the athlete kind that i go for. he's not everything that i want for my ideal guy. but, i just like him, helplessly. but now, i feel, its a chore to like someone, sometimes. because, its like, no matter how much you would like to tell him you like him, you just cant do it. and you have to helplessly see other girls, getting closer and closer to him. and, you still can do nothing about it, but feel alil jealous. im just so tired. sometimes, i would rather he'd known my feelings. but sometimes, i would rather he dont know anything. but well, i guess all these thoughts arise all because of the previous incident. i just dread him.

J'aime tu.
tu aimes qui?

girlfriend. i really miss you like hell. i dont know why, but i just do. T.T
can we meet up soon? its okays if its just dinner or sth, but i just want to gossip and camwhore with you.

lols, ive read queena's blog and she was blogging about rachel as her gd friend. and i was thinking, eh, i didnt ever dedicate one lovely post for my dearest gf, did i?

so...


girlfriend. ive you known you since primary four. and i knew, when me pangmaye and lichoo went into 4E, you and others didnt like us, because you all felt that we were the ones who chase the other 3 out of ur class (3E). but later on, we got to know each other, and well, it seems that we were being accepted in the class. but still, the both of us, were still not very close with each other because i was closer with the other ppl in our class.
then, we went on to p5. well, we were abit closer. but then, something happened, which i forgot what it was alrdy. that made you "DONT FRIEND"-me. lols, the "i-friend-you, i-dont friend-you " thing was popular in primary sch. and you somehow or another, influenced some ppl in our class as well. at that time, i only had mabel,the one and only mabel, who always secretly talked to me when you were not around. LOLS.
well, after that, we became friends again, which i also forgotten how it happened. and tada. primary 6! but we were in different class T.T nevertheless, we became close friends; always sitting together at the front of our class row when in the hall. always having recess tgt. although we made new friends (swiss cottage ppl), but we never did forget about each other:D thanks.

then, when we were choosing sec sch, we wanted to choose the same sch. but we didn get what we want. and well, at that time, i was so afraid that i would lose you as a friend, was so afraid that we'd drift apart. but i guess it's unpredictable. see, over the past 4 years of being in different secondary school, we're still the best of friends. its so unlike of oth ppl. they normally drift apart after being in diff sch. but us, we became closer as years goes by. and well, thanks again(:

now that we're in poly, we have new friends again. but still, we always try to meet up between our busy schedules. and when we cant squeeze a date out of our hectic schedule, we still keep in contact by tagging tagboards, chatting on msn, giving each other friendster comments, sometimes on the phone. and even we dont contact, we still know, deep in our hearts, we'll be forever missing each other.

thanks for being there for me whenever i need someone to talk to. thanks for always camwhoring with me. thanks for letting me know that ive someone who cares for me. thanks for being my dearest best and girlfriend. thanks for letting me be your girlfriend. thanks loads:D;D

ps, im not a lesbian:D, but i still love my girlfriend.

collected pay today. 257.50.
damn, im only left with 57.50 to spend on my NECESSITIES. becos 200 must be used to pay my laptop instalment-.- and my necessities are really necessities, not wants. i need a slipper with friction, a wallet that is not torn. Some items for m'sia trip and camps. and etc. T.T
and i got to buy xmas cards for all the dearies and friends:D
and ive got to buy presents for those few ppl.

i was wondering, whether this year would be better than the last one.
i was wondering, how long would it last.
i was wondering...


in life, you dont get to see who you want you see, but will end up seeing who you least want to see.

we live the rest of our life, but not together.

drats.

i still gt so much to do.lols.

schedule from next week onwards:

10 dec: econs mid sem
11 dec: OB mid sem, go out with clique, band
12 dec: work 8.30-6
13 dec: out with danial
14 dec: work 8.30-4, mimi's bday
15 dec: KL
16 dec: KL
17 dec: OTC
18 dec:OTC
19dec: OTC, b.camp
20 dec: b.camp, mummy's bday
21 dec: b.camp
22 dec:b.camp
23 dec:b.camp
24 dec:b.camp
25 dec: xmas, val's bday
26 dec:?
27 dec: ?
28 dec:?
29 dec:?, cy birthday
30 dec:?, chernron's bday, out with bestie
31dec: sch reopen and MY BIRTHDAY(:

mon anniversaire est le 31 décembre ((:


congrats me. ive finished BCS and mkg like two days ago? LOL. and observer's reflection report is also done. ltr gt art review and french test. aft that, i'll be able to concentrate on midsem. :D

im waiting for the hols.

gf, date me out soon. fix a date soon.
i'll have to gv my work schedule soon.
project meet-up dates also have to be fixed soon.

jas n shital decided to back out from the job.
erms. i feel alil bad towards NAC. d oth time was dan, now is them. not that i blame them or anything lahs, its just that, i feel bad.

anw, i THINK i've finished my BCS and my htmkg alrdy. should be finished le. unless last minute gt changes to do. lols.
tml gt BCS test T.T
and i hvn started studying for it. like GRR.

it's dan's bday in 30 more mins lahs. lols. gd for him. i still have to wait for ard 28 days. ahhhhT.T

im tanned again-.- since ytd. and will be tanner as every saturday goes by. -.-
danial, buy me a cap:D and i'll buy u ur stick(:

meet up with bestie today. nothing much to say. BUT. i like the song played by the barbie event thing. its nice lahs. lols. i was telling bestie how blissed and happy i was when things related to wahs happened:D:D

lols.

went to meet jasmine and shital aft that. they went for their job interview. and yays. they starting work the same day as me. i mean, the day when i'll resume my work for two days before i take leave again((: LOLS. byebye ishak. i'll consider gg to ur laobasak de c.club if everybody else is leaving NAC. LOLS.


girlfriend. im here for you. always(:

boyfriends are for months and days. girlfriends are for life. almost 9 years of friendship, and im still here for you. :D:D

i want to see u soon.