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Sunday, August 31, 2008

a random post.
for.
2h07 beloved(:


wanzhenzhen,
oh thank you dear for everything you've done throughout this 3 months plus 4. you've been a great listening ear whenever i needed one. you cheer me up and make me laugh with your sweeeeet words on msn, and also your nonsensical faces.your convos are always one of the bestttt i swear. HAHAS. thanks for being such a wonderful project mate! let the world of ZHENZHENs unite(:



when my nick was you're like my oxygen, she say im like her carbon dioxide.
haiyo. nonsense.


and when i asked to help me print stuffs, i apologize for being so troublesome. and she as usual, with her nonsense(:






mingfangfang,
oh another dearie of mine in 07(: my gossip girl partner:D
she loves to hear gossips of mine, and also loves to share gossips with me.
anw, she and wz are the best in 07. i love fangfang too lahhh:D



ahleongliling/slacking partner,
my slacking partner for every tuesday.
it started off with only 4 hours of bonding time for us, before we had 6 hours of bonding/slacking time tgt. hahas.
we practically have stupid ideas to spend the 6 hours !
we swam, we ran, we badminton-ed, we IKEA-ed, we TM-ed, we studied, and next, i heard we're gg to play squash?? HAHAHAS. we got weird ideas.
ahleong hates me because i love to call her ahleong, aint hor AHLEONG?
but i just love to call her that, no matter what!(:

she's a lovely girl to be with i say!
i love ahleong:D








elainepartner,
my sugarloaf partner(: for almost every week, we get the same post in ssm. hahas. thanks for always being sooooo cute that you never fail to brighten up my day in sch. hahas. seeing you definitely makes me remember my girlfriend because the both of you have the same height. hahh! well, thanks for everything you've done(:





sabrina,
haha. this girl here is forever soooo serious looking. i love her hair though(:
she was super nice to go sch earlier d oth time when i was in sch super early to study for the BESE test.
oh sab oh sab.
(:

my study partner for afew days for the last exams too!
wheeee.




Ivanmoviestar,
MOVIE STAR seh! we look forward to watching your movie alright?!hahahas. and we promise not to laugh at your bed scene. anw, thanks for always walking home with me should you take the same bus as me. you always have the "LAUGH AT MY BLUR FACE" face. hahahas. funny(:
and stop being a social smoker lah youuu. EEYER. andand, thank me for going down to heerens today to support you at your roadshow:D:D hahahaas.







of course, there are a whole lot more of darlings in 2h07.
actually, almost all are darlings(:
thank you 2h07 AY08/09, for everything.
all the fun times in class, laughing at some entertainment source, all the toptable lunches, sugarloaf lunches, outings@ ECP, etc etc etc.
thanks for showing me what is class bond(:
its such a pity we wont be in the same class next semester. its just really a pity.we've barely known each other, and yet we have to face a change of class agn next sem): argh. anw, whatever it is, thanks for everything my dears!


smile like crazy @ 9:15:00 PM

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meet up with bestie and lydiatan today(:
wheee.

its so weird to see ivan up on the stage at heeren's today. weirdoooooo to the max.
but well, he looked good at least(;
go ivan go, for the rest of your remaining roadshows.

and sry dearie apple and cheong, that i ps last minute.
because i was feeling tired. hahahas.
seeya tml dearieeee:D

ahh, its just a mere 12 days before cheongkengmun goes into army):
supper will come soooooon, i promise:D

andand, yay. work tml.
i kind of miss work.
):

on a lighter note,
i managed to see girlfriend today at shawhouse(:
wheeeeee.
i cant wait for our stayoverrrr on the 15th!


smile like crazy @ 8:16:00 PM

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Saturday, August 30, 2008

yayy.
home sweet home tonight(:
ytd stayover at luyi's house.
did up some band stuffs, and damn were we all exhausted lahh. lols.
and we were almost late for band meeting today. HAHAHA

after band meeting today, me sylvia luyi yiqian christina kianchen went to yuki yaki for lunch! FUN to the max with the food, esp ice cream time(: wheeeeee.
then then, it was singapore flyer aft that. shall post up the photos soon(:
for now,



yesyes, we caught a rainbow while we were on the flyer. damn lucky and rare scene lahhh(: whheeee.
rainbows are loved, cos they're stripey and colourful(:
yay.


meeting bestie and.........LYDIATANMINGHUI tml!
oyes:D



smile like crazy @ 11:51:00 PM

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Friday, August 29, 2008

to be posted on 28082008 (the super long post i typed):

exams are OVER(;
like officially over. yayy. finally. the long awaited 7weeks holidays are here.
wheee.
TTO paper was EASYYY.

so anw, TAS briefing was pretty boring. but well, we managed to end earlier than the stated time, and we managed to get our TAS card(; yayy. free admission to sentosa, from now till july 09(: HAHA.

so anw anw anw, main point is, after the TAS BRIEFING. yes yes, met up with KOO PUAY YEN VERA and PHUA MEI HUA JANICE.
and yes, we headed down to clarke quay to meet YEO YU TING VALARIE(:
wheee. damn long nv see val alr):
it was super nice to see her, once again, after so long. hahaas.







we dined at RENNTHAI. and well, it was pretty a wrong choice made afterall. the food was so so only, but damn expensive. even the dessert wasnt very fantastic);
girls, lets dine at elsewhere next time!! no more RENNTHAI for us, okay?
oh god, i think we feel damn cheated lahh. the soup is so freaking expensive, and i barely drank like 10 spoonful of it???); ahh. okay, one word-CHEATED.



the girls:D


GROUP PHOTOOO. WHEEEEEEE.


okay, so mr KHOR YONG KEONG came along after dammmnnn long. and we took several photos. slacked abit at RENNTHAI. and stupid kyk had to leave for some NUM corporate meeting-.- like wah lao. so fast had to leave lah he):














drug refused to let keong leave. hahaas. damn funny when drug was pulling his hand, refused to let him leave. HAHAA.


argh. okay, after he left. the four of us walked ard, and decided to settle down at some place to chat. so we headed into KANDI BAR. they have a promotion of 1 for 1 cocktail. so me and janice settled for the strawberry daiquiri while val and vera settled for some boston peach cocktail thing. ours was much nicer, in terms of presentation, and perhaps, taste? because val's and vera's ones had a higher/stronger alcoholic content, that made the drink less favourable, since we wasnt into alcohol today. hahaas. so anw, it was chitchats all the way till ard 11.30 before we decided to leave the bar.

here are some of the photos we took((:























































after the bar, it was MORE CAMWHORING at the bus stop! hehhh hehh:D




























I LOVE THIS PHOTO BEST:





no more MRT): so yep. bus ride home with vera.

hahas. i think tonight was superrrrr fun. but well, not enough! cos too little time alr);
so girls and kyk, lets meet up on 16 sept OKAY? well, tentatively, is 16 sept! and stayover at vera's house on the night of 16th!! WHEEEE. i miss you 4 like crazy pleaseeeee.

And yes, tml is stayover@luyi’s house. YAYYYY. I think im gg to play and work the whole hols!

Lets see part of my schedule of this hols.
1sept to 5 sept: work
6 sept: band
7 sept: work
11 sept: class outing
13 sept: F1 briefing
15 sept: GO OUT WITH GIRLFRIEND. And stayovr at gf’s house!!!!
16 sept: out with cliquey, and stayover at vera’s house(:
24th sept: celebrating bestie’s birthday
26-28 sept: F1

and most prolly, on days that I am not gg out, I’ll work! HAHA. Be it four seasons catering or amara, I don’t care. I just want to work and earn more moneyyy(: wheeeee.

and and, I MISS GIRLFRIEND);



smile like crazy @ 11:11:00 AM

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i typed a long post,
but im reluctant to post it.
because, i want photos to be the accompanion.
HAHA/
main point is, exams are over.
and meet-up with clique is damn niceeeee and loved(:
alright,shall complete the long post by tml. with photos, i promise.


smile like crazy @ 2:07:00 AM

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Wednesday, August 27, 2008

wahh. keong is so so so so hopeless. he has plans to skip the exams tml. HE AH, i feel like murdering him. he btr go clarke quay with us tml. otherwise, HEHH HEHH, we sure murder him.



smile like crazy @ 8:33:00 PM

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though today was a rainy day, its a sunny yellow banana day to me(:
cos today has been preettyyy nice, except for some parts that i told druggey about. HAHA.

first few parts of the day wasnt really nice because..... yada yada yada.
hahas. but things changed for the better.
well, partner leong msged me to tell me that part of the ssm results were out. HAHA. i became super kan chiong that i called drug to help me check. and during the waiting time, i bet i was supppeeeer panicky lahh. then FINALLY, drug called and told me my results. yayy to the max. a B+ for 55% of ssm(: hahaaas. WHEEEEE. hopefully my other 45% is not that bad too(considering that my PT2 sucks-.-)
ah, anw, while i was on the phone with druggey, GUESS WHO I SAW?! HEHHH. YESYES. my eyecandeeeeeeeeee no. 1(: super random lah, but hahaas, was pretty delighted to see him. and then studied for TTO. yada yada yada. and then i saw eyecandy no. 2 (hehh, decided to label him as ec no.2 cos i couldnt differentiate who was cuter(: ) . hahahaas. so conclusion was i was super happy alr, like first thing first was my ssm results, then i saw both my ECs(: then, i left for TM for? YESYES, ear piercing(: wheeeeeee. thanks shawn for assuring me that it wont be pain, cos it wasnt(: hehh.
and then after ear piercing, just as i was about to leave TM, i saw eyecandee no, 1 AGAINNNNN. wheeeeeeee.

today is a happy day(:
and i bet tml will be too, because i'll be meeting drug, keong, vera and val(: WHEEE. miss them many many many lahs!


smile like crazy @ 7:32:00 PM

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Tuesday, August 26, 2008

a random post to say i miss them very very very much(:
they're the ones who accompanied me throughout the days of year 1.
be it projects, lunches, tutorials, lectures or whatsoever. its always them:D
though its rather sad that semester 2.1 is not spent with them(well, at least i have 2h07), but well, but, nope, we're not gg to let this friendship go down to drain! hahahas.
because we're gg to meet up this thursday, tentatively, after exam and TAS briefing(:

YAYYYY.



those were the stupid days. when we have nth to do, and this is the outcome of boredom.



keong is our enterainment source(:


and yes, i do miss sister keong as much as i do miss the other girls(:


HEHH. i remember this was during commskills(:


and hahas. she is still my biggest drug.


VALARIE YEO YU TING. I MISSS YOU LIKE CRAZYYYYY);
I WAS SUPERRRR HAPPY WHEN YOU GOT INTO 07 AS ME LAH(: BUT WELL, YOU THEN LEFT FOR TW UNI.
BUT ANW, IM JUST GLAD THINGS HAVE GOT BTR FOR YOU, AND YES, WE'RE FINALLY MEETING ON THURSDAY((: WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE. you spell LOVE lahh:D




smile like crazy @ 7:37:00 PM

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my mum is crazy.
she randomly assumed that i have a boyfriend-.-
like NOOO mummy, i dont have one.


she IS crazy alr.


smile like crazy @ 7:26:00 PM

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today is so boring.
yet so relaxing.
because i decided to stay away from my books for the whole of today(:
wheeeee.
cos i'll die if i have to study TTO again like a thousandth times.



smile like crazy @ 4:37:00 PM

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here are some photos, owed way long ago.
july27(:
celebration for christina's bday(4aug) (:






he was supppeeerrrr excited lah. hahaas.

small lil boy.




our very own(:


hahas. christina hates durian. so we hid her present INSIDE the durian shell(:
wheeeeeeeee.
and as usual, a bunch of bananas for her too.


out of so manyyyyyyy swans, this was the only one which sank. okay, random(:






and we made her wear this, and walk ard, and then we sang her a bday song(:


((:


eating as usual.




YAY(:



make a wish, blow the candles, and cut the cake(:







our very own too(:






hahaas. flour bash(: and then her present receiving(:


not to waste the lightsticks used to do the words, we did this(:


christina and meee(;




smile like crazy @ 2:39:00 PM

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ACCOUNTING FOR HOSPITALITY AND TOURISM, IS O-V-E-R(:
yayys.
well, quite a manageable paper(:
hopefully, i can score well.
hahaas.

anw, spent my whole day in school, SLACKING, and also watching ivanlim do his accounts questions. last minute work heehhh.
haaahas. and oh, i do regret turning down tml's job offer! because initially, i turned down cos of human nature): when you're in the midst of an exam period, human nature is to say NO to work. and so i said no. but just now during accts paper, i realised, actually, ive nth else to study alr! and whatsmore, i still have tml, and wednesday to study TTO AGAIN!!! like argh. so practically, i can foresee myself slacking tml): so might as well i go for work??! but well, too late, no more vacancies ): ahhhhh. shitty like shit.


okay, anw, on a lighter note, it was SUPPERRRRRR with CHEONGKENGMUN just now @ MACS(: i was feeling super hungry just now on my way home, and decided to ask him whether he wants supper together. and so, we met at 11pm (after my TEEVEE SHOW), and yes, we ate and chat all the way till 1 plus(: its always NICEEE to chat with cheong. sometimes, his himbotic acts do make me laugh more than usual.
and speaking of cheong, its gg to be a mere 18 days before his enlistment for NS): AHH. and he's being so excited about it lahhh-.- but im sure we're gg to miss this himbotic guy. and and , NO MORE LATE NIGHT SUPPER AND CHATS WITH CHEONG):
and yes, im gg to send him more of our photos, so that he can print them and bring them to army(: hahhas:D


smile like crazy @ 1:56:00 AM

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Sunday, August 24, 2008

i think ive been rather down on my luck these days.
just ytd, i had a sprain ankle and i got drenched, and i had to throw away my shoes.
and today, i fell on my back because of the slippery floor. and whatsmore, i fell at my doorstep( just ONE MORE STEP TO GETTING INTO MY HOUSE). argh. alright, its okay because the pain went off pretty soon(:
hahas.
and then, tml is accountings exam alr. yayy. like finally.
im starting to get sick and tired of the notes, because i read them EVERYDAY. same for TTO lah.
but if i dont study them, i'll feel weirdo and guilty for slacking.
so i got no choice but to read them over and over again. and to think i still got TWO FULL DAYS on tuesday and wednesday to read my TTO textbook AGAIN! like how many times more must i read?! AHH.
exams come come quick, and go go quick please.
i want to play and work):
yes i want.



school is really a nice place to study(:
ive been at school almost everyday, even TODAY@ 9am , i was there alr! ROFL.
i was the first to reach TP, other than the security guards of course. hahahas.
shawn was the second one. alright, he's been rather hardworking today i say. btr than usual.
i hope everyone is more hardworking today, because exams are TOMORROW!! YAYY( but the fact that my paper starts at 7pm SUCKS!)
bring your calculator people!
hahas.
alright back to topic, it'd been a rather cold day today. all the rain and wind and thunder and lightning.
COLD was the word yo!
and then, we saw maria and we couldnt recognise/confirm whether it was her.
so me and shawn spent a great deal of time, discussing whether isit her, and whether to ask her anot. HAHHA. in the end, shawn did the job and asked her. YAYY. she IS maria(:
damn funny i swear.
maria was laughing away too! cos she said she wasnt sure whether it was us too. lols. what a funny joke to start off the study session, right after lunch(((:
anw, we were stucked in sch till 6pm because of the rain. it just wouldnt stop):
and even at 6, it didnt stop. but we had to leave cos shawn's parents came to fetch him.
and so, we decided to leave. BUT, because the gates of the bridge were close, we got NO WAY to get to the bus stop)); EEK!
luckily auntie(his mum), came up to pass us the umbrellas(;
thanks! yayyyyy(;



rainy days might be troublesome.
but bus rides on rainy days are loved(:


smile like crazy @ 9:30:00 PM

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Saturday, August 23, 2008

i think ive a slight sprain on my right ankle);
dont know why, for no reason, it was alr like this when i woke up this morning.

today's such a bad rainy day.
i left my house happily, with the white clouds above my head.
and so, it didnt occured to me to bring an umbrella with me.
and when i reached serangoon and got onto the bus 22. it was like OMG lahh. totally cui-ed because the rain was SUPER heavy-.- like MADNESS.
so i couldnt leave the bus stop after i alighted from bus 22); i sat there, feeling cold and shivery, waiting for the rain to stop. but, it didnt seemed to stop. so after a long wait of abt half an hour, i decided to get into the rain and run to deyi. but well, the run made my ankle alil more painful): and my shoes were so freaking wet and YUCKY, that i couldnt stand it and i decided to throw away the shoes. anw, the shoes were pretty old too. so i borrowed suhaimi's slippers and wore it for the day(: THANKS su!!

YES! for dinner today. super nice please. a fulfilling dinner. and the french toast with ice cream was superb!(:

OH YARH. my mp3 is spoilt. i think. because no matter how hard i try to switch on my mp3, or connect to the com, it just cannot be detected): EEYER. maybe i'll try tomorrow. AHHH. but no matter what, im not gg to discard that mp3. afterall, it was one of the first devices i bought for myself years ago. HAAHA(:

alright, studying in school tml yo!^


smile like crazy @ 11:04:00 PM

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Friday, August 22, 2008

hahas. some photos from 12 august(:


he did a funny face for me, as requested(:
WHEEE:D


her new profession(:


they is LOVE lah(:



IVAN AH IVANNNN.


BEST.


(;






WAHHH. MORE TAKGLAM!!!


me love ah leong, slacking partner(:






bright and refreshing, thats love.


i'll miss all the times, i swear):


smile like crazy @ 10:22:00 PM

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WANNNN/ELEVEN/THIRTEEN(:
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.


(:
YAYY(:
anw, studied in school today with shawn.
he's just so lazy to study lahh. short attention span. TSK.
i had to nag at him like a thousand times today-.-
OH ANW, I STILL CANT BELIEVE NIC CHEN IS SO BLUR TO MISREAD HIS EXAM TIMING! HE CAME AT 10.20, THINKING HIS PAPER IS AT 10.30, WHEN HIS PAPER ACTUALLY STARTS AT 9.30!!!!!!! LIKE OMG LAH. SUPP PAPER-.-
stupid xiaobai was in sch too. such a hardworking person, fancy travelling all the way to TP, just to ask his tutor some questions. but well, he said he failed his coursework for BA, so no choice. STUDY HARD LAH XIAOBAI and SHAWNLOW(:
and then and then, just as i was getting abit bored studying my TTO glossary, guess who appeared!!
YES YES, its DEXTER NG ZHONG HONG, and NICHOLAS CHEONG KENG MUN!!!! OH, AND THAT VEGETARIAN JY. hahahahas(:
wah, was damn happy to see them please.
i miss them two like OMG lah! esp that dexter! hahahaas.
had so much much much fun talking and joking with them.(:
and then, beany came to join us for awhile. WHEEEEE. i miss beanyjol as well.
shep and benchow was there for awhile too. hahahas. like our two army guys were there lahh! HAHA.
chitchat here and there. then they left.
and it was then that i realised that we were SUPER noisy lah( when dex and cheong they all were with me). HAHAAA.
wheeeeeeee.
anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD(:
you're like hmmmm. 54 yrs old alr!
OH OH. did i mention this ytd? i saw this very cute guy in school ytd. i think he's cuter than my eyecandeee-.-
and yes yes, i saw him agn today. and stupid shawnlow was like giving stupid ideas, asking me to go befriend the guy. like CRAZY. i only merely made a remark that i find that guy cute. HAHHAA. and speaking of eyecandy, i realised i hvn been seeing my ec in sch! like ARGH.
oh i miss scandjan super lots.
SCAND, lets meet up after examssss(:
fion and beany too(:
apple too(:
feiyong toooo:D
and i must have prata session with cheong agn soooon. before his enlistment, which is another 21 days): ahhh.


smile like crazy @ 7:10:00 PM

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Thursday, August 21, 2008

alright.
i was super pissed with edmund(brother's friend), when he called my house phone a THOUSAND TIMES at 7 plus AM this morning! and my brother refuses to wake up, so after ard 7missed calls, i woke up and answered the phone. and then i tried to wake my brother up, but well, he's like a log. so yeah, got back to edmund that i cant wake him up.
and then i went back to slp. not even ONE MINUTE LTR, edmund called again! i didnt want to wake up again. so i just contd to slp. but it got super irritating because that guy got no sense of consideration that people needs to slp! so i woke up at the 8 or 10th call, and i hung up the phone. YAYY. i bet he was damn angry when he couldnt get through the line. LALALALA. serve him right anw.

alright, then it was studying in sch.
TTO is getting boring. accts, im left with two paper which i am so reluctant to do, because if i do it, i dont know what im gg to do on sunday ! anw, after studying, headed to boonkeng to have my hair cut. EHHH. my fringe is now half of what it usually is. ): sadded to the max.
and i dyed my hair. ehh, quite disappointed. cos the colour isnt very obvious. AHHH. but then again, i cant dye my hair to a very obvious colour if im gg to work at fourseasons/amara. hahhaas. oh well. but still, sadded!

ANW, GOODLUCK TO THOSE HAVING PAPER TML.
esp wan, eugene and shawnlow(:
GOODLUCK TO THE MAX LAH.

and im madly in love with david archuleta. he's so freaking cuteeee to the max please. i cant believe he's ard my age?! he got such a nice voice pleaseeeeee. hahhaas(:


smile like crazy @ 11:24:00 PM

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whee. some photos on last day of SSM.
just some random ones lahhh.






































have i mentioned?
chef marc wanted us to sing the TP song for him again on our last day of SSM cos he was leaving TCA too);
and so, we all formed one semi circle and sang for him.
chicky dance-d too(:









AND YES. THIS IS MY CUTEST TUTOR EVEERRRRRRRRRR. (:
HE IS SO BUBBLY CUTE IN HIS OWN WAY.WOOTS.

thanks to p03 for such wonderful teamwork and all.
thanks to the tutors, MR GOH, MS MARK, MR MALIK, MR ZAINAL, MR NEO, MR SIM, for EVERYTHING you've taught us! we all love youuuuu .
and lastly, thanks for everything, partner elaine(:
its been really nice to partner you for almost all the weeks at TCA.


we love TCA(:


smile like crazy @ 9:36:00 PM

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MY NEW FAVOURITE SONG(:

DAVID ARCHULETA- CRUSH

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside..
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility that you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know..

[Chorus]
Do you ever think when your all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cuz I try and try to walk away,
But I know this crush ain't goin away, goin away

Has it ever cross your mind
When we're hangin spending time girl
Are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last,
Last forever, forever

[Chorus]

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know..

Do you ever think when your all alone
All that we can be, where this can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cuz I try and try to walk away,
But I know this crush ain't goin away x5


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WOOTS. beany did this on her blog(:
the first three looked almost similiar though. HEHH.
but thanks beany.
I MISS YOU REAL MUCH PLEASE.
YOU AND FION, OMG. we three btr meet up after exams!



(:



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alright. some photos of ytd(:
19august2008.

we went top table lunch for this competition trial:



lunch partners for the day.

appetiser: Seafood mousse with red king crab, scallop croquette served with roma tomato sauce and black olive chips
main course: Lamb saddle and Lamb Gateau. ( I DID NOT EAT THIS)
and now, the highlight of the meal:
DESSERT(:
WOOOOOTS(: SUPER DELICIOUS CANNN.

alright. then it was raedict dinner @IKEA ytd.
some random photos:D
drug(;

shawnnnnn is irritating(: HAHHAAAAA.

ADAM IS VERY NICEEE.

SHIHUA((:

HEHH. EUGENE's WIDEEEEEE SMILE.

SHAWN'S SECOND WIDE SMILEEEEEEEEE.:D:D




nic bangala and xiuzhen(:
ellis and me(:






he is POOH BEAR WITH SORE THROAT(:
HAHHAAA.






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Wednesday, August 20, 2008

toptable-d lunch today.
WHEE. the dessert is OMG de nice please(:

so anw, the appetiser was not bad.
then then main course. WAS LAMB.
omg, and because of my irritating eating habit, it seemed that i have no choice but to leave the main course untouched.
and just then, mr malik decided to walk pass our table, and happened to notice my untouched plate. so he asked why, and we told him about it.
then he turned around for 10seconds, and within the time, i change plates with jeremiah. and so, TADA. mine was empty plate. and i swear mr malik's expression was priceless. HAHAHHAA. and then, after main course, we waited for damn long for our dessert.
then esther came and asked why we dont want our dessert. we were so shocked please. OF COURSE WE wANT OUR DESSERT lah!
then wahh, we knew it was mr malik's doing lor. so esther served us our dessert.
and just as i was about to start eating it, mr malik came and took away MY PLATE OF BEAUTIFUL DESSERT! he said there's a mistake and i should not have that plate of dessert at all-.- WA LAU. BULLY ME LIKE OMG LAH. ARGH.
so anw, he returned me my dessert after some begging. hahaa.
overall, toptable lunch was niceee(:
yay. cant wait for tml:D
i hope i can be BARRRRR. hahhaas.

anw, after toptable lunch, was study timeeee.
then RAEDICT DINNER @IKEA.
WOOTS.
fun to the max pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
shall let the pictures say it all, eh, after i upload it lah.


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Tuesday, August 19, 2008

okay, random pictures(:





























hahhaaas(;
anw, TT lunch tmllll:D
raedict dinner tml(:
YAY.

anw, im super hungry now): shucks.
shall go slp soon so that i wont feel the hunger.
argh.


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Monday, August 18, 2008

THIS IS FOR MY FRIENDS WHO ARE SICK NOW.
EXAMS ARE COMING.
TAKE CARE AH(:

sylvia mentioned she was feeling sick ytd, TAKE CARE!
and shawnlow btr take care of his nose too! HAHAA. dont die of intensive bleeding please.




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Saturday, August 16, 2008

everything is going to restart from zero,
from today onwards.


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OH anw.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BESTFRIEND


NICHOLAS CHEONG KENG MUN!
though you are idiotically enjoying yourself in BKK!-.-
SEE YA SOON.


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this is the 1000th blog post(:
YAYY.
happy 1000 to my blog.


band-ed as usual.
nothing much, just that im so tired.
and i thought i could have a good rest after i get home.
but. sth unexpected happened, and it sure dampened my mood):


ANW, 'll be gg to study with preeeetehboyzhenlin tml(:
hahas(:

andand, shawnlow, take care of your nose!



to whom it may concern,
i understand what you mean.
but im not thinking any more than being friends.
so dont worry(:
lets meet up sooon.


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Friday, August 15, 2008

somehow somewhere
a part of me wished its playing on repeat

i dont know whats the reason.
but it seems to be playing shuffle


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geog test is finally O-V-E-R(;

woohoos. at least i managed to pass.
but my questions were damn hard i swear.
how i can be given more than 10 fill in the blanks questions?!; when others only got around 4 or 5?
EEYER. i hate online tests because its so unfair):

alright, anw, after geog, test, some of us decided to go sugarloaf to support friday's group. and on the way, i saw my eyecandeeee(; though he look abit cui today; his hair looks weird today. HAHAHA. and alright, i still dont know the name of my eyecandy. ):
ANW, back to topic. yes yes. sugarloaf-ed.

and then, i accompanied ivan to the doc's.
his hand has an infection.
and the wound is a BIG hole, which look damn disgusting because it looked like decomposed meat or sth. EEYER.
but at least, he's been to the docs alr. at least, we can all put our mind at ease(:


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Thursday, August 14, 2008

toptable-d for lunch today.
mingfanf ps); she overslept. eeyeerrrr.
hahas!
anw, me wz elaine liling sab and ivan had a great time at toptable today.
though protocol and all was still abit of cork up, but service was still alright(:
i bet jerry was super nervous when he did wine service for us.
RELAX JERRY.
haha. we didnt even blame him when he broke the wine glasses while clearing them.
heh jerry, good job already lah(:
after lunch, we camwhored alil with mr zainal and ms mark. woots.
'll post up the photos soon, esp the one with mr zainal's funny face(:
so cute can. hahaas:D


studied in TP library aft that. well, i cant seem to get all the geog info into my head.ARGH. somebody, save me from geog test tml.


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it hurts to know that..
or rather,
assume that...


its been long since i last saw you, have i?
i think of stories everyday to make myself sad.


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Wednesday, August 13, 2008

awwwww.
ssm has officially ended):



alright, today was FUNNN though it was quite tiring too.
BAR is forever funnnn(:
but its kind of crazy to have to do almost everything at one go, to do the mocktail, to do the coffee, to skim the milk, to do the latte, to do the iced green tea and then turn around, omg, still got a pool of glasses to rinse! HAHAA. but who cares about the hardship? its the last ssm, so of course must enjoy!:D
i would say this toptable group is not bad.
in the sense of our teamwork and all.
be it at sugarloaf or now at toptable, this half of P03 really have a kind of bond and yes, we worked very very well with each other. and now that, ssm has come to an end, im sure i'll miss them in future. THANKS everyone for all the cooperation we have, and im glad we are a group, full of crazy ideas and funnn(:
and then, today's sugarloaf BROKE RECORDS! even the LRM's records set last year! WOOHOO. we ROCK please(: well, though im not in sugarloaf team, but hey, i tried my best to ask my friends to go dine there! and i bet some of them are waiting to kill me now, because i bluffed them that im at sugarloaf, when im actually not! hahahas. sry people(:
but anw, thanks to those who went to dine, wan, shawn, eeming, zhenlin, gareth, and manymore to be listed(; thanks for helping the sugarloaf team to break records.
well, p03 is a whole class. so we share whatever we have, so we help each other in any way we can(: hahaas. and yes, p03 is loved by the ssm tutors, well, they say so themselves. they like our day the most because they say we have teamwork and we enjoy ssm more than anybody else do! HAHAHA.
the tutors are well-liked by us too lah:D
hope they like the simple present from p03(;


and yes, i seriously think mr goh is damn cuteeeeeeeeee(:
woohoo.

'll post up all the photos sooon!


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Tuesday, August 12, 2008

hehh(;
i finally finished the gifts.
anw, guess who i saw ytd?
yes yes, XIAOBAI(;
hahaas. he and his new hair:D NICEE.




OYES. NO MORE SOCIOLOGY ALREADY:D:D
WHEEEE.
slacked ard in sch with ahleong and faezah during my 6 hours break.
OYARH. not forgetting, i met shawnlow for lunch today:D
CUP NOODLES(:
and yes, this is shawnlow with his extremely wideeeee smile.



HAHAH!

and tml is the last day of ssm alr. EE):
sad already please.
PEOPLE. DO HELP TO SUPPORT SUGARLOAF TML. PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. LAST DAY ALREADY.
AND THOSE DINING AT TOPTABLE TML, WE PROMISE YOU A SERVICE THAT YOU'VE NEVER SEEN BEFORE(:



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Monday, August 11, 2008

today's a prettehhhh NICE DAY.
much nice happenings(:

alright, the day started with the last BESE lesson.
and hahas. we took turns to take photo with mr nair(:
will post it up after ive got it from wzhen.
then sugarloaf-ed.
and bestie called me to tell me she's in TP.
woohooooo.
i miss her so so much please(:
so yes, aft sugarloaf, met bestie for a short while before i headed to the bookshop to buy some stuffs. and then, GUESS WHAT? when i opened the envelope of class fund, I FOUND MY THUMBDRIVE(: WOOTS. and all along, ive thought i lost it somewhere! HAHAHHAHAHAS. YAYYY:D

YAYness to the max.
then it was lunchmate with beanyjol.
fion couldnt make it); eeeeeee. damn sad can. my last lunchmate session in TP, then fion couldnt make it):
hais, nevermind.
it was still nice chatting with beany(:

TTO lecture, accts tut.
and then, sihui came and ask me, "eh, you this week can do bar?"
OMG, I DAMN HAPPY PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEE. WOOTS(:
OF COURSE I WANT TO DO BAR LAHH:D hehhh.
good thing, no need do hostess. and yet, can do my favourite position in toptable-BARTENDER. hahahahaas:D its total yayness, to the max alr:D


bestie said she'll come tp on friday to look for me(:
woots.
wan said he'll find one day to have lunch/dinner with me, woots(;
xiaobai said will meet up one day for lunch:D
beany said she'll meet me soon again for chitchats(:
im meeting eating monster tml for lunch(:

the only sad thing is the news my dearestval told me);
oh v, i hope things get btr for you.
hmm. dont worry too much. there's lots of opportunities here as well.
think of the bright side, you wont lose us when you're here.
eh, thats not much of a very gd sentence for comforting though,
but, you know we're always here for you.
LOVEEEE you like mad, and i miss you dear.

and KHORYONGKEONG actually skipped his PT2 last week!
stupid kyk.
he btr dont miss his last chance that mrgoh give him on this friday.
study hard ah kyk.
(:


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Sunday, August 10, 2008


OKAY. some random pictures uppp(:

i still owe many though.

esp photos of my lovable classssssss:D



oh yes. beany's birthday was LOVE.

tissuebeany and her present(: wheeeeeee.

donovan and me, after BSC subcomm camp.

GOODFRIEND WAN. OH im so gg to miss him next semester);

EATING MONSTER.

EUGENE, mr pooh bear with sore throat voice(:

huiqi, shihua, ellis, xiuzhen
shihua&xiuzhen(:

and these are some random photos i took(:




HUNGRY and SYLVIA's birthday cake(:

AND THESE ARE PHOTOS THAT EATINGMONSTERSHAWNLOW PROMISED ME!
BEAUTIFUL LIKE OMG PLEASE.









THATS ALL FOR NOWWWW:D
hahas!


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(:
went to vivo ytd, to celebrate sylvia's birthday:D
hehh.
build-a-bear-ed for her.
HUNGRY was the new name for the newborn teddybear.
wonderfullllly cute please.
and then, all of us became the godmummys of HUNGRY. hahas.
awfully funny and cute(;

after vivo-ing, we went to bugis to have our tiantian steamboat.
well, as usual, steamboats are nice, but its not the right place for me, simply because of my irritating eating habits that abhores meat and vegetables. and yes, that leaves me nothing to eat except for some fish maw, fishballs, mushroom and crabmeat):
so after tonnes of crabmeat, and fish maw, and oh, TAU POK, i decided to stop eating and started to slack.
slacked ard with my phone while the rest continued to eat.
LUYI was the champion and the survivor(; HAHS.
shawnlow was being super nice to entertain me before i started to bore to death.
thanks ah. and where are my prettty fireworks photos?:D

alright, so after our dinner, we were on our way to padang, with the intention of watching the fireworks, when we met william at bras basah.
and he told us that level 20 have a scenic and perfect view of the fireworks. WOOTS ah.
so yep, decided to change plans and we went up to level 20(;
pretty view of the fireworks.
but my cam sucks because of night mode):
eeyerrrr.
alright, so the fireworks are nice. and i look forward to the upcoming fireworks festival(:

national library was the place to slack and cut cake aft that,
a totally breezy place to slack and chitchat.
i totally laughed my lungs and intestines and organs out last night,
when all of us started to talk about childhood memories, about being caned, about throwing away food, about fights with siblings, about sleepwalk and sleeptalk. etc etc etc.
i swear it was damnnn funny(:
its always full-of-laughters-conversation with christina, kc, and co.
HAHHAS(:

133-ed for home aft that.
dead beat by the time i came home. hahas(;


oh anw, val dearie, let me know the results of it soooooooooon. I MISS YOU TERRIBLY MUCH I SWEAR.

and yes, i random-msg-ed afew people ytd like bestie, girlfriend, jol, and i dont know who else alr. hahas.

ive got a new BEANY, right jollibeannnnnn? HAHAS. tissue beany and paper beany. FUNNY names, i like(: yesyes, i love beany loads and crazyyyyy. oh fion is not forgotten too of course.


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Saturday, August 09, 2008

happy national day(;

happy 43 birthday to singapore
and happy 18th birthday to sylvia ng ya ting:D:D:D:D

YAYY.


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Friday, August 08, 2008

where is girlfriend nowadays?

where oh where can my dearest girlfriend be?
come out, come out, wherever you are.
could she be in the closet?
or could she be under the bed?

HAHAS. alright. those are lines from hide and seek.

anw, a random post, just to tell gf i really miss her. and i want sept to come quickquick so that i can quickquick meet up with her. i miss her like thousand tonnes alr);



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oh time passes so damn fast. its been almost a semester again.
another week and the whole semester 1 will end):
im so reluctant for it to end please?
why?
because i dont want to leave this wonderful class of mine, 2h07(:
well, we are still unsure whether there'll be changes of class. but, it had changed in the previous years. so yep, we still dont know for sure this yr.
anw, this class has been reallyyyy niceeeeee and im sooo reluctant to have a change of class next semester.




and then, next week will be the last week of SSM already. i'll definitely miss ssm pleaseeeeeee. i'll miss TCA and all the tutors. what a pity i have phobia for meat, otherwise, i'll definitely take up culinary science.
and another point is, i'll be studying at TAS next semesterrrr.
i know ive been ranting about it several times alr. but well, cant help but rant more about it! because im realllyyyy so reluctant to leave TP for one whole sem lah):
imagine, one semester without walking down the corridors of biz sch, saying hello to familiar faces. oh thats very tragic, aint?
and then, i will be meeting less of scand, tissuejol, fion, feiyong, badd, wan, zhenlin.
oh no more go home partner from sch with zhenlin.
oh no more lunchmate with my loveliest.
oh no more big hugs from wan.
oh no more HI from freshies
oh no more WIDE SMILE from shawnlow.
oh no more seeing of SSm tutors.
):
tragic to the max.
i hope my timetable next semesters allow me a day-off from TAS so that i can drop down to TP to meet fion and co. ):
ah, anyway, im just sad to be away from my dearests.
=/






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Thursday, August 07, 2008

was chatting with shawnlow and then i randomly said he must give me wide wide smile the next time he sees me in sch! and he gave demos of it.


all failed.


this passed though! HAHAHAS.


shawn is crazily crappy.


oh anw, these are the photos i mentioned earlier on,
for the scrapbook (:







TADA:D




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LIZARD DISASTER just now.
with my brother.

he came home, and hell glad i was to see him.
i asked him a simple sentence, " kor, are you scared of lizards?"
he said yes);
but he asked me why, and i told him i trapped the lizard in the bowl.
and so, he decided to be machoman, and help me rid of it.
i know he was damn scared please, cos he kept pretending to find something that can ensure that his hand would not touch the lizard. okok.
so macho man decided to use the newspaper(:
so he finally moved the bowl, with the lizard onto the newspaper. and omg, he didnt know where to throw the lizard. and just then, i think he freaked out and started screaming at the top of his voice. i swear he screamt LOUDER than i did. then he panickly asked me to open the door, and omg, the both us were screaming frantically, such i couldnt find my keys too.
and when i finally did, he quickly threw the bowl and the lizard onto the floor. AND OMG. piang goes the bowl. OOPS. thank god mummy didnt scold us when she came home. she just kept laughing when i acted how my brother acted just now. ROFL.

anyway, thanks bro. you're the saviour of the day.
though you kept threatening me about the tail of the lizard being in my room):

HAHAHAS. damn funny i swear.


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hey people(:
finally, no sch today:D
meaning, i get to rest more at home, though i still have to rush my BESE individual portfolio by tonight.

okay, rewinds.

tuesday(:
socio presentation was okay i guess. finally, NO MORE SOCIO. YES AH!
and then it was badminton with liling and cheryl.
then it was lunch with my dearest loveliest cutest glamest nonsensical jolene tan:D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL.
gave her the bulkest present ive ever gave anybody this year, and TADA. i bet she love meeee lah:D:D i hope you like the present dear.
and then it was back to slacking of 4 hours with leong, elaine and sabrina.
we took photos for some stuffs(:
NICEE.


OH HOLLY SHIT.i think i lost my thumbdrive):
i was about to upload the photos me liling and rest took, when i realised it is GONE. ):
and also, i just found a lizard without a tail on my study table!! like wth!
it refuses to move no matter how much i banged the table. so i got no choice but to use a bowl to trap it, and then move myself to the living room):
ahh. unluckkyyyy. SHITTY.

alright, shall try to look for my thumbdrive ltr in the evenin after mummy helps me to get rid of the stupid lizard=X

back to topic. yes yes.
after sch on tuesday, played station games with long and jol. HAHA. jol was the winner. oh jol, you rock. HAHA. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LONG as well:D

then ytd was SSM. fun being cashier(;
and then, it was surprise for leong.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEONG:D
LOVES, though you found out about the cake after seeing the order sheet. grrr
but thanks for acting blur lahhh, hor?
you're LOVEEEEEDDD by meeee. YAYY

alright, shall blog ltr. chiong chiong chiong BESE nw:D


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Monday, August 04, 2008

alright.
i know im supposed to be very busy with my stupid socio presentation stuffs now.
but i need a break from all the shitty stuffs);
im just so freaking tired today.
practically like a walking corpse.
i even needed up to TWO vitasoy today.
oh fyi, vitasoy is my energy drink, just like how coffee and redbull is to some other people(:

so anw, met up with lunchmates today. woots(; they always never fail to brighten up my day.
and i saw my EYECANDY todayyyy(:
YAYY.

oh anw, sry to anybody whom ive been rather harsh to today.
im not really aware of my surroundings today. and i was in a pretty irritated mood just now.
so yeah, dont scold me if i have "accidentally" purposely ignore you or rolled eyes at you. HAHH(;

badd was himbotic to the max just now. HAHHAHH. ive got such funny friends(:
and badd says eugene's voice is exactly like winnie the pooh, with sore throat.
SEE. see how himbotic badd was.
(:

happy birthday christina(:
and charlene, clifton's gf(:

andandand. yay. long and jol's bday in 23 more mins(: OYAYY.


i was chatting online with shawnlow just now, when i suddenly realised HTM and LRM have clashed schedules. );
its like i will never get to be in sch at the same time with LRM-ers like rayna, shawn, etc!
like forever.
next sem, im gg TAS alr.
and when i come back to TP, the LRM yr 3 go SIP, LRM yr 2 go TAS. and then when i go SIP, all the LRM people goes back to TP! AHHH. den it'd be the time for me to grad. ahh. so fast=/
so yah, main point is, i wont be able to see rayna in sch):
eeyerrrrr.


alright. got to go back to my project):
quickquick. socio, quickquick end.



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Sunday, August 03, 2008

im back from BSC subcomm camp(: woots.

anw, before that, was socio exam. i guess it was alright?(:
hahaas.

so BSC subcomm camp.
i was in RAEDICTS.
same grp as many people including drug, huiqi, eugene, nic chen, yiwen, afiq.
FA was lingyu.
initially on day one, i personally felt that the grp was too scattered, and that we might not even last throughout the camp.
but THANKGOD. over the night of day 1, we changed into a super crazy, lively grp of campmates.
we cheered like nobody's business. played like nobody's business. etc etc.
and we were charitable people when we shared out valuable beehoon with other grps who had only biscuits and bread.
and hence, we emerged as the best camp group of BSC subcomm camp AY 08/09. (:

ROCK IT ROCK IT ROCK IT RAEDICTS(:

1 2 3
OWNED AH!

oh anw, the nightwalk wasnt REALLY scary afterall. hahahas. perhaps because im used to these nightwalks alr? or isit cos its not scary enough. well, i dont know either. but anw, i have to thank shawnlow for being my EYES for the night. throughout the whole nightwalk, he was my eyes lah(: HAHAS. and today he was being my hand. lols.

alright, 'll blog agn.
my eyes are closing soooon.


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Friday, August 01, 2008

studied with apple dearie today in sch(:
tissue was there for awhile, to slp(: hahas. its been long since she actually slept in peace.

TISSUE. YOU BTR START TO GET SOME REALLLL SLEEP OKAY?(:
<3>

anw, talked alot with dearie too.
SAF dinner. when apple told me tonight's event is SAF dinner, my heart sank immediately.
It was an automatic thing to divert my thoughts, straight to Clifton.
Suddenly, I regret not promising to work tonight. But well, I cant work because ive a freaking test tml morning):
But then, I just felt the regrets of not being able to work.
I regretted not studying for the test much much earlier, so that I can work tonight.
We were saying, we know he’d be there for the dinner.
And then, he will be complaining about the food and service, not up to his standards because of the short of staffs tonight. And then he’ll say we BU GOU YI SI, never work tonight. YADA YADA YADA.
Somehow, somewhere in our heart, we believed that he’ll be there tonight(:
You know, we all miss him.
Though we don’t really express it out, but we still do miss you Clifton. You and your big head.
Both apple and me can really visualize you, sitting at one of the many tables in ballroom 1, having the dinner and all(: HAHAHAS. Alright, main point was, we miss you lah:D

Okay anw, I’ll be off for BSC camp tml. Another nightwalk to survive through):
Oh hope my night vision will be better tml):
Wish me luck for the stupid socio test tml also. HAHAHA.


Some thoughts were running through my mind.
Actually, they run through my mind, EVERYDAY, without fail.





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