its just XIUZHEN

Saturday, May 31, 2008

for hope u'd cheer me up, girl.
just let me pray and hope.
just let them be heard.

smile like crazy @ 9:33:00 PM

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Friday, May 30, 2008

i think im just being super paranoid down here.
because of the recent happenings. i think im super paranoid.
nineyears. will never end. will it?
compared to your one year, is mine impt?

will it ever?
because i feel so lost now.

smile like crazy @ 10:42:00 PM

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im meeting my lydiatanminghui next wednesdayyy(: oh im loving it.

XIUZHEN(: ; put your hand way up high, we will never say bye
l ydia
LYDEEYAAA

l ydia
XIUZHEN(: ; put your hand way up high, we will never say bye
XEEEEUUUUUUUUZHEEEEEEEEEN

XIUZHEN(: ; put your hand way up high, we will never say bye
l ydia
:D I MISS LYDIATAN cannnnn

l ydia
XIUZHEN(: ; put your hand way up high, we will never say bye
CANNOT

XIUZHEN(: ; put your hand way up high, we will never say bye
l ydia
WHY CANNOT

XIUZHEN(: ; put your hand way up high, we will never say bye
l ydia
T.T

l ydia
XIUZHEN(: ; put your hand way up high, we will never say bye
hahaha cause lydiatan misses xiuzhen!

((:
oh i miss my leedeeyaaatannminggghuiiii.

today was much of a boring day.
just normal chats with my lovable 07 classmates.
you know, i super love this class of ours(:
they are always sooo funny.

band is resuming tomorrow.
its been so long since i last saw the little ones and my fellow creadors. lols.

I SO WANNA GO SHOPIINGGG. is anyone kind enough to go with meeee?
i need shopping sessions to make my life a happier oneee.

smile like crazy @ 8:45:00 PM

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Thursday, May 29, 2008

im feeling so down all of a sudden.
thought through alot of stuffs just now on the bus journey home.
how i wished the bus journey would never end just now because my mind is still in a whirl.
so many things on my mind, unresolved.

first thing first, about the news bestfriend told me.
shall not reveal who is bestfriend for now. because she dont want to tell others first.
the news made me teared alil on the bus.
so uncontrollable.
i just feel so uneasy.

second thing, i think scandjan knows cos i was complaining it to her just now during dinner. hahas.

third, i think ive really been "apart" from my bestfriends.
one by one. first was serene..then it was Bestie. then Lynn. and there's hamham and mimi too. huishan too.
all of them, they were/are my bestfriends. but its been so long since we last contacted or even meet up.

serene, we got to meet up soon for heart to heart talks. we need to clear our distance from each other too. its been sooo long since we last sat down, and chitchat. i want to talk to my darling ser again!!

then bestie. i dont know why. but we seemed to have drifted apart, have we? we seldom talk now, seldom meet up. even online, we seldom talk. i dont know why, but i'd feel abit weird if i suddenly go nudge you for nothing. T.T i dont know...

lynn. we 6 were once so close. but now, it just seemed that lynn is a complete stranger when i see her in sch. so weird so weird. how could this ever happen, when all of us were still so super close a few months ago??

hamham and mimi. i know im still your bestfriend too. its just that we hvn been contacting much. perhaps because we're all too busy.

lydiatan(: i know we havent drifted away. its just not contacting each other because of ur busy schedule. lets meet up aft ur A levels alright?

okays. pardon for all the emo stuffs. but im really feeling down and lost. i dont know how many closefriends will i lose another few more weeks or months down the road.

As i burn another page, as i look the other way
put your hand way up, we will never say bye.

will you be the next?

smile like crazy @ 10:08:00 PM

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okays.

i forgot to mention.

THANKS EVERYONE who came down to support me yesterday(:

especially my beloved freshies like CHESTON, NICHOLAS, KENNETH, etc.
thanks to zhenlin for bringing his whole class there. but didnt get to eat there cos we closed a moment ago.
thanks to PUSSY for thinking that slippers were not allowed, so he never went in. and thanks for telling xiaobai too.-.- haha. no lah, thanks(:
thanks to LARRY GLARRY for coming too.
thanks to maybelle for buying at the outdoor trolley(:
thanks to drug jan for coming as well.

hahas. thankssss:D

cheston, enough of thanking???

smile like crazy @ 11:11:00 AM

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Wednesday, May 28, 2008

alright(:

SSM today was tiring, but it SIMPLY ROCKS(:

okays. so its like i woke up at freaking FIVE am just to do up my hair and all, so that i can reach sch in seven with EVERYTHING done. grr, my sleeeeep.
so everything was pretty nice.
we implemented number tags and beverage lists.
blahblahblah. operations and all.
some minor hiccups, but partner elain and me dealt with it pretty well:D
so YES, all our efforts paid off.
its like we got a total sales of $1721.30!!!
WOOHOO. we broke previous records of the past two weeks.
we have the highest record for now(: YAYY.
our outdoor sales broke records too. we managed to sell a total of $381 worth of food:D
GOOD JOB FOLKS.
me and elain LOVEE you all cannn.
hahas(:
i think this sugarloaf team of ours work super well with each other lahh:D

THANK YOU everybody in sugarloaf team(:
ELAIN my partner, josslynn, audrey, sihui, winnie, jeremiah, gracia, sylvia, fahezah, jasmine, greg, jereborne, celine, shirui, yixuan, kimberley, timothy, christine, wanning, lyefong, andy, meibin, yiting and chris( although the both of you werent here today). but THANKS PEOPLE.
three cheers to ourselves(:

venos dinnered today.
actually wanted to head home just now after ssm, but me and larry decided to go awhile, well, in the end, we went throughout. simply because we got too engrossed by what we were all chatting about.
we realised that sth happened during our nightwalk d oth night.
super eerie.
super scary.
super unbelievable.
the freshies didnt believe us just now.
they had to call kok, dex and cheong for confirmation lah.
its like OMG. thankfully, nth happened to any of us((:

its like XIAOBAI, you suckkkk.
first, you didnt go sugarloaf because pussy clement told you slippers were not allowed, which is absolutely NOT TRUEE.
next, you skipped venos dinner when you told me you'd be gg lahs!
jiu xiaobai succk.
hahas.
ok lahs.
jiu dont say you liao(:

smile like crazy @ 10:11:00 PM

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Tuesday, May 27, 2008

u dont have the right to mention anything about salvaging and all, when you dont even know how to spell my name. shut up, will you? i dont want to hear you talk.

you know its hard for me to ignore your countless msges and all.
so c'mon. leave me alone.
stop saying you want the friendship back and all. just go away.
i dont need you.

no further comments to be made about this fifteenyrsstranger.

anw, today was a pretty nice day. APEL was fun as usual. accounting lect, i couldnt really concentrate well with jerry singing and all, beside mingfang. lols.
socio test was alright:D

you dont know what i need.
i need some words from you to clear my mind and everything.

HEY GIRLFRIEND. where have you been?
i miss you terribly cannn.
i swear we must meet up this hols(:
i want to go ur house for gym, for a swim, for camwhoring,and we must go town for shopping(:
and maybe, gf should acc me go blood donation cos i really seriously am so disappointed that i hvn been to donate since the last hols.

this hols, i must:
-MEET UP WITH MY CANT-LIVE-WITHOUT-HER-GIRLFRIEND.
-go blood donations
-shoppinggg.
-movie(you dont mess with the zohan)(or maybe sth else that is nice too)

yess. i really miss my girl.

smile like crazy @ 11:11:00 PM

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hello my dearest friends.

PLEASE LUNCH AT SUGARLOAF TOMORROW.
i'll love you like MADD if you do.

sugarloaf is located beside TCC/swimming pool.
it is in the building called TCA.
we serve: cakes, desserts, pasta, pizza, lasagnes, ice creams, cookies, italian sodas, mocktail, and other beverages.

SEE YA THERE TOMORROW(:

smile like crazy @ 10:15:00 PM

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Sunday, May 25, 2008

RIDE IT by jay sean

(Let me feel you)

It's been about a month and twenty days...
And were going round and round playing silly games...
Now your saying, slow it down, not right now...
Then you wink at me and walk away..

Now, let it be, let it be, let it be known...
hold on, don't go...
Touching and teasing me, telling me no...
But this time I need to feel you...

[Chorus:]

(Ride it) we are all alone...
(Ride it) just loose control...
(Ride it, ride it) come touch my soul...
(Ride it, ride it) let me feel you...
(Ride it) turn the lights down low...
(Ride it) from head to toe...
(Ride it, ride it) touch my soul...
(Ride it, ride it) let me feel you...

Morina was the club on the saturday...
your acting like a diva saying you don't wanna pay...
it's gotta be your fiesty style ...
raise that brow...
i love it when you look at me that way...
now when you order a Mohita at the bar...
re-applying lippy cuz it came off on the glass...
the DJ plays your favourite song...
Kanyes on...
now your beckoning for me to dance...
mmmm...
pullin me, pullin me, pullin me close...
you close your eyes girl...
whispering, telling me we gotta go...
won't you take me home... i wanna...

[Chorus:]

(Ride it) we are all alone...
(Ride it) just loose control...
(Ride it, ride it) come touch my soul...
(Ride it, ride it) let me feel you...
(Ride it) turn the lights down low...
(Ride it) from head to toe...
(Ride it, ride it) touch my soul...
(Ride it, ride it) let me feel you...

everything was right until her phone begins to ring...
she takes it to the corner, thats when i start wondering...
i can hear her shouting, banging her fist against the door...
yelling it all over, i couldn't take it anymore...
then i walk away, and act all non chalant and chill...
i ain't trying to get caught up in a mess for real...
but she cam around and backed me up against the wall...
she said i know you heard, but i'll make you forget it all...

baby let me feel you...

[Chorus:]

(Ride it) we are all alone...
(Ride it) just loose control...
(Ride it, ride it) come touch my soul...
(Ride it, ride it) let me feel you...
(Ride it) turn the lights down low...
(Ride it) from head to toe...
(Ride it, ride it) touch my soul...
(Ride it, ride it) let me feel you...

smile like crazy @ 10:11:00 PM

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CAMPAIGNING TIME(:

IITSC STUDENTS! THIS IS A MUST VOTE OKAY?
JOLENE CAN BRING THE BEST TO YOU.
SHE'S THE RIGHT CHOICE FOR YOUUUU.

AMOS for DSC maincom.
he was in the maincom last too when he was just year ONE.
so please, make the right choice and vote for him this year too(:

JIAMIN.

LIYI.

AND YES.

ITS A MUST to vote for maybelle darling too(:

and yes, its the five of them.

LAIKAHYUEN for TPSU:D
she have something with her that others dont have.
so, she's the right choice for you:D

please vote for gideon for TPSU too.
he makes you go GIDDY GIDDY GIDDY. hahas(:

jel and sinyan and ryan for ESC.

smile like crazy @ 6:58:00 PM

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it's a simple theory.
when your mood doesnt get well, mine dont too.

smile while you can.
for you'll never know when your friends are dying
for you'll never know how much time you have.
for you'll never know when the world is ending.

talk while you can.
for you'll never know whether you'll be mute one day
for you'll never know whether your friends around you will be deaf

so smile, because we all want to see smiles before we die
so talk, because we all want to listen before we go deaf/
im always willing to see you smile and talk:D

pour your heart out while you can.

smile like crazy @ 5:12:00 PM

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forgot to blog about it last night.

but im glad the surprise for the grads went well.
cheong told me, "this is the first ever surprise that really surprised me, because ive always been able to expect surprises past years when they plan things. but this, i really didnt suspect anything. wow. how did u all do it?"
hahas. im just so glad the surprise went really really well.
and im glad that it would be a memorable night for the grads as well.
oh yeeping, dex, cheong, and yl, you know we all LOVEE you.
and yes, i'll miss you all:D

smile like crazy @ 4:50:00 PM

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im home-d from venos workshop:D

okays, i stayed ovrnight in sch with dexter, fy, sinyan and ryan.
yes, im the only girl there because rayna decided not to stayover last minute-.-
scand jan went home ard 1plus.
and yes, we did many stuffs like doing the log items, etc.
we even woke up at 9 plus today morning to do up the lollipops for final clash.
hahas.
cheers to us:D

thanks to those who helped to go shop for the log items ytd night(:

venos workshop is a SUCCESS:D
every freshie enjoyed themselves, esp for the nightwalk(:
hahas.
watergames in morning were alright. me fion and jolene was i/c of TEAM, LETS GO.
its a game whr you have to roll on a canvas with soap and water, and turn 15 roungs ard a stick, and then run a distance on canvases with soap and water, and then SLIDE/DIVE to knock down the bottles. lols. soapy(:
final clash was as USUAL.

dinner-ed.
and then was nightwalk:D

although the waiting time before the whole nightwalk for us were long, i knew its okay, because the freshies were enjoying themselves at the LT, watching the vid and listening to hakim's stories.

me and maybelle were situated as wandering ghosts outside amos' room.
so maybelle sat on a chair and i hid behind a pillar.
then when freshies opened the corridor door, we banged on chairs and noticeboards, and they all screamt and ran out.
it took them like 10mins before they decided to come in again.
and same, they were scared and petrified by the fact we threw a tennis ball, so they ran out AGAIN.
freshies were sooo cute lah.
after 10mins again, they FINALLY decided to be brave and come in:D:D kudos:D

okay, now i have a bruised knee and elbow cos i crawled too much on the ground, and one freshie accidentally scraped my skin on my elbow with his shoes. LOLS. PAIN. but luckily, its just a small scrape(:

jiu VENOS ROCKS:D

and yes, im so tired now. prolly gg to slp sooon:D
NIGHTS.

smile like crazy @ 1:00:00 AM

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Friday, May 23, 2008

im not feeling well with my stomach.
it isnt something wrong i ate cos its not diahoerra.
but i just cant figure out whats wrong.

okay, put aside the pain.
im still rushing out the c--d- for the.
lols. still rushing(;

anw, please vote:
JOLENE for IITSC
MAYBELLE for BSC
JEL for ESC
KAHYUEN for TPSU
AMOS for DSC

(:

smile like crazy @ 12:43:00 AM

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Thursday, May 22, 2008

ssm today(:

YAYS. my grooming was praised by ms mark today((: yay o yay.
hopefully this continues for the following week.
so considering 5 weeks have passed, i failed once for grooming! AHHT.T

okays. so anw, ssm was pretty fun today:D tiring though. and HUNGRY because i didnt managed to go for any break!lols.

anw, im meeting elain tml to go have lunch @ sugarloaf:D cant waittt.
the food seemed soooo nice today:D
ok. its nice, even the leftovers were nice:D
we were allowed to have the leftovers(:
well, today's sales was not bad. we exceeded ytd's sales and the targeted sales for us. we got $1550. YAYY.GOOD JOB EVERYONE.
lets strive on for next week:D
me and elain will try to come up with solutions for issues raised up today.(:
lets push the sales for sugarloaf WEDNESDAY!
and monday, for drug jan's class:D:D

THANKS DRUG JAN for coming down to sugarloaf to support me(;
THANKS FION for coming down to sugarloaf to support me, bringing along two other friends who supported me by buying banana cake(:
bestie was there tooooo!:D heh.

i love you girls:D:D

PEOPLE, PLEASE COME DOWN TO SUGARLOAF EVERY WEDNESDAY and monday to help push up sales(: YAYY

smile like crazy @ 12:48:00 AM

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Tuesday, May 20, 2008

ssm tml.
bless me with grooming:D

and i wonder.
wil he ever know.

smile like crazy @ 9:40:00 PM

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Monday, May 19, 2008

i had wonderful hours of sleep today(:
and i packed my wardrobe because mummy has been complaining about it being messy and all(:
hahas.

msn-ed with darling j today.
and im feeling so happy for her(:
that guy was really sweeeet.
guitar on the phone, and all.
how i wish i can meet a guy lidat tooo:D:D

msn-ed with scand jan today(: oh i miss her terribly lots(:
though ive met her like last friday, but not enough! because i didnt had a chance to have heart to heart talks with her:( nvm, scand, you must be honoured to be one of the only four to know about my wp a/c (: HAHAS

i was looking at the movie websites, and i think now's the comedy season. there seemed to have many comedies coming soon. "you dont mess with the zohan" would be top of the TO WATCH list for me, because Adam Sandler is starring in the show. and oh, fyi, adam sandler was the one who acted for THE CLICK. hahas(: so yes, im so gg to watch that movie after june 19!
i so wanna watch some horror movies too, but that aint any horror movies now. its still a long way to the horror season-.- oh man!

band's resuming this saturday(: HOHOHO. but oh bother, i cant make it to pract. because VENOS WORKSHOP is on that day. heh, im looking forward to venos workshop. YAY. and im so sry i cant make it to bandT.T

and i hvn made up my mind for the world marching band com.
kuku said that since its my dream, i should go for it because it's a ONCE IN A LIFETIME THING, and its not always, that i can get this opportunity to go. AHH. i understand what he meant d oth day when he said there's a difference between goals and dreams, studies and band. but ah, i really cant make the decision now.
i took weng's advice and told my mum about it. and as expected, my mum began to nag once again-.- but hell, her words wont affect my decision in time to come. i'll prolly make up my mind, based on what i feel. though im still not quite sure whether i really should go or not. AHH. maybe i should look for the course manager first, to double check whether i can apply LOA next year's com period. LOLS(:

smile like crazy @ 11:16:00 PM

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some pics for HB day(:

they are the retarded himbos(:

and we are the lovables(:

attempts for photos(:

dexter with the most educated look ever(:

JIU OMG YUANLONG. stop acting cute! hahas. he's been trying to steal the limelight the whole night lahs!

smile like crazy @ 9:40:00 PM

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Sunday, May 18, 2008

my new favourite(: - Jay Sean - Maybe

{First Verse}
Beep, beep, oh look, now there goes my phone
And once again I’m just hopin’ it’s a text from you, mmm…
It ain’t right, read your messages twice, thrice,
four times tonight, it’s true

{B-Section}
(Everyday I patiently wait)
Feelin’ like a fool but I do anyway
(Nothing can feel as sweet and as real)
‘Cause knowin’ I was waitin’ in vain

Chorus:
Maybe it’s true, caught up on you
Maybe there’s a chance she’s stuck on me too
So maybe I’m wrong, it’s all in my head
Maybe we’re afraid of words we both haven’t said

{Second Verse}
I’m always connected online
Hooked on my space all the time
Hopin’ you’ve checked my profile
Just can’t help wonderin’ why you play it cool
But see I’m hopelessly fallin’ for you

{B-Section}
(Every night, on the phone and I’m)
In love with you and I know that you like it girl
(All jokin’ aside, wanna see you and I)
Come out and say what we’re tryin’ to hide

Chorus:
Maybe it’s true, caught up on you
Maybe there’s a chance she’s stuck on me too
So maybe I’m wrong, it’s all in my head
Maybe we’re afraid of words we both haven’t said
Like I really want you, I think I need you

Baby I miss you, I’m thinkin’ of you
Like I really want you, I think I need you
Baby I miss you, I’m thinkin’ of you

Chorus:
Maybe it’s true, caught up on you
Maybe there’s a chance she’s stuck on me too
So maybe I’m wrong, it’s all in my head
Maybe we’re afraid of words we both haven’t said

Chorus:
Maybe it’s true, caught up on you
Maybe there’s a chance she’s stuck on me too
So maybe I’m wrong, it’s all in my head
Maybe we’re afraid of words we both haven’t said

Maybe it is true
(Maybe I miss you)
I’m caught up on you
(Like I really want you)
Maybe I am wrong
(Maybe I miss you)

this song lyrics are nice(; - Rj Helton- Missing Me

I love the way it feels when you touch my hand
Don't wanna let you go
I love the way you say that I am your man
Don't understand why we can't go on and go on
Don't understand why
You don't belong in my arms

Ohh

And even if I cried a thousand tears tonight
Would you come back to me
And even if I walked on the water
Would you come out to sea
Now I can't spend my life standing by
Cause even when I miss you
You're still not missing me

It's funny how my heart just won't let it go
I just don't understand
It's crazy how the pain seems to overflow
The memories of you here with me by my side
I can't deny that you are the love of my life

Ohh

And even if I cried a thousand tears tonight
Would you come back to me
And even if I walked on the water
Would you come out to sea
Now I can't spend my life standing by
Cause even when I miss you
You're still not missing me

And I still cry for you
And I would die for you
I can't believe all the words I heard you say
And I still long for you
And I was strong for you
I can't believe that you'd throw it all away

I still cry for you
I would die for you
I can't believe all the words I heard you say
I still long for you
I was strong for you
I can't believe that you'd throw it all away

And even if I cried a thousand tears tonight
Would you come back to me
And even if I walked on the water
Would you come out to sea
Now I can't spend my life standing by
Cause even when I miss you
You're still not missing me

I still cry for you
I would die for you
I can't believe all the words I heard you say
I still long for you
I was strong for you
I can't believe that you'd throw it all away

Now I can't spend my life standing by
Cause even when I miss you
You're still not missing me

smile like crazy @ 9:26:00 PM

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omg. i just reached home from the stayover at fion's(:
and im OMG de cui now.

okays. so after towning ytd, i went cityhall to meet fy and co. (:
slacked at suntec/cityhall area till 11 plus because our dearest fion was held up in orchard.
then we mrt-ed down to pasir ris and cabbed to her house.
MAGGIEMEE-d for me dex jolene apple and cheong((: fion helped to cook. YAYYY.
movie marathon last night included the excorcism of emily rose and creep(;
ive watched emily rose last time in theatre, but i still find the show to be interesting(:
creep was a gruesome show, WITHOUT any storyline-.- like super sian.
hey people. lets watch some thai horrror movies next time. i bet it'll be thousand times better than creep(: hahahah.
sleeping time was ard 6 plus till 10plusT.T LOLS.
slacked at ehub before we decided to go(:

im just so happy with my lovables(:
every single one of them just brings a smile to me. without fail.
no matter how down i feel at times, i'll brighten up when i get to meet these lovables of mine.
you're all my happy lovable pills(:

special note to jolene:
hey darling(: u're REALEEE my ultimate happy pill. so you must NEVER be down alright? if u're feeling down, i'll feel the same too. so please remain happeeee as always(: yay.

special note to fion:
aiai. im always here for you. if you need any help, just inform me, and i'll be there with you. to tell or not to tell him, is your own decision, but i'll be with you(: thanks for always listening to my share of "stories"/complains tooo.

lunchmates rocks!(: too bad we arent meeting tml for lunch cos tml is a PH T.T
nehmind, next week:D:D

ultimate happiness(:

smile like crazy @ 4:50:00 PM

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Saturday, May 17, 2008

was chatting with wan just now(: and LOOK AT HIS MSN NICK.
"THANKS XIUZHEN!!!"
woo(; i managed to cheer him up alil.
wan, cheeeeerrrr uppp:D:D:D

anw, worked at amara ytd with liling, and wanzhen. and also kahyuen, kok, jiajun, darren, daniel and afew more TP people. i was assigned to table 28. and initially, i thought, DIEE. must debone fish, i dunoe how to lah! DIEE. but thank god, beside me was fariz and junyi. and OMG. they're damn niceeeee people(: i did the first pick-up with an entry with all the other waiter/waitresses. then from the second dish onwards, i didnt do pick-up AT ALL. because fariz kept insisting that he'd help me take from the kitchen. OMY. such a nice soul. (: he said, "girls should not be carrying the heavy stuff. whatsmore, is from the kitchen, so far. i help you. let the guys do the job!" . HAHAHAS. he's not belittling girls. he's being just reallyy niceee:D and junyi, is one kind soul too. he helped me to take the bowls and plates from the kitchen too. and even helped me to clean "SUSAN"(round glass). hahas. THANKS FARIZ AND JUNYI(:
then everything ended ard 1. and by the time im home, it was ard 1.30am alr!
anw, company cab with bonaventure, charlie and alex. NICE people too. bonaventure is yanwai's ex-classmate! and charlie is irene(sim)'s cousin!! OMG. such a smalllll world. hahas.

zilra gathered just now. just a mini one(:
SL dinner-ed just now(:
CCN day today(:
woooo.

smile like crazy @ 12:20:00 AM

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Thursday, May 15, 2008

i ever heard this phrase before:
"you know i know, it would never be the same anymore"

what true(:
truth should never be told some way or another.

friends are hard to come by anyway,
why should truth spoil the thing between?

smile like crazy @ 11:36:00 AM

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Wednesday, May 14, 2008

passed grooming today(:
i think, everybody passed today. because......((:
yeah, anw, today was full of talks and orientations.
mental test-.- cos it somehow made everyone tired. mentally tired.
anw, YAY. my grp was allocated to SUGARLOAF!
people, esp VENOSIANS, PLEASE COME TO SUGARLOAF ON WEDNESDAYS TO DINEEE:D:D i'll love you people like hell if you do(: hahahs. my darlings have promised to come support sales. make sure u all do, alright?(: yayy.

'll start operations next week(:
i cantt waiitttt:D:D
YAYS.

thanks FY for "comforting" me just now when i was feeling really down.
well, i was down partially due to im tired, and.
hahas, but im feeling way better alr(;
thanks FEIYONG, u're the BESTTT(;

jol and fion, thanks for always being here with me. it's just so heart-felt that we can always relate to each other about our problems and happiness and all. HAHA(: I LOVE YOU TWO GIRLS.

anticipation came true but it may not always be good.

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Tuesday, May 13, 2008

pre-ssm-stress now.
i just hate grooming because i have to wake up at 5.45 tomorrow, just to tidy my hair! irritating irritating irritating.

anw, should i go for the World marching band competition? it'd be held in july 2009, in netherlands. SHOULD I GO? if ive decided to go, i'd have to go work and save money for the trip. and i bet it'll be damn freaking expensive because its in NETHERLANDS! ah. and i'd have to apply for LOA in time to come(year 3) during the com period. isit advisable for me to go for the com? its a ONCE IN A LIFETIME thing leh. but.. im somehow, worried for my studies and all. can someone help me to decide? maybe... YOU? hahas!

anw, shall go to bed like NOW.. im damn tired. fancy waking up at 6 plus today morning when i slept at 2 last night? i better slp now so that i can wake up at 5 plus tml!:D

AHH. tragic.
so many things to do.
i guess thursday would be the clear-it-all day for me:D

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Monday, May 12, 2008

from the umpteen time, i'll say, IM PURE TIREEEDD.
dont ask me why, but im just tired.

yada yada yada.
why?

I MISS THIS SONG(:
whr'd you go?
i miss you so.

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Sunday, May 11, 2008

omg. i cant believe apple and cheston tagged me to do this.
alright, i'll do it just for fun then(:

1. At what age do you wish to get marry?
perhaps 25?:D

2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boyfriend?
friends of course.

3. Who is the person you trust most?
girlfriend and drug jan(:

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
not really. sometimes yes, sometimes no. well, i dont really know too.

5. If you can have a dream to come true, what will it be?
my one and only dream came true this year alr(: that is, dmb to get bestband, bestdm. but well, if i can be greedier and ask for one more dream, perhaps i would want...
*UNSPOKEN*
(:

6. If given a chance to live your life again, would you still want to be you?
yes, i lovee me for who i am:D

7. What is your goal for this year?
as i said, my goal have been achieved(: band band and still band. my life is forever evolving around band. maybe, another goal would be achieving a 3.5/ 3.6 for GPA(:

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
YEPP. why not?

9. Have you broken some one's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
ehh, not to the extent of commiting suicide! omy.

10. What feeling do u love most?
being able to meet-up with my lovely friends(: esp GIRLFRIENDDD.

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
-TANNED
-OLDER THAN MEEE
-TALLER THAN MEEE
-actually, those above mentioned does not matter much, as long as the person is NICEEEEEE:D:D

12. What feeling do u hate the most?
the feeling of being cheated?

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
OF COURSEE.
ive lost one friendship worth of 15 years already.
i dont wish to lose another one(:

14. Any guilty pleasure?
YES. I LOVE CHOCOLATES(:

15. What do you think is the most impt thing in your life?
-family:D
-DEYIBAND
-friends

16. Who cares for you the most?
my family and friends

17. How was life till now?
LIFE's great. and its still VERY GREAT(: simply because ive such good friends ard me everyday:D

18. What is the one thing you would change in your life if you could?
NOTHING. i want nothing to be changed:D

19. What would you do when you feel that no one cares for you anymore?
maybe i'll cry?
but i know that will never happen, because no matter what, ive got my closefriends and girlfriend with me.
but i'll prolly dieeee if my girlfriend gets possessed one day, and she comes ard, telling me she dont care about me anymore. LOLS(: okay gf, just kidding:D

20. What is your definition of happiness?
IF YOU'RE NOT TOO LONG, I'LL WAIT FOR YOU ALL MY LIFE(:

Instructions: Remove one question from above and add in your personal question. Make it a total of 20 questions and tag 8 ppl.List them out at the end of the post and notify them in their cbox tt they've been tagged.Who ever does the tagg will have blessing from all =)

ah, but i doubt i'll be tagging anyone to do this(: haas:D

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past venos dinner(:
angkiong & TMplaza(:

PUSSY'S SWEETEST FRIEND(:

SOCIO CLASSMATES(:

boonkenger(: we rocks(:

and HE, owe me lunch(: YAYYY.
HE is the only freshie in PORUS(:
HE is the only one who loves to act sad and bully meee.
eeeee.

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venos chalet(:
chose to blog only those that i thought was nicee. because i had a terrible bad hairday d oth day. so people, if your photos are not here, and you want them, just nudge me online alright?:D

i wouldnt know what to do if you werent by me when i needed help(: thanks for everything darling(:

KOPED from maybelle(: credits to her.

as usual(:

verox rocks my socks please. we had the largest turn out rate among the 3 subempires(: woohoo. I LOVE VEROX like hell. im just glad that i have such wonderful freshies. oh please do come for the venos workshop alright?

this is my wonderful empire-venos(:
thanks for the large turnout rate. i swear there was more than 100 of you lah.YAY.
venos rocks more than anything else<3

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ive yet to post pictures of...
hmms.let me see..

-zoo
-HB gathering
-week0/regetta
-venos chalet
-band appreciation day
-FHA

SIGH. maybe tomorrow(; or LATER-.-

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it was nice meeting up with fy dex rayna jolene larry clemen today(;

clemen's belated birthday bbq(: fun on the whole.
"BOMB" was scary afterall. omg.
lets not do that next time(:

trip to ahma house was nice(:
at least, i did get to see ahma and eryi(: and zen and melynda:D
zen was super duper cute pleaseee. he was like, "xiuzhen jiejie, i still can remember your name"(: i got a cuteeeeeeeee cousin:D
didnt really talked with melynda though cos i left right after dinner.
im glad eryi liked my card to her. yes, she's the BEST AUNT EVER(:
i love ah ma tooooo:D

anw, we left clemen's bbq ard 11. and omg, i couldnt catch the last 15 because it departed at 11-.-
so i decided to take 21 instead. and to my horror, fishy ken told me 23 had no more operations alr. ogod. so i planned to take cab after i alighted from 21(:
and just as i was about to go flag a cab, i saw 23!! like omg. MIRACLE.
so thank god i caught the LAST 23. and thanks mummy for fetching me from the bus stop(:
and thanks fishy ken and his mum for worrying for me, and calling up sbs to check whether there's still operations for 23(: lols. you all rock(:

so i came home and just after i dried my hair.
weng msged me and asked me to go meet kai and him at my bus stop and acc them cos liyi is still not yet at home. HAHA
so i had to lie to mummy about gg out for awhile.
in de end, i went out ard 1 hour plus! OMY.
so chitchat chitchat chitchat(:
and im back home now(:
with so much things to do=X

ahh.

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Saturday, May 10, 2008

well. not so much of a pictorial post. but yes, just this one and only picture(:

they's my LOVEEE. they bring joy to me everyday(: life is never down whenever im with them.
let this friendship of ours live forever, alright?:D

other pictures will be up soon(: prolly when im free-er.

smile like crazy @ 11:15:00 AM

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Friday, May 09, 2008

yay
it's the weekends again(:
but yada, afew more days after the weekends and it would be wednesday again. oh bother.
okay nvm, on a lighter note.
i'll be gg ahma house tml(: like FINALLY AFTER SOOOOO LONGG.
i miss ah ma and eryi(: and zen and melynda:D
but i'll prolly go for a short while only, because i have PUSSY clemen's bbq(;
afterwhich, i'll MOST PROLLY head off to liyi's house, provided fy's gg. hahas. i MAY stay overnight there, or i might come home afterall. it all depends(: well, its not much of a problem since my house is so near.

anw, today's classes were tiring. i mean. 9-5, with only one hour break in between, and yet, the classes are damn boring. esp GEOG. i mean, its the most waste-of-time lesson because its a online thing. and imagine us chatting through forum for nearly 2 hours-.- omg. cuiness.
anw, i think 2h07 rocks(: we had cupnoodles lunch today:D MY LOVEE. and i think we rock as a class because we're quite bonded as well.
i love my two new gossip partners-fangfang and zhenzhen too:D of course, not forgetting my dear val(: they three rock too well;D

i miss chatting with drug(:
i miss her(:

i miss girlfriend like crazy. and im damn sad that i got no time to meet up with her. oh girlfriend.. are you still here with me, or are you disappearing from this earth tgt with ur bf? HAHA. joking lah. i know u're still here with me(;

i miss my fion aiai and my darling takglam jolene too. they're my lunchmates for monday(;
lunchmate one: fion
lunchmate three: takglam
lunchmate four: fy
lunchmate five: badd
lunchmate six: janice

(: YAYY

anw, speaking of them. we 12 had a gathering last night.
without that SICKENING CALEB who should go and commit suicide because he couldnt make it last minute-.-
oh dear.
anw, we were supposed to catch the movie, HANSEL AND GRETEL.
but to our disbelief, the movie closed just ytd at ticket box. oh what luck! we were all looking sooo super forward to that movie lah please. oh anw. we ended up at raffles' thaiexpress(: i like my pineapple rice(:
we ended up ard esplanade aft that:D
oh i love my HB people:D without them, this year is nothing(:
i had fun last night too. laughing at yuanlong's stupid acts and laughing at cheong's WHYYY.

and is like cheong left for bangkok today. and he'd only be back after the 15th. ahh. cheong, we'll miss you please(:

next week schedule:
tuesday: band meeting
friday: SL appreciation and zilra dinner
sat: maybe ton-ing over at fion's house

i hope i can enough free time to myself next week after sch. hahas.
i think i have a need to meet up with some people like bestie(:
lols

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oh yes people(:
venos workshop for FOW AND FOC freshies(:
refer to venos blog for more information please:D
do help to spread the word, k?

smile like crazy @ 6:17:00 PM

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Wednesday, May 07, 2008

TELL YOU SOMETHINGGG.

i passed my grooming today:D:D
is like im SUPER HAPPY.
you might think that aiyah, its just grooming. fail jiu fail. BUT HELL NO, grooming is DAMN IMPT to us. 1 mark per week is ALOT lah. and yes, at least my efforts this morning paid off(: (i woke up dammn early. like 5.45am?)
anw, NEVERMIND. the main point is, i passed my grooming(:
SSM was okay too.
not too tiring, simply because, all we did was learning how to set up the tables, taking orders and clearing plates from the tables.
(:

anw, i managed to psycho ivan not to go jap lect today(: YAY. he's my 2h07 go-home partner(: ( he stays in whampoa! OMG. i realised i really miss gg to whampoa and jalan bahagia!!!).
and and. initially was supposed to go venos dinner @ IKEA today. but because i was feeling too tired, so i told cheong last night that i wont b joining them. but cheong forgot about it, and so, he and dex went to sch at FOUR PM today, just because my lessons ends at four. OMG. cuiness. its like i felt really bad that they went to sch so early. hahas. THANKS CHEONG AND DEX.

yesterday was mrs chee's treat at bailey's restaurant @ yishun. me and sylvia was late cos our lect ended at ard 6pm. hahas. its so impossible to reach yishun by 645 okay? HAHAS. anw, dinner was pretty nice. junhui was damn funny last night. weiming they all ordered plain omelette for me because they know of my irritating eating habits. then junhui, as i said, was damn funny. he actually ASKED me for permission to have a portion of the omelette. HAHS! oh please, the omelette wasnt even mine pleaseeee. HAHAS. im just gg to miss this funny guy in future.
anw, i did ONE super courageous thing last night. i took a ride home from yiqian's motorbike. OMGG. somehow considered as my first time on bike, if ignoring the fact that i was on the bike once when i was super young. anw, im glad i didnt freak out or anything, i barely even made noises while i was on the bike. the start of the journey was pretty scary, such that it kind of seemed like i was gg on a roller coaster ride. but it was okay after a while(: COLD though, esp on the expressway.

anw, IM JUST SO GLAD IM SO BRAVE TO RIDE MOTORBIKES(:
though i got a scolding from mummy aft i came home.
=X

okay, im tired. really really really tired.

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Sunday, May 04, 2008

my schedules are dammn packed.
mummy's gg to kill me because im not gg to be home for dinner, almost everynight.

monday: venos prata
tuesday: dinner treat from mrs chee
wednesday: supposingly with bestie, but i might cancel the dinner date to have dinner at home with mummy (SRY GUAN)
thursday: HB MOVIE OUTING (long awaited PLEASE)
friday: i seem to have sth on, but i cant remember
saturday: either clement's bbq/ zilra dinner/ ahma house
sunday: NOT SURE YET. but i think apple wants a meet up on this day.

omg. PACKED like shit. tell me, how am i gg to explain to my dearest lovable mummy so that she wont flare like a scary monster. cuiness. TELL ME. should i choose zilra or venos for saturday? both means equally important to me....AHH. my schedules are forever crashing.
or maybe, i should go ah ma house, before i go the bbq before i go liyi's house for ton. WOW. busy dayyyy.

anw, today was nice meeting up with apple. and fy and rayna and huiqi.
lols.
shopping date for me and apple became a random one tgt with the rest. hahas(:

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i had a tough time last night.
couldnt sleep well at all.
toss and turn, turn and toss.
i dont know why, but it was really bad.
and i woke up as early as 9am just because mummy came into my room.
and yet after that, i couldnt get myself back to sleep because i was pretty bothered by some stuffs.
i just feel so tired now.

TIRED.
yay. i cant wait for apple to wake up.
i wanna meeeeet her:D

if i were blue, would you be there?
and whisper in my ears if that's ok
would you stand by me, let me hold you tight
and you say you love me one more time
would you be there, to love, to be with me?
would you swear that your love is always true?
would you swear that you'll always be the one?
to take my breath away?

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went rayna house this morning(;
all because we couldnt go ton over fion's house last night. oh tragic. how i wished mummy had let me joined them for the stayover. but maybe, it wasnt mummy's fault. because the decision for stayover was rather last minute(; so nvm, i went rayna's house and we decided to watch windstruck. quite an interesting korean show. i think the lead actor and lead actress are really compatible(: they're damn sweet a couple. and its so amazing when the lead actress couldnt die no matter how she committed suicide and all. its all because her boyfriend was protecting her, even when he was killed by her (accident). lols. okay, to sum it up, the show was NICE(:

met larry and clement aft that at tamp mrt station. oh what a tragic trip it was to AMK. we played a game. not allowed to use the words, "JIAN. IS LIKE. DE LOR. THEN" oh tragic . it was so hard to suppress these words because we often use them in our daily lives. -.- and we took a break from this game at cityhall. and all 4 of us went babbling the four words like nobody's business. and tragically, we did something damn foolish when the "TRAIN" CAME. hahaas. okay, too embarressed to be posted here. anw, contd the game from cityhall to amk. tragic. anw, spent not more than an hour plus at amk hub before we moved off to marina sq. arcade-d. celebrated xiaobai's birthday too.

its like me and rayna went through many disgraceful and tragic stuff before we managed to get xiaobai his balloons and all. imagine, us, two, "begging" for the singtel staff to give us balloons though we're not little kids, exchanging a small pathetic balloon with a heartshaped balloon, walked over a distance to find the twisted balloons, only to find a flower that does not look like a flower-.- and trying to borrow a lighter from strangers. OMG. cui-ness. hahas. anw, i hope you enjoyed what we did for you, xiaobai! HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAOBAI:D

anw, druggey, i hope you'll pull through this.
just like how i will.
i know you can do it.
its no point trying to save something that isnt meant to be saved.
if you're really really tired, just let it go
though i know its gg to tough for you, but you'd have to try so as not to suffer in future
still, im always here for you.
dont worry.
anything, im here for you.
im your antidotey, remember?
i can cure all illness(: hahas:D
i love you jan(:
thanks for being here with me whenever i need you too.
you're my sweetest drug(:

jolene, cheer up too:D you know i love takglam you TOOOO:D
lets bitch and gossip soon.
u better rest well, alright?

APPLE, YAY. im most prolly meeting youuuuu.
i know you miss me like HELLLL.
i miss you too girl.
lets go window shopping tml to destress from your SIP.

girlfriend, are you seeing THIS?
if you are, please dont be jealous because you know i love you the MOST in my lifeeee.
and, although we have not been meeting up and stuff, you know i MISS YOU LIKE HELL.
you're no longer my friend. you're a part of MEEE.
i really really really miss you.
can i hug you real SOOOON?:D

anw, its DARLING MAYBELLE 's birthday today(: 4th MAY. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL.

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Friday, May 02, 2008

i still have many pictures yet to post.
-venos dinner
-sentosa with venos
-FHA
-Zoo with band people
-venos chalet
-band appreciation day
-regetta

i think i'll take long to be able to post everything up.
ahh.
im tired.

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yada yada.
lessons the whole day.
lock and charge idea for business entre was approved(: like yay. at least i dont have to crack my brains to think of an idea again.
was nearly locked out of the house just now. there's sth really wrong with my door. it just cant seemed to be open lah-.- i swear i spent ard 10minutes trying to open the door. like omg, damn embaressed when passerbys passed my house. imagine, they might have thought i was some burlgar or sth, trying to break into my own house. omg. one day, i might really get locked out of the house. MUMMY, DO SOMETHING PLEASE.
omg.
elective selection's ltr. (:

its just about you.
if i can only spend just one day with you.
with you.

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met up with the girls today.
valarie vera and druggey(:
loser keong oversleptT.T so he decided not to join us. LOSER.
its like i miss keong cannn.
i miss the 6 of us being tgt.
lynn, she mia also.
hahas.
anw, chats with the 3 girls was really nice and all, esp with jan(;
she's my heart-to-heart talk partner lahs(:
i love you girl.
i love you all girls(((:

met bestie at fareast today.
and she got me the wallet that i spotted(: as a super duper belated birthday gift. hahas . i miss bestie. and im guilty because i hvn been catching up with her since before all my camps.
i still love you bestie. all the same.

anw, was chatting with cheong online just now.
and its like we concluded that VEROX rocks(:
cos we have the most number of people turning up for the chalet and the bbq lah(: like YAYYY.
we had the biggest grp photo during the chalet(: amongst the other subempires.
but still, venos is one big fam lah(:
so we love venos all the same:D:D:D

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