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Thursday, January 31, 2008

cui-ness is everywhere .

alright, im lazy to sleep. -.- and im lazy to study. so i shall blog:D:D

okays. me and jan were talking about the scenario of changing classes next yr. CUI. i dont want to have a change of class. i like 05, and i love my clique please(: they're the BEST ppl in TP(: yays.

yongkeong is always the entertainer(: he makes us laugh everytime, and we always have fun "bullying" him. He is like a little brother to us although he is the second eldest among us. we always have to worry about his project, his attendance, etc. we always give him tonnes of morning call, just to ensure that he wont be late for particular presentations, project meetings, tests, or just a normal day. We have to keep reminding him to check his attendance record, lest he get a ungraded pass. We have to worry about his studies' progress as well, hoping that he will pass every subject(: he's just like a little brother, with us as his BIG SISTERS to take care of him. lols. but still, he always bring laughter and entertainment to us. he often fake MCs so that he can skip classes. and sometimes, we have to admit, days without keong are rather boring at times. lols. he is always saying he's fit and everything, blahblahblah. LOLS. he cares more about work and sleeping than sch! and oyah, he is the first gd friend who DID NOT wish me on my birthday. GRR. FIRST person, okays? yuck. didn even got to see him for my bday becos he was slpin cozily in his bed at home. and he didnt even realised he forgot to wish me, until i reminded him 2 days after! what a sister ive got. lols! Nevertheless, i still hope he forgets the idea of deferring and i hope we'll be in the same class again(:

lynn is one of the first people i talked to in 05. i remember we sat together when we were first introduced to our CP. lols. she and me, we are both more of the sporty kind. hahas. she's such a great friend too. ah, one thing opp from me, she dislikes ITAS! hahas. i love ITAS' yong tau foo:D lynn, for one period of time, always ps us during lunchtime! hahas, but, we always forgive her in the end. Being a christian, there was one period of time where she prayed for all of us(: LOVES. god bless us all:D same class next year PLEASE(: and ps, she gt two cutest twiny brothers! AND, she's my hairdresser since commskills 1:D:D lols.

vera, my scandal. LOVEE her please. she's the FIRST person to get to ton at my house lahs. and bestie gt so upset about it! LOLS. jealousy. anw, vera, my tpsu-partner cum my scandal, i LOVEE her:D same lounge duty and everything. yays. she first occured to me as a "ah-lian" during week 0 orientation. lols. she was super dao, refused to take part in the games/ ice breakers. But still, i made friends with her and yes, she sat with me in the classroom also, when mr CP was introduced. lols. vera is not so "ah-lian" afterall. it was only her appearance (hair colour) that made her look like ah lian. LOLS.. but in fact, she's not. and she's damn clever a girl(: lols. and vera, always have colour clashes. her RED and GREEN. lols. ton-ing at her house for projectwork in sem 1 was fun too. and im having fun plotting her scene and acts for the EMO KID for ob role play, she looks like an emo kid when she dont smile. lols. so girl, SMILEE more. as in the script for the role play, i'll be ur torchlight, now and always:D you are the loveliest bestest "ah-lian" i have as a friend:D:D:D LOVEE.

Valarie, the pretty one(: a super clever girl, and she got a lovely voice too. best project mate i would say, because, she got really good brains and she's super good with her language lahs. oyah, we all supported her when she went to join the competition held by channel U, " xiao hua xiao cao". and yes, aft that, i still accompanied her to town to get over the sadness. but well, i still think that the people who chose the top 3 were blind-.- okok, its the past. hahas. valarie is one super cheerful girl, who's always willing to listen and give advice. so sometimes, im not used to it when she gets emo. cheer up, girl(: you have all of us here. LOVEE you like mad(: its gd to have you as a friend becos you are someone who always offers a listening ear.

and, JANICE is the loveliest girl please:D she is so sweet yet so "rough". she can utter vulgarities at times like nobody's business when she's angry. ahh, it gets on my ear sometimes, and i'll say, "aiyo, janice. bu yao zhe yang shen qi lahs". LOLS. or maybe sometimes i'll ask her to stop uttering the word starting with f. lols. janice, is super duper uber eber aber yber LOVEED by me please. she is also someone whom i can talk to(; she always provide a listening ear whenever i need one. she gives some advices at times, and sometimes, she will help me to "scold" the person that im complaining about. she always tease me with wahs =X. and i always tease her with DD. lols. she takes good care of me when i had migraine, so much that she took the trouble to go all the way to biz park from the library, just to get ice pack for me. super LOVE pls. and thanks a million pls. if my migraine had gotten better at that time, credit goes to you, other than my extra strong panadols. she, is such a great friend. Janice is loved a milltion tonnes by me:D;D

basically, i want to be in the same class as them next yr, AGAIN:D:D PLEAASSSSEEEE.

and. they are my lovables, my lovely sisters/clique(:

okays, i miss my girlfriend like mad alrdy please. meet up in march please......
i miss huishan too.
i miss hamham and mimi three.

i miss many many people:D

The song brings back memories. tonnes of memories.

smile like crazy @ 1:25:00 AM

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Monday, January 28, 2008

im sorry that i forgot to congrats some people in my blog d oth day when they got their olvel results.

FIRSTLY, GIRLFRIEND managed to gt a b3 for her english(: YAYS.
janice gt b3 too, though she was quite sad that she didnt got an A2. cheer up, girl(:

and well, DANIAL, u did it. like YAYS o YAYS. 19 points for r4 is damn great an achievement for u:D:D woots:D
suhaimi too.

and well. my dear mimi, hopefully, u can get into the course you want, with 25 points:D im always waiting for you to get into TP. its been more than a year since we last met please. i super miss you, alhami :( i do hope u can come to TP(: and, of course, i miss ham too.

anw anw, sch has been damn cui these days. marketing sucks like hell please. i hate marketing. my killer subject. my jinx. hais. left with tests, presentations and role play and mask making T.T before exams . hais.

CUI is the word can?

anw, keong has been feeling emo these days. cheer up boy, we are all here for you? come to sch please(: hahas.

anw, im so wanting this sem to end fast , but yet, im alsod dreading it to end. first thing first, i want it to end QUICK QUICK. becos of the stress by marketing and some other subjects, but mainly, mkg!~ GRR..

but well, i dont want it to end becos i dont want a change of class next sem. like CRAP. clique will be in different classes T.T boohoo.

clique has been the best people in TP, other than my darlings and zilra-ians and venosians. :D they have been with me, all day long, in sch. we've been through projects and everything. 1 year pass damn fast please. hais.

smile like crazy @ 11:23:00 PM

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Sunday, January 27, 2008

HEELL-LOHH people:D:D

okays, let me tell you why i laughed my head off ytd night.

i was bloghopping on friday night, and i happen to be at one of the online blogshops where i spotted one SUPER DUPER UBER nice top. and it made me ponder for damn long, wheth i should buy it. but well, i never came to a conclusion in de end, and so, i decided to leave it to satuday night whr i'll think agn(:

oh anw, aft band ytd, me yanwai and christina, decided to walk ard hub(: and okay, i saw a nice top, and so, i also pondered for VERY VERY long before i decided to buy it. so yep, i bought it and yada yada yada.

i came home, and i wanted to go look at the blogshop agn.

GUESS WHAT?
i actually pondered TWICE;very long. for the SAME top-.-
same colour, same top. yet, i didnt realise it at all. grr. im super dumb pls.
and well, when i realised it, i laughed at myself till i almost drop. lols!
normally people will recognise the tops they like/they saw, but me, i didnt realised it! HAHAHA. im officially declared DUMB by bestie. lols.

hahas.

smile like crazy @ 10:09:00 AM

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Sunday, January 20, 2008

ive been feeling rather demoralised these days.
maybe due to the fact that projects have been piling up on my checklist, the fact that im not feeling very well for the past few days, the fact that exams are nearing and yet ive yet to settle down and to the fact that b. is rather stressful now.

only marketing and econs project is finished. and there's still OB and dreamweaver left to go.
and there's presentations like econs, art history, OB, BCS and french, left to go as well.
and there are tests like french culture and bcs.
and there is still my art assessment-masks.
and most dreadful, there's marketing oral assessment tml. like shit, i hvn studied for it.
grrr.

migraine is still not gone. it came at the wrong timing. whereby ive so many things left undone.

exam timetable is out tml. like shit. february is nearing alrdy. EXAMS, i suddenly dread it.
it seems that ive been slacking quite a bit this sem.
i bet my results will be like so shitty like it have never been.
crap crap CRAP.

and then there's b. i was thinking, maybe aft this year or sth, i'll probably be leaving. but i dont want to leave with regrets. i dont want the only b.c to flunk like it has never flunk before. i dont want it ruined at this year. i'll prolly miss b. ,if i really leave. i know i dont want to leave, but i dont want to dash my hopes for uni. i know i cant cope, with the fact that there's so many projects and stuffs for HTM, and maybe, i'll be working again? ah, im not sure. okays, i shall not think of it any sooner. i just hope the b. will buck up soon. at least, get a goh (: i still love b. (:

okays, cny shopping is not done yet!
maybe next week; next sunday will be shopping day(: YAYS. since many presentations will be over aft this friday. lols. i cant wait i cant wait(:

smile like crazy @ 1:29:00 PM

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Friday, January 18, 2008

been having migraine these few days. serious one.
grr.
pain like hell please.
tear-ed in sch on wednesday because it was uber pain.
oops. sry jan if i startled you. but, thanks for all the troubles; thanks for the ice cubes you went to buy for me to numb my head. (: i LOVEE you tons and tons. yays.

and thanks to those who showed concern for me these three days. thanks many. esp CY and WENG and sisters:D:D
valarie, weng and cy, TAKE CARE, you ppl are sick as well. (:

projects are mostly due next week. T.T

i managed to finish econs alrdy. yayness:D

smile like crazy @ 10:32:00 PM

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Wednesday, January 16, 2008

was chatting with WENG just now on MSN.
he made me laughed my head off. lols. quite.
he was supposed to be in bed at 1am since he has a 8am class tml and he didn want to oversleep.
so ard 1.15, he was still online, so i was kajiao-ing him.
i called him a mental patient.
and he said mental patients dont have to slp.
and den i called him an idiot.
and he said idiots dont know when to feel tired and dunoe what is "to sleep"
LOLS. weng, u're such a IMP.

hahas, anw, happy birthday JASON(:

okays, maybe i shall go slp alrdy!:D

sometimes, i just feel so redundant in some friendships.
it just feels, whatever i do, whatever extra effort i make to keep the friendship going, is just so redundant.

how come it seems like close friends, sometimes, arent the ones that you can turn to at times?
instead, it is those friends who are not really close to you, that you find that you can turn to them when you need help.
i just dont understand.
ive been trying so hard. to let some friends know that they matter to me the most, and i just want to keep the friendship going. but i guess, it doesnt seem to work.

a "thank you" wasnt even mentioned at times. it doesn mean that close friends do not have to say "THANKS". i mean, it's a basic word to let others know that they appreciate whatever that you've done, and they acknowledge ur help;what you've done.
if there isnt any THANKS, how will i know that what ive done, have made you smile at least? how will i know that u've appreciated whatever ive done for you?
its just so hurting at times. i know you didnt mean that. but its just sooo.
you make me feel im so redundant.

smile like crazy @ 1:15:00 AM

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Sunday, January 13, 2008

didn went for jam and hop ytd, in the end.
simply becos, i was having a super duper uber awful time with my throat and my nose ytd.
with the addition of the rain, i decided not to go all the eay to TP. lols
sorry venos ppl(:

im having a seriously bad cough now. GRR.
whats worst. tomorrow's mkg presentation T.T

cut my hair today. prolly gg to dye my hair ltr. (: yays.

im just too cui now.

smile like crazy @ 2:32:00 PM

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Thursday, January 10, 2008

ive been pretty busy this week.
busy with projects and presentation slides and more more MORE.
i think i have a time bomb in my head, and it seems its gg to explode any moment.
that means, yes, im having migraine again. this time, its left brain.
and whats adding to the burden, is my nose and throat. it seems that my nose is extra moist, and my throat, as a result, becomes dry whenever i suck in my breath. WHY. im having such a hard time now. GRR.

okays, anw, today is OPEN HOUSE. like super fun please. YAYS. ah, this yr's gona be the first year im not gg to lasalle open house. like boohoo. i still love lasalle no matter how much i love tp(: hahas. ive yet to step into lasalle's new building, only have been to the old sch. and no matter how old the old sch look like, i still love lasalle the same. (:

ive gotten back both econs and french marks alrdy. econs, hvn been up to standard. i was expecting a 97 or sth, but 95 would be fine still, considering that there's so many things that i had to focus on during those weeks. and french. 57 out of 60 was super lovely please.

xiuzhen, you have to pray hard for tml's OB results. you know getting an A is impossible. so maybe, let's try to pray for at least a B or a B+? that should be enough to satisfy you(: yep?!

YEP. hopefully...

projects projects go away. come again another day.

i just feel so sick.

smile like crazy @ 11:15:00 PM

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Sunday, January 06, 2008

byebye to NAC.

oyes,ive finally quitted my job.
although i need the money, but who cares about that sickening job? lols. i shall find another job. oh

anw, i spent my last day at work at BKK. ((: like YAYS. the ppl there were super duper uber NICEE lahs. and eddy, the manager, wants me to go work there. well, i'll consider it(; hahas. aft work, waited for half an hour for kannan to come work. wanted to tell him its my last day. lols. so yups,
like yays. i didn have to see that riduan's face. YAYS o YAYS.

BYEBYE KANNAN. BYEBYE GOBAL. BYEBYE YUSMAH. BYEBYE JOSHUA. BYEBYE HARI. BYEBYE AUNTIE TJOE, BYEBYE PATRICK, BYEBYE JASON. the rest, not significant to me at all. lols((: yays o yays. (:

smile like crazy @ 11:29:00 PM

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Thursday, January 03, 2008

felt damn cui in u-art class today.

had mask- making session.

and since no one volunteered to be the model that ms tan can work on to show the class, i volunteered.

and i felt damn cui. becos imagine, the whole class looks at u, while u apply facial cream and while u get ready. grr. damn cui damn cui. and omg, the whole mask making lasted ard 1 and half hour. and for some moments, i couldn breathe properly. suffocation lehs! grr. and and, what makes it worst, is.. the aircon was freaking freaking cold like shit. i was shivering on the table please. and the clay on my face is like damn stiffening, so much that i cant even move an inch of my face. lols.
art review marks are back. 15/20 . not really up to standard becos its just a B. like cui again. and and. ok, whatever, its just damn cui, today.

i thought 2008 would be a better year.
would it be one?

venos o venos, more random outings lehs. im just so sorry i cant make it to this sat's picnic @ ECP. have my share of fun, yea? :D:D IS LOVES.

smile like crazy @ 8:37:00 PM

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its abit late to do so, but ive decided to comment on my overall 2007 life, and my expected life of 2008(:

2007:

family:
got on pretty well with my parents, although i still rarely speak to daddy becos he's always home late. not very happy about the troubles my mum have becos of bills, etc. but being such a good girl, i always tries to help her(: this, im happy that i can help, but. to a limited extend also.

friends:
still have a very very very strong gf-ship with my gf(: like i love her more and more each year becos we get closer and closer each year((: still contacting bestie, lydia, and some others. but quite sad that there isn any gatherings. and well, my first bunch of friends from TP-ZILRA-ians. like thank god i have them, though we too, dont have anymore gatherings alrdy. and then, there are people like sisters, who are the ones who spend time with me in sch, the whole day(: i love them many many. then now, there's venos, venos is romance, so venos is LOVE. i just love random outings((;

relationship:
im still, single(: :(

Studies:
im quite disappointed with myself. bcos i havent been performing up to standard. like SHIT. buck up xz, buck up.

resolutions for 2008:
1. study like how XIUZHEN will study
2. learn to love working at NAC i cant get a transfer
3. love everybody more
4. excercise more
5. get a bf, though its no hurry((:

smile like crazy @ 11:19:00 AM

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random outing with venos again.
o.O i super duper uber am loving Venos lahs.

prata session was nice.
headed on to TM's open plaza, and we played games like crazy. all the ohm ohm, xi niu nai, etc etc etc. so fun:D

found a new aiai again. OOPS. gf is gg to kill me cos i now like have so many many new "love" like my qingren (apple:D:D), my aiai (Caroli), my two scandals(Janice and cy). ahahs. numbers keep increasing and increasing lahs. gf, dont kill me, cos i love you the most still:D:D

photos, will upload some after BMOS sent me:D:D

hahas,

venos is love.
but zilra is love too.

i just hope zilra dont die down, becos it was the zilra-ians who brought me the first beautiful memories of TP to me:D:D i super duper uber miss zilra lahs, can?(:

smile like crazy @ 12:26:00 AM

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Tuesday, January 01, 2008

she, is lydia tan ming hui.

we are threesomes:D

she is bestie.

smile like crazy @ 6:27:00 PM

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OYAYS.
im finally able to update. wanted to update at ard 4am last night, but internet was lagging. grr.

okays, 30th december:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERN RON(((:

worked from 8.30-4.30 . and hmms, i was asked to carry 40 cartons of milk? and well, it caused a damn freaking big bruise on my left hand. and the bruise is still here. grrr. and well, i had actually been happy working that day, until....until that riduan came. and wtf, i seriously hate him. he just like to pin-point me instead of others. ahhhh...
nvm, 30th dec is still a great day because i got to meet up with lydia tan ming hui!! woohoo. we went to fareast to slack, and chitchat before bestie came to find us. met changyong @ fareast and he passed me my present. woohoo, a necklace. YAYS, THANKS CHANGYONG:D:D:D hahas, saw val and vera as well. lols.
and after that, we went to coffee club @ paragon. and OMG, raj is there. YAYS, i missed working with him too! and and, i was telling raj that i dont like to work at NAC alrdy, and his manager overheard, and decided to help and see whether i can transfer anot. YAYS, but i know, the probability of me transfering is super duper uber small lahs. hais. but, at least, there's a slight hope. (: food was NICEE. hahas. mudpie was HEAVEN. took many crazy photos, but i shall not upload them today. after that, we yada yada yada and went home. acc gy to her house to get her stuff before she came my house to ton for the night. and we watched videos tgt. lols. and at ard 2359, she decided to snatch my handphone away, and oops, also laptop, so that she can be the first one to wish me. LOLS. funny.

31st december:

HAPPPY BIRTHDAY TOOOO ME:D:D

im seventeen, like finally.

okays, continuing from the part whr bestie snatched my phone away, she successfully became the first to wish me other than the advanced wishes from some friends. lols. and okay, i was having a mass conver with venos at that time, and lols, they flooded the whole conver with "HAPPY BIRTHDAY", esp apple and rayna. hahas, and when i said thanks and that, they can stop wishing again and again, they stopped. but that caleb didn, he said a few more times, and then asked wheth he could stop as well. LOLS. i laughed like crazy aft that. hahas. okays, so many venoians wished me online, and there a few like yuanlong and raazmy who wished me through sms. and okay, bestie was still holding on to my phone when the msges came flooding in. and she scrolled down to see who were the ones who sent me msges, and LOLS, she got a shock when she saw the word "sweetie", and lols, i got shocked when she told me about seeing the word, sweetie. and well, its that ah long. LOLS. lydia forgot to wish me at 0000! and she decided to call me on the phone, and play a tune of the happy birthday song. hahas, damn cute lahs she. okays, shawntan called as well, and claim that he sent a msg at 0000, just that he didn realised that the msg didn sent out, and was saved in his draft. LOLS. thanks lahs(:
slept at ard 3 plus. boohoo.
woke up for sch at 7 plus, and bestie went home.
met up with shawntan to exchange presents, and lols. THANKS for the bear and the CARD. the LOVELIEST card in the whole wide world, which is done, by writing words on just a plain notebook paper -.- hahahahas. ok lahs, thanks ah thanks. hope you like the jacket as well. (:
lecture was uber boring. tut was PBL -.-
thanks janice( zilra;venos) aka scandal, for the bday card((: LOVES many.
was supposed to meet weng to pass him his present, but he was late for sch. so didn meet him.
met cheehong to pass him his belated present.
headed down with val, vera and janice to town. lynn and keong wasnt there T.T pastamania-ed. (: is love. yada yada yada. THANKS FOR THE BDAY CARD and the DRESS. (: love you girls the MOST.
met up with kianchen yiqian luyi xuebin aft that, for awhile.
before i went to PS to meet bestie again. she was supposed to pass me my present, but she couldn find one nice one. lols, nvm lahs, belated present also can(:
and erms, met up with WENG(((: YAYS o YAYS. exchanged presents. he didn allowed me to look at the present until i was out of the mrt. hahas. hope you like the jacket as well(((((: YAYS.

met up with venos ppl. actually, at first only got apple, raazmy, rayna, lynnette. then nicc came. and we headed to punggol park to slack. jayloyld came. before jolene, yuanlong and zen came. and before changyong and fungyong came. lols, some others were supposed to come, but they didn turn up. lols. nvm, we still had fun(: hahas. fireworks with two sparkles of fire was NICE, at least there was two. lols. countdown-ed tgt, so fun(: took photos here and there. aft slacking for so long, we decided to squeeze at yuanlong's place. yada yada yada, and ard 2 plus 3, KC decided to send me and jayloyld home. THANKS MANY(: stupid nic, pangster. lols. sorry ahlong that i couldn stay cos my mum was pretty unhappy lahs. and bcos of that pangster nic, i had called home earlier to say i will be gg home. lols.

today is 1st jan,
so HAPPY NEW YEAR:D:D

anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAWNTAN:D

*ps, thanks to those who wished me happy birthday.
to express the sincerity, i shall post all your names up here. HERE:
(names not in order of what time u wished me)

-guanyi -girlfriend -ilham -alhami -rony -korkor -sarah -daryl -SISTERS -queena -kianchen -yiqian -luyi -yanwai -xuebin -rebecca -kaiwen -joshua -uva -danial -grace -weng -bmos -sarrani -ishak -andy -yingqiu -ba yi -meifen -sylvia -chern ron -siautian -huijuan -amanda -janice (scandal) -duncan -shawn ng -shawn tan -christina -rachel -minqi -zhiliang -huishan -selin -zhenxiang -syahir -VENOS -serene -shengloong -fadilah -jossylnn

actually, im lazy to post up all names alrdy. but that is almost all lahs. but i ever left out ur name, TELL ME(:

smile like crazy @ 12:02:00 PM

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