its just XIUZHEN

Sunday, March 30, 2008

SL camp tomorrow:D:D:D like yays.
ok, PLEASE bless me for the nightwalk.
let me come home safe and sound.

'll be back on wednesday(: HEEHAH.

anw, me dex rayna fion went to get venos' identity today. like damn heavy pls the bags. omg. cui.
and ive decided to bring the bag to SL camp too. hahahaas. :D:D

ok. ciaos.

smile like crazy @ 11:51:00 PM

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Saturday, March 29, 2008

fourteen for a miracle. is that too much to ask for?
just fourteen. fourteen.

cui-ness today. damn cui, the sun was scorching hot in the morning.
grrr.

anw, meeting dex and rayna tml afternoon to go buy venos' identity.
then meeting bestie for dinner tml night.
then SL camp is on monday:D:D:D WHEE.

smile like crazy @ 11:17:00 PM

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Friday, March 28, 2008

anw, i forgot to mention this.

dearest apple made these fruit tarts for us d oth time when we went indulgz(:

its like she's damn lovable pls.

thanks.

using nic's polarroid, we took several photos.

at haji lane.

at indulgz. when raaz and badd met us(;

venos refresh((:

GL refresh. at coffeeshop(:

anw, THESE are my DEAREST HB people.

jolene fion apple dexter rayna nic.

its like its gg to be FOURTEEN days soon.

that is, two more weeks.

omg.

anw. SL camp is coming:D:D woohoo(; im looking forward to everything of SL camp except nightwalk. i dread nightwalks. they always scare me and cost me sleepless nights.

if grps are of random-ness, i hope i can be in the same grp as druggey jan and rayna:D:D

hahas.

i guess i have to slp early tonight(:
and anw, why do time passes SO fast?
its like i tot ytd was last saturday lahs-.-

smile like crazy @ 11:07:00 PM

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new blog song(:

Artist: Ben Jelen

Come On

And finally the silence
Looking out, looking back across the sky
Trying to find a meaning
Knowing that I just left it all behind
Still I smell a lingering softness
Where did she go
How did she go I wanna wanna know
I wanna know that she'll be coming here to me

[CHORUS:]
Come on
Without you
I'll never feel the love inside of me
Come on, you know that we belong
Come on, come on, come on, come on

Thinking back before her
I never knew the meaning of alone
Still the flag is feeling foreign
I live the day to escape into a phone
Speaking of a world not real then
Where did she go
How did she go
I wanna wanna know
I wanna know that she'll be coming here to me

[CHORUS]

Cause shes sharp for kisses
And my heart misses
She's coming
She's coming here to me
I'm needing
Desiring to kiss her now
I'm living for her
Breathing for her
Singing for her fairytale

[CHORUS (2x)]

Come on..

smile like crazy @ 4:09:00 PM

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Thursday, March 27, 2008

sixteen more days to SYF. or maybe fifteen days, if i ignore the rest of the hours for today.

bandmembers, pls buck up.
i dont know what to say alrdy.
it just breaks my heart sometimes.

im still pondering anw.

im tired alr. on both matters i guess.
first thing first, i hope i wasnt wasting my time on sth that wont be fruitful.
i hope the sacrifice of my results were worth it.
i hope their hardwork would pay off.
i hope OUR hardwork would pay off.
seeing them like this, i dont know.
2 more weeks, i hope they can buck up.
how to get this across to them? that there's only 2 more weeks.
its just ard 15 more days. can they just work harder, or work their VERY BEST for this 15days?
hopefully...

next thing up. Im tired of waiting.
I know he knows. But.
Nothing is coming up, in time to come.
Im tired of the feeling.
And why is it so that this guy makes my heart pumps harder than usual?
Is it….

okay. on a lighter note, fion's birthday is tomorrow. hehs(: i made her a card, but i guess i can only pass to her next week or sth. haas.

smile like crazy @ 10:58:00 PM

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kuku weng finally told me why he was angry last night.
hahas.

anw, its like he's damn lameshit just now.
look at our msn PM(:

its like i said he ROCK. and he initially put on his pm, "you SOCK then". but its like -.- . so i say why sock? the he decided to change to "you pebble then". -.-

then i decided that i should rock, and he should be the pebble. but he refused to change his pm-.-

my hello-bye friend is full of lame-ness. hahas. k lahs. JOKING only(:

smile like crazy @ 1:05:00 AM

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Wednesday, March 26, 2008

as mentioned, venos ppl went crazy after being out of final clash.
so these are some photos of what we did(:

hakim is dead. a dead man.
he was murdered.

oops. jayllolyd was the murderer. nab him please.

before jaylloyl decided to murder hakim, they both BBQ-ed us. (me jolene rayna fion)

we are all dragonboaters(:

and as usual, the last photo, is always the BEST photo.

im so loving venos:D

smile like crazy @ 11:24:00 PM

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met up with druggey jan just now(:

a tiring walk though. perhaps because my bag was a pretty nuisance.
its so nice to be able to see her again((: yays.

ok, blog tonight when im feeling better.

im feeling sick.

smile like crazy @ 5:58:00 PM

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im SORRY, IMP.
though i still dont know why u're angry. but sorry.

tell me tml again when you're feeling better.

smile like crazy @ 1:05:00 AM

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Tuesday, March 25, 2008

its like i still hvnt got the answer for the question i asked myself last night.
im still having mixed feelings.
im still confused.

its like only druggey jan knows what im refering to.
i cant ask for advice actually, because its a super personal qn that maybe only me, or no one has the answer to it.

crap crap crappy.

smile like crazy @ 1:53:00 AM

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this is the video of the SOCCER that we played during refresh today(:

smile like crazy @ 12:40:00 AM

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Monday, March 24, 2008

hello, im back from OTC refresh two:D

it started a day off with lunch meet up with dex, nic, me and rayna. BUT, only dex ate(: didnt really had the appetite for breakfast/lunch today. fion joined us aft that. and we went back sch because dex and nic had to discuss the mass GL cheer with some other empire's reps. and, it resulted us few being late for the refresh. so, sorry laikah(: , that we were late.

we were 18mins late, to be exact. and omg, worst thing was, we had only a strength of eleven ppl. dex, rayna, me, fion, janice, jaylloyld, raaz, hakim, hannah, laikah, zhaopei, caroli. but luckily before the whole thing started, carmen, wongie, badd and pamela came ((: so YAYS. derek and ryan joined us halfway too(:

treasure hunt was alright. final clash... was alright too. actually, the game wasnt fun, but its the people that made it like DAMN FUN lahs. before the game started, we had one objective, one word, that is, LOSE(: hahas. and we did our husamaliya cheer:D so true alright, venos was the first to have our lollipop broken. but actually, it wasnt supposed to be broken. hahas. what i meant was, the whistle was blown to indicate a pause of the game, before the water bomb was thrown from ronald. hahaa. nvm, although we were out of the game, we felt like winners of pride alrdy. because, its like, we were living in our own world aft that. we took many photos, took a soccer video, and we sang songs like merryxmas, baabaablackshp, twinkletwinkle, etc etc etc((: its like SUPER zai pls. we were glad that we were out of the game. hahas.

to sum it up, today is a SUPER HAPPY DAY.

its like although venos had little attendance today, we were still the most zi-high/ enthu empire(:
tell you, venos si ZAI de lor.
we are ji li hai yi xia de wor(:
because its like quantity doesnt matter, quality does:D

even during the mass GL cheer time, venos cheered the LOUDEST, the most ENTHU one.
so throughout the whole event, venos ppl are like the most crappest, most zi-high, most loudest, most craziest and perhaps, alil annoying to other empire. HAHAS(: nvm.

i love venos because there are so many zai people.
i love the HB ppl because they bring me laughter like FOREVER, esp rayna, fion, apple, jolene, dex and nic (:
thank god for letting me be part of the venos team. its like ZAI de lor! :D

photos will be up after dexter sends them(:

smile like crazy @ 11:36:00 PM

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Sunday, March 23, 2008

Venos refresh was nice today. at first.

hahas. its like me fion dex jan laikah rayna apple and sinyan met for lunch at prata shop today.
:D
then yada yada. back to mushroom for the refresh(:
mass GL cheer is SUPER FREAKING long pls.
and yet the 1min is still pending to be added in. -.- like..WHAT FOR?
omg.
okays. back to the lighter note, venos had fun cheering(:

hahas.
but we went off earlier than what we planned to because of some unhappiness that is NOT caused by any of my lovely fellow venos-ians. :D

anw, i was duped into coming home early today. i told mummy that i'll be home for dinner tonight, and she actually forgot. so when i got onto the bus, i called her to tell her im on my way alr. and she told me. she's OUT of house, and wants me to settle my dinner myself. like AHHH. i could have gone with rayna and co. to cpf de lahs. damn.
and mummy asked me to come home for dinner tml. and NOPE, im not. i'll be joining them for dinner tml at cpf, prolly. hahas.(:

anw, FO costs a bomb. 50bucks. omgosh. and its like i managed to sell my rsh vouchers worth of 40bucks to daryl at 30bucks. hahaas. i need the money for these camp stuffs. lols. im broke, u see. hahas. thanks daryl:D

GL refresh 2 tml. i hope all venosians will try to go tml. (:

and its like, i need to gv four people morning call tml. cheong, dexter, fion and rayna. hahas.

today is such a lovely day(:

smile like crazy @ 11:01:00 PM

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Saturday, March 22, 2008

TWENTY-ONE more days. or rather, twenty more days. lols.

weather wasnt fantastic today T.T
i just hope rain would go away until after SYF.
i dont mind getting tanner if the band could practise more. plus, there's always the sunblock to help me prevent from getting tanner. lols(;

it just makes me wonder, how different this batch of students are? they dont get easily motivated.
its like so unlike us in the past. last time, with just a cheer or sth, it can lighten up our spirit:D
i still think syf 04 is the best out of the best. its like, till now, i still cannot forget the feeling of 04. the NCOS would count like SUPER loud for the band, but of course, the band did count too. and its like our morale was easily lifted. even under the scorching sun, we still endured. (: and its like, the period we go under the sun in 04 is much much more than present. i remember spending my WHOLE saturday practice in the past, under the hot sun, and i really mean the whole day. lols.

i kind of miss my seniors of 04. people like debbie, chiihian, jingen, jingsi, shafie, shiboon, xueli, etc etc etc. lols. my band life started with all these people pls:D hahas.

anw, back to the topic. i just hope band members can endure just twenty more days :D:D i know they can do it, and i believe in them. watching them grow each day, makes me feel older day by day. LOLS. okay, that was a random comment.

i just hope that........

okay, silence for that sentence. becos its actually one whole big chunk of things that i hope the band members can take note of when they are doing the whole show. and yes, im mute, i cant talk abt it here. so... in the heart then:D

holly molly polly tolly yolly. PRAY HARD from today onwards.

i think im gg to do up some lil small encouragement stuff for some lil kids. lols.
((:

yays. meeting venos tml in sch for venos refresh (: hahahas. YAY.
HB ppl and dearest laikah is meeting for lunch tml.
:D:D

and scand jan is gg tml! oh i miss her soooo muchy:D:D:D
and we're both gg to wear "couple" wear. hahas(:

okays. i think i got to go back to my video alrdy:D loves.

smile like crazy @ 11:18:00 PM

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Friday, March 21, 2008

okay. lets see.

mummy is still showing me her blackest face. she nagged at me the moment i woke up this morning, till i left the house. ahh.

on a lighter note, i met my dearest gf just now. :D
like YAYYYYY.

we shopped ard the whole of orchard. and i saw a dress that i pretty like:D
but didnt buy it because i need to save money for alumni's shirt, VENOS shirts, blahblahblah.

ok, yada yada. no mood to blog.
im thinking of how to break the news to mummy, that im not having dinner at home on tml, sunday, monday, and tuesday-.-

bless me.

smile like crazy @ 8:20:00 PM

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its like band meeting ended damn freaking late today.
and mummy called like a hundred times to my phone.
and its like she cant stop nagging.
and its like she hung the call up on me several times.
and its like she didnt believe that i had band meeting because she believed that meetings dont end late-.-
and its like AHHHH. wth lahs.

i declare her as an over-worrying mummy.

and okays, sorry people, that i stone-d for several hours just now during the meeting.
im sorry i cried all because of a cat. but well, cant blame me, cats are the SUCKEST F**kEST UGLIEST creature on earth, and that god damn mr danial had to carry the f cat right to my face. its like im f scared of cats??!! and okays, i got a serious phobia against cats. and its like i was PETRIFIED just now till i couldnt think properly, hence, i stone-d and stared blankly. i do hope all cats will extinct from this earth, from this universe. okay, but anw, even if it wasnt a cat, i'll be petrified the same. its like, im scared of all living things except human and plants. how many times must i stress that? and its like as long as you are my friend or acquintance, ANYONE should know that im f scared of all these creatures. and yet, danial, DANIAL did this to me. okays, i was seriously angry just now, on top of me being shocked and terrified. okays, nvm. its over alrdy.
but im just still so sorry that i cried like damn long just now. and i even scared kianchen when i cried again after he tried to talk to me. SORRY:D

anw, it was KIANCHEN's birthday a few hours back. hahas. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONG GONG DAI :D

i think today's a tired day. after all those crying and screaming and yada yada yada, im seriously tired. T.T

meeting up with dearest gf tml:D

smile like crazy @ 2:06:00 AM

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Wednesday, March 19, 2008

its like TWENTYFIVE more days to syf.

band members, please endure(: PLEASE.

anyway. ive gotten the b schedule for the week of FO. and its like BAD NEWS. everyday of FO got b. HOW?

i think im gg FO for 7, 9, 10 fullday. and perhaps halfday of 8 and 11.
and then i'll cab down to CPF building on 12 night, like how i promised rayna to do so.

(:

oh my oh my. i think i have to ps my bobos tml for kbox session. its like if we go tml night, i'll miss it. if we go on friday, yuanlong will miss it. and SO, i think i'll sacrifice lahs. not that im super noble or sth, but becos its not always that mr chao lao face can go our meet-ups. hopefully they'll enjoy themselves((: hahas, people, have my share of fun okays??:D

back to the topic, i think i need to save lots of cab fare money. cab fare have increased, and yet, im gg to cab alot in the week of FO. hais. waste money only.

im quite excited for both FO and syf(:
i cant wait to get to know more freshies, get to know more cheers, get to know more friends:D:D
i cant wait for hwa chong:D i cant wait i cant wait. lols.

smile like crazy @ 9:48:00 PM

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photos for sunday-UP:D

as i mentioned, we dined at indulgz. and some of us ordered set meals.

so this mocktail was included in the set meal.

this soup too.

they are my dearests:D

we saw this building on our way to Haji lane. is like its dammmnnn tall.

he looks like an EMO kid? or does an emo kid looks like him?

we declared him as the emo kid of the day.

dexter... he tried to be emo. and this was the result. so this is dexter's version of EMO. dexter, you cannot make it lahs. lols.

well, we then taught him the correct way of being EMO. hahas. so he tried his very best to look emo.

jolene tried to be both emo and angelic at the same time.

changyong got himself the easiest way to act emo. HEADS DOWN.

yuanlong looks more like a ah beng please. hahas. he dont look emo at all.

rayna.. is actually smiling. its just that you cant see it in the photo. (:

i dont look emo too-.-

apple was smiling too((:

we learnt to use dexter's version of emo kid. and we SMILED:D

ready for jump shot? :D
we all looked WEIRD. like weirdos.

okays. we ALWAYS fail at jump shots. can we dont take jump shots in future? hahahas. omg.

dexter tried to be funny again-.- he wanted to act like superman.

these are my HB people(: oh, only half. hahas. nicc was the photographer of the day too. so he's not in the photo either.

okays. randomness. but i love my feet and my slippers(:

and to end off this pictorial post,

i love the HB people:D

smile like crazy @ 2:18:00 PM

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Tuesday, March 18, 2008

i was SOOO jealous please when i saw... omg. jealousy ruins my head.

oh anw, i gota fix up a date to:
-go out with girlfriend
-go out with druggey jan
-go blood donation with weng
-have lunch with shawn
-meet up with clique

i was chatting with druggey just now. good for her. she gets to go out with dd lahs(: happy for her like hell:D:D:D:D hahahas. at least she gets to go out with him.(:

im gg for meeting ltr. odear. im lazy to get myself out of the house lahs pls.
anw, i edited some of the photos of sunday night alrdy. may post it up tonight(:
i watched sky of love online.
i think im god damn bored alrdy.

gf, can you come back SOOON? i want to meet up with you for gymming session, swimming session, camwhoring session, shopping session, and gossiping session lahs PLEASE.
can we meet up with mabel too? i kind of miss her many many many too. (:

i sorted out my box of cards and gifts ytd night. and i read through almost EVERY card that i received over the years, be it the goodluck-cards for SYF, the farewell cards, happybirthday-cards, merrychristmas-cards and so on. oh i realised that i hvn been contacting MANY people for ages alrdy. and its like sometimes, people whom you dont expect them to send you a card, they do, afterall.

there were like beautiful cards, hand-drawn, bought. there were cards which were just done using a coloured paper. there was A card which was done using a notebook paper-.- , huh?, mr shawn tan. lols. but still, all these cards mean the same to me, they were all done, all written with their truest thoughts(: and is like, i came across the card that gf gave me several years ago, i wanted to laugh. lols. i came across his card too, a merrychristmas-handdrawn-card. lols. its like wow, all these cards bring me back many many memories lahs pls.
and okays, till now, i still cant find wongfeng's contact T.T and i still have her letter with me:D
then the goodluck-for-SYF-cards were like wow, it made me miss the days in band. it brought me back to the days whr everyone was gg through the same thing as me, encouraging each other to endure for the 8mins, blahblah. hahas. how time flies, ive grad from the band; from deyi for almost 2 years alrdy. so fast.

hahas. okays, i think im getting old alrdy. T.T its like im EIGHTEEN this year! i cant believe it pls. ogod, im old alrdy.

oh lydiatanminghui, i miss you :D

oops. just some random post that does not link the contents tgt. hahaas. :D

smile like crazy @ 3:58:00 PM

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Monday, March 17, 2008

im stoning at home today. but i kind of miss and like this feeling(: perhaps because its been long since i have time to slack at home? :D

oh anw, i forgot to mention that. i cant believe my dearest ~~sister~~ brother keong found a girlfriend alrdy(((: hahas. kudos to him. i hope there wont be anymore emo posts on his blog in future(: and mind him, he better not forget the five of us after he has a girlfriend. hahas((:

dearest apple wanping is having her SIP today. oh goody luck to her (: hope everything went well for her(:

oh gf oh gf, i want to go ur hse again pls. when when when?:D

18 tues: band
19 wed: -
20 thu: kbox??? (either 19 or 20 most prb)
21 fri: donate blood? (most prb)
22 sat: band
23 sun: venos refresh
24 mon: gl refresh 2
25 tue: band
26 wed:-
27 thu: band
28 fri: -
29 sat: band
30 march: meet up with bestie
31 march: SL camp
1 april: SL camp
2 april: SL camp
3 april: chalet? (not sure yet)
4 april: ?
5 april:?
6 april:?
7 april-11 april: FO
12 april: FO + SYF

omg. its like another 26 more days to syf.

anw, gf, date me out SOON please. i miss you like hell alrdy.
and clique, i miss you all too.

HB, lets have out kbox session soon pls(: hahaas. i wonder when can all the HB gather tgt and go out. hahas. janice is always mia-ing. yl too. lols.

i want to break the ice between you and me.
that was just a random statement i made that i didnt mean it.
yes, i would like to break it. but i dont know how to go about doing it.
and i dont even know who i was referring to. or perhaps, both?
i dont know please.
he actually came to say hi on msn again. and yes, i ignored him again.. for i dont know what to say, and well, i still dont want to talk to him.
call me stubborn, call me petty, i dont care.
im just not gg to talk to him until i find that he no longer matters to me.
crap. crap. crap.
xiuzhen, stop crapping.

oh lovely oh lovely. what a lovely day.

i just cant describe how much i miss secondary sch life. :D

smile like crazy @ 4:03:00 PM

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met up with some BOs just now.
apple rayna jolene nic yuanlong dexter cy

hahas. its like 23426352920000263 years since i last saw yuanlong lahs. LOLS.
he still, looks like a drug addict to me.

so anw, dinner was at indulgez. a fine bistro with pretty nice ambience i would say.
but the food. not really to my liking; to OUR liking.
only dexter's food was nice.
mocktail was ok only. the soup tasted too creamy-.- i think my dessert is the BEST because its just some standard taste chocolate ice cream. theiir panna cotta didnt taste nice too. omg.

while we were in indulgez, we saw raaz and badd with their dance ppl outside. so HELLO, in the two of them came and we took a grp photo((: with nic's cam. like OMG, damn nice pls......(((:

eight of us then went to Haji lane and took pictures. will upload them sooooon:D

kfc-ed to slack after that. omg. truth or dare was nightmare.
my secret is exposed to these HB ppl. -.-
nvm, i trust them that this will stay only within the clique. (:
but still, its like OMG.

its all dexter's fault. he was so eager to know it lahs that he prompt me the question once the spoon pointed at me. and its like i gt no choice but to answer it-.-

ogod.

talk to me more hey you. GRR. i hate awkard silence pls.

thank cy for the mickeymouse(:
yays.

and its like he viewed me in friendster afew days ago. and i viewed him back anoynomously just now. and its like i looked at his photo, and stoned. i still cant forget the days i spent with him, no matter how much i hate him now, and how much i want to forget about him. sometimes i hope i can turn back time, then i would be able to prevent this hatred. its like after so long, i still cant let him go though ive pretended that i had. ogod. save me from all these. please.

how did i fall in love with you?

smile like crazy @ 12:50:00 AM

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Sunday, March 16, 2008

am back from camp(:

not as tiring as i thought it would be, but still, i slept till 3pm today.
my voice is almost changed-.-

weng told me he saw a band in TP field. but. he dont know what band it was. -.-

yays. meeting HB ppl later on for dinner. ((:

smile like crazy @ 3:17:00 PM

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Monday, March 10, 2008

my mask is back with me at home alr.

yays.

met my dearests today for movie-sky of love.
apple. rayna. jolene. fion. dex. nicc.

and its like Miura Haruma is damn freaking hot pls. be it with his blonded hair or darkbrown hair((: and i cant believe he's born in 1990 too. he dont look 18 to me. he acted as hiro in the movie. and its like he's damn cute, though he can get really fierce at times. mika said that hiro was being selfish and mean when he plucked the flowers from the flower bed for her. and hiro, guess what? he actually went to buy fertilisers for the flowers. and there was another part that i find him DAMN CUTE. because mika was pregrant with his child, mika chose to tell him at a cafe. and woops, he ran away. and just as mika was about to leave, hiro came back with a christmas socks with chocolates in it, and said, "THATS GREAT!(:" . dammn cute pls.and its like he made the effort to wear a suit and dye his hair to darkbrown just because he needed to meet mika's parents. and the way he acted was like woots((:
there were many other parts that were quite cute. (:

hiro is the perfect boyfriend type lahs.

This may be a typical romance movie, like one of the actors have cancer, den don’t want the girl to know, den blahblahblah. Lolls. But still, it’s a nice movie(:
Yu was super nice guy too.

okays, its a SUPER touching movie pls. its like all of us, except ckm didnt cry. and to think nic was the one who suggested watching this movie. hahas. hah! it seems like a "tradition" that out of 7 people who watch romance movie, only 6 would cry. it was the same d oth day when we watched leap years. cy didnt cry at all. LOLS.

and okays. tell me its fate, because i met my druggey after the movie, and her eyes were red too. and TADA. she was in the same theatre as me, watching the same movie as me. lols. (:

smile like crazy @ 10:58:00 PM

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photos for seoul(:
though i hvn receive all . but we'll just made do with these first.

keong always complains. because we usually take damn long to come out from the ladies. (:

i call this unexplainable love, because i dont know why i adore them SOOO much pls. (:

im seriously missing them like what i told druggey last night. hahas.

vera was the cameragirl(: she's loved as well though she wasnt in this pic.

and there, she's my dearest, loveliest, druggey janice.

she gave me support when i needed one. she was there whenever i needed her. thanks jan(:

okays, this was my takglam photo for the day. vera and val had their own version too.

and to end off for now, with the loveliest photo(:

i love them all.

YAYS(:

smile like crazy @ 1:58:00 PM

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photos- sending cy and fy off the airport.

sry that we forgot to take photos with fy.

Bos and rebecca at T3's TCC(:

dex was the cameraman, so he's also with us for the gossiping session

she's the loveliest apple(:

dexter(:

and his takglam, shy, himbotic photo.

qingren again(:

my LOVELIEST fion love in bobos.

nic, apple, me.

five.

plus one. six.

four bims.(:

they are my loveliest bims.(:

and we sent him off to japan(:

Lastly.

bobos, with rebecca at changi airport. :D

smile like crazy @ 1:22:00 AM

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Sunday, March 09, 2008

my ankle hurts. more and more.

met bestie to buy some camp stuffs today(: like hello bestie, long time no see. hahas.
i bought 2 shampoos and one hair moisturizer.

im trying out silkpro for my home shamp(: i like the packaging. the colours are damn colourful, i like.

anw, it was nic's house aft that with apple, laikah and bmos.
dexter and jolene came afterwards.
yada yada yada.

yays. val msged today to ask when im free for sentosa. hahas.
and its like, i realised, i really am starting to miss clique alrdy.

i miss the nonsensical keong.
i miss my scandalous vera.
i miss lynn.
i miss valarie.
and i miss druggey janice(:

i miss all the fun we have. its been ard 2 weeks since we last met i think.
and i already miss them THISSSSS much.
i miss i miss i miss i miss i miss i miss THEM please.

meet up soon.
i so hope val wont be gg taiwan for studies.

scand cy msged me from japan today, wishing me an advance white day. which i obviously dont know what is white day. lols. he msged to ask me whether i want mickey or minnie-.- isnt it obvious that i want MICKEY? hahas. anw, thanks cy(: , though u wasted one of my msg when i asked u about ur preferred venos teeshirt design. -.-

oh i wonder how it will be like to be a year 2.
will my life get easier? or will i be squashed again, by projects?
oh i dont know about the future that awaits me.

i was previously interested in being an interior designer or an architecturer. but because lasalle was hell expensive, i gave up my dream of being that. its like, till now, lasalle is still my dream school lahs. god.
then i became rather interested in being a PRO for a 5 star hotel, or prolly, my aim was to be a PR manager. but i later got to know that PRO also have to be involved in marketing plans and stuffs. and that point alone, brought me down to the point of sian-ess because marketing plans are the last thing i want to be involved in. i was thinking about attachment in year 3. what do i want to be? isit still a PRO or ? im not sure. really not sure. im not interested in working in the IR in years to come. prolly because i prefer working in hotels. my mummy said i can work in STB if i worked hard enough, but nope, im not gg towards that direction i guess. but a hotel, have limited spaces and positions to choose from. hotel industry, is that what i really want?

anw, who knows? in time to come, i might have a fetish for marketing plans? i might be interested in working at the IR?

anw, this, is my dream sch(:

bobo movie tml(: yays.

im rather glad i met these bobos from venos. because they are the ones who made my life as a venosian so fun(: but well, the rest of venos also are dearies to me:D simply because, venos serve up romance, and therefore, venosians spell love. im so looking forward to FO with them. i hope the freshies will also feel the same way(:

smile like crazy @ 11:10:00 PM

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Saturday, March 08, 2008

im not feeling very well.
i dont know why, i just feel weird.

im meeting bestie tml to go tpy.
prolly buying some camp stuffs(:

i was telling, or rather complaining to weekeng, how i hate mkg as a subject. oh pray oh pray.

and.
im having the pre-results-jittery alrdy.
oh i pray....

smile like crazy @ 10:23:00 PM

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i like keong's blog song. like damn nice pls.

lyrics:

DONT WANNA TRY by frankie J.

(oooo)...don't wanna try don't wanna try (try try)
(oooo)..don't wanna try no more
(ooo)..don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try

[Verse 1]
i can't believe u had the nerve to say the things u said
they hurt so bad that they ended our relationship i can't believe it ..
4 years go down the drain oh how i wish things would of happened so differently
i try'd to save it so many times but you still couldn't see
u kept insistin' and resistin' that u would not fall again
and now u tryin' to tell me that ur sorry
and ur tryin' to come back home
ur tellin' me u really need me crying beggin both knees are on the floor
but baby i

[Chorus]
don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try no more
u keep insisting when u know our love is out the door
don't wanna try don't wanna try
cuz all we do is fight and say the things i hurt u bad
to when we both begin to cry
don't wanna try don't wanna try
i 'bout just had enough
its been a rough road baby just let it go
don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try no more
tell me whats the use of holdin' on when all we do is hurt our love

[Verse 2]
u and i had many conversations on the telephone talks
about one day we having a place of our own wake up in the morning
and have breakfast ready on the table
but all of that just seems so far away from me
had to wake up face reality it all just seem to good to be true after all
you put me through and now u tryin' to tell me that ur sorry
and u tryin' to come back home u tellin' me that u really need me crying
beggin both knees are on the floor
but baby i

[Chorus]
don't wanna try dont wanna try dont wanna try no more
u keep insisting when u know our love is out the door
don't wanna try dont wanna try
cuz all we do is fight and say the things i hurt u bad
to when we both begin to cry
dont wanna try don't wanna try
i bout just had enough
its been a rough road baby just let it go
don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try no more
tell me whats the use of holdin' on when all we do is hurt our love

[..fading into beat]
(don't wanna try don't wanna try)
(don't wanna try no more)
(don't wanna try don't wanna try..oo)
(don't wanna try don't wanna try)
(don't wanna try no more)
(don't wanna try dont wanna try don't wanna try no more ooo)

smile like crazy @ 12:45:00 AM

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Friday, March 07, 2008

spent my whole day at the airport just now.

lunched at airport with dex, apple, rayna, fongyung and nic.
chee cheong fun was nice:D

we forgot to take photos before fongyung ran into the departure gate. T.T
bon voyage. see ya during FOC.
be back from hongkong with ha gao(:

jolene and fion then joined us before rayna left.
we spent the two hours at TCC, gossiping. yada yada yada.
rebecca then came to look for us.

scand cy reached only at 5.50-.-, when he was supposed to check in at 6! HAHA. its like we waited damn long for him pls. and well, he seemed like a big star because all of us took turns to take photo with him. hahas. take care changyong(: see ya in one week's time. bon voyage.

i want my mickey stuffs from disneyland(: yays.

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my memory card died on me the whole day.
it was corrupted, like no matter how many times i reformatted it-.-
i think i formatted it for like a hundred times. and it still refuse to work.

and i was deciding to go buy a new one at the IT fair this weekend. i'll prolly get advance pocket money from my mum. gosh..

but, i think im lucky. after reformatting for like maybe 200 times, it finally revived:D yays o yays.
i love my memory card like THIIIISSSSSSS much(:

sending fy off at the airport tgt with bobo clan and laikah tml(:

plan to send cy off was cancelled because some of them have the laser challenge thing, and its gg to be kind of rush for them since cy only check in at 6pm.

anw, bon voyage okays? take good care(:

and, i'll prolly watch leap years tml AGAIN with syl christina and meifen. lols

bobo clan having movie outing on monday again(: but my dear scand jan cant make it. and whats worst, fy and cy wont be in singapore too. oh, i hope the rest can make it(: hahas..

smile like crazy @ 3:04:00 AM

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Wednesday, March 05, 2008

i dont like the feeling of being.

it seems pointless now.

smile like crazy @ 7:46:00 PM

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im back from venos chalet(:
its 10am now.
but i feel like sleeping pleaseeee.

okay. i shall start with what happened BEFORE i reached the chalet.

weifong and i took bus 88 to pasir ris tgt because he also had a chalet at coasta sands. so we were slping on the bus soundly. and poof! we reached pasir ris like damn fast, although the journey was actually like more than an hour. so we happily got down the bus. and then..

weifong began to search for his phone, but nowhere to be found. he said he could have left it on the bus. but i was pretty sure that it wasnt on the seat because i would normally checked the seat before leaving. and anw, we went to check with the bus interchange incharge. and the bad news was the bus did not deport at the interchange-.- i tried calling his phone, but it was being switched off alrdy. -.- and then we made like analysis before coming to a conclusion that, someone had stole his phone, from his hand, while he was slping lahs! like wth! and though it was a fact, we two couldnt believe it, and was rather amazed and amused by it. hahas. so we went to wait for 354. and hell, we waited for more than half an hour before we realised that the last 354 bus had left alrdy! like ages ago? lols! so we walked there-.- oh what a day.

and poor cy had to wait for me for like damn long. and whats worst, we actually walked past the bus stop that cy was at, and we overshot to the next stop-.- changyong had to walked all the way to go find us. thanks cy for fetching me in. and, of course, we didnt abandon weifong because he didnt knew what was his chalet block or unit number. -.- like omg. so we acc him and we walked coasta sands for like THREE TIMES!!! we met several grps of ppl like gideon and the bsc people. charles, some other tp people. lols. we then decided to go back to our own chalet, to use the lappy to help wf check his block number. and wf was like so damn SHY to go in. and raaz was like damn shocked to see weifong lahs! lols. so after he check, we still wasnt rest assured, so me and raaz acc him to his chalet. and like finally, like a lost sheep who found its home, he finally found his friends!! hahahas.

so anw, i ate only one stingray. because i was pretty hungry; hungry till the extend that i couldnt eat alrdy. hahas. anw, by the time we finished helping weifong, it was 12 plus alrdy! hahas.

then slack ard in the chalet. and because we were thinking of cheers and stuffs, we got carried away , and we received complaints-.- so we decided to move out to macs (me, rayna, apple, fion, jolene, nic, caleb, fongyung). we made a great deal of noise at macs, so we decided to move out to the open space. and okays, we spent several hours there, thinking of cheers, although we digress half the time, to gossiping. hahahas. so fun:D and omg, i saw my dearest DRUG janice:D hahas. loveeeess.

then because apple was sick and she wasnt really feeling very well, she went back to the chalet, while the rest of us, along with roy, went to have breakfast at macs. hahas. caleb was damn comical. because he actually dropped his cup of latte, which resulted in his whole cup of latte being gone completely. and his reaction was damn funny, and he actually stoned for awhile before he picked up the cup. lols.

after macs, we slack ard pasir ris beach. lols. the wind was damn cold please. and yes, the girls acted as bimbos, complaining about the grass patch, etc. hahahas. we sang songs, had small chats:D so fun.

and, the bimbos and himbos were doing this cheer half the time last night:
V-E *pause* sa fan sa fan sa sa.

lols. only the BOs will know what the cheer is for:D

anw, bimbos included: rayna, jolene, apple, me, fion, CALEB.
oh anw, we included janice in our bims though she wasnt present ytd. lols. she's one of us too:D
and the reason why CALEBTAN is included in the section of bims, is because.... okays, its unexplainable. hahas.

the only present himbos were fongyung and nic. but fy left ard 6 plus 7. leaving nic as the only hims with all the bims.
dexter and cy was dead aslp in the chalet lahs. -.-

lols. we had a number of random responses like the CALEB response, FEIyung response, fongyung response, jaylloyld response,nic response. lols. all damn funny, esp caleb's.

okays, a super fun but tiring day. i guess i'll be heading for my bed soon:D

smile like crazy @ 9:59:00 AM

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Tuesday, March 04, 2008

i kind of like this song's lyrics:D

LIFEHOUSE LYRICS-"Whatever It Takes"

A strangled smile fell from your face
What kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that
I didn't even know
Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know that what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes

She said "If we're gonna make this work
You gotta let me inside even though it hurts
Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see"
She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be
You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me"

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
And give me a break
I'll keep us together,
I know you deserve much better

But remember the time
I told you the way that I felt
That I'd be lost without you and never find myself
Let's hold onto each other above everything else
Start over, start over

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
and believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes

smile like crazy @ 12:18:00 AM

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Monday, March 03, 2008

the leap years was super duper uber yber NICE.

i think its one of the BEST movies i ever watched.
cant really believe its a singapore production, becos its really, simply nice(:
it seriously moved many to tears:D

anw, today, supposingly to meet them at TWELVE. but all of them overslpt-.- then rayna reached ard 12.20:D yays. and we headed to pizzahut for lunch. chicken neapolitan was nice.

then apple came.
then fy.
then janice.
then fion.

then changyong.

lols. changyong was the latest lahs. but luckily he reached before the movie started. otherwise, i would have to miss the first part of the movie to pass him his ticket. lols.
caleb couldnt make it last minute. grrrr.

so anw, the movie was really nice. "jeremy" was damn hot:D and i think i admire "li-ann" for her love for jeremy and her patience.

its just so incredible that one can stand meeting her partner for like once every four years! its just so amazing, and touching. i dotn mind watching the movie for a second time. i might be joinning sylvia and mf they all to watch it again:D hahas. say im crazy, but i dont mind(:

after movie, we kind of slack ard ps before scand jan went off to meet her friends.

we then headed off to orchard. and slack slack slack.

kbox date on 20 march. :D yays.

being nice and sweet ppl, the 5 of them sent me to my bus stop and waited bus 65 with me. and we waited god damn long for it. and when the bus finally came, there was 2 buses-.-

lols.

smile like crazy @ 10:42:00 PM

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what's lost is lost.

why should i even recall our memories?
why should i even bother to remember you?

you are just a nobody in my life.

perhaps i should just throw the stuffs away.

smile like crazy @ 1:20:00 AM

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death note spin off tale-L change the world.

one word to describe the movie: NICE
two words to describe the small boy: DAMN CUTE
three words to describe L: SUPER DUPER CUTE

met up with sylvia at ard 12.30. walked ard town. and as expected, weng was LATE AGAIN. -.- so i managed to get him awake after i gave call to kai. lols. and we were expecting both of them to reach ard 2.30. and guess what, yes, mr potato decided to pang us! grr. kai, u owe us one(: lols.
weng was like late, he reached only at 2.35 when the movie was supposed to start at 2.30 . lucky us, we managed to be on the dot when we went into the theatre(:

the movie was nice, though the ending could have been more detailed instead of just showing L having a bar of chocolate and then out comes the words "L rest in peace". -.- it kind of seems that they are cuting short the ending. they should have at least showed how L died.

so anw, we shopped ard heeren aft that. and me n syl saw puma shop having a 80% sale. so i decided to call okc to tell him that his favourite puma was on sale. lols.

we decided to slack ard ps. and we really slacked, while waiting for dumbo to reach.

dumbo was really dumb, and he looked super dumbo. laughs.

oh anw, okc then called me to tell me that my favourite mickey shop was having a 50% sale. !!!!! HAHAHAS. he made me laugh my head off. fancy calling to talk about sales. hahaas.

weng is a bully; an I.M.P . he made my heels dirty.

smile like crazy @ 12:05:00 AM

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Sunday, March 02, 2008

photos edited (:

for 29th february.