BESE test is over.
first question worth of ten marks took me off my feet.
and it certainly took MANY PEOPLE off their feet as well.
alright, nevermind. its over anw.



for a moment or so, i thought that was sarcasticism.
for a moment or so, i thought that a quarrel was going to breakout
for a moment or so, i thought that....




your name lingers in my mind/

i suddenly feel the pile of work coming):
tml's BESE test, and ive yet to study finish for it.
friday's the fieldtrip reflection for TTO.
socio exam on sat morning(and ive foolishly thought it was next week-.- )
and BSC camp on sat and sunday.
Socio presentation on tuesday(5/8)( and we've yet to finish the stupid project)
BESE individual assignment due on thurs(7/8)
Geogtravel field trip reflection due on thurs(7/8)
and then.
geogtravel test is on 15 august.

and then i have to skip the subcomm teaparty because ive got all these to finish.
and then darlingjol and long's bday is on august 5th(((:
ahleongliling on 6 august(:

oh oh. after 15 august, its not over yet):
on 19th august, i'll be having toptable lunch because of some complimentary lunch thing cos i'll be volunteering myself to assist for the lunch on 20th august. wheeee. and then.exam starts on the 25th):

OH SUCKY SUCKY.


im gg to force myself to go sch at 9am tml morning(though my test starts at 6), to study socio test and BESE test):
i need some self discipline at this moment of time.
so, no study companion to acc me, is okay, because i need no distractions anw(:
GOGOGO xiuzhen:D

i kind of miss work @ amara);



anw, lunchmate was only scand because tissuejol,feiyong and fion couldnt make it):
hahas. but it was still nice to meet scand:D
i miss fion and jol lahh);

1/2 of jp done.
though there's one more to go, for the same due date.
-.-
5.


alright. off to slp(:

town-ed with dearie ytd afternoon.
oh my dearie was dammmmn late. hahahas. nevermind. forgiven(:
we shopped ard town alil, and also went coffeeclub to have my favourite heavenly food, mudpie.
jo was there(:
kannan was there(:
gobal was there(:
joshua was there(:
auntie tjoe was there(;
YAYY. i miss them so so much.

oh anw, i couldnt shop the whole of fareast with dearie ytd because i had to leave to meet kc and junhui at yishun. sry appleeeeee(:

so i met kc and jh, and we went to the bottle tree park.
celebration for christina's birthday. advanced.
FUNNN to the max(:
whipped cream smells like vomit. EEYER.
yadayadayada. and then it was cabby home(:


back to the past,
i want to be.
when the time comes
extraordinary moments will appear
nothing can ever replace you
get it?
im the same old person.
just here for you.

fieldtrip today was uber boring. totally a waste of time.
but then, 07 always makes it a happier day lahh(;
we managed to give mr png his present on the bus, and he was super touched and shocked pleaseee. ahahas(:
and then, not a moment ago, he sent everyone an email to thank us, and he says he's gg to bring it to sch for one week so that the other tutors can envy him(:

anw, back to topic, fish&co. -ed with 07 after fieldtrip.
crawfish pasta-ed for me. well, i think swensen's crawfish pasta is much much much nicer. (:

band-ed for farewell.
alil disappointing because the performances put up were alil not up to expectations. but nvm, i still find it funny at times.

home-d now. and im freaking tired);


meeting dearie tml for chitchat sessions. i know she needs my ears asap so that she can let everything out her chest. (;

EDITS**
omg. jiu after i posted the post, dearie called me to chat on the phone(;
telepathy please(; hahahas.




im being ignored too.
but do you even care?

the teevee show mentioned a pretty meaningful phrase.

it takes one second to meet somebody
it takes one minute to know somebody
it takes one hour to admire somebody
it takes one day to fall in love with somebody
but if fate doesnt allow two person to be together, it takes one entire life to forget somebody.

somehow, somewhere, i dont know where is that somebody.


andandand.
my closefriend seemed to have disappeared.
to where? i dont know.
maybe his work pulled him to another world or sth.
maybe he dont exist anymore.
where is the somebody i used to be able to complain/rant to?
it seemed that he's not my ranting partner anymore, because i no longer rant to him.
i dont even talk to him often already.
EEYER.
alright. nevermind.
this is stupid, ranting on something stupid.


on a lighter note, DEXTER NG IS HAVING HIS FIRST BOOK OUT(:
woooooots.
mr tallbestfriend with tiny eyes, how are you alr?
hahaas.
did your eyes got bigger or sth?:D
HAHAHAS.


ok random, but
oh terence, stop calling me felicia, or i'll continue to call you tommy! GRR. (: he calls everybody felicia. such a typical name that he will call out to everybody he sees. LOLS.

and then. we managed to do up mr png's present in sch today. the effort of me, sabrina, elaine and liling(: woots:D shall post up the photos soon. not now, because its supposed to be kept a secret. TUTORS, please be jealous of mr gevin png tml, because he's gg to receive a love-filled handmade gift from his loveliest class ever, 2H07, AY08/09 (: HAHHAS. yayy.

ee sian. jiu on the heavier note, i have to tug the whole thing to sch again. its been afew times that i carried that big bulky thing to and fro from sch. but then, luckily tml will be the last time im tugging it to sch. then its mr png's turn to tug it home(: yayy.

3 more weeks of TCA. omgosh. sadded. im gg to miss SSM):
andand, im so going to achieve the goal i told wanzhenzhen about(:
my LATTE goal, a special request.
(:

worked with cheong and farabee today(;
for four seasons catering at singapore power building.
its a SLACKER job i tell you. the slackiest job we've ever ever ever worked before. we practically STAND there and chitchat, bitching, laughing throughout the whole 7-8 hours! we even had a 2 hour break pleaseeee. HAHAS. all we had to do was to clear the trashbins when they were full, and also providing takeaway boxes for the ugliest singaporeans you can ever find.
the three of us witnessed the typical aunties scene, snatching the food, placing them in boxes that we provided. AND, some of them brought their OWN plastic bags! LIKE WTH. they stuffed as much food as they can into their boxes, bags, etc.
thats NOT THE WORST. there's this lady whom we observed, to have helped herself with the buffet for like almost 6 rounds!, she tabao-ed the MOST food. and worst, she wanted to bring home ALL The CREAMER and sugar!!!!!! like wth. and you know she use what to store these creamer and sugar( we ran out of boxes/plastic bags)?? in a TRASH BAG! like so kiasu please. those creamer and sugar can last her like maybe 3 months, if she uses 1 packet a day. walau ehh, im actually quite disgraced by the act of these typical aunties. and okay, their age are not auntie at all, they're in their twenties, thirties. -.-
super ugly scene, all snatching the food as though there's no tomorrow-.-
i thankgod that my mum, is not so AUNTIE afterall. otherwise, i will feel so ashamed.

anw, me cheong and farabee bitched about the ladies and some uncles the whole afternoon! HAHAS. we laughed nonstop lah please. and anw, we managed to kope one whole box of sushi from the aunties and uncles. yayy, we rock(: shall upload the photos up soon(:

thanks br, for intro-ing this job to me:D you rock lahh.

prof 2 was screwed. because mr goh was our invigilator for the 3 questions): and its like i bet the ten of us all did badly because of that.
okay, enough about that.
on a lighter note, bartending today with elaineleemingrong and audrey was FUNNNN.

what SPICE PASSION. it was a wrong recommendation made by one of the captains to mr goh. it was supposingly to be red PASSION and mango SPICE. so the captain decided to combine both the mocktail-.- hahaas. so stupid. so the 3 of us tried to blend the spice passion, and surprisingly, it was NICEEEEEEEE(: but okay, we didnt get to serve it afterthat because mr goh gave in and ordered the normal mocktail.

LATTE making was somewhat successful. at least i got 5 or 6 layers lahh:D but too bad, i took quite a long time to make the latte for mr goh, such that he commented that the latte wasnt steaming hot when it was ready for him to drink); but overall, im still quite happy by the fact that i managed to have a 5-6 layer, and also, my foam was firm enough to hold the sugar above. wheeeeeeee. nice first attempt of making a latte(;

mocktail, coffee making, tea making sums up the whole day.
i think it was extremely fun. how i wish i can experience being a bartender AGAIN.
and also, ive learnt how to use the boston shaker, the coffee machine also. HAHS(:
yayy.
hostess next week. so sian, have to do much reading up before next week):

band meeting-ed just now again. met baorong on the bus. thanks for tml's job lahh. and thanks for assuring me i can give you a call if there's any problems tml. hahahas(:





use your heart to see each other. you will see a different person in whole.
how i wish we can go back to the past.

today has been a fruitful day(:
jogging with leongliling was nice.
swimming with leongliling was nice too. ehh okay, i didnt really swim, i was suntanning in fact(:
IKEA with leongliling and elainelee was niceeee too(:

woots. and we bought two big photoframes for the gift.
met zhenlin aft lect for lancelot dinner.
he was super nice to help me carry one of the frames throughout the whole outing, and also to my doorstep(: thanks huh tragic freshieS.
and also thanks for testing me my menu. and thanks for the msg to ask me dont stress out too much. hahaas(; jiu you rock lahh:D


i felt weird when i saw her.
super.
and im feeling uneasy by her existence though i know i shouldnt.
jiu im _.
why can she............

sch today was so uber sian.
but, what makes it funnnn was lunchmate with fion, jol, and scand. and also fy(for awhile).
LOLS.
im sooo gg to miss my lunchmates dates with them in future at TAS lah):
im so reluctant to let this semester end because i dont want to leave TP for 6 months.
i'll definitely miss my lovables to the max lahh.
and scand, jol, and fion btr dont forget about me. i'll kill them if they ever do. lols
the three of them are three of the BESTfriends i can ever find in TP lah(:

ive got many photos unposted yet. unedited yet too. photos like toptable lunches, apple's birthday, and some daily random photos.

tml'll be a day of jogging, swimming and shopping with dear leongliling. HAHHAS. cos we've got a total of stupid 6 hours to slack!!! so irritating shit right?
waste of time.
and then wednesday will be the long awaited proficiency test): like im so unprepared for it. i hvn practised any of the protocol, capt's order, etc. shitty. might practise tml night, hopefully, there's time.

'll be working with cheong on thurs at some singapore power building(: 7 hours 80 bucks. wowwwww:D some waitering job that baorong intro-ed me to. heh! THANKS:D
and 'll be gg out with apple for sundayyyyy to celebrate her end of SIP. like finallyyyyy.

exams are on the 25th and 28th of august. so sian.
val dearie is gg off tentatively on 2nd sept. i swear i die also must try to go send her off. i jmiss her sooo much lah. sch without her isnt perfect afterall): classes without her may seem fine, but it aint. i miss her so so so much.

some photos up(:

these are taken on 13july08, the wedding fashion show of amara sing and amara sanctuary.
and we had some photo craze after all the clean up was done. (:


the banquet staffs working on that day.
the guys on the first row was being super retarded lah.


the beautiful runaway of the magnificent fashion show(:
wedding without boundaries.
so beautiful and carefree(:


our hardwork of 12july, a day before the show.








this is carrie:

she was one of my partners for the wedding show.
out tables rocks the most, they were super lucky.
ard 10 of them won the lucky draw prices(:



taken after TPSU agm(:
HAKIMMMMMM rocks lahh.
and i still owe u ur chocolate muffin.


last day at sugarloaf, we had our photo craze as though it was our graduation. HAHAS.


sylvia mr neo me

















he is the VERY NICE mr malik that we all adore(;

SEE. TOLD YOU. we all LOVEEE him(;

TADA. presenting to u, the sugarloaf team of AY08/09 term one(:

jiu i LOVEEEEEE my ultimate 2h07 friend, wanzhenzhen. LOOK what she said ytd(:

my msn nick was "you left me there just like that", and she said, "aye, if he left you there just like that, i'll pick you up" O.O isnt she sweeeettttt? hahaas.

banded as usual.
a tiring and hot day.

went down to chompchomp for zilra dinner after band.
and HAHA. it was mr ong chernron's FIRST EVER zilra outing after like 15 months! TRAGIC to the max please.
and then. me and sylvia and chern shared food like hokkien mee, sugarcane drink, stingray, carrotcake, and FIVE DOLLARS WORTH OF YOUTIAO. wa lau. want to vomit after the youtiaos lah! lols. okay, exaggeration, but the youtiao realllllyyy made me super full.

chern left early though. and the rest of us went to the playground to slack. oh yes, camwhoring session as usual. i didnt take as much photos though, because i was too tired, and also, not in the mood lahh.
we witnessed a couple fighting just now lah. even heard a SLAP on the face, (probably is the girl slap the guy or sth). like OMG lahh. we were too kaypo(: esp SCAND. hahahhas.
anw, scand and i were talking about stuffs as usual, when the stupid dog barked and it scared the hell out of me, and i think i grabbed scand's hand toooooo tightly. hahaas. oyah, so anw, scand, im sooooooooooooooo ___. lols.

cabbed home with caleb just now. alighted at his house (jalan bahagia-MY OLD HOUSE, and i miss whampoa tons lah!). okay, thats not the main point.
main point was i had to walk a superrrrr dark route home just now. and the lamp post didnt seemed to bright up or sth, it was completely dark for me (i have night blindness). ): i cant see, so i had to run my way through the dark route, with me aiming in the direction of the light under the void deck infront. LOLS> tragic to the extreme max. i swear i was super scared just now, and i think i really freaked out. i was half time wondering whether i'll bump into anybody or not, or anything, or any cats, or whatsoever. SO scary pleaseeeeeee. im not gg to take that route at night ever again! lols.


TIRED.
of everything.

YAWNS.*


since this is the route we chose, we shall have no regrets going round about it.
and this is where i will belong.

dont misunderstand;

easier said than done.

ive a bad day today.
at least, for my nose.
and for geogtravel, which is a stupid subject.


ive used up ard 6 packets of tissues in sch today. ARGH. irritating nose, since last night):
ahh.
it affected my presentation lahh. what shit.
i was being too concentrated on the fact that i cannot sneeze while i present, till i nearly left out one part-.- but luckily, i caught it back and didnt affect much(:
and then, geogtravel was stupid. ETHIOPIA HUH? hell NO! its KENYA.
saddistic.

okay nvm. so, i came home after sch, and am supposed to go back TM like NOW to join nicchen and the rest for movie-dark khight. BUT THEN AH. the fact that im still BLOGGING means that im nt gg afterall. simply because there's too much things to do, because im having an irritating nose, because im abit lazy to get myself back to TM, because dark khight is not my kind of movie, because i dont feel like spending money, because apple and scand and feiyong is not going, because i want to have dinner with mummy, because tml morning still got band, because tml night coming home late thats why tonight dont feel like staying out late, and AIYAH. thousand of reasons lahh. LOLS. sry lah nicchen.

and in the end, maybelle didnt go as well though she kept persuading me to go at first. HAH. okay lah. TAKE CARE dear! bring ur fever downnnn(:

EHH. proficiency test is next wednesday, and guess what? im still on the first page of the a la cart menu, trying very hard to move on to the second page! BUT THEN AH. i just dont feel like turning over to the next page): EEYERR.
and then i tried opening a merlot wine last night at home. i succeeded, and im glad i did(: YAYY.
but i dont know what to do with the wine i opened. OOPS.

anw. toptable lunch ytd was LOVED(:
thanks mr png for the treat to the class. you're the BESTTT careperson lah. at least, wayyy btr than my previous one. lols.
anw, lunch was great. but there were major hiccups in the service. like OMGG. it was the first time i saw mr zainal's face black, and i bet he almost blew his top at the service staff ytd. i swear service was disastrous. breadbasket leave on table, never help to serve, vinegar bottle broken, but nobody came forward to clean, and mr goh had to clean. mr goh had to helped clear andy's plate because the waiter didnt clear. service protocol wasnt followed at all. didnt wait till everybody finished before they cleared our plates, etc etc etc. OMG. i understand it was their first day at toptable, so we didnt blame them lah(: but i thank god it didnt happened to us on wednesday d oth day. (: okay, anw, we sugarloafed after we toptabled for some cakes. and i was hoping there'd be some brownies for me. but by RIGHT, there shouldnt be any more brownies because brownies usually sell like hot cakes(: BUT, YAYY. i was LUCKY. there was ONE left:D YAYYYYY.

yamakasi for socio project was niceeee(: like SUPER NICE PLEASE. hahahhahaas.


subway replied my email anw.
they apologised and gave me complimentary cookie of 3.
LOLS.
didnt expect them to have such service recovery lahh.
hopefully they'd do sth about their service delivery(:

HAHAS.
jiu im shocked to see dexter's tag on my board(:
scare me sia, i thought why he so fast book out.
but anw, tall bestfriend, my condolences to you alright?
and, rest more while u're at home now.
then u're gg back to ur training ground soon! TAKE CARE OKAY?:D
jiu we miss your tiny eyes lahh!

and im happy that i got chosen for the volunteerary thing for toptable on august 20, tgt with sylvia, jeremiah, sabrina!(: woots! IM HAPPYYYYYY lah:D YAYYs.

everything is HAPPY today(; including TOPTABLE.
first day at toptable is LOVEEEEED(:
I LOVE P03 because we dont have any major problems(:
and its like i really like toptable. maybe because im used to serving and all, i do hope to be waiter AGAIN. but then, no more waitering for me leh): i'll be bartender next week, followed by other positions): eeyer. but nvm, i guess i'll learn more this way, and not be stuck at waitering for the rest of my life in FNB industry. hhaahs.
but main point is, im loving TOPTABLE lah(:
but i still do miss sugarloaf and mr malik): its kind of weird not working at sugarloaf already. its weird not to see mr malik's face for the whole of wednesday afternoon, but to see other tutor's face. but well, all of them are really great tutors, and im soooo loving SSM nowadays(: i bet i'll miss ssm like hell in future. and im glad i did volunteered myself to help out for the august 20th lunch(;

band meeting killed thousand of brain cells just now.
and sylvia scared me twice while she acc me to the toilet. with the black irritating cat and the fly. lols. tragic. i nearly sprained my ankle while jumping for help and when i was busy screaming.

and kor is TRAGIC to the MAX. i specially left half of my subway cookie for him, but he forgot to eat and ask me to finish it up-.- irritating freak.

and OH ANW. i want to complain subway! have you ever heard a paper bag, of poor quality, costing 70cents! 1 cookie for 1.20. 3 for 2.90. so me and sylvia bought 3 in total, and we asked for a separate bag to put the cookies. and WTH. the cashier told us its 3.60 because we put separate bag. MUST PUT IN ONE BAG THEN CAN COUNT AS 2.90! WTH. where got this logic de please. ive been buying subway cookies for ages! and ive been putting it in separate bags! yet this is the first time i get this kind of comments about CANNOT separate! like WTH.
sucky amk subway.

EEYER.


anw, im back to the state where im pondering whether to go netherlands next year. though kianchecn assured me there'll be a clarinet section no matter what, but i dont hava a good phenomun about it. i think its gg to be a cui section made up of dummies and yada yada yada. sian. hais. dont know wheth i should go anot):

today was much better because i slept early last night(:
but i think i still need more sleep to keep myself entirely awake.
and also, i think we all screwed accs test just now. like totally.

hais.

anw!
how's TALL BEST FRIEND doing in NS?
is he like super fit and tanned now?
is his botak head feeling super cooling everyday?
did he grow fatter or thinner?
did he GREW TALLER??
did his eyes got bigger?

ROFL.
59 days more to cheong's book in. 60 to long's.
im so gg to miss cheong please.
ask him not to countdown, but he die also want to countdown):
EEYER.
lets meet up for more prata and macs and whatsoever okay??
meet up more before 12 sept!
long also. must meet more of him!(;


anw, tml's starting toptable!:D
im soooo looking forward to it please.
i cant wait!(:
woots.


sometimes im think there's nth much for me to...
the only way to remember it, is to forget it once.
isit true?
i doubt so, because he doesnt seemed to remember anything he said before, after forgetting once.
):

EEYER. enough of this.

i want movie sessions and shopping sessions lah!

today is a tiring day.
but i managed to catch some sleep on bus journeys and during TTO lect.
hahas.

anw, i managed to meet up with my two dearests darling and aiai(:
bought two mudslides for them, and i bet they loveeee me like hell for buying them such niceee cookies.
HAHA.
and they are super evil when they threatened to forget me next semester(when i go TAS).
jol and fion were saying by next sem, apple and rayna will be back in sch, and im not, so they will change lunchmate):
oh they better dont hor.
i'll kill you two.
hahas. but anyways, meeting up with the both of them is fab(: it totally makes my day a happier one despite the tiredness.

wz, take care of your nose and stop sneezing(:
kukuIMP, take care and stop coughing(:
the both of you should go see a doctor soon!

alright, gtg rest(:


*EDITS*
im not in the mood to do anything but blog.
you-girls-know-it-acc have been updated, fyi!

ANW,
i realised, ive been missing many many many people.
first thing first, guess also no need to guess lah. yes, is my 9 years and counting miss louisure tan ler teng.
then its bestie. (we drifted wayyyyyyy apart until i dont know...)
and then there's my lydiatan, huishan, mimi and hamham, HB clique, VENOS.
i do miss HB clique alot, in fact. where are the days where we cannot do without each other? the passion to meet up everyday and all? now, its like scattered somehow. me jol fion tgt as three. or me and scand. or me and apple. or me and fongyung. or me and cheong. the rest, i guess its alil drifted alr.
and there's my sisters(; lynn alr cui diao since ages ago. but whr's vera, val and keong. dont tell me im losing them as well.
sometimes, i regret gg camps. regret knowing more people. because it somehow means i'll lose my old friends. its totally inevitable. when you know new people, you lose some as well unknowingly. its not sth we can actually control with our bare hands. the problem is, we have totally no time to keep every friend with us for this lifetime.
i know girlfriend is gg to scold me when she reads this, BUT, sometimes i wonder wheth i'll lose her in time to come too. its like, maybe 5 years or ten years down the road, when we have our own families, will we still be closefriends? or will i even be invited to her wedding and all?
me and fion and jolene might be close friends for now, but will we still be, after a few more months?
its the same logic as HB, or even my sisters clique.
just a few months ago, HB was as close and sweet like HONEY.
and my sisters clique, it was just the six of us in year one. for lunchbreaks and projects and everything, its always the six of us. now it feels so weird that i hvn seen mrkhoryongkeong for thousand of years alr, and seeing vera walk down the corridors with another grp of HTM-ers, seeing lynn as a total stranger in school, not seeing valarie in school anymore. it feels so weird. where are my bestfriends?
they seemed to have disappeared.

i miss valarieyeo, verakoo, khoryongkeong, lynncheng and janicephua(alright. at least, we both are in same socio class).
i miss HB clique.
i miss bestie.
i miss serene.
i miss all the other venos and zilra peeps.
i miss many many many many other people whom i cant list down all at once...

this is what i did for apple dearie during BESE tutorial today(:
lols.
totally random please.

im SO FREAKING TIRED cannnnn?

as ive mentioned, projects, band meeting, ssm, work, camp, band pract, work. all these have summed up my whole week. and im dying alr): cos i barely slept.

YAWNS.

blogged again tml. im DYING.
got to rush some stuffs and im off to bed(:

NIGHTS people.

workathorn ytd(:
SEVENTEEN HOURS.
tragic to the max. (plus the fact that ssm was on the day before)
so anw, work was tiring, but alright.
FUN to see cheong:D

and cheong is so madly dreaming about HIS own 50th wedding anniversary after having witnessed the owner of Bintan resort, Mr and Mrs Gunara being so in love for more than 50 years(:
lols.
but well, 50 years, is really sweet:D

overall, everything was alright.
EXCEPT for the awkardness at times because of jason-.-
oh, and also what apple did.
she actually screamed through my phone when she called him to question him why he was late.
and what she said, actually made me awkard aft that when i partnered him for the dinner.
its like the whole ballroom can hear what she shouted, but luckily, only jason knows who she was calling through my phone.
alright, but it became alright at the later part of the day when we used the same side station.
at least, he helped me to debone my fish!
like AGAIN, i managed to run away from the deboning of fish(((:
YAYY.

BUT THEN AGAIN, OF ALL PEOPLE AMONG THE SIXTEEN STAFF, WHY DO I HAVE TO PARTNER HIM? TTELL MEEEE. GRRR.

PRATA-ed with cheong aft work ytd.
SHIOK.
its damn nice please(:
but, the sugar incident was funny. refer to cheong's blog for the photo of the sugar i got.

and i reached home ard 2 plus, slept ard 3 plus):
woke up 7 plus for sch just now.
and im gg SU subcom camp later in the evening.
i'll leave the camp first thing in the morning tml, for band pract.
after band, i'll be chionging to work AGAIN.
oh bother. and then tml's work will end late again i guess. and then, im working AGAINNNNN on sunday, 9am);
im dead beat actually.
but apple, no worries, i wont PS you de.
i'd be glad if i have just one more hour of rest everyday.






i want to go to the movies.

OYAY.

jiu CHEONG is gg to work with me tml(:
but he's starting at a later timing though.
im working SEVEN AM. with apple and eric i think.
(:


anw, today is sooo super tiring.
outdoor sales team one with syl(:
superrr tiring because the weather was so hot.
sales was pretty good for us. but NOT ENOUGH FOOD.
there should have been more food produced lahh.
okay nvm.
but i want to THANK SOME PEOPLE(:
like some of my venos freshies like zhihua, kenneth, xinhui, etc.
and SPECIAL THANKS TO NELSON. for buying me a cookie((;
and SPECIAL SPECIAL SPECIAL SPECIAL THANKS AND HUGS TO HAKIMMMM(: i gave him a call and asked him to buy something from my cart. and he bought a MUFFIN:D
like YAYY. THANKS LAH HAKIM. YOU ROCK. i shall not post up takglam photos of you on my blog alr(:
hahas.

anw, that sums up the whole day today. just outdoor and outdoor.
AND actually, we're all quite sad because ITS OUR LAST DAY AT SUGARLOAF.
and we all cant bear to leave sugarloaf lahh.
not because we dont want to go toptable or sth, but its like sugarloaf gives us the HOMELY feel(:
and i find that p03 rocks:D
we bond like hell lah. so unexpectedly de bonded as a whole big class.
after SSM today, we took tons of photos with mr malik and mr neo.
oh they rock(:
fancy them doing funny stuffs with us.
and we even held a "wedding ceremony(tea ceremony)" lahh.
DAMN funny.
even the CCM people sitting outside sugarloaf was laughing like hell.
hahahahas.
i'll post up the photos sooon(:
I LOVE SUGARLOAF:D

toptable next week.
and its like OH SHIT. we forgot to pay the deposit of $105. HOW AH? shitty shit shit.
nvm, 'll try to go pay on friday. hahas.


work tml.
im excited for it because CHEONG IS WORKINGGGGG(:
im so proud of myself, i actually managed to psycho him to work. hahahas.
YAYYY.



milo and vitasoy.
my energy drinks.
vitasoy for the day.
milo before i sleep.
:D

some photos from field trip d oth day with my grpmates(:






AND YES. we are the only group with only four members):








wz refuses to take photo with us):


they are my 2h07 loveee(;





AND HELLLLO PEOPLE(:

socio class is extreme boredom);

lunch @ TOPTABLE was SUPER NICE PLEASE.
-liling, elaine, ivan, sabrina, cheryl, peiyun, sean, esther, andy, michelle, michelle's bf.
(:
i had the chinese set meal.
it seemed the most "normal" among the three set meals-provencale, chinese and jap.
BUT.
it can be considered the best amongst the three(:
elaine agrees with me too.
fulfilling lunch(:
we were late for APEL class as a result, but mr png was nice enough not to scold us or anything:D
YAYY.
anw, accts lect was ULTRA boring. even worst than socio cannn. omgggg.
sian to the max.
and then, it was band.



_______________________________

wz, i seem to see your situation as a flashback of mine.
it seemed like a total duplicate.
and i understand the agony you're gg through.
im here to listen.
i know, words of comfort wont help for i know how it feels.
this is the time when you need just EARS around you, and SHOULDERS to lean on.
you see me everyday in school! so dont worry, my ears and shoulders are always freeeee:D
(:


and then.
just when i thought one less worry, one crop up all of a sudden.
who is that person i saw?
i dont know.

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who you're

_____________________________

and then, tml will be the last day at sugarloaf):
oh im so gg to miss the days at sugarloaf lahh.
but im actually looking forward to being at toptable toooo:D
jiu i'll miss SSM after this semester lah.
everything about SSM is actually alright.
just the hassle of waking up early in the morning to groom our hair is such a troublesome thing to do.
but maybe, i'll miss it next time after ssm is overrr.
and i like the tutors at TCA too(:
PEOPLE, please go sugarloaf tml...... MUST OKAY?(:


__________________________

ANW, this guy,

DEXTER NG ZHONG HONG, is gg to the army tomorrow):

EH TALL BESTFRIEND, MUST TAKE CARE OKAY?(:

jiu too bad cant see your botak head before you go into army): (he refuses to let us see). and i bet this retarded guy must be feeling dammmmmn excited about gg to the army lah. hahas. jiu must meet up soon okay? lets hope you have time to meet us after ur first book out!

we all LOVVEEEE dexter lahhh.

TAKE CARE LAH MY FRIEND(:

hmmmm. is she?

wanzhen asked me a qn, how long did i took to forget you.
i told her, it was never.
i dont know how to explain. but friends for more than a decade.
should i really let it go just like that?
the answer is i dont know.
wz understands how i feel, right?
the feeling sucks.
whatever i do, wherever i go, i'll still remember this "friend/stranger" of mine.
i guess. i'd never.
now and then, i still recall the happy times we had tgt over the years.
thanks.


how about you?
whr have you been?

walking corpse explains the whole morning):
and maybe afternoon as well.

i slept throughout the whole TTO lecture.
and i was feeling really really down):

because, initially, there's HB dinner tonight for dexter before his enlistment. and last minute, he couldnt make it. so the plan was somehow cancelled. and then, tml venos is having dinner for him also, BUT. i cannot make it because of band. and OMG. that means i wont get to see him until his first book out! ):
i was damn sad please. MR TALL BESTFRIEND is gg army alr, but yet, i cant meet him for the last time before he cuts his hair botak-.-
):

maybe after that incident, i become pretty paranoid/worried/whatever you call it.
i know nth's gg to happen lah. but somehow, im just worried and i so want to meet dex for dinner or sth before he gets enlist.
hais.
stupid dex, PS. you owe HB a meal(:


plans cancelled, so i met dearie apple for shopping at bugis.
PASTAMANIA-ed.
and then it was shoppingggg.

worked from 10am till 12am today.
and im dead beat.

im waiting for my hair to dry, so i decided to come online to slack.

as usual, retarded wuileong is still so ever retarded.
i was supposed to wait for apple at the pick up point, even though she was gg to be late.
but that retarded wuileong psycho-ed me not to wait, blahblahblah.
so in de end, i didnt wait for her lahh.
hahas.
so yes, wedding solemnization at grass pavillion was niceee(:
and the wedding dinners... always make me feel happy. cos i do get to see the lovely newly wed couples. they are full of "XIN FU" de feel. hahahas:D

nice in overall(:

but, apple's laoda was irritating today. he kept mentioning the TWO guys, and kept relating them to me. (shall not say who the two guys are) -.-
GRR. irritating jason. he btr dont say me and that guy, or else, i'll strangle him sooner or later. hahahas.

YAWNS. alright. i guess i'll prepare to slp alr. im really tired. 9am class tml):

JIU I SUPER MISS HER LAHHHHHHHH.

im like a walking corpse today):
a walking corpse with a stomache still.

the ache got worst ard evening.
and being so tired, i took an evening nap after i came home from band.
but it doesn seemed to help much.
im feeling tired AND sick.
i just hope the ache will go away tml, because ive got work tml lah):
and i CANNOT ps apple. if not, she will kill meeeeee.

im working next week too. thursday and sunday.
heard that sunday is a wedding show(; WOOTS.
im so looking forward to it.


YAYY. im seeing apple dearie tml(:
and stupid wuileong will be at work tooooo. hahahas. retarded face that makes me laugh nonstop(:


tissue jol is sooooo super sweet.
she specially msged me in the afternoon, just to remind me to have my medicine, cos she knows ive been forgetting about my medicines-.- hahas. i love you jol!


anw
i was pretty sad this afternoon.
when i heard that the entire clarinet section is not gg to netherlands, my heart sank.
because, i so want to go as a clarinetist.
but how can i possibly go as a clarinetist soloist?-.-
ive got a feeling that if they are still so persistent in not going, dmb might just go to the com without a clarinet section. like this, ive got nowhere to go):
the rest suggested i can always join another section like saxophone, etc? BUT. no way!
i dont want!
although i know how to play alil of the saxophone, but noooo. i dont want.
i want to go to netherlands as a clarinetist))):
oh please pray that i can gooooooo.
):

alright. just a short post.
AGM WAS FUN. shall elaborate tml.

still sick, but, my appetite did improve alil(:
thanks tissue for encouraging me to finish my meal.

now is 4.06am. im chionging my project-.-
and im supposed to wake up at 6.30 for band.
im deciding whether i should slp anot. hahahas.

anw, here are SOME pictures from 07 outing. shall upload the rest tml(:

met up with wanzhen and mingfang just now(:
and the both of them accompanied me to the docs.
4 different medicine. i dont know what was the term for my sickness though.
it has sth that refers to the acidity being too much and all-.-
blahblahblah.
and BOOM. 30bucks, gone like that.
):
but thanks girls, for acc me(: LOVE YOU TWO LAH:D

then we went chinatown for our field trip.
yada yada yada.after a few shots, the field trip became more of like a shopping trip to us.
shopped ard. and we bought stuffs(:
i bought a long skirt.
and yada to clarke quay.
contd shopping, and i bought slippers.
dinner-ed and shawn and zihui came to join us.
and we camwhore/took photos for field trip aft that.
pretty pretty.
and i really want to go to GMAX reverse bungee one day!(:
seemed sooooo fun.


STOMACHPAIN):

they are my 2H07 LOVE(:
one my slacking/working partner. one my sugarloaf partner.

wanzhenzhen and mingfangfang is LOVED too(:

anw, plans to stay home today is cancelled):
because ive got to meet wanzhenzhen, mingfangfang and zihui for field trip to chinatown and maybe clarke quay.

on a lighter note, i went to school just now to meet my dearest glamest tissue darling jolene(:
woots.
I MISS HER CANNNN.
and for her sake, i managed to force down 3/4 bowl of yong tau fu down my stomach.
c'mon darling, lets meet up moreeeeee(:
u're my ultimate happy pill:D


im listening to my playlist.
"how did i fall in love with you" brings back those memories again.

im still feeling very sick):
and have decided to stay home today since there's no sch.



ssm ytd rocks(:
i mean, it was pretty fun washing all the dishes.
its the FIRST TIME in my life whr i need to wash so many dishes.
plus, partnering with sylvia and elaine totally rock!!!

and then, i was intending to go see the doctor ytd after ssm.
so i asked fy to acc me.
but the queue was too long.
we waited for like damn long but the queue was hardly moving.
and then, something just happened and made me PAISEH to keep on waiting. so i just went to the counter and cancelled my registration.

so we went to meet the rest at mushroom.
i think its because of druggey's influence or sth, i didnt like seeing DD ard. esp with girls.
so its like i was pretty not in good mood after i saw him.

so, my mood was already NOT GOOD (doctor + seeing DD).

then.
we travelled to bugis by 23. and fy fion and rayna went to upper deck, leaving me dex huiqi and larry at lower deck.
then we reached bugis and we walked to blu jas. but on the way, me and fion missed ONE traffic light because the rest practically ran across the road. and then, we thought the rest would wait for us. but they just kept walking and walking.
i was with fion, and the both of us thought they would wait for us. but did they?
no.
they didnt.
and then, when we called them to asked whr were they?
they just said "RAFFLES HOSPITAL"
and we THOUGHT they would wait for us at that spot. so we hurried there.
but WERE THEY THERE?
f no.
so we called them, and they just asked us to walk str8.
f.
there are FOUR DIRECTIONS TO WALK STR8.
which do she expect me to walk?
by then, me and fion was pretty pissed alr.
alright, i was SUPER pissed because i wasnt in the gd mood to start with. and i tell u, if it wasnt for apple's sake, i would have just taken a bus and go home.
and then. we called fy, and he finally answered the phone (oh, he wasnt involve. he went to pick apple). and fy str8 away say, "i go pick u all up".
SEE. this are what friends should say.
then on the way to meet fy, we met long(:
and yes, then the five of us went to blu jas.
and scand was alr there(:
yay.

so i had heart to heart talks with scand. and i found out sth that pissed me even more. shall not mention alr.

and then, it was like YTD OVERALL wasnt a good mood day.

but still, the celebration for apple did cheered me up. and seeing scand, apple, fion, cheer me up too(:

too bad my tissue wasnt there.
tissue darling, you know, no matter what, you have me and fion with u(:
we're all in the same boat lah.


a part of them?

im still feeling sick.

but thanks to all those who showed concern for me(;
like my dearest 2H07 classmates esp leong liling.
like apple dearie, fongyung, sylvia, weng, treddy, etc etc.
thanks people.
hope i recover by tonight.
because i cant stand the pain alr):
if this continues, i might have aneroxic lahh-.-